Chapter 7 Even if I regret it one day, at least it was my own choice 1
The next morning, at the school gate.
The sunlight penetrated through the clouds and shone on the car window glass. I sat quietly in the second row window seat at the back of the car, looking at the sky outside through the window.
At this time, An Lengxi also got in the car and sat down next to me.
"You look a little tired. Didn't you sleep well last night?" he whispered in my ear.
I really didn’t sleep well last night because I was thinking about something. I shook my head and said, “Because I couldn’t see you, I couldn’t sleep.”
When I came to my senses, I found An Lengxi staring at me without blinking. Was he scared by me? Was what I said too corny?
I felt a little embarrassed, so I lowered my head, but An Lengxi said, "In that case, don't leave my side."
"Okay!" Of course I wanted it, but why didn't Luo Yushuang come with me? I thought she would definitely follow An Lengxi.
The car started and cheers came from the car. Everyone seemed to be looking forward to this trip.
"I didn't expect An Lengxi would say such disgusting words." A familiar and teasing voice came over. I turned around suddenly and found that Shang Yi was actually sitting behind me.
"You..." I was speechless for a moment.
"Why are you in our car?" An Lengxi asked what I wanted to say with a gloomy face.
"Why not? I would feel uncomfortable if I couldn't see Yingning, so I came here." Provocative words were directed at An Lengxi. The two men looked at each other, and there seemed to be two invisible electric waves in the air, emitting crackling sparks.
"Shang Yi, why are you here?" Senior Jin Yubin walked to the back of the carriage, saw Shang Yi, and asked curiously.
There was a sudden cheer in the car.
"He has nothing to do." I glared at Shang Yi fiercely. I thought that I could save a lot of trouble if Luo Yushuang didn't come, but unexpectedly, another light bulb came.
"Yingning, what you said hurts my heart so much, wuwu..." Shang Yi said pretending to be aggrieved.
I shrank my neck. It was so cold!
The car drove on the highway for about forty minutes and then entered the mountain road. The scenery suddenly became very beautiful, which was eye-catching but also chilling.
The entire mountain road is like a entrenched dragon, appearing and disappearing in a large area of green plants. Under the sunshine, all this makes people forget their troubles temporarily.
However, when they thought about climbing up, many people began to look hesitant.
"Don't worry, I'm here." An Lengxi held my hand and said softly.
After getting off the car, An Lengxi took me and walked slowly up the mountain. The slope was really difficult to walk on. Maybe I was too weak, and I found it difficult to walk after only walking 400 meters.
I felt that if I went any further, these legs would no longer belong to me.
But I tried not to show any emotion, because I didn't want to cause trouble for An Lengxi. As I walked, I felt a pain under my feet, as if I had accidentally stepped on a stone and sprained my ankle.
I frowned in pain, and only after the pain eased a little did I take a deep breath, straighten my back, and try to keep moving forward.
"Are you tired? Can I carry you on my back?" An Lengxi supported me, looked at my stubborn look, and said with a smile, a hint of doting in his eyes.
I looked at his smile and was distracted for a moment, and my heart ached inexplicably.
His smile gradually froze, he looked at me and asked in confusion: "What's wrong?"
I shook my head, maybe I was too sensitive.
"Princess hug!" I opened my arms and said capriciously.
An Lengxi was stunned and didn't react for a moment.
Is this too much to ask? Maybe he can't carry me, and we have to walk on this slope...
As soon as I thought of this, I felt my body lighten, as if I had lost my sense of security in an instant, and I just wanted to hold on to something nearby. Frightened, I raised my head and blinked at An Lengxi.
He turned his face away and smiled.
Are you laughing at me? What's so funny...
"Wow!"
"what is this?"
"so envious……"
No matter what people around us said, An Lengxi carried me horizontally as we walked. Even after walking for a long time, he didn't sweat at all and didn't even breathe heavily.
And I put my arms around his neck and rested my head on his shoulder.
This is a very long road, and many students stopped to rest along the way. The roadside had green grass and lush trees, which was indeed a good place to rest.
There are seven classes in the second grade, with a total of 304 students, all walking and stopping on this road. Some people look at the scenery along the way, while others are busy taking pictures, making this road full of vitality.
After walking slowly for nearly half an hour, I looked at An Lengxi and asked with some concern: "Are you tired? Do you want to take a rest?"
An Lengxi didn't say anything, but looked around, saw a rock under a tree on the side of the road, and walked over with me in his arms.
There were many people resting around, and many of them looked at us with strange and envious eyes.
An Lengxi put me down, then sat next to me, took out a bottle of water from her bag and handed it to me.
Actually, I brought my own bag, but An Lengxi was the one who carried it for me.
"My health is too bad..." I looked at him and said guiltily. In fact, I was very happy because he had been holding me until just now.
"It's okay, I'm not tired, I feel very satisfied holding you." An Lengxi said, holding me in his strong arms. Although he has always been nice to me, it is rare for him to be so gentle and considerate like today.
At this moment, my heart seems to be floating in the clouds, soft and comfortable.
"Oh, you and I are so in love, but you always forget there is a third person!" Shang Yi suddenly interrupted. How can I make him shut up?
"Is anyone there? Yingning, did you see it?" An Lengxi looked at me and asked seriously.
I turned my head and looked at him puzzledly, as if I understood something.
"Indeed, is there anyone in front of us?"
Are you a devil, Shang Yi?
At this time, An Lengxi leaned down, and when I was shaken, I realized that he picked me up again.
I grabbed his arm and said hesitantly, "Actually, I can walk part of the way by myself."
An Lengxi looked at me with a hint of mockery in his eyes and said, "Isn't it too late to be shy now?"
"I'm not shy! Don't you know I'm very thick-skinned?" I suddenly raised my voice.
"So loud, aren't you trying to hide something?" An Lengxi looked confident and seemed to understand all my thoughts.
I stopped talking. In fact, I really wanted to walk for a while and take a good look at the scenery. In his arms, I could do nothing except looking at him or listening to each other's heartbeats.
An Lengxi put me down, reached out and pinched my face, with a strange feeling flickering in his eyes.
"I'll go with you..." he said, holding my hand.
So, the two of us headed towards the top of the mountain together.
After a hard trek, we finally reached the top of the mountain. It was really tiring, but standing on the top of the mountain and overlooking the green mountains and clear waters was a unique experience.
The air at the top of the mountain is not very thin, but rather exceptionally fresh.
The wind blew slowly, and I felt as if my whole body was wrapped in a layer of soft gauze, which was very comfortable.
I sat on a rock and looked up at the sky. An Lengxi stood quietly beside me, somewhat absent-minded.
"What are you thinking about?" I asked.
"Why do you think I'm thinking?"
I stood up, turned around and looked at him, and said, "Because I'm always watching you."
"Is that really all?" He looked at me with a serious look in his eyes. Seeing that I remained silent, he suddenly asked, "Yingning, are you starting to transform?"
"I'm still me!" Is this a lie? Probably not. I continued to look up at the sky. "If I become an angel, will I forget you?"
"Do you want to forget me?" The moment my eyes met An Lengxi's, I felt a piercing chill.
But his attitude makes me feel sweet.
"That depends on your attitude, of course!" I blinked disapprovingly, looking a little childish.
"So, if I forget you, will you be sad?" I asked with some curiosity, and of course I was in a very heavy mood at the moment.
An Lengxi's expression froze instantly.
He suddenly pulled my wrist, a little roughly, causing a sharp pain in my wrist. In panic and confusion, I threw myself into his arms.
I raised my head, but before I could react, An Lengxi put his hands on my shoulders and his lips covered mine.
Suddenly, I felt very uneasy.
Now this An Lengxi is not the An Lengxi I know. This is the first time he has done such an intimate thing to me, so I can't help but feel hot all over and yet very powerless.
I didn't know where to put my hands, so I had no choice but to put them on his shoulders.
The warm breath and the kind of kiss that makes one's whole body feel hot and numb make me feel like I'm about to pass out.
I don’t know how long it was before An Lengxi let me go.
He closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, he seemed to have gathered his emotions and said, "I'm sorry..."
I shook my head, my expression not changing, and threw my arms around his neck, the two of us snuggling close together.
"I love you, I belong to you, I can do anything for you."
"Yingning, my heart is in turmoil..."
This sentence brings me only confusion.
Although I also feel that his mood changes a little too frequently, I don’t understand why he is so confused when I am the one who should be confused.
"Would you like to..."
"What do you want to say?" I asked puzzledly, not realizing that An Lengxi wanted to say something very important at the moment.
After a long while, his voice came: "Nothing."
Did I miss something? Actually, I just wanted to ask for clarification just now, and now I also want to express my thoughts.
"I am willing to do anything for you. I once told someone that as long as it's for you, I am willing to betray my beliefs and my family."
Perhaps An Lengxi had his own understanding of what I said. He stood up and changed his attitude: "I didn't ask you to do anything, don't think about it!"
I was stunned. Was I wrong from the beginning? Which one was the real him?
"Is it justifiable to stage a scene that is not suitable for children here?" A teasing and sarcastic voice came from the way up the mountain.
I turned my head and looked at the road, and saw Shang Yi again.
I finally understood what a haunting person was. Now I didn't want him to shut up, I wanted him to disappear.
"An Lengxi, since you are so entangled and indecisive, why don't you give Yingning to me?" Shang Yi said lightly, but it was a great provocation to An Lengxi.
"You? You're not as good as me."
"No, at least I will devote all my feelings to her and won't hold back like you. Sometimes, a certain amount of selfishness is necessary." Shang Yi's previously cynical eyes suddenly showed a hint of seriousness.
"I don't need you to teach me!" An Lengxi said coldly with his head down, somewhat unwillingly.
After a long time, he raised his head again and said solemnly: "It's none of your business what happens between her and me. Even if I regret it one day, at least it was my own choice." An Lengxi's attitude was beyond my expectation. It was a little sad, but it made it hard to tell what went wrong.
