Chapter 7 Even if I regret it one day, at least it was my own choice 2
Choice? What choice did he make?
I have been thinking about this question all day.
It was already past two in the afternoon when we came back from the mountain. The students were resting in the classroom and talking about their experiences.
I was walking on the campus , looking for An Lengxi, but when I came back I couldn't find him. I don't know where he has gone.
The school was very noisy that day, so I thought An Lengxi would not go to crowded places, so I walked to where there were fewer people.
Behind the hidden rockery, I vaguely heard An Lengxi's voice. Although it was not very loud, I heard the sound of quarreling.
Whether out of curiosity or some other mentality, I really want to find out.
"Since Yingning has said that she is willing to do anything for you, can't you just be together? Isn't this the purpose of your coming to the human world?" This seemed to be Shang Yi's voice.
"It's not that easy, you make it sound simple. Enough, don't make my mind more confused. I have decided that I will leave after she completely transforms. And during this time, I will fulfill my promise to her." An Lengxi's voice, which was close to a roar, was like a sharp blade that pierced my heart.
"I think Yingning's love for you is not so superficial. Will she leave you?"
"At that time, I will make her lose all her memories of me."
"You need to..."
Hearing this, tears started to flow. I could no longer force myself to stand there, so I staggered away.
Bei Yingning, please try harder. Isn't everything as you imagined? What are you dissatisfied with? And you have no right to be dissatisfied! So please try harder, don't cry, don't be sad anymore!
I walked forward trembling all over, and every step felt like I was walking on the tip of a knife, hurting from the soles of my feet to my heart. I didn't stop until I reached an empty corner, leaned against the wall, and let my body slowly slide down the wall, then curled up into a ball. This would make me feel a little more at ease and warm, and it was the only way to protect myself at this moment.
"Click, click..." It seemed like someone was walking towards this side. The friction between the soles of their shoes and the grass made a slight sound, and finally they slowly stopped in front of me.
I looked up and smiled at him.
A trace of surprise flashed across Shang Yi's face. He looked at me steadily and asked, "Did you hear what An Lengxi and I said just now?"
I nodded, looked away, and said, "Just go away and leave me alone."
Because now, I can only maintain this mentality if I am alone, otherwise I am not sure if I can hold on.
"I mean no harm." Hearing Shang Yi's voice, I turned my gaze to him again.
"I know! I believe you." My tone was light. Although I didn't understand what he did, I believed that he was not evil in his heart.
Shang Yi was silent for a while, then said: "Do you want me to help you? Actually, I know that you and An Lengxi each have problems."
"You want to help me?" I was confused when I heard his words.
"If you've given up on him, consider me." I couldn't see any hypocrisy in Shang Yi's serious eyes, but he suddenly changed his expression and asked a question that An Lengxi had asked, "Yingning, have you started to transform?"
"That should be it! I've been seeing a lot of feathers lately."
Is this also a sign that I'm leaving soon?
Shang Yi smiled mysteriously and stretched out his hand in front of me. There was a black pill in his palm. He said, "Take it..."
What is this? I looked at the black pill. Although it was small, it gave me a sense of darkness.
I picked it up with some doubt and worry. Although I didn't know what would happen after eating it, I still opened my mouth.
The moment I swallowed the pill, I felt my body was very cold, and a current of air rushed into my heart. Then, I began to feel that it didn't matter whether I liked An Lengxi or not. This thought from the bottom of my heart made me feel a little sad, but I couldn't stop it.
"Yingning, this medicine will destroy all your emotions. Your problem is that you love him too much, and you can't see clearly some very important things." Shang Yi looked at me and said.
It was strange that I didn't feel anything after hearing his words. I just showed an extremely evil smile and said, "I don't know what you are talking about. Now I just want to play a good game." After that, I turned and left.
The sky was overcast, but it wasn't raining. It was just oddly quiet, like the calm before a storm.
I returned to the classroom. Everyone was still doing their own things. There was no special reaction when they saw me come in. Only An Lengxi stood up and walked to my side.
"Where have you been?" he asked.
"Then where did you go just now? Who were you with? What did you do? What did you say?" I asked back with a smile on my face, but it was a weird smile.
An Lengxi was confused by my reaction and asked seriously, "What's wrong with you?"
"An Lengxi, do you like me? Even a little bit?" I looked at him and asked directly.
At this time, the classroom suddenly became much quieter, and everyone turned their heads to look at me and An Lengxi, but my expression did not change at all. Maybe it was because of the pill I took just now, I didn't care about everyone's gaze.
An Lengxi frowned and looked at me, and said very honestly: "I can't like you!"
Can't? Or maybe you just don't like it.
"Then let's end it! An Lengxi, we don't have to go on! This inexplicable relationship..." At this time, I didn't even feel a trace of heartache, and I didn't feel tense like usual.
An Lengxi looked at me and asked, "What do you mean?"
"Literally." I turned my head and returned to my seat without any reluctance.
Why do I say so many things that are against my will, but I am not sad, does it mean that I don't like him anymore? If I can dislike him, it can also be regarded as a kind of ending.
It's fine if it ends like this...
"Are you obsessed? Have you broken up with An Lengxi?" Senior Jin Yubin looked at me in surprise.
"Senior, do you like me? Do you want to date me?" I turned my head to look at him with a very confident smile.
Senior Jin Yubin looked at me stupidly, thinking he had heard it wrong, and his expression seemed to be frozen.
The discussions in the classroom became louder and louder, and An Lengxi looked at me with a strange expression.
"Are you kidding? Don't you like An Lengxi very much?"
"Yes, but that's in the past." I showed an incomprehensible smile and said lightly, "Well, if you don't want to date, then forget it! As for me, I want to go home now..."
"Go home? The teacher hasn't come yet."
"That's none of my business." After saying that, I stood up and prepared to leave.
From now on, it has nothing to do with me who An Lengxi is with, and I won’t care what he does or says.
But before long, my consciousness became blurred.
When I woke up, it was dark and chilly all around. It felt like the place An Lengxi took me to last time, but it was also a little different.
There was a long marble road with red wooden pillars on both sides, an antique pavilion, and two long rows of lanterns emitting dim light. I followed Shang Yi into a cave at the end, with a blue flame in the cave, illuminating the entire cave.
"Human breath..." Suddenly, a cold wind blew from behind me.
I looked back at the blue-haired man. He was wearing a black cloak and a pair of huge wings flapping behind him.
Is he the same kind as Shang Yi?
He leaned over and sniffed me.
I kicked him in the crotch angrily, leaving him no room for maneuver.
"Ah——" He immediately let out a scream.
Shang Yi turned around and looked at me, frowning, looking a little distressed: "Your dark side is really scary!"
"Thank you! Is this the devil's lair?"
"Are you afraid?"
"Aren't you here? You should protect me!" I said in a relaxed manner, and looked at the man rolling on the ground in a ball with mockery, "This idiot wants to take advantage of me, he is courting death!"
After saying that, I kicked him again without any hesitation, and I actually felt a strong sense of satisfaction in my heart.
"Let's go!" Shang Yi couldn't bear it anymore and pulled me away.
There is a stone chamber at the end of the cave. After we walked in, the surrounding scenery was clear at a glance.
The most eye-catching thing in the stone chamber is a huge long stone bench engraved with a Pixiu pattern. The surrounding area is empty, but still bright.
"You won't let me stay here, will you?" I turned my head, my eyes fell on Shang Yi, and looked at him carefully.
He was wearing a black gown, which exuded a hint of mystery. A large area of skin on his chest was exposed, looking extremely sexy. His dark red eyes were like gems that glowed in the dark.
"It won't be long..." His voice didn't change at all and he responded to me indifferently.
I walked towards him slowly, then reached out and touched his chest, and said in a charming voice: "Let's ignore An Lengxi, let's just be together!"
Shang Yi sighed, pushed my hand away and said, "If you hadn't taken that pill, I would have gladly agreed."
I smiled calmly and said, "Yeah, I forgot. You like me very much, right?"
Shang Yi looked like he had a headache and said, "You ask even though you already know the answer!"
At this time, I felt a little tired, so I walked to the stone bench and sat down.
"Hey, what exactly do you want to do?" I gave up the idea of joking and asked seriously.
What on earth was his purpose in bringing me here, I had no idea.
Although some questions can't be answered directly, but using this method will not necessarily get a different answer, right? I always feel that his method is a bit unnecessary.
Isn't he a devil from hell? Why is he so naive?
Forget it, I'll just take a nap first!
Was I too tired? I slept very comfortably.
"Bang!" A loud noise woke me up from my sleep. I wanted to stretch, but found that I was tied up and couldn't move.
But I didn't panic. Instead, I raised my head calmly and prepared to see what was going on.
I looked everywhere for Shang Yi, but couldn't find him. There were only a few winged birdmen around him... well, demons, and the person surrounded by them was actually An Lengxi.
He looked very embarrassed. What happened? He seemed to notice that I was awake and wanted to come towards me, but was stopped by a man in golden clothes, who kicked him.
An Lengxi was kicked out, rolled on the ground for several times, and quickly stood up again.
What's the situation now?
