Volume 6 2014 Chapter 1027 Internal Conflict

"You said Haoyan broke up with Quan Eunbi? He took his anger out on Choi Jinri? In the end, he broke up with Victoria Song and got slapped in the face?"

Sun Enxi finally learned the whole process through Uncle Gao.

She was very surprised.

Such drastic changes in such a short period of time really caught people off guard.

"Yes. Young Master's performance... to be honest, is a bit disappointing..."

Gao Mianyao's tone at this time did not fit the position of a housekeeper, but neither he nor Sun Enxi thought there was anything wrong with it.

It seems that this middle-aged uncle is not just a simple housekeeper in the Sun family.

"Haoyan... I didn't expect him to do this... Maybe it's because he has too little experience... Too little luck... I hope this incident will help him grow a little..."

The eldest lady was a little helpless.

"How is he now?"

"He has become quieter and less talkative. He is not as lively as before."

In fact, Khmer Yao has always been following Yi Haoyan and knows many things.

He accompanied Eun-bi during incidents with school delinquents, as a garbage collector, and to watch Eun-bi's commercial performances.

Khmer Yao has always been optimistic about this young master. His change in condition has naturally attracted the attention of the old butler.

"During this period of time, please trouble Uncle Gao to stay with Haoyan... I'm worried about his condition..."

Sun Enxi hesitated to speak.

Depression is a disease with a high recurrence rate. If the psychological cause is not found and eradicated, the probability of recurrence is very high.

Normally, the first attack requires six months to a year for treatment, with a recurrence rate of about 30%, which rises to about 50% within two years. The recurrence rate increases for patients who have more than two attacks, and taking medication for two years can reduce the recurrence rate. For more than three attacks, long-term or even lifelong medication is required, and medication cannot be discontinued.

Yi Haoyan's first treatment lasted for several years, and his condition had been very stable. Sun Enxi subconsciously thought that he had recovered completely, but now it seems that the situation is not so optimistic.

But at this point, she had no other options.

People will always encounter various things when they live in the world. Even the son of a wealthy family cannot live in a completely perfect environment.

There is no other way except to adjust it yourself.

In fact, in the past few years, Yi Haoyan's life has been very simple, basically under the care of Enxi, but he did not expect such a thing to happen.

The eldest lady was also helpless.

"It's okay, Master will get through it."

Neither Sun Eun-hee nor Khmer Yao mentioned the slap Song Qian received.

The Khmer medicine had the power to stop it at the time, but it did not.

The eldest lady knew, but she didn't ask.

It seemed that both of them felt that Yi Haoyan did not deserve the slap.

The family style of the Sun family, at least the lineage of Sun Hezai, has become something worth talking about since the arrival of Wang Ruhui.

The inheritance of the Celestial Empire has never been simple.

…

First it was Kwon Eun-bi, then it was Choi Jin-ri, and now it’s Victoria Song.

In a very short period of time, Yi Haoyan fell out with several close people in his life, and the out-of-control behavior caused by extreme emotions had a great impact on his condition.

This impact is not only external, but more seriously internal.

The boy's heart, at this moment, is also full of holes.

Being helpless towards Kwon Eun-bi, being hysterical towards Choi Jin-ri, and being cold and ruthless towards Victoria is just an appearance.

How could Yi Haoyan not know what was going on in his heart?

Doesn't he know that the root cause of the breakup lies with him?

Don’t you understand that your subsequent actions are shameful?

Under normal circumstances, of course he would know everything.

But now he is not normal.

All external behaviors actually have internal psychological reasons.

The reason for Yi Haoyan is his inner powerlessness.

fear.

Faced with Kwon Eun-fei's request, he knew that the conditions proposed by his girlfriend were very difficult and he might not be able to do it.

But nothing has a certain outcome from the beginning.

Although Girls' Generation is a group formed by the best female trainees of SM, no one knew at that time that they would be able to achieve the historic achievements they have today.

Even when they encountered the Black Sea, the members doubted themselves, and there were different voices within the company, but they finally got to where they are today.

The road is made by walking, not by thinking.

Facing an unknown future, the only thing humans can guarantee is hard work.

But Yi Haoyan is now in a mental dilemma.

He thinks too much...

The boy has always been proud of his superhuman predictive and analytical abilities, which allow him to see crises that ordinary people cannot see in advance, so that he can prepare and avoid them in time to avoid unexpected difficulties.

Everything has been predicted, all problems have been prepared, and everything is under control.

But the problem is.

Geniuses are also human beings, and no one can predict everything.

Everyone will encounter unexpected problems, and Yi Haoyan is no exception.

The stronger the predictive ability is, the more likely one is to avoid difficulties, and over time, path dependence will be formed.

Lack of courage to face challenges and determination to move forward.

The more foresight he made, the more difficulties he saw, so much so that the boy had imagined a lot of problems in his mind before things started.

These problems may or may not appear, but they have not appeared yet. But in Yi Haoyan's mind, all the troubles appeared. Thinking too much about negative things like this will directly lead to giving up.

Because the imaginary problems had already overwhelmed him.

The boy didn't even have the courage to try, and his inner denial had already led to his collapse.

This inner collapse in turn became evidence for him to criticize himself.

Look at you! You coward! You incompetent guy, you don't even have the courage to try, what kind of man are you? !

Such self-attack and instinctive self-protection formed a fierce internal friction, which made him exhausted and mentally exhausted.

It is precisely because of this that the boy chose to throw all the pressure onto Choi Jin-ri and shirk responsibility.

This is a suicidal form of self-protection.

When you pass the buck, it may seem easy on the surface, but in fact the internal friction becomes more serious!

Because Yi Haoyan subconsciously knew that this was shirking responsibility!

He knows this very well !

Although he scolded Choi Jinri harshly, there was also a voice in Yi Haoyan's heart scolding him!

You incompetent coward!

If you can't deal with Kwon Eun-bi, take it out on Jinri!

I still like you! How dare you do such a thing! You are just trash!

Such thoughts and self-attacks have never disappeared for a single day, and reached their peak after Victoria Song.

Song Qian's slap completely exposed the paper tiger that Yi Haoyan used to deceive himself, making him feel that the cowardly, incompetent, timid and shameful self in his heart had nowhere to escape and was exposed nakedly under the sun.

Although in fact no one said anything except Victoria Song, she made Yi Haoyan feel like the whole world was despising him.

Because he himself hates this kind of self.

As a chaebol son with a strong background, it would be a piece of cake for Yi Haoyan to deal with a small idol, but he just felt that he did not have the courage to face Song Qian again.

He feels guilty.

He is scared.

He felt that he was the person she said.

This kind of cognition caused the teenager to fall into extreme self-attack and internal consumption, unable to extricate himself.

Look! You can't fool others!

Even if you are the son of a chaebol or a genius, what’s the use?

You can't even keep an ordinary idol girlfriend, and you don't even have the courage to try what she asks of you. Where is your genius?

Choi Jin-ri likes you so much that she even confessed to you even though she knew you had a girlfriend. What kind of courage and true love is this?

How do you treat him?

Put the blame on her?

And Victoria Song, she is working hard alone in a xenophobic place like South Korea, she is much more capable than you!

What's so great about you compared to her?