Chapter 5 The Only Faith in the Wasteful Youth 04
"Hey, if you want to sleep, go to the dormitory!" During class, Shen Chuxue had finally written a whole page of notes, but was scared by Lin Jianluo and almost dropped it to the ground - Lin Jianluo supported his chin and staggered, almost falling on the table, with big dark circles under his eyes.
Shen Chuxue was helpless. She spread the coat she had just taken off on the table and said to Lin Jianluo, "Lie down."
"okay."
Fan Qi, who was standing in the front row, looked back from time to time and asked in confusion, "Young man, what happened to you? I haven't seen you for just a few days, and you've become like this?"
When she opened the notebook, it was full of An Yannan's comments. Shen Chuxue felt a headache when she saw it. She quickly closed it, rubbed her brows and said to Fan Qi, "He won't listen to me no matter what I say. Who can he blame for this?"
Recently, no one dared to mess with Shen Chuxue in school, but there were still a lot of gossips. Shen Chuxue was either fickle or cold-blooded. Those girls felt so distressed when they saw Lin Jianluo's two big dark circles under his eyes. They cursed Shen Chuxue countless times in their hearts, but Shen Chuxue was unaware and lived her own life.
Even An Cenxi couldn't stand it anymore.
"Lin Jianluo is a nice guy. No matter how busy he is, he always finds time to have dinner with you. He even accompanies you to class when he doesn't have classes. What a competent boyfriend! Why don't you like Chuxue? He's too cold!" Fan Qi said to Shen Chuxue while chewing gum.
It was relatively convenient for the two of them to talk as they were walking one in front and one behind, but Shen Chuxue didn't want to pay attention to her. Instead, she turned her head to look at Lin Jianluo who was already asleep.
This is not a solution...
"Lin Jianluo, don't come to have lunch with me in the future. Go back to the dormitory and sleep at noon. I will go to the Student Union to have lunch with An Yannan at noon. He will be bored alone." After class, Shen Chuxue woke Lin Jianluo up and said to him.
Lin Jianluo was still a little sleepy, but he woke up after hearing what Shen Chuxue said: "That won't work!"
Shen Chuxue glared and said viciously: " Why not! I told you not to come, so don't come! I'm going to the library in a while, don't follow me!" After that, she got up and left without even picking up the things on the table.
Fan Qi sighed and resigned himself to cleaning up the mess.
In the library, the sound of "tat tat" footsteps came from far away and stopped beside Shen Chuxue.
"Shen Chuxue, what do you mean?"
She was stretching out her hand with great effort to reach the top book, but was frightened by An Cenxi's voice and her hand trembled. The book fell off the shelf and hit her shoulder, causing Shen Chuxue to frown in pain.
She looked back, her expression already unhappy: "Make things clear before asking others."
She always kept face for An Cenxi.
"What else can I talk to you about? Lin Jianluo! He accompanies you to class every day, and you actually yell at him?"
It turned out that someone told An Cenxi about the situation in the class. No wonder An Cenxi knew everything about their class.
"I don't need to report anything to you."
Finally finding the book she wanted, Shen Chuxue bent down to pick it up. This scene reminded her of the last time in the library, when Lin Jianluo blocked her like this, fearing that she would run away in the blink of an eye.
After taking the book, An Cenxi still blocked Shen Chuxue and refused to leave.
"Step aside!"
The pink skirt blocked her eyes, Shen Chuxue frowned and looked up at An Cenxi's eyes. An Cenxi's eyes were full of anger, but Shen Chuxue smiled, leaned back slightly on the shelf, and said calmly: "An Cenxi, what do you mean? I have no obligation to tell you about the things between Lin Jianluo and me, and you have no right to interfere. You should not ask about how I treat him. I don't want to break up with you, and I am too lazy to listen to the rumors coming out of your mouth, but you'd better remember not to go too far, otherwise..." She paused, and curled the corners of her lips, "Otherwise you will know."
Trouble comes from the mouth, remember this.
While An Cenxi was stunned, she had already left.
I have always known that Shen Chuxue is unforgiving, but this is the first time that An Cenxi has heard Shen Chuxue speak to him like this.
Sitting on the playground, Shen Chuxue was throwing stones for fun. Fan Qi came from behind, sat next to her, and started throwing stones with her.
"Lin Jianluo went back to sleep."
"Yeah." Shen Chuxue responded, still looking at the stones, as if it was a very fun game. There was a hint of smile at the corner of her lips, which was vague and very light.
"He looked very lonely when he left." Fan Qi added, then looked carefully at Shen Chuxue's face, as if trying to see some expression on her face.
But Shen Chuxue was still the same, smiling vaguely.
"Um."
The stone fell on the plastic chair with a "pop" sound.
Shen Chuxue dusted off her hands, stood up and was about to leave, but Fan Qi stood there and refused to give way.
"What's wrong?"
Fan Qi endured for a long time before finally asking: "Chuxue, do you like Lin Jianluo?"
Hmm? Do you like it?
Some people say that hugging is the best way to express feelings. If someone hugs you and you don’t feel disgusted and feel warm, and even want to reach out to hug him back, then you like him.
So, I like Lin Jianluo.
anything else?
Some people say that if you smile when you look into a person's eyes, you like him.
Shen Chuxue saw the tenderness in Lin Jianluo's eyes, but at that time Shen Chuxue's mind was filled with the image of her grandmother lying dead beside her, and she really couldn't respond with the same tenderness.
So she looked at Lin Jianluo and didn't smile.
"Do you like it? You really stumped me..."
I don’t know whose sigh was blown away by the wind on such a winter day.
Shen Chuxue stood downstairs of the dormitory building, looked up, and tried hard to recall which window was Lin Jianluo's dormitory, but to no avail - she had simply forgotten because they all looked the same.
What did Fan Qi mean just now?
Shen Chuxue could see the dissatisfaction with herself in everyone's eyes, and Fan Qi was an exception. She was willing to stand by Shen Chuxue amid the rumors because she saw through the little warmth beneath Shen Chuxue's indifference.
But when it came to how she treated Lin Jianluo, even people who knew her so well thought she was cold-blooded and heartless.
"Senior Sister, are you waiting for Lin Jianluo? He fell asleep! I'll help you wake him up?" The person who shared a dormitory with Lin Jianluo knew Shen Chuxue - the person who had quarreled with Shen Chuxue last time near the fountain. He met Shen Chuxue several times after the quarrel and actually got along well with Shen Chuxue came to say hello when he saw Shen Chuxue.
Shen Chuxue came back to her senses, shook her head and said, "No, I just came to take a look. Don't let him know I'm here, thank you."
Turning around, Shen Chuxue had regained all her composure, even her smile seemed a little forced.
Some people say that love can resolve everything. At this moment, Shen Chuxue still doesn't know whether Lin Jianluo's appearance will help her resolve everything...
