Postscript: Sun Qing 3

Ding Lanyin is different from me. She knows how to fight for what she wants.
So when she came to school holding the hand of a boy named Zhuang Li, I was so surprised that I could fit an egg in my mouth.
The story of how she won over Zhuang Li was widely spread in the school and was also a long-lasting topic in the school.
She always envies me for being braver than her, and I also envy her determination.
Although Su Jingnian and Zhuang Li are not the same type of people, I think they are both the same type of people. Zhuang Li's sincerity is invisible to others, but Su Jingnian makes people feel that he is sincere every time he smiles and treats people well. In the end, no one knows who he gave his sincerity to.
He is not fickle, but he is habitually nice to everyone.
In fact, he and Zhuang Li are both good at hiding their true feelings, one is obvious and the other is not.
I could never stand in front of Su Jingnian and ask him loudly whether he had me in his heart. In fact, the answer was so obvious, but I just didn't want to believe it.
The bald man said I was deceiving myself, and I had no way to refute him. He told me not to think too much and just let things take their own course.
I have no way and can't do anything. Of course I can only let things take their course. There's nothing I can do about it.
In fact, I think the reason why the bald guy said that is because he is timid and doesn't dare to chase. Except when he is very angry in front of the yellow-haired guy, he is not very angry at other times. He looks like a good guy, afraid of offending anyone.
It is said that his temper has been worn away by his ex-girlfriend. Baldy used to have a bad temper, but he turned into water when he met his girlfriend. After his ex-girlfriend died, he became like this.
The bald guy is quite miserable , and the yellow-haired guy is really not a human being.
I guess it was because I cursed him too much behind his back, so Huangmao had someone tie me up and bring me in front of him.
This should be an old hotel, and there were only Huangmao and I in the room.
He sat on the sofa, smiled obscenely and said, "You are finally in my hands."
During the kidnapping, countless possible outcomes flashed through my mind, the worst of which was the loss of my innocence. Looking at the disgusting smile on Huangmao's face, I said coldly, "I heard you can't do it."
I heard this gossip from someone else, and the key point is that someone else heard it from Baldy's ex-girlfriend. I laughed so hard at that time, and this is the most pitiful thing about lustful people.
Huang Mao's face was more colorful than a palette. He said angrily, "Who told you that?"
"It doesn't matter who told you that. I'm just curious, since you can't do it, what's the point of tying me up? Isn't this just humiliating yourself?" To be honest, I was also very panicked and was trying to delay time as much as possible, hoping that the bald man would come to rescue me.
As if he knew what I was thinking, the yellow-haired guy smiled and said, "Bald is in the competition and can't come. You don't have to provoke me. I have to kill you here today!"
My bound hands were trembling slightly, but I still pretended to be calm and said, "Huangmao, do you understand who I am working for and who I am making money for?"
The man behind the underground racing is the biggest boss, but he usually doesn't show up. He always tells the bald guy to do things. With his influence, he should be able to have a deterrent effect.
After Huangmao heard what I said, there was some hesitation on his face.
It seemed that my bet was right, so I said coldly: "If you don't want to be in this business anymore, you can try it."
Huang Mao looked at me calmly, as if he was thinking about something. After a long while, he said, "I wasn't brought up to be scared."
"But you are considering it. Let me go first. I can't run away. It's uncomfortable to be tied up like this."
"You're tied up, what terms are you going to negotiate with me?" the yellow-haired guy roared.
The following words were just said casually by me, and they were not meant to be funny.
The atmosphere was a bit awkward.
I got excited and asked, "What's going on between you and the bald guy's girlfriend?"
"That vain woman is nothing to write home about. She likes my money, and then uses my money to give to another gigolo. The funniest thing is that the bald ass doesn't even know he's been cuckolded! Girl, I think you have a lot of personality, why don't you just follow me?"
As soon as he finished speaking, the door was suddenly pushed open, and the bald man rushed in with red eyes and punched the yellow-haired man in the nose. The two men started fighting with punches and kicks.
My heart finally settled down and I just watched the show from the side.
The last two people collapsed on the ground due to exhaustion.
I kicked the panting bald man and asked him to untie me. The bald man slowly stood up and cut the rope with a knife. I walked up to the yellow-haired man, kicked him, and asked bluntly: "Is your weakness physical or psychological?"
"Get lost!" The yellow-haired man spat and said with disdain, "Do you think I'm really a wretched person? I just like you a little bit, so I'm just playing around with you. I called Baldy here, and I was just kidding you."
The plot changed so quickly that I didn't guess the beginning or the ending. It turns out that Huang Mao is quite manly besides being lecherous and vulgar.
There are actually people in the world who are as weird as Baldy. They are obviously not bad people, but they pretend to be vulgar and obscene.
Huangmao said that this was their camouflage and protective color.
I couldn't help but feel sick and retching after hearing this. Two grown men still have to be a bit protective, so hypocritical!
Maybe everyone has their own way of living, just like me, I look fierce on the outside, but I am actually scared to death on the inside. I am obviously scared to death, but I have to pretend that I am not afraid.
We are the same kind of people, but I hate people like this.
Huang Mao's concept of love is completely different from mine. Whoever he likes, he will treat in his own unique way. In his words, "I like you, so I kidnap you!"
So much so that I was "kidnapped" countless times later, but in fact it was him who asked me to go out for dinner.
I told him about Su Jingnian, how good he was, how excellent he was. Huang Mao woke me up with a stick and said, "No matter how good he is, as long as he doesn't care about you , he is just trash."
I kicked the yellow-haired guy mercilessly.
But he also hit my sore spot, even stepped on the bald head, but I still didn't give up.
I asked him, "How can you let go of someone?"
He replied: "When you stop asking the question."
In the blink of an eye, time has already slipped to the third year of high school.
At the age of sixteen, there is chaos and war , and the youth of sixteen seems to be stranded.
I took Ding Lanyin to the repair shop and shared the world I had with her. I will always remember that there was a girl who was so sure of my driving skills and cried .
In my memory, that girl glows.
When Baldy called and said grandma was sick, I felt like the sky was falling.
My grandmother has always been in poor health, but she has never had any serious illness. If my grandmother had not been sick, if she had not met Ding Lanyin, if she had not met Su Jingnian again, her life might have been different.
But these three things happened at the same time.
My grandma needed 50,000 yuan for surgery, and I couldn't come up with that much money at once, so I asked my relatives for money, but they looked down on me. Those relatives were all mercenary people, and Huangmao was absent at the critical moment.
I was so anxious that I burst into tears, and then I thought of Su Jingnian.
When this thought came to my mind, I almost looked for a reason to call him.
When the call was connected, I asked him in tears if I could lend him 50,000 yuan. He didn't ask anything, but just told me the location.
This time, I finally had an excuse to see him, openly and aboveboard. Maybe it was a little unfilial that I wanted to see Su Jingnian even though my grandma was sick, but I really couldn't help it.
I really need Su Jingnian as my spiritual support.
He came, stepping on the broken sunlight. Su Jingnian had grown taller, but the amazing smile remained unchanged on his face.
I walked forward, raised the corners of my mouth, and said happily: "You are here."
"I'm here. Long time no see ."
"Thank you for coming."
He smiled and said something, then turned around to pay the bill.
The bald man murmured beside him: "So you like this kind of person. Compared with him, others are so humble."
"Su Jingnian is such a person."
He can make everything bad become beautiful.
And that silly girl Ding Lanyin came with money with half her face red, which made my eyes wet.
The most wrong thing I have ever done in my life is to let Ding Lanyin and Su Jingnian meet. The funniest thing is that I was the one who made it all happen.
Not a step earlier, not a step later, they met, and Ding Lanyin happened to break up with Zhuang Li, and then I became the supporting character of the story.
There was something indescribable in Su Jingnian's gentle eyes, but it was not for me.
When Ding Lanyin suggested that Su Jingnian take extra lessons, I was secretly delighted because I had one more reason to call Su Jingnian.
Su Jingnian only agreed when I said Ding Lanyin would also participate.
I used Ding Lanyin to achieve my goal, and Su Jingnian used me to achieve his goal.
That heart-shaped parabola was like his true heart, but unfortunately he gave it to someone else. Later, I kept that piece of draft paper as a treasure, and took it out when I had nothing to do to see how cheap I was.
In fact, I have long understood that Su Jingnian likes Ding Lanyin, but he still shamelessly intervenes.
To be precise, Ding Lanyin was the latecomer.
Later on, I found out that Su Jingnian had already had Ding Lanyin in his heart before he met me.
From the beginning to the end, I was just a supporting actress. My appearance was only to pull the plot of Su Jingnian and Ding Lanyin together.
This is the meaning of my existence.
After hearing these words, the bald man kept calling me stupid.
It's okay to be stupid, I'm willing to do that.
They are together.
Ding Lanyin was so miserable when she broke up with Zhuang Li. Now that she is with Su Jingnian, she smiles more often and her whole aura has changed.
I know she is not deliberately showing off her happiness, but every time I hear her talk about what happened between her and Su Jingnian, my heart bleeds, but I still have to smile and give my best wishes on the surface.
I feel so tired.
Ding Lanyin is my good friend, so of course I have to go and bless her. But if you really like someone, and that person is snatched away by your best friend, you can't bless her at all.
I'm not a noble person, why should I give you my blessing?
Ding Lanyin didn't mean it, who can be blamed?
If you want to blame someone, just blame myself for not going to the same kindergarten as Su Jingnian. If you want to blame someone, just blame myself for not telling him the secret earlier.
How can I bring myself to say this?
My grandmother's medical expenses require a lot of money. When I don't have any competitions, I will go out to do odd jobs to keep myself very busy, so busy that I have no time to think about Su Jingnian.
Maybe that's the way it should be. I stand in the position of an outsider, watching other people's happiness with cold eyes.
With the help of the bald man, I worked in a bar. There were people he knew in the bar, so I could take care of him.
I didn't expect to meet Zhuang Li again. The person who was supposed to be abroad actually showed up in the bar.
He was wearing all black, sitting at the bar, ordering a drink, looking at me without saying a word. This was the first time I observed him up close, and to be honest, his facial features were indeed more stunning than Su Jingnian's, with a chilly look that made people feel like they were in the cold winter.
I was busy with the things at hand, and he spoke first: "How about doing business with me?"
I turned my head, looked at his delicate features, and asked, "What business?"
"Break up Su Jingnian and Ding Lanyin." When he said this, his tone was a little sinister. In his memory, Zhuang Li didn't seem to be like this.
I didn't say anything.
Zhuang Li continued, "Whether it succeeds or not, I will give you 100,000."
One hundred thousand yuan, how long will it take me to earn this one hundred thousand yuan?
In front of money, I was moved .
Everyone says that we should treat money as dirt and resist the temptation of money, but for someone who is extremely short of money, money is so important.
Zhuang Li continued, "I will ask a very good doctor to treat your grandma, not to mention that you want Su Jingnian."
The last sentence hit me like a hammer, and it hit me completely. Zhuang Li was right, I really wanted Su Jingnian. So I asked back, "Why did you do this?"
"I want Ding Lanyin." His tone was so firm.
I'm a little confused.
"You and Ding Lanyin got together because of a bet. Are you in love with her?"
"Don't meddle in other people's business." Zhuang Li coldly threw down the money for the wine, then turned and left indifferently.
Looking at his departing back, I was a little stunned.
These people have always been looked up to and are not suitable to appear in real life, making people feel that reality is a little unreal.
That night, I went to see my grandma. She was lying on the hospital bed, so weak that it seemed that a gust of wind could blow her away. I couldn't stop my tears from falling.
Grandma half-closed her eyes and said weakly, "Qingqing, I'm sorry, I've caused you trouble."
"Grandma, don't say that. You took care of me when I was sick as a child." I said with a sob.
"If grandma passes away, you will be fine alone..."
"Grandma...you will definitely live a long life..." I hugged her gently, whimpering like a little animal.
When I was a child, my grandmother was very kind to me. She would give me all the delicious food first and try her best to fulfill my wishes. When I was sick and had no money to see a doctor, she would prescribe some folk remedies and stay with me all night.
Her hair is getting whiter and her wrinkles are increasing. Although her life is hard, she still smiles.
Seeing that smile gave me the courage to persevere.
My grandma is my only relative in this world. If she dies, what will I do? What will I do?
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but burst into tears in the ward.
I don't want to walk .
When Zhuang Li brought up this deal, it was destined that Ding Lanyin and I would not be friends.
On my birthday, I invited her and Su Jingnian and drugged their drinks. I helped Su Jingnian to a hotel, while Zhuang Li hugged Ding Lanyin and went to another hotel.
Su Jingnian was very thin, and I had a hard time helping him to the bed and letting him lie down.
I turned off the lights and sat quietly beside him, watching his peaceful sleeping face in the moonlight.
Su Jingnian is God's most attentive masterpiece, his eyebrows and lips are so beautiful, so fascinating. My fingers touch every inch of his face, as if I want to remember this face deeply.
I had a faint smile on my face, but my heart was extremely sad.
It's a great irony that I have to fight and snatch the person in front of me to have a chance to get him.
I couldn't help but kiss his lips. Su Jingnian let out an unclear moan, and finally it was out of control.
He reflexively hugged me tightly and kissed me back earnestly, calling out "hot" as he did so.
My mind moved, and I whispered in his ear: "Su Jingnian, I am Ding Lanyin."
"Ayin, Ayin..." He repeated Ding Lanyin's name unconsciously and kissed me back even harder.
Su Jingnian's body was so hot that it was scary.
I licked his earlobe gently and said coquettishly, "Su Jingnian, I love you..."
"A Yin, I love you too... It's so hot... Give it to me... Okay..." In the darkness, Su Jingnian was confused and lost in passion.
I just said one word: "Okay."
What happened next happened naturally.
Su Jingnian hugged me tenderly, but called Ding Lanyin's name over and over again.
Happiness, humiliation, love and hatred surged up together.
My tears fell onto the pillow, and my heart felt like it was being crushed by wheels over and over again, turning into debris and mud, and a bloody mess.
I don't know how long it took before Su Jingnian contentedly hugged me and fell asleep. I got up carefully, took a photo with Su Jingnian's phone and sent it to Ding Lanyin, then sent a copy of the photo to my phone, and then deleted the photos in Su Jingnian's phone.
After doing all this, I got dressed, sat on the edge of the bed, looked at the dark sky outside the window and began to daydream, with my mind full of past scenes.
What is the point of such a delivery?
Su Jingnian doesn't have me in his heart, and he won't have me even if he fights for me. But if I really see him and Ding Lanyin in love, I will be so unwilling.
There is a cancer in my heart reminding me that it was Ding Lanyin who stole the person I loved the most. That cancer makes me look at Ding Lanyin with a little hatred.
Although she and I once had good memories.
That night, I dragged my aching body and hugged Su Jingnian, listening to his breathing and watching numbly the sky gradually brighten.
Su Jingnian was awakened by the text message alert on his mobile phone.
He woke up and saw that the person in his arms was me. He was so scared that he quickly rolled off the bed and put on his clothes in panic.
He blushed and apologized: "Sorry... I was drunk last night..."
My heart was numb, but I squeezed out tears, looked at him pitifully, and asked softly, "You will be responsible, right?"
"I'm sorry...the person I like is Ding Lanyin...you don't have to pay back the 50,000 yuan..." He said as he looked at his phone, his face turning paler and paler.
"Where's Ding Lanyin?"
"I don't know either. Zhuang Li took the person away last night." I replied.
Su Jingnian put on his shoes in a hurry with a gloomy face, then rushed out of the room holding his phone. Before leaving, he did not forget to instruct: "Don't tell her about this."
He just left without looking back and never considering my feelings.
I lay in bed alone, laughing until tears came out.
Sun Qing, you are so cheap. You offered yourself to Su Jingnian, but he refused to accept you.
So desperate!
If there is a person living in your heart, then his every move will carry a destructive power.
The bald man said I was fine, and I asked him why Su Jingnian never looked at me. He comforted me that the person just hadn't discovered it yet.
Su Jingnian really didn't realize my good side, that's because he was never willing to be sincere to me.
He walked in front of Ding Lanyin with his heart in his hands, his eyes full of her.
I didn't expect that they didn't break up because of this. I asked Su Jingnian why he didn't question Ding Lanyin. He smiled bitterly and said, "I finally got her, and I don't want to lose her so soon." Ding Lanyin's answer was, "I'm afraid of losing Su Jingnian."
You are so affectionate and loving, and I am just a clown, the villain in a fairy tale!
I never thought that one day I would do such a crazy thing for Su Jingnian. The arrogant Sun Qing disappeared without a trace, and now Sun Qing is just a sad person who can't get the love she wants.
Su Jingnian was very nice to me, only because he felt guilty.
That night was worth 50,000 yuan, and Su Jingnian used this 50,000 yuan to draw a clear line between us.
I don't even have the courage to blame.
My grandma left me alone and I didn’t even have the chance to see her for the last time.
On the night when Su Jingnian and I were making love, she closed her eyes forever.
I no longer feel any pain, because Su Jingnian's ruthlessness has taken away everything. My grandmother has passed away, and there is nothing left to lose.
I am the only one left in this world, and I don’t know where my destiny is.
Every day, I am in a daze, unaware of the passing of time. I only know that reality is like a dagger, constantly stabbing my body, leaving wounds everywhere.
I couldn't shout out in pain or cry, I could only open my mouth stupidly and make hoarse sounds.
When Baldy found me, I was curled up next to a trash can in the shantytown, avoiding the warmth and coldness of this world, as fragile as a newborn baby.
He said, "Don't cry..."
I looked at the bald man stupidly, tears streaming down my face, and cried, "I have nothing left..."
He carefully held me in his arms and said, "From now on, I am your relative and your only support."
Hearing this , I leaned on his shoulder and burst into tears, as if I wanted to cry out all the grievances I had suffered over the years and all the tears I had held back for Su Jingnian.
The bald man coaxed me carefully, humming an old song, like a brother. I could feel the warmth from him.
I told him I was unwilling to accept it.
He said, "Go for it one last time."
The bald man took me out for a drink, and I drank a lot. The guilt and hatred in my heart accumulated to a certain level, and it seemed like it was about to burst me.
I went to Su Jingnian's dormitory in the middle of the night and frantically shouted his name, over and over again.
Su Jingnian came down from the dormitory and looked at me with a very unhappy expression.
I opened my phone, opened the photo, and told him the truth about that night while crying . At the end, I begged in a low voice: "Su Jingnian, can you love me? I am already yours, can you give up Ding Lanyin and love me?" The tone was so humble.
"I know you did it, and some things really happened. I didn't expose it because I was afraid that you would get hurt, and I was afraid that Ding Lanyin would get hurt. Sun Qing, I am sorry for you, but I only love Ding Lanyin in this life, she is my only one. You can ask me for help if you have any problems, but I'm sorry, I really can't take responsibility, and I can't love you."
Every word pierced my heart and made me despair.
I asked persistently, "Why are you so nice to me?"
"I'm not being nice to you. It's all just your illusion."
Is it an illusion?
I looked at Su Jingnian in front of me. He told me that the past was an illusion. Was it an illusion that he carried me on his back? Were the beautiful memories we had on the roof all illusions?
I laughed out loud with my head tilted back to the sky, tears streaming down my cheeks.
It turns out that everything was an illusion.
Su Jingnian's words wiped out my past and the past that was engraved in my heart.
I was almost going crazy, so I went to beg Ding Lanyin to give up Su Jingnian.
Ding Lanyin in front of me was also unfamiliar, so unfamiliar that it made me hate her. She already had Zhuang Li, so why did she come to snatch my Su Jingnian? Facing my questioning and pleading, Ding Lanyin's expression was so innocent that it made me want to vomit.
It was clearly her who snatched Su Jingnian away, why did she still look so innocent?
I never thought that Su Jingnian would come, and I never thought that my hands would end his life. I watched him fall in horror, and then with a "thump", a bloody flower bloomed.
The whole person was torn into pieces.
The whole world is silent .
At that moment, I wanted to jump down so badly, but my hands and feet were stiff and completely out of control. The endless pain in my heart continued to torture me.
I killed the person I loved most with my own hands.
No, no, no, Ding Lanyin was also involved. If she hadn't called Su Jingnian, he wouldn't have come up to pull me, he wouldn't have pulled me, and I wouldn't have pushed him down the stairs.
Ding Lanyin is also half guilty.
From now on, I will bear this sin and live alone for the rest of my life.
I often dream of Su Jingnian screaming in pain, a sound that seems to drive people crazy. Whenever I pass those familiar places, I always think of Su Jingnian and burst into tears.
The bald man said, "Go travel, go out for a walk, forget about Su Jingnian and come back."
I nodded and decided to go to Tibet to cleanse my sins and pray for Su Jingnian. That was the place closest to Su Jingnian. On the day I left, I didn't let Guangtou see me off. He packed my luggage for me and put a lot of money in it. I held the money and cried bitterly.
Before leaving, I sent a text message to Ding Lanyin and then threw my phone out of the train, wanting to cut off all contact with her completely.
Love ends and youth is buried.
The sky in Tibet is very blue and gentle, just like Su Jingnian’s eyes.
The holiness of Tibet only makes people feel guilty. The place I went to was a small town called Cona, which means "in front of the lake" in Tibetan. Cona is located in the southern end of the Tibet Autonomous Region, southeast of the Himalayas, with a humid climate and pleasant scenery.
I went hiking alone with a huge bag on my back. Lebu Valley is a famous scenic spot .
There are a lot of old trees here, forming a primeval forest. Along the road, you can see steep cliffs, monkeys playing and waterfalls everywhere. These waterfalls are looming against the backdrop of the mountains, making this natural gallery full of spiritual energy.
In the dense forest leading to the waterfall, there are many places of worship. I felt like I was baptized by the gods in the mist.
I traveled to many places, worshipped devoutly in every Buddhist temple , and prayed for Su Jingnian. I learned to speak Tibetan, adapted to the local diet, and lived with the Tibetan people, as if this would wash away my sins.
I even feel that everything is getting better, and I still dream. In my dreams, Su Jingnian is complete and smiling. After so long, I still often think of those memories, and I will never forget them in my life.
Perhaps after wandering for too long, people will feel lonely. That kind of loneliness rises from the bottom of your heart, until every time you do something, you will be slightly stunned.
I once thought that I would never go back and would not have any connection with the past, but I didn’t expect that I would be framed in Tibet.
And those two people are Han Chinese.
The people in Tibet are simple and kind, so I often climb to the roof in the middle of the night to look at the sky and see what the difference is between the sky in Tibet and the sky in the shantytowns.
When I came down from the roof, someone came up and asked, "Is there a hotel nearby?"
Before I could answer, another person covered my mouth tightly from behind and dragged me to a secluded and dark place.
I sobbed and struggled, but I couldn't break free from the grip of the two people.
That was the nightmare of my life, I wanted to chop these two people into pulp.
These two people ruined me and made me lose the qualification to continue to stay in Tibet. Unclean people are not worthy of praying for Su Jingnian, and unclean people are not worthy of desecrating the holy land of Tibet.
The first time, I called Baldy and cried, asking him to pick me up and take me home.
The bald man's tone was full of joy, and he came to pick me up the next day.
He didn't know what happened to me, he just knew that I wanted to go home.
But where is home?
The bald man said that I could start a new life. He also said that Ding Lanyin and Zhuang Li were back together and very happy. The word "happiness" was out of reach for me, and it was a huge irony. Why did Ding Lanyin get happiness, while I should be defiled and lose the qualification to continue loving Su Jingnian?
The reluctance surged up again. All the calmness was just a superficial phenomenon of suppressing the crazy thoughts in my heart. I tried not to hate Ding Lanyin, but every time I thought of Su Jingnian, the hatred still lingered in my heart.
I cut my hair short, put on seductive makeup, and learned to smile charmingly in the mirror, as if I were reborn. Only I knew that I was like a rotten apple, rotting from the inside. Returning to E City, my only goal was to take revenge on Ding Lanyin.
I can't get happiness, and she doesn't deserve it either. She will follow whoever treats her well, no matter if it's Su Jingnian or Zhuang Li, Ding Lanyin has no heart.
Even though I hated her, I chose to save her when danger came.
I want her to live in guilt for the rest of her life. In this world, Baldy is the person I feel most guilty about. I owe him a life, a relationship, and a lifetime.
After returning from Tibet, Baldy was almost 30 years old and had grown hair, but I still liked to call him Baldy. That night he suddenly hugged me and said he wanted to marry me. Baldy's expression was so serious, he said directly: "Marry me, I will make you happy."
I cried until my eyes were red, but I couldn't give him an answer. I told him about Tibet, and he hugged me tightly and said he didn't mind, but asked me if I minded that he was too old.
I shook my head vigorously.
All the reasons for not being together are reasons for not loving. Although Baldy was very good to me, I didn't love him. In the end, I still killed him. In this life, I carry two lives on my shoulders, and I can never get rid of them. For the rest of my life, I will chant Baldy's name and live for him.
The saddest thing is that I don't know the bald man's name. There was a person who belonged to me, but he was gone. I suddenly remembered our first meeting.
The sun was shining brightly that day. I tilted my head and asked him, "What's your name?"
He showed his big yellow teeth and said with a smile: "You can call me Baldy."
Time passes, and I sleep forever.

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