Volume 6 2014 Chapter 1029 Relapse
After that chance encounter , Yi Haoyan began to frantically search for his past with Quan Eun-fei, as if this would allow him to grasp the happiness that was already irretrievable.
Apgujeong.
The sun is shining and the streets are still busy.
Young children are noisy and carefree on the streets, their flying long hair and fluttering skirts making it seem as if worries have nothing to do with them.
This situation made the young man feel a little dazed.
Here, he met Eun-bi for the first time.
At that time, she was just like the children in front of her, traveling in groups, full of curiosity about the world but also with some childish timidity.
That uneasy yet courageous expression seems to be right in front of me. But where is that lovely person?
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Olympic Park Fencing Arena.
The huge
The boy stood in the stands, silent.
This familiar yet strange place made him feel as if he were in another world.
The noisy atmosphere that I had when I watched Girls' Generation's concerts back then is no longer here . The stage in my memory has completely disappeared, leaving no trace, as if it had never happened from beginning to end.
But that night, he and she huddled together, watching the performance on the stage excitedly.
Today, the boy can no longer remember what the performance was, but the faint fragrance of the girl still seems to linger on his nose.
At that time, Enfei didn't even know the boy's name, but she trusted him so much.
But where did she go?
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Everland.
Although it was not the weekend, there were still many people coming to play. You need to queue up for various popular facilities, especially the famous "wooden roller coaster".
Looking at the nervous and expectant expressions of couples, Yi Haoyan thought of the past.
They were like this at that time. Because they had no money, they had to play as much as they could after buying the pass, regardless of whether they really enjoyed it or not, as long as they got their money's worth.
We are young, so we can squander our time at will, do whatever we want, and face the world with endless energy and enthusiasm.
Obviously Yi Haoyan is only 19 years old now, but he feels that he is not young at all.
Wandering around the park, he had no interest in participating in any of the entertainment programs. He just walked and strolled along the way. When he was tired, he sat down to rest, and then continued walking.
Yi Haoyan could no longer remember how he and Enfei had enough physical strength to travel around the entire park. Now he was totally unable to do so.
As he walked, he saw the carousel.
It was still beautifully and gorgeously decorated, with fairy-tale music playing in the background. Pairs of young lovers were crowded on the same horses, spinning happily to the music.
[Legend has it that lovers who ride the carousel together will find eternal love.]
That’s what Enfei seemed to have said at that time.
Haha, these words are indeed lies.
Things that symbolize love are always just symbols, they can never guarantee anything...
At that time, although he said that, Yi Haoyan really believed it, just like the lovers in front of him who looked a little funny.
Since when did this sentence stop working?
Today is not Christmas, and there is no Christmas parade. Standing on that small street, Yi Haoyan was a little dazed.
This is where the two had their first kiss.
Now, he is the only one left.
Where did Enfei go?
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Metro Line 7.
Gasan Technopark subway station.
This is the only way for Yi Haoyan and Quan Enfei to go to school together, and it is also the place where they meet most often besides school.
During the morning rush hour every day, the boy would look for Enfei in the bustling crowd on the platform, and then hold her hand and get on the bus together.
The process is like a treasure hunt every morning, and the reward is that lovely girl.
Finding his girlfriend in the crowd and taking her to school is the start of a good day for the boy.
And every night after school, they would also part on the platform, where Enfei would change trains to go home.
After seeing her off, I watched the train slowly move away. Her reluctant look gradually disappeared as the distance and space increased. Only then did the day officially end.
Because of these things, the Gasan Science and Technology Park subway station has a special sense of ritual and unique significance.
Every day of love begins here and ends here.
In the morning, it’s Enfei’s soft little hands and the ponytail bouncing behind her head.
At night, it was the blush on her face and her eyes full of attachment.
These lingering memories combined with the familiar scenes before my eyes create an illusion of overlapping time and space.
The platform is still bustling and the lights are still bright.
But there is one person missing here.
A very important person is missing.
Yi Haoyan stood here from morning to night but still couldn't find her.
In a daze, he finally realized that no matter how long he looked for or waited here, he would never see that familiar figure.
Some people have already left.
No matter how you recall or revisit, you cannot change this reality.
When did he lose her?
These unanswered questions echoed over and over again, causing the wounds in the boy's brain that had already healed to break again.
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After coming back from the subway station.
Yi Haoyan did not go out again. He stayed at home, eating, sleeping and watching TV. He looked like a normal person.
But some things are different.
Certain thoughts and consciousness that had originally been deposited in his heart began to reverse themselves, entangled, bound, and gradually devoured the young man.
He became more and more silent.
Sun Enxi is still busy every day. When she is not at home during the day, she asks Cambodian Medicine to come and take care of Haoyan.
The old butler is still prudent in doing things.
But it can't change anything.
Yi Haoyan felt like a rusting machine that was becoming increasingly difficult to operate, and every action required more effort than usual.
He struggled as if he were trapped in concrete that was about to solidify.
But it all happens deep inside, and nothing can be seen from the outside.
At first, everyone thought that the boy was just tired and was resting at home for a few days. He was like this before. He would not go out unless necessary and liked to stay at home. During this period, he had no problem participating in various activities and even talked to Bae Joo-hyun normally on the phone, asking about her preparations for her debut.
Everything is normal.
Looks normal .
Until one day, Khmer medicine was suddenly discovered.
Yi Haoyan didn't move.
Since the morning, the boy sat on the bed and looked out the window without moving. He didn't eat, drink water, or even move. He was like a cement sculpture.
He sat like that until evening.
The senior family immediately notified the Sun family.
Yi Haoyan was sent to the hospital.
His depression returned.
