Monday March 5th Cloudy
Xu Yi, do you know?
Cheye actually came back, and he appeared in front of me in good health.
But when he questioned me,
My throat feels like it's stuck.
Can't utter a word.
Those undeniable likes,
Those indelible memories,
It blocked my throat.
Does this mean that,
Am I really a playboy?

On Monday, what came into view were still the familiar streets and the familiar school.
The joint letter of expulsion that the dean threw in my face and the humiliation I inflicted on Jingsen and Weiwei were still circling in my mind.
Looking at the gate of Yifeng College, I stopped my heavy steps.
The boy with blond hair and a clean and bright smile from the night before suddenly flashed through my mind.
Is he Cheye?
Or is this all just my illusion?
On both sides of the school gate, the leaves on the branches were scattered and swaying gently.
My legs felt like they were filled with lead and I couldn't lift them.
"Ye Xiya!" The dean in a black suit suddenly appeared behind me. "Class is about to start, why aren't you going in yet?" The dean coughed twice. "You can't stop wanting to attend class just because you've suffered a little setback. Well, the school has already investigated clearly. There was a misunderstanding about the photo."
Huh? I looked up in confusion.
The dean frowned slightly: "The school has decided to revoke the decision to expel you."
What?
Rescinded the decision to withdraw from school?
My eyes widened and my mouth opened involuntarily.
I don't have to drop out of school?
Countless question marks are swirling in my head.
"But you still need to be criticized for skipping classes without reason." Seeing my surprised look, the dean patted my shoulder and added, "Study hard in the future! Go to class now!"
"Oh, okay." I nodded quickly and walked quickly towards the classroom.
What is going on?
Although I had already learned from the dean that I would not be expelled, this sudden good news made me feel like I was walking on cotton and it didn't seem real at all.
Strange! How come things took a 180-degree turn in just one weekend? Is this a reversal?
I walked into the classroom with my head down, feeling uneasy, but I no longer heard the voices of disgust and contempt in my ears.
When I looked up, I saw that the seat in front of me was surrounded by people, as if something big had happened, and everyone was chattering about something.
I walked towards my seat cautiously. The students around me continued their discussion, completely ignoring me.
What happened? I walked to my seat with countless questions in my mind, but out of the corner of my eye I caught a glimpse of a dazzling light through the gap in the crowd.
In an instant, my heart was tightly gripped, as if under a spell, and it stopped beating instantly.
Is that him in silhouette?
I stood there, my mind blank.
"Cheye, didn't I hear that you were in a car accident... and died?"
"Yes, yes, why did you show up again? What's going on?"
The voices of several classmates came into my ears softly but as quickly as electric current.
Cheye? Is it Cheye? I was still lost in thought, and turned my head stiffly like a puppet, looking past those classmates——
In the center of them, a boy shining with golden light was sitting there.
The boy slowly turned sideways.
Oh my god!
I was startled and covered my mouth in horror. I took several steps back and my whole body froze as if I had been acupunctured.
The boy in front of me has a pair of bright and deep brown eyes, and a face as delicate as a beautiful boy who walked out of a comic book, with golden hair dancing in front of my eyes.
How could it be Cheye? How is this possible?
Chen told me clearly that Cheye had gone to heaven in a car accident, and the exchange diary was given to Xu Yi by Cheye before his death, and the diary clearly stated that Cheye had an incurable disease.
And why did Cheye suddenly appear at this time?
Time seemed to stop at this moment, and countless scenes in my memory flashed through my mind quickly like movie shots with the fast-forward button pressed.
"Everyone, be quiet and go back to your seats." Before I could say a word to Che Ye in front of me, the head teacher appeared - just like when a commercial suddenly switches in halfway through a TV drama.
"Before class starts, I have two announcements. First, after investigation, the school found that the photo incident involving Ye Xiya was a misunderstanding, so the school revokes the decision to expel Ye Xiya." The head teacher explained at the podium, "Second, please warmly welcome Yuan Cheye back to school."
As soon as the head teacher finished speaking, thunderous applause echoed in the classroom.
I was slightly shocked sitting in my seat.
Even the teacher said it was rude, so, is all this true?
It turns out that Cheye is not dead. But if Cheye is not dead, where has he been for such a long time? Why did he come back only now?
I tilted my head and stared closely at him who was sitting in front of me, my head full of questions.
No, I must find out what is going on!
"Cheye." The first period was math class. While the teacher was writing questions on the blackboard, I leaned forward, stretched out a finger and poked Cheye gently. But he didn't react.
What happened to Cheye? Didn't you hear it?
"Cheye, Cheye." I poked him gently again.
"What's the matter?" Che Ye turned around with a cold look on his face.
Looking at the unfamiliar Cheye in front of me, my heart suddenly skipped a beat, and an indescribable strange feeling surged up in my heart.
"Didn't you have a car accident? Also, have you recovered from your illness?" I leaned forward. "Where have you been for such a long time? Why did you come back only now?"
"Ye Xiya, stop pretending to care about me! Don't you already like Xu Yi?" Che Ye suddenly raised his voice slightly, staring at me like an eagle, and his slightly twitching mouth corners revealed his anger, "Don't you think that girls who are unfaithful are annoying?"
"I……"
Cheye's words struck me like a bolt of lightning, and all the questions I wanted to ask were stuck in my throat...
My heart suddenly felt bitter.
I did fall in love with Xu Yi, but...if it weren't for Xu Yi, I would never have been able to get over the pain brought by Che Ye's death!
If Xu Yi hadn't given me so much courage, I would never have been able to start my life again.
Because of Xu Yi, I started to live a cheerful and optimistic life again.
"Ye Xiya, Ye-Xi-Ya!"
Hmm? It seems someone is calling me?
“Bang!”
A pair of hands fell heavily on my desk.
"Here!" I stood up in panic.
"Ye Xiya, you were distracted in the first class! Do you know that the classroom is a place for classes, not a place for you to stare at male classmates all the time!" The math teacher was angry and stared at me with bulging eyes.
"Haha, haha." The students burst into laughter .
My face turned red and I lowered my head, not knowing what to do.
"Look at the question on the blackboard." The math teacher pointed to the equation already written on the blackboard and said, "Tell me how to solve it."
I looked up. What was that? The equations were like an alien language. I couldn't understand them at all.
"Have you thought of it?" The math teacher pushed up his glasses and looked at me with disdain. "If you can't answer it, just stand there!"
What should I do? What should I do? I bit my lips anxiously. I couldn’t understand it at all!
"Cheye." After hesitating for a long time, holding on to the last hope, I asked in a low voice, "Can you help me?"
"If you don't understand, don't be distracted in class!" Che Ye turned around slowly, his bright eyes were like ice, making me shiver with cold.
Looking at Cheye's indifferent face, I felt like a deflated ball, without any strength left, and my vision seemed to have lost focus.
Cheye, teachers, and classmates gradually became blurred.
I don't remember how I stood there in a daze for the entire class, until the bell rang and people around me walked past me laughing. I slowly came to my senses with my mind blank.
"What's wrong? Are you so sad that you want to die?" As the bell rang, a cold voice came into my ears.
I looked up and saw Che Ye standing in front of me with a cold face, his hands lazily in his jeans pockets: "Last time it was because of Xu Yi, this time is it because of a question?" After saying that, he turned around and left coldly.
It was as if countless lightning bolts were striking me fiercely.
"Cheye, I fell into the lake accidentally." I reacted and wanted to grab Cheye, but my feet were so numb that I couldn't move.
"I'm sorry, Cheye!" I shouted in Cheye's direction. I don't know why I said sorry, but Cheye walked out of the classroom without looking back.
It was not until the bell rang again that Cheye slowly walked into the classroom.
"Cheye, I'm sorry! Between Xu Yi and me..."
Cheye turned around and interrupted me: "I'm not interested in the fact that you like someone else! Ye Xiya, in my eyes, you are no longer the Ye Xiya of the past. And I am no longer the former Yuan Cheye!" Cheye's words were like the thorns of a cactus, piercing into my heart.
As soon as the school bell rang, Che Ye in the front row stood up suddenly.
"Teacher, I want to change my seat." Cheye looked straight ahead, and every word he slowly uttered was as cold as his expression, so cold that there was no room for maneuver.
"Why do you suddenly want to change seats?" The head teacher came over and looked at Che Ye puzzledly.
"It's too noisy here. I want to move to a quieter seat in the corner." Cheye replied coldly.
"Che Ye."
I looked at Che Ye with a cold face and wanted to reach out and hold him, and tell him why I liked Xu Yi, but the words couldn't come out when they came to my lips.
"Okay." The head teacher glanced at me and said, "I also hope that you can study hard and not be affected."
"Thank you, teacher." After saying that, Cheye didn't even look at me and walked out of the classroom without looking back.
At night, I lay in bed and couldn't fall asleep.
Cheye is not dead, Cheye is back, this is really a happy and surprising thing.
But...why do I always feel bitter in my heart?
There are too many words suppressed in my heart, but I can never find a way out.
By the way, don’t I still have Chen?
I took out my cell phone from my schoolbag and called Chen...
After the call was connected, Chen's gentle voice came: "Xia, are you still awake so late?"
"Chen, I have two pieces of news to tell you, one is good news and the other is bad news. Which one do you want to hear first?" I didn't answer Chen's question, but got straight to the point impatiently.
"Haha, let's listen to the good news first."
"Well! The good news is that Cheye is not dead! Not only is he not dead, but his illness seems to have been cured! Today, the teacher asked us to collectively welcome Cheye back to school."
"Xia, what did you say? You said Yuan Cheye is not dead?" Chen's voice was full of surprise, "Xia, are you sure that was Yuan Cheye?"
"Of course! Because even the teacher said it was Cheye! But I always feel that Cheye is a little different from before. He has become so cold now."
Chen suddenly fell silent for a few seconds, then spoke again: "What about the bad news?"
I let out a breath softly: "The bad news is that Che Ye is angry! He is angry that I fell in love with Xu Yi, and he said that I am a playboy and he will never forgive me." After saying that, I fell on the bed like a deflated ball.
"Is that so? Xiaya must be very sad, right?" Chen said gently, "So that's why Xiaya can't sleep and wants to find someone to talk to?"
I looked at the ceiling and sighed helplessly: "The person who knows me best in this world is indeed Chen. However, if it weren't for Xu Yi, I would never be able to get over the pain of losing Cheye, nor would I be able to start a new life."
"Xiaya, there is no right or wrong in matters of the heart. If you feel guilty towards Cheye, then you should take action. Haha, I know Xiaya will definitely be forgiven by Cheye." Chen's tone was full of determination.
"Um!"
Chen is still so good and gentle. After listening to Chen's words, I felt much more comfortable.
After hanging up the phone, I fell asleep quickly.
Come on, Yeshiya!
Starting tomorrow, you have to use your actual actions to gain Cheye's forgiveness!

Friday, March 16th, sunny
I tried my best.
I just hope to get Cheye's forgiveness.
But all the efforts turned out to be worthless.
Why can't you trust me?
Why do you deny my efforts?
Xu Yi,
Please tell me,
What can I do to gain his forgiveness?

Early in the morning, I hurried to school with the breakfast that I had bought after waiting in line for a long time.
Although Cheye is still angry with me now, I will definitely try my best to make him forgive me.
"Cheye, this is your favorite breakfast, and it's hot. Come and eat it!" I put the breakfast on Cheye's desk.
"Don't bother me!" Che Ye threw out a cold remark without even looking at me.
"Cheye! Listen to me..."
Before I could finish my words, I was interrupted by Che Ye who suddenly looked up: "Enough. Ye Xiya, don't think that you can get my forgiveness by doing this to me!" Che Ye, who had always been very kind to me, now had nothing but indifference.
I returned to my seat silently and looked at Cheye sitting in the corner from afar.
It's all my fault, and Cheye deserves to treat me like this. But I really hope to get his forgiveness.
I propped my head up listlessly, my mind filled with this question.
"Ye Xiya! Ye Xiya!" The voice of my deskmate Qianxia suddenly came to my ears, "I'm just reminding you that you have to stop daydreaming. This is a physical education class." After saying that, Qianxia walked away.
Only then did I realize that the classroom was empty.
When I changed into my sportswear and came to the playground, everyone had just gathered and was about to count the number of people. While the physical education teacher was not paying attention, I hurriedly slipped into the team.
"Today, we are practicing frog jumps! All girls will jump two circles around the playground, and boys will jump three circles." The physical education teacher solemnly announced today's training program.
"Ah..." As soon as the teacher finished speaking, everyone let out a cry of pain.
"Girls who are physically disabled, please step out of the line and rest on the side."
As soon as the physical education teacher finished speaking, several girls who were on their period came out and stood aside.
It's great that I don't have to do frog jumps, which is such a high-intensity exercise! Just as I was sighing with emotion, I suddenly saw Cheye, a man with dazzling blond hair, walking out of the team.
"All boys must jump!" The physical education teacher frowned and shouted at Cheye.
Cheye looked at the teacher expressionlessly, completely ignoring his words.
"Hurry up and get back to the team! Students nowadays are always trying to slack off!"
Cheye didn't say anything, but just stood there motionless, with no intention of returning to the team.
"Yuan Cheye, I'll say it again! Get back to the team right now!" The physical education teacher was angered by Cheye's ignoring attitude. His voice became louder and louder, and veins on his forehead became prominent.
Cheye stood there, glanced at the angry PE teacher, opened his mouth and said lightly: "I don't."
"You!" The physical education teacher was completely enraged by Cheye's attitude, "Yuan Cheye, are you going to do frog jumps or not?"
"I said I won't do it, so I won't do it!" Che Ye raised his voice and an impatient look appeared on his face.
"If you don't want to do it, get out of here! Don't come to my class again!" The physical education teacher's face turned from red to blue, and his tone became hysterical.
Cheye, what are you doing? This will completely piss off the teacher!
I anxiously looked at Cheye who was going against the teacher, not knowing what to do.
Cheye, don't go, don't go!
But Cheye couldn't hear the shouting in my heart. He looked at the physical education teacher with contempt, turned around and walked away without looking back.
"Yuan Cheye, your physical education score will be zero from now on!" The physical education teacher roared at Cheye's back.
"Cheye! Cheye!" I shouted at Cheye's back, but Cheye acted as if he didn't hear me.
What should I do? What should I do? I can't graduate without good sports performance. What is Cheye doing? He used to have good sports performance, what happened now?
Could it be... Could it be that the car accident prevented him from doing strenuous exercise?
"Teacher!" I hurried to the teacher and tried my best to smile obediently at the teacher who had an angry face.
"What's the matter?" The PE teacher looked scary when he was angry. He was usually very fierce, but now he looked like a devil.
"Um..." I swallowed and said carefully, "Teacher, don't be angry. Yuan Cheye couldn't do strenuous exercise because he had a car accident before."
The teacher looked a little better after hearing what I said, but still had a sullen look on his face: "Even so, how can a student talk to a teacher in that manner!"
"It is indeed Yuan Cheye's fault. I apologize on Cheye's behalf." I bowed deeply to the teacher and looked at him expectantly.
The teacher pursed his lips, but the anger on his face still did not dissipate.
What should I do? What should I do?
"Xia, look how angry the teacher is. Why don't you jump those three circles for Yuan Cheye? Then maybe the teacher won't be angry anymore!" Weiwei's voice suddenly came from the crowd.
"Yes! You have to impress the teacher with your sincerity!" Several girls who are close to Weiwei also echoed.
"Xia, don't you want to impress Cheye? Now is a good opportunity. The self-torture trick is most effective for girls. You do frog jumps for Cheye and then pretend to faint. Cheye will definitely be moved by you."
A self-torture tactic?
"If I help Cheye do frog jumps and then pretend to faint, will Cheye be moved by me?" I looked at the strange smile on Weiwei's face and paused, "But... Weiwei, I just don't want the teacher to be angry with Cheye. If I help Cheye do frog jumps, the teacher will forgive Cheye, of course I am willing to do that."
"Haha, really? I misunderstood!" Weiwei smiled strangely and said nothing.
I turned around and looked at the teacher sincerely: "Teacher, I will dance for Yuan Cheye. Please forgive him for his rudeness this time."
"You're going to dance for him? Including your own dance, you have to dance five laps in total! This is not an easy task for a girl!" The teacher's expression finally relaxed and she looked at me in surprise.
"Yes!" I nodded firmly to the teacher, "I'm sure! As long as the teacher can forgive Yuan Cheye!"
The teacher looked at me seriously, and finally spoke slowly: "Okay, as long as you finish five circles, I won't hold Yuan Cheye responsible!"
"Thank you, teacher!" The stone in my heart finally fell to the ground.
I turned around and looked at Weiwei and said, "Haha, Weiwei, thank you!"
Ye Xiya, come on, come on!
You can definitely do it!
"Idiot!" On the track, Qianxia next to me was doing frog jumps and gave me a displeased look, "Ye Xiya, do you like Yuan Cheye?"
"I, I used to like Che Ye, but now I like..." The person I like now is Xu Yi. When I thought of this, the guilt in my heart became stronger.
I lowered my head and said nothing, continuing to do frog jumps.
Come on! I said to myself.
In the first lap, my pace was very consistent with that of the other students, but after finishing a lap, I gradually felt that my calves became stiff unconsciously every time I jumped forward with force.
After one and a half laps, I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my lower abdomen...
Even though I took big gulps of air every time, I always felt a lack of oxygen. My chest felt stuffy as if it was going to explode, and sweat kept pouring out of my pores.
I was so tired and thirsty that I felt exhausted. I wiped the sweat off my face and looked at the long runway, which seemed to have no end.
“Hoo…Hoo…”
The panting sounded as loud as a bellows.
All the girls completed the two laps task one after another, and I was the only one who was still among the boys, completing the task assigned by the teacher for Cheye.
Watching the boys around me surpass me one by one, I swallowed hard and used my mind to support myself to jump forward. My feet seemed to be numb and I couldn't feel anything. The pain in my lower abdomen became more and more severe. It felt like someone was doing frog jumps in my lower abdomen, stepping hard on my nerves with both feet.
Persist... You must persist! Ye Xiya!
Cheye's sports performance depends on you, you have to finish the dance even if it costs your life!
Cheye, no matter whether you will forgive me or not, no matter whether you will care about me or not, I will do my best to help you.
"Bang!"
I lost my balance and fell heavily to the ground, my knees were rubbed raw by the rubber track...
"Ye Xiya, are you sure you can do it?" Just as I was about to get up, the physical education teacher came over.
"Teacher, please believe me, I can do it! I can definitely do it!" I got up anxiously and pinched my legs hard.
"Okay!" The physical education teacher said a word and walked away.
I clenched my teeth tightly, sweat dripping down my face. I endured the pain in my abdomen and jumped forward slowly.
call……
Suddenly, a warm liquid flowed down my thighs.
But I can't care about that.
I have to keep going... Isn't it just completing five frog jumps? I can do it. I'll just treat it as a physical exercise and a test of my willpower!
Jump! Jump! I shouted to myself loudly in my heart.
All the boys had finished dancing, and I was the only one on the wide track, jumping slowly forward.
"Hey, Xiaya, Cheye doesn't seem to appreciate your kindness! Look, he's still talking and laughing with other girls!" Weiwei and a few girls walked to my side.
"That's right! Cheye didn't even smile at you this time since he came back! I just saw him holding another girl's hand!"
I bit my lower lip tightly and pressed my lower abdomen tightly with both hands.
Even if Cheye ignores me, even if he jokes with other girls, it doesn’t matter, as long as the teacher is not angry with him, as long as he has good physical education results.
I concentrated my mind and tried to hold on with my willpower, but it seemed as if all my strength was exhausted. I tried to jump up again and again, but only my upper body was lifted up and my lower body was not lifted at all.
The feeling of weakness became stronger and stronger, and the vision became more and more blurred...
"Ah! Look at Yeshiya!"
"There was so much blood, her pants were soaked with blood!"
"Yes, look, there is a lot of blood on this road!"
"How embarrassing! She must be on her period!"
Vaguely, I saw someone walking towards me, and then more and more people gathered around me.
The warm liquid flowed down my thighs and I saw a hint of bright red.
The whole world was spinning rapidly in front of my eyes. I saw many, many figures. I saw a balloon flying on the rooftop of the teaching building. I saw the sky was so blue and the sun was so dazzling.
Cheye, I'm sorry! Cheye, am I useless? But I tried really hard, really hard...
I fell heavily to the ground, completely falling into a dark world...
Take the soul away from the body, then it won't hurt, and the body can rest well...
Cheye, I'm really not fickle, I really hope you can forgive me.
I don’t know how long it took, but my soul returned to my body little by little, my consciousness gradually recovered, and I slowly opened my eyes.
here it is……
I supported myself with my hands and slowly sat up, looking around. It seemed to be the school infirmary.
Hey, is that person in front of the window Cheye?
He had his back to me, and a beam of light shone through the gap in the curtains onto him. His golden hair seemed to be sprinkled with fluorescent powder, dazzling. In the sunlight, he seemed to be surrounded by flowing halos of light, like an angel from heaven, emitting warm and dazzling light.
"thumping!"
My heart skipped a beat for no apparent reason.
Cheye suddenly turned around, and the warm light source turned into a thick shadow, and all the beautiful moments collapsed.
"Ye Xiya, don't you think your behavior is ridiculous and stupid?"
“Wow——”
It was like a basin of ice-cold water was poured down on my head. In an instant, all the hairs on my body stood up. The icy feeling spread throughout my body and finally reached my heart.
Only then did I see clearly the expression on Cheye's face - it was as cold as an emotionless sculpture, and even his brown eyes were covered with a thick layer of frost.
"Cheye, I..."
"Ye Xiya, it's really hard for you to use such a cruel trick." Che Ye had a scornful smile on his face, and the warm sunlight around him seemed to disappear suddenly without a trace.
"Cheye, I didn't. I really didn't." His nose was filled with a sour taste.
"But unfortunately, your self-torture tactics have no effect on me! Don't use your scheming and affectation on me, it's just a waste of effort!"
Cheye's words pierced my body like a sharp blade. His familiar brown eyes contained an unfamiliar indifference.
"Cheye, why don't you believe me..." His already exhausted body became even more exhausted because of these words.
"Haha!" Cheye sneered twice, "You should recognize your own voice, right?"
I help Cheye do frog jumps, then pretend to faint, and Cheye will be moved by me...
I help Cheye do frog jumps, then pretend to faint, and Cheye will be moved by me...
I help Cheye do frog jumps, then pretend to faint, and Cheye will be moved by me...
The MP3 in Cheye's hand played my voice over and over again.
"Cheye, that's not the case! Listen to me, it's really not like that!"
"Ye Xiya, you don't have to explain! You said it yourself, don't you have the courage to admit it?" Che Ye looked at me with contempt as I was shocked, as if I were a vicious girl in a 8 o'clock TV drama.
"Cheye, what I said is correct, but... I have never thought of using a torture tactic on you, I really have never thought of it!"
"That's enough, Ye Xiya! Do you dare to say that you did this without any intention of asking me to forgive you?"
"I..." I was speechless. Yes, I wanted Cheye to forgive me, but I didn't want to use some self-torture trick to move him. I just wanted to do something for him with all my might.
I lowered my head, trying to hold back the tears that were about to burst out, and could no longer say any words to explain. I knew that no matter how I explained, no matter how many tears I shed, Cheye would only think that I was continuing to use the self-torture tactic.
But what is the truth? The conversation between Weiwei and I was not recorded in its entirety. In the entire conversation, only the part where I repeated Weiwei's words was recorded!
"Ye Xiya, no matter what you do, I will never forgive you! Because I hate girls who are fickle!"
Cheye said coldly and turned to walk towards the door.
Listening to Cheye's footsteps getting farther and farther away, my tears rushed out of my eyes like a flood breaking through a dam.
I clenched my hands together so hard that they felt pain. As the pain became more and more intense, I slowly loosened my hands and clenched them into fists.
Ye Xiya, don’t cry!
Did you hear that, Yeshiya? You can't cry!
Crying means you give up. Are you going to give up so easily?
I bit my lips tightly and swallowed the sobs that had not yet rushed out of my throat.

Monday, March 19th Cloudy
Xu Yi, I became friends with a cute girl today.
Her bright smile,
Just like the twinkling stars in the sky.
She appeared in my world like an angel.
Thanks for her presence,
Because she let me know,
Meet someone,
Life has color and warmth again.

It turns out that this is not a feeling that only comes with love.
The clouds in the sky were so low that it was hard to breathe. The branches outside the window were usually densely intertwined, but today they seemed to have many gaps, just like my heart.
It was almost time to go home from school, but Cheye's seat was still empty.
Whenever I think of Cheye’s angry look that day, my heart suddenly felt like it was twisted by something and it ached terribly.
"Ye Xiya! What are you doing there? Do you understand everything?"
Oops, the teacher called me out again.
"Look at you, you don't look like a student at all! If you don't pay attention in class, you don't have to come to my class anymore!"
As soon as school was over, Weiwei's shrill laughter reached my ears: "Ah... It's so sad. Look at her. Yuan Cheye didn't come, and she seemed to have lost her soul. Besides, I really hate her!"
"Didn't she faint while doing frog jumps for Cheye?"
"That's because Cheye saw through my self-torture trick! Haha, if a girl is so cunning, it will only make others hate her more!"
How could she say that? She knew clearly that I had never thought of using a self-torture tactic on Cheye.
Weiwei's increasingly sharp voice awakened the grievances and dissatisfaction in my heart little by little, and finally all these grievances and dissatisfaction became catalysts.
I walked over to Weiwei and whispered, "Weiwei, how could you do this?"
After a moment of silence, Weiwei looked at me with disdain: "Ye Xiya, do you still want to argue? Your own self-torture failed, what does it have to do with me?"
"But you obviously know the truth of the matter, why did you record it to harm me?"
"Huh, Ye Xiya, you're really funny. The voice is yours, right? You said those words yourself, right? How did I hurt you?"
Weiwei's questioning and disdain blocked what I wanted to say in my throat.
"Let's go." Weiwei and her group of sisters bumped into me hard as they passed by me, then disappeared from my sight without looking back.
"Ye Xiya, kindness depends on the person!" Qianxia said as she sorted her schoolbag without even looking at me. "There's nothing wrong with being kind, but, unfortunately, you've used it in the wrong place!" As soon as she finished speaking, Qianxia picked up her schoolbag and disappeared from my sight.
I don’t know how long I stayed in the classroom. I walked out of the classroom only when there was no one around.
The school was a little empty at this time, and from a distance, all the scenery was submerged in the orange sunset.
Xu Yi's smile, as bright as the sun, suddenly appeared in my mind...
Xu Yi, are you doing well in America? Have you forgotten me?
You know what? It seems like everyone is denying me.
But... I will definitely persevere. Because I know that if you are still by my side, you will definitely cheer me up, right?
So, I will try my best.
"Bang!"
The sudden collision knocked all my thoughts away.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Two girls who ran out of the alley in a panic looked at me apologetically, "Don't go this way. There are girls in there who are about to fight. Go quickly, don't get yourself into trouble."
"Huh?" I couldn't help but look into the alley.
A girl with completely distorted facial features came into my sight—explosive hair, a dazzling nose ring, and colorful decorations on her body that made me dizzy. Her dress reminded me of those bad girls. Behind her stood four or five girls with the same weird dresses.
The leading "bad girl" was trying to widen her eyes as wide as possible: "It seems that you are very arrogant, but do you know that I am Kong Si's girlfriend!"
"Kong Si? Oh, you're the one with the low IQ, right?" A voice as sweet as orange candy came into my ears, "To be honest, I think you two are quite a good match!"
Wait, this voice sounds so familiar!
My eyes fell on the girl opposite the "bad girl".
In the setting sun, her layered chocolate-brown straight hair fell naturally on her shoulders, and her pair of crystal clear big eyes were looking at the "bad girl" innocently.
That is...
Chinatsu!
It’s Chinatsu for sure!
I suddenly felt my scalp tingling.
"You! Now I'll let you know who has the lower IQ. Sisters, come on!" Before I could react, the "bad girl" roared, and the people behind her all rushed towards Chinatsu.
What should I do? With so many of them, Chinatsu will definitely suffer!
"Hold her down for me first!"
Everyone gathered around and grabbed Chinatsu tightly.
With a smug sneer, the "bad girl" slapped Chinatsu.
Seeing this scene, a great courage suddenly surged in my heart: Ye Xiya, you must stay and help Qianxia!
I took a deep breath and rushed towards the crowd in the alley.
“Bang!”
The sound of the slap reached my ears, and a stinging sensation instantly spread across my face, which began to heat up and swell.
The five fingers of the "bad girl" fell right on my face, and at this time Chinatsu had been pushed away by me.
For a moment, everyone was stunned and looked at me at the same time.
"Where did you come from? How dare you meddle in other people's business!" The "bad girl" questioned me with an angry look on her face.
"Xia?" Chinatsu's tone was no less surprised than that of "bad girl".
"You can't bully my friends!" I raised my head and looked at the "bad girl" firmly.
The "bad girl" seemed to realize something and sneered, "Humph, so there's an accomplice! But you should find an accomplice who looks stronger! Isn't it obvious that both of you will be beaten together? Beat them together!"
Following the order from the "bad girl", Chinatsu and I were completely surrounded.
Before I could react, a fist was already approaching me, and I was completely surrounded by a feeling of helplessness.
"Hey! You asked for this!" Chixia said, and clenched her fist less than ten centimeters away from me.
"call……"
I let out a breath softly.
"Huh, what a joke."
When the girl tried hard to shake off Chinatsu's hand, she was easily pulled up by Chinatsu. After doing a 180-degree turn in the air, she fell heavily to the ground.
Chinatsu completed a complete set of shoulder throws in front of me in just three seconds.
"Chiharu, you..." I looked at Chiharu in complete disbelief. How could she, who was as pretty and cute as a porcelain doll,...
"I think you don't want to live anymore!"
"Chinatsu, be careful!"
As the shoulder throw ended, the group of people in front of us rushed towards me and Chinatsu with increasing anger.
I was completely dumbfounded and just stood there watching Chinatsu deal with this group of people. With Chinatsu's skills, those girls couldn't take any advantage at all, but...
"Go to hell!" Along with an angry shout, I saw a distorted face, and her fist that was about to spit fire was getting closer and closer to me.
Twenty centimeters...Ten centimeters...
It's over now!
I subconsciously closed my eyes and raised my hands to cover my eyes.
"Don't touch her!"
What happened? Did the "Leave her alone" really work? The fist didn't really hit me.
Could it be that...
I opened my eyes.
"Chinatsu!"
The fist has landed heavily on Chinatsu!
how so?
Not only did she fail to help Chinatsu, she also caused her to get punched... If she hadn't been concerned about me, she should have been able to deal with this group of people easily.
Ye Xiya, you are so useless!
I was still blaming myself when Qianxia grabbed me and told me to run out of the alley: "Run! Do you want to get beaten here again?"
"Chase them! Don't let them get away!"
There was constant shouting and cursing behind me.
We ran forward desperately.
I don’t know how long I ran and turned several corners before I finally lost sight of the figure chasing me.
As the night slowly fell, Chinatsu and I ran to the night market without even realizing it. We finally stopped and gasped for breath.
"Hey, Ye Xiya, I didn't realize you were so brave!" Qianxia, ​​whose breathing finally became smooth, spoke first.
I looked up at Chinatsu and said, "Chinatsu, I'm sorry. Not only did I fail to help you, I also got you into trouble." I lowered my head in embarrassment.
"Haha, Ye Xiya, you really surprised me today!" Qianxia said while smiling at me.
Is Chinatsu praising me? But...it's the first time she smiled at me like this, and she looks so pretty when she smiles.
"Hey, are you hungry? Why don't we go eat something together?" Chinatsu still looked at me with a smile on her face.
This feeling is so relaxing. I admit that I have always felt a distance between me and Chinatsu, but at this moment, I feel that we are particularly close.
The spicy barbecue made my tears well up in my eyes. I stretched out my hand and fanned my tongue vigorously.
"Here." Chinatsu opened a can of beer and handed it to me.
Do you want me to drink? But I've never drunk before. I stared blankly at the beer in Qianxia's hand.
"Take it, it won't be spicy after you drink it." Qianxia shook the beer in her hand, "Just because you haven't tried it, you should try it even more!"
Chinatsu is right...
Such a lovely and beautiful girl never pretends to be a lady. She does whatever she wants. Once someone touches her bottom line, she will fight back mercilessly...
It's really enviable...
I took a deep breath, took the beer from her hand, and drank it down my throat in big gulps.
“It’s so bitter!”
If Chinatsu hadn't snatched the beer away, I think I would have drank the whole can of beer.
"Crack, crack, crack..." I choked on the beer and tears came out.
"Why are you drinking so fast? Ye Xiya, you didn't want to get drunk because of Yuan Cheye, did you?" Qianxia looked at me who was choking, patted my back gently, and ridiculed me with both anger and amusement, "I really don't understand, if the person you like is not Yuan Cheye, why do you treat him so well?"
I had never drunk alcohol before, but after drinking half a can of beer, my face started to feel hot and my head started to feel dizzy. I told Qianxia in a rambling manner about what happened between Cheye, Xu Yi and me.
"It's not your fault that you fall in love with Xu Yi. Do you really intend to continue to give to Yuan Cheye and hope to get his forgiveness?" After listening to this, Qianxia took a sip of wine and asked casually.
"Hmm!" I took a big gulp of the wine. "Qianxia, ​​because Cheye was once the person I cared about the most and loved the most. Even though I like Xu Yi now, I can't hurt Cheye. I am the one who is sorry for him, so no matter how much I have to pay for him, I am willing to do it as long as I can get his forgiveness."
"You! You're such an idiot." Qianxia poked my head hard, "You want to melt that huge iceberg of Yuan Cheye, but you'll suffer the consequences!"
I looked at Chinatsu and smiled: "Chinatsu...can we be friends?"
"What do you think?"
I looked at Chinatsu who was smiling with an expression that looked eager for an answer.
"Still don't understand? Then...make a pinky promise, good friend."
Chinatsu suddenly reached out and hooked my little finger.
If possible, I hope time can stop at this moment. Because at this moment, I have obtained the most precious thing in the world. Whether it is the noise of the night market or the sound of the wind, it has become so pleasant to the ear.
The night sky is filled with stars. It seems like I haven't seen so many stars in a long time, and they are so bright but not dazzling. Are they smiling at me?
Chinatsu, thank you, you don't know how precious your presence is to me...