Zhou Rongrong's Diary 3
November 1, 2014
What did I see?
What did you see!
Why is there another flirtatious bitch in front of Xu Shaozhou, and why is Xu Shaozhou so affectionate to her? Doesn't he always look down on those who take the initiative to throw themselves at him? Liar!
It's strange, why should I be angry? It's none of my business who he's with, why should I be sad?
But...Alas.
Xu Shaozhou, you are such a big idiot, a hopeless idiot!
November 7, 2014
I seem to be falling out of love.
Why did Xu Shaozhou deliberately act affectionate with others in front of me? Why do I feel like I'm being disliked? It's obviously me who dislikes him, okay!
Now the whole school is talking about him and that girl, saying that they are a match made in heaven. Okay, you two are made for each other, you two will live together forever!
Then, there was a mark of fainting. I couldn't help but frown. Did the tough battle that I thought she fought with both wisdom and courage make her cry?
The diary continues:
Don't cry! Zhou Rongrong, you are so useless. You don't have the courage to confess to him. Now he has found a girlfriend. Why are you crying here? Zhou Rongrong, you are so hypocritical! It's obviously you who are useless!
The last stroke of the word "用" was deeply scratched. I don't know what Zhou Rongrong's mood was at that time, but I know that at that time, the proud and impulsive boy hurt her.
And he didn't realize until now that he had hurt her.
When I think back to these two diaries, I can still remember those past events very clearly.
That so-called tough battle was just a play I asked my cousin to help me play. My cousin is an open-minded and relaxed person. She went to Japan to have a micro plastic surgery on her already good face, which made her even prettier. She is the kind of person who gets 100% of the attention when she walks on the street.
When my cousin knew why I asked her for help, she agreed without hesitation and said that she would definitely help me pursue the girl named Zhou Rongrong.
Zhou Rongrong really does have a part-time job in a mid-range restaurant.
My cousin dragged me to the restaurant. I said disdainfully, "I told you to go to Jinyue Restaurant to eat French food. What are you doing here?"
Hearing my voice, Zhou Rongrong, who was serving dishes, turned around and looked at us. She was stunned and seemed not to react.
My cousin was very smart. She came back to her senses, hugged my neck, and said coquettishly, "No, I'm tired of eating French food every day. I want to change my taste, and my friends said that the food in this small restaurant is also very good." I thought I had to act well, so I scratched her nose lovingly and said, "I can't do anything about you. Okay, I'll do as you say."
"I knew you were the best." My cousin looked happy and kissed me on the face.
This kiss wasn't written in the script!
My cousin pulled me to a seat and waved to Zhou Rongrong: "Waiter."
Zhou Rongrong came over with two glasses of water, handed one to my cousin first, and then placed the other heavily in front of me. I looked up at her, she was smiling, but her eyes were cold enough to kill.
It scared my heart so much.
"What do you two need?" Zhou Rongrong asked politely.
In order to delay time, my cousin deliberately asked Zhou Rongrong many questions. I saw Zhou Rongrong standing there unnaturally. After asking the questions, I saw Zhou Rongrong was about to leave, so I quickly said to her: "By the way, can you help me get a glass of milk?"
"No." As soon as I finished speaking, Zhou Rongrong said coldly without even looking at me.
"Hey." I shouted to her from behind, "Little waiter, what's your attitude? Be careful or I'll complain to you." Zhou Rongrong stood there for a while, then turned around and bowed politely to me, smiling: "As you please."
I was so stupid at that time that I didn't react at all. I looked at my cousin stupidly and asked, "Is she angry?"
My cousin pursed her lips at me and nodded.
I was very happy and thought I saw the effect.
In the next few days, my cousin and I were inseparable. The news that I was dating a person as beautiful as a goddess quickly spread throughout the school, and the post about me on the school forum became the one with the most replies.
Then, I also noticed that since the tough battle began, Zhou Rongrong almost immediately surrendered. I don't understand, shouldn't she be more courageous after more setbacks?
I found her friend Qinqin alone and wanted to ask her what happened to Zhou Rongrong recently. But Qinqin looked at me with disdain and scolded me.
Qinqin said that Zhou Rongrong had been in a very low mood recently and had lost her usual energy.
I scratched my head, suspecting that I had done something wrong. I was afraid that the matter would get out of hand, so I confronted Qinqin. After Qinqin learned my true intention, he pointed at my nose and yelled: "Xu Shaozhou, you are not a man!" I followed the idea that a real man can bend and stretch, and nodded obediently: "I am not a man!"
She asked, "Then what do you say?"
I restrained my nonchalant nature and said seriously: "Qinqin, please help me."
Then from that moment on, in this tough battle of love, I surrendered.
November 11, 2014
Today, today is Singles’ Day.
But...hahahaha! Today I am no longer single!
God knew Xu Shaozhou was so romantic. Oh my god, I’m so incoherent now and I don’t know what to say.
Anyway, I am happy at this moment.
The starlight outside is so beautiful. I hope, Xu Shaozhou, we can be together forever.
Although I know it is not very realistic to say this, I am willing to accompany you to experience everything in the future, whether it is happy or painful. As long as you have me in your heart and never leave me, I am willing to follow you without complaint.
Hehe, Mr. Xu, let me tell you seriously, please give each other guidance for the rest of your life.
Seeing this, I laughed.
It was April 11, 2017. We had been together for two and a half years, from freshman to junior year. Although we had quarrels in between, we still loved each other deeply.
This is how it goes with Zhou Rongrong.
That day happened to be November 11th. Since this day was dubbed Singles' Day by many netizens, I decided to help myself and my beloved girl get rid of being single.
I and three of my roommates set up a few tables and chairs in front of the teaching building and sat around. In today's terms, we were a bunch of arrogant lunatics, but at the time we looked pretty youthful and energetic.
I held the guitar in my arms, looking relaxed.
Many alumni stopped when they saw us, wondering what we were going to do.
When Qinqin and Zhou Rongrong came out, Lao Gu and the others whistled, and I played the guitar, shaking my head and singing: "Girls across the street, look here, look here, look here, the performance here is wonderful, please don't pretend to ignore it."
Zhou Rongrong looked over at me in confusion, and I caught her gaze. I smiled and gently plucked the guitar strings, playing a gentle chord.
Lao Gu and the others hushed to the surroundings. I laughed, looked at Zhou Rongrong, and sang a song I had written at random:
Girls, don't misunderstand
The spring breeze blows open two or three flowers
The first one for you
please forgive me
The second one is for you too
Please stop hiding.
The third one is for you
Come to me
Please don't waste your time
Because at the right age
you like me
I like you too
After singing, I threw the guitar to Lao Gu, strode to Zhou Rongrong, looked down at her, and smiled: "Be my girlfriend, Zhou Rongrong."
Zhou Rongrong was stunned and seemed to have not reacted yet.
I leaned over again, smiling, "After we get together, let's go to Walmart to see the Double Eleven sale." The people around us all started to cheer us on, asking us to be together. This stupid girl was a little slow, and finally realized that the confession in front of her was not a dream. She covered her mouth, crying and laughing in surprise, "Are you serious?"
It’s true, truer than real gold.
I gently took Zhou Rongrong's hand away, put my other hand around the back of her head, and kissed her without saying anything.
I don’t care. At that moment, nothing in the world is bigger than Zhou Rongrong. I just want to kiss her.
I want to kiss you until we are old and gray.
I closed the diary with a smile, a warm smile on my lips.
