Volume 6 2014 Chapter 1060: The Unfillable Void
The young lady and the little girl each had complicated thoughts, but Yi Haoyan actually didn't think about anything.
Park Ji-yeon asked him out, and he agreed to go out with her.
If Cheng Xiao wanted to see him, he would meet her directly.
The young man at this time didn't care about these things at all.
His mind was no longer on these things.
As they walked, the three of them came to a bakery.
The boy stopped and looked up and down at this familiar shop.
There are so many memories here.
Enfei used to work here.
The two also celebrated their first birthday here after they started dating .
We also made chocolate together in this shop.
The most important thing is that Enfei buys cakes here almost every year on Yi Haoyan’s birthday.
It's all chocolate cake.
In the past five years, eating chocolate cake on his birthday has become a habit and a fixed birthday ritual for Yi Haoyan.
Without this, Yi Haoyan felt that his birthday was not complete.
He must complete this step.
"Let's go, let's celebrate your birthday together."
The boy pushed the door and walked into the bakery.
"Eh? Are you serious?"
Park Ji-yeon followed him puzzledly , and Xiaoxiao followed closely.
"Of course it's true. I always have chocolate cake on my birthday. I didn't have it this year, so I have to make up for it."
As he spoke, the boy went to the counter and ordered a six-inch cake.
"Would you like to try it together?"
To be honest, Park Ji-yeon and Cheng Xiao felt that Yi Haoyan was a little abnormal today.
He doesn't seem to care what others think, he just persists in completing what he wants to do, a bit on his own.
The two women put away their little thoughts.
Yi Haoyan continued talking to himself.
“ It .”
"Her name is Quan Enfei."
The boy said as he unwrapped the cake.
He didn't care about their reactions.
He just wanted to say it.
People outside are coming and going, and the world is noisy and changing rapidly.
But in Yi Haoyan's world, this place is the same as before.
No changes.
"Enfei is just an ordinary high school student and doesn't have much money. She bought my birthday cake with the money she saved from working part-time."
"The first birthday party was very simple. It was right here where we are sitting now. Just me and her."
The young man was stunned, his eyes a little empty, as if he was lost in memories.
"We lit the candles and she sang happy birthday to me. We ate cake together."
"It's also a small six-inch cake like this. It's not really enough to eat."
"I grabbed most of it by myself, and Enfei ate very little."
"We even had a fight about it that time."
“But I feel very happy.”
Recalling the details, Yi Haoyan forced a long-lost smile on his face.
“Since then, she has bought me chocolate cake every birthday.”
"Sometimes she's too busy to spend time with me, so I eat by myself."
“I am very happy too.”
Having said that, Yi Haoyan paused.
"Yesterday, my birthday party had a lot of people attending and it was very lively. But... I always felt like something was missing..."
"It must be... because without chocolate cake... I can't feel happy..."
"Today...I have to make up for it..."
After saying that, he gave some to Cheng Xiao and Park Ji-yeon and started eating the cake himself.
His movements were forceful.
wolf.
It seemed that the cake in front of him was some kind of delicacy.
Park Ji-yeon and Cheng Xiao looked at him blankly, not knowing what to say.
The boy's statement was calm.
His expression was also very calm.
But both of them heard an inexplicable sadness.
…
It turns out that girl's name is Kwon Eun-bi.
It was the first time for Park Ji-yeon and Cheng Xiao to hear her name.
Yi Haoyan's depression relapsed because he broke up with her.
I didn't expect that there were such sweet memories between the two of them. He was so obsessed with such small details, he must have loved her deeply at the time.
The two women were silent for a while.
…
A six-inch birthday cake is neither too big nor too small.
Yi Haoyan finished eating quickly.
But he did not feel the happiness he expected.
So he ordered another cake and continued eating.
There seems to be a hole in my heart that can never be filled, and I need to keep eating cake to fill it.
But no matter how much he ate, he couldn't fill it up...
So, after finishing the second one, I ordered the third one, and the fourth one...
Chocolate is a sweet food that will make you sick of it if you eat too much. But Yi Haoyan still kept wolfing it down, stuffing it into his mouth.
Even if you are completely full physically, you still feel psychologically that it is not enough.
Keep eating and eating, even when you can’t eat anymore.
Ugh~Wow~
Yi Haoyan finally vomited.
A pool of black vomit with a foul smell came out of his mouth.
The vomiting and spasming reaction of his stomach and intestines made his face and neck red.
Even tears came out.
But after vomiting, the boy with a messy face still subconsciously continued to take the cake.
Park Ji-yeon and Cheng Xiao were both stunned.
They finally realized that the boy was not normal.
"Don't eat it!"
Park Ji-yeon couldn't bear it anymore.
Leaving Cheng Xiao who was still in a daze, she reached out and knocked the cake out of Yi Haoyan's hand. She called the waiter to come and clean up, while she used paper to clean up the boy.
Having known Yi Haoyan for so many years, she has seen him proud, gentle, and weak. Now, for the first time, she has seen him in disarray and helplessness.
This kind of nostalgia and stubbornness is a kind of pain that cannot be relieved.
He couldn't accept the reality that they had broken up.
She had the same feeling when T-ara got into trouble and their career plummeted.
"Haoyan! Haoyan, listen to me."
Park Ji-yeon grabbed Yi Haoyan's hand, looked into his eyes, and spoke with some excitement.
"I know you're in pain now! But it's okay, it will pass! I've also experienced completely unacceptable blows before, and I once avoided reality, but it finally passed! You know everything about T-ara! In the end, you helped me!"
"Look! I'm doing well now! T-ara is still here! Although we're not as popular as before , our income has increased. And I've even had a solo stage now, and the reviews are pretty good! Don't torture yourself like this, you'll get better. It's okay to break up, there are better people waiting for you!"
If Cheng Xiao hadn't been there, the emotional Park Ji-yeon might have confessed her feelings impulsively.
She really cherishes her current life and is very grateful to Yi Haoyan.
When T-ara encountered desperate situation and Park Ji-yeon felt that her life and career were hopeless, it was Yi Haoyan who gave her a hand.
This does not refer to Yi Haoyan arranging for T-ara to develop in China.
That's just a choice.
T-ara has always had this opportunity to choose.
What really made Park Ji-yeon change completely was Yi Haoyan's attitude at that time.
Although those three slaps were given to the boy's own face, they shook Park Ji-yeon's heart and completely destroyed the wrong obsession she had formed for a long time.
Only from then on did Park Ji-yeon truly gain a new life.
T-ara is indeed completely different from what it was in the past, but T-ara is still on the stage and there are fans who are firmly protecting them.
This is also good!
His idol career is still going on, his solo performance is also good, and his income has even increased. What’s not to like?
Having experienced this, Park Ji-yeon can understand Yi Haoyan's current situation.
He helped her back then.
Now it was time for her to help him.
The three of them left the bakery, and Park Ji-yeon took Yi Haoyan and Cheng Xiao to many places.
Parks, shopping malls, playgrounds, and all crowded places.
She had only one goal, to help Yi Haoyan get out of this state where he was stuck.
They go shopping, talk, chat, play games together, just to have fun.
After being caught off guard at first, Cheng Xiao quickly figured out the situation and actively cooperated with Park Ji-yeon.
She is a smart child.
They work very hard and the results seem to be very good.
Yi Haoyan had a smile on his face again.
The three of them played together until very late.
Park Ji-yeon insisted on sending the boy home.
"Tomorrow, how about we go out and play tomorrow too?"
When we got downstairs, the little dinosaur took the initiative to invite us out.
"There are still many fun places in Seoul that I haven't been to. When T-ara was popular, I was too busy to take care of them. Now I finally have the chance. Can you come with me?"
The girl stared at Yi Haoyan with a serious expression.
"Okay, I'll accompany you."
Yi Haoyan nodded.
