Extra: Heaven without you is worse than hell, hell with you is heaven 1
I like sitting here alone because it will be very quiet, but there will always be people coming to disturb me.
"Young Master, the master is looking for you." A servant standing beside me called out.
I remained silent. My father must have something important to tell me at this time.
After some thought, I stood up and walked towards the lobby where my father worked. However, as soon as I entered, I saw a very petite girl standing next to my father. I glanced at her casually, and then looked at my father in confusion.
"Leng Xi, this is..."
"I do not need."
I spoke before my father finished speaking. In fact, I had guessed something about it just now, but I didn't want to accept any arrangements.
"I have already announced that you must get married in thirty days." My father completely ignored what I said and continued talking to himself.
But his attitude was within my expectations because I knew him very well. He would never listen to others and would never do what others wanted him to do. The reason should be my mother - the mother that even I didn't know very well.
I glanced at the girl next to me. She lowered her head, so I couldn't see her face clearly. I could vaguely see that her skin was very fair and her black hair fell to her waist.
I turned my head and frowned, not wanting to read any further, feeling disgusted.
"If there is to be a wedding, it should be the father." I said coldly.
His dictatorship makes me very angry. Maybe I can't escape his control in the end, but at least I can try my best.
"You must listen to what I say!"
"I don't want to be at your mercy, and living with someone who's like a puppet is simply impossible!" My attitude was extremely firm. I would rather be alone than let a girl like this stay with me.
"You need to inherit my position and have to start a family!"
My father had a gloomy expression and didn't allow me to say "no".
"You can get married, but I have to find my own partner." I know that a head-on approach will never do me any good, but at least I can delay it as long as possible.
"You're looking for?" My father seemed to be interested in what I said. He smiled in a way that made me uncomfortable, and then asked coldly, "What kind of person are you looking for?"
Is he mocking me?
"I like people who like me."
"In the human world?"
"So what?"
"Do you think there is anyone willing to accompany you in hell?" My father's expression suddenly became much more serious, and his eyes stared at me with a strong sense of coercion.
“There will always be one,” I said.
Although I said this, I know things are not that easy at all, but if I don’t say this, I have to listen to his arrangements.
My father looked at me without saying anything.
After some thought, he raised a finger and said to me, "I'll give you a year."
"Three years." I knew what he wanted to say, so I said it first.
"Three years is too long!" My father rejected it immediately, frowning unhappily. My attitude must have annoyed him, but he hadn't exploded yet. Finally, he compromised and said, "Two years, how about that?"
It's rare that he is willing to back down, so this is naturally the best thing, so I nodded.
"If you can't find it, you have to follow my arrangements."
After listening to my father's words, I hesitated for a moment and then nodded.
I glanced at the girl next to my father who didn't even dare to raise her head. I couldn't help feeling disgusted. Hell itself is dead and dull. If she stayed with me, my life would be like a stagnant pool of water.
time flies.
I have been in the human world for more than a year and have been looking for the right person in this school.
There are indeed many girls here, some pretty, some not, but none of them suit my taste. Often before I even open my mouth, they either scream or faint. In the end, I don't want to talk to girls anymore.
But I still think the human world is pretty good. At least there is sunshine and blue sky here, and it is very comfortable to run in the sunshine.
On this day, I played ball with some friends after school as usual. I was always alone before, and it felt good to be with them like this, except...
“Ahhhh!”
"so hot!"
It would be better if there wasn't this noise, it's very noisy to me every time.
At this time, a girl with long hair walked onto the court and handed me a towel with red cheeks. Although I hesitated, I took it and said "thank you" politely.
After that, the game continued.
In fact, Jin Yubin's basketball skills are good, but he is always careless, or you can say he has no brains. He actually threw the ball into the crowd when he passed it.
Seeing that the ball was about to hit a girl in the crowd, I immediately chased after the ball and reached out to hit the ball off target at the last moment.
I looked at the frightened girl in front of me, with a red calligraphy hanging above her head. Of course, only I could see this, but what surprised me was that she had less than a year left to live.
I saw her staring at me blankly for a while. I was used to the feeling of being stared at, but after meeting her eyes, I couldn't look away.
Her bright eyes were like clear lake water, and her look was so innocent and gentle. She was also good-looking, with black and shiny hair and a delicate and fair face, but her complexion was not good.
I seem to have seen her in school, but I didn't know who she was and I didn't care about her affairs.
She bowed to me and said "thank you" gratefully, then she looked at Jin Yubin with hostility.
Isn't her expression changing too quickly?
But what interested me was that although she was obviously frightened, she still pretended to be calm, and said to Jin Yubin in a teasing tone: "Senior, I think you need to practice your skills more. Don't you know that a girl's face is very important?" After that, she turned and left.
It's really cute.
I looked at Jin Yubin's depressed face and shook my head at him jokingly.
Later, I learned her name - Bei Yingning.
I often hear this name because she is the subject of discussion among people around me. However, I only now know that she is Bei Yingning.
What I didn't expect was that we met again so soon.
That morning, I was taking a walk as usual, then sat under a tree for a nap and saw her by chance.
There have been people in the flower garden before, but I never noticed them.
Seeing Bei Yingning immersed in her own world, I couldn't help but walk towards her and wanted to talk to her, but she suddenly fell down.
I ran towards her quickly.
Her hair and clothes looked a little messy, her skin looked fair and smooth, her thin lips were pink, and there were a few petals on her collarbone. Her eyes were closed, her eyelashes trembled slightly, and she looked a little painful.
When I saw her lying on the ground, my heart began to beat faster, my face felt hot, my heartbeat quickened, and I felt a little inexplicably restless.
This feeling is the first time for me.
I squatted down and wanted to pick her up, but I found that she was very light and it was very comfortable to hold her. I lowered my head to look at her, she leaned on my shoulder, and seemed to be sleeping comfortably.
I laid her flat on the grass under the tree, put a piece of my clothes under her, then sat beside her and looked at her intently.
She must be sick, otherwise she would not have lived for less than a year, but this was destined, and I had no way to intervene. I couldn't help but reach out and touch her face, which felt very good and elastic.
But she turned her face away slightly, as if she was feeling a little itchy. I leaned down and slowly approached her, but suddenly I was startled. What did I want to do to her just now?
Thinking of this, I immediately stood up and walked away quickly, but as I walked, my pace gradually slowed down.
I want her——Bei Yingning.
Whatever this feeling is, isn't this the reason I came here? Why should I hesitate? And she won't live long, so this should be a good thing for me, right?
Even if I said those things to my father at the beginning just to delay time, now that I want her, it means I can give it a try, right?
But is she really fit to live in hell? She is like a flower living in the sun, is she fit to stay there?
However, let's wait until she gets there to discuss this issue!
I remembered that she was still sleeping on the grass, so I immediately went to the store to buy a bottle of water and came back to look for her.
But when I went back, I found that she had woken up and was thinking about something with a puzzled look on her face.
"Awake? How do you feel?" I walked up and asked.
Although I lowered my voice, I didn't know what tone to use when talking to her, and I couldn't help feeling a little distressed.
When she saw me, she looked frightened, which really hurt me a little!
I handed over the water in my hand and said, "Have some water!"
She took the water and said, "Thank you, don't you have to go to class?"
Remembering that the bell for the first class had already rung, I said, "It doesn't matter, I don't like classes..." However, seeing her weak look, I felt a little worried.
Even if I wanted her, I should have reminded her.
"If you're not feeling well, don't go out and run around. You might ..." I suddenly found myself at a loss for words.
She said innocently, "But it's boring to do nothing."
I was speechless for a moment and didn't know what to say, for fear that I would scare her if I said too much.
Let’s take it slow!
"Be careful next time." I picked up the school uniform on the ground and prepared to leave.
After that, I wanted to go find her, but no matter where I went, there were always a lot of people following me, and it seemed impossible to have a good talk with her at school.
But soon the news came that she had been in a car accident, and it spread like wildfire. I was extremely upset, wanting to go see her, but also a little scared.
On a seemingly ordinary morning, I was sitting in the classroom with a restless mood, when I suddenly found that the students who were supposed to be doing morning reading suddenly became quiet, and then became noisy again.
I just took a casual glance at her, and my feelings became complicated, because I found that her body was shining, especially her chest, which seemed to radiate a strong warmth that made people feel very comfortable.
I was suddenly at a loss and didn't know how to respond.
Because I know that this light is the holy light of heaven.
Rumor has it that as long as a person in hell obtains the heart of a person in heaven, he or she can completely escape from hell and no longer be bound by hell.
Her life span has also disappeared, which means that she is no longer a human being.
She walked straight up to me and said to me excitedly: "I like you, please go out with me..."
My heart seemed to be burned by something and I felt very uncomfortable.
I looked at her chest, not knowing how to start.
"I..." I wanted to speak, but no sound came out. I wanted you, but...
"No matter what, please date me!"
Her words stunned me. I didn't expect her attitude to be so firm.
Why did she come back here after entering heaven? And, she said she liked me.
The noise around me was really loud and it annoyed me.
“Be quiet.” She shouted, then looked at me and continued with a smile, “I should have died, but I didn’t confess to you and didn’t get your response, so I came back!”
Even though it sounded like she was joking, I knew she was serious.
I looked at her and said, "I can't accept you. You are not right for me."
I feel very uncomfortable now, because what I said was not what I meant, it was all against my will.
"But I've chosen you." Her voice rang in my ears again.
Saying no to her once already made me feel bad, and asking me to say it again was like torturing my heart.
"You are not right for me, go find someone else!" I said firmly, hoping she would understand.
Actually, that’s all I can say. After all, she is no longer a human being. It’s impossible for her to be with me. She must go to heaven…
She seemed angry and said, "No, no matter what, I want to date you. Even if I chase you to hell, I want you to accept me!"
Do you know what hell is like? If you were just an ordinary person, I would give you all my love as long as you were willing to live with me in hell. But now you have become an angel, and it is really inappropriate for you to be with me.
I can't be so selfish, can I?
If you really give up heaven and live with me in hell, what if you regret it in the future?
Thinking of this, my heart tightened, I reached out and pinched her chin, and said: "Do you really want to go to hell with me? There is no sun there, only burning fire, but those who are burned will not die, but will only feel pain!"
Although you are kind and will never be burned by fire, hell is also very complicated, and your heart will now become their target. Even if I will protect you, there is always a chance of something happening.
"I'm so scared!" She didn't seem to appreciate it.
Then, she stood on tiptoe and hugged my neck, and said to me confidently: "Just wait, I will be transferred to this class in a few days. When the time comes, I will do everything I can to make you like me and accept me. It's getting late now, I'm leaving first!"
A few days later, she actually transferred to our class and sat very close to me. Seeing her, my heart was in turmoil. The only thing I could do was to make her give up and go back obediently.
When I face her, I really have a headache. When I see her sad, I feel very uncomfortable, as if I am torturing myself. But if I am too gentle to her, I am afraid that my true feelings will be revealed inadvertently.
When I got home from school that day, I just wanted to take a walk with her.
"I didn't ask you to like me. Can't you just give me some memories? Really? I only..."
I actually understand what she wants to say.
Just want some memories? I thought seriously.
"What good would it do for me to give you memories?" I looked at her and said. She seemed very hurt and didn't know how to answer for a moment. "Okay, since you are so stubborn, I will agree to it, but I will never like you."
Even though I said this coldly, she seemed very happy: "I understand. From now on, we are lovers."
I was fascinated by her smile, but the feeling of sadness in my heart could not be dispelled.
I responded and turned my head.
"An Lengxi..."
She called softly, and I asked impatiently, "What?"
"Even if you don't like me, I still like you!"
Every word she said seemed to be covered with honey, sweetening my heart.
I was silent because I didn't know what to say.
"You are my favorite person in the whole world..."
I don't know how to face it.
I didn't sleep that night and kept thinking about her.
The next morning, many people gathered at the school gate, and I suddenly remembered that there seemed to be a demon from hell in the school - Shang Yi. This made me panic, so I stood at the gate, waiting for Yingning, I didn't want her to get into trouble.
As I expected, Shang Yi saw her and tried to make a move on her, but the way he did it made me feel annoyed. He actually pursued her.
Yingning is mine. Even if she is not mine, he is definitely not allowed to get close to her!
I will definitely protect her!
Although I thought so, someone didn't seem to cooperate with me at all and actually went out to eat with the devil.
