Volume 1 Three Months After the End of the World Chapter 22 I understand! (Part 1)
In the end, Shang Qian got in as she wished.
But my face didn't look good, I felt like I was flirting in front of my comrades...
Shang Qian is very confident about her appearance and figure, with red lips, white teeth, a slim waist and big breasts.
A young man of Shen Jin's age would be unable to resist if he bent down in front of him, but at this time he did not take the opportunity to do what a man wanted to do most, but instead laughed at himself.
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The more I think about it, the angrier I get!
"Shen Jin, are you gay?"
Shen Jin was stunned . He finally discovered:
Women are very strange. If you have any thoughts about her, she will think you are a waste with a brain full of sperm.
If you ignore her, she will think there is something wrong with you.
If you tease her, she will think you are gay.
Shen Jin hesitated for two seconds, "Whatever you think is what it is!"
If being treated as a gay could save him from some trouble, Shen Jin would not have any psychological burden at all.
Although he is a good person and has a big reputation, he is probably... probably... probably...
He didn't want to be like a nursery rhyme popular in Dongguan:
I came to Guangdong with nothing, and was forced by life...
Go back to the village, become a good woman, and remarry your husband. There is no way he will take it this time!
Although I am a virgin, I still have my own persistence!
But... Shen Jin glanced at Shang Qian again, "Da Qianqian" is not a false name... This wave, if it is just for fun...
When Shang Qian heard Shen Jin's affirmative reply, she was also stunned. She only said it deliberately because she was angry and wanted to save some face.
Unexpectedly...
Thinking back to the two years that Shen Jin had been in the company, he had indeed not had any affair with other women, but had been very close to Zhao Mingkai...
Coincidentally, Zhao Mingkai was depressed day by day and had little to say to girls. Instead, he often talked and laughed with the strong security guard Lu Qiang.
Moreover, the only two men living alone after the end of the world are Zhao Mingkai and Lu Qiang!
“Hiss~!”
Shang Qian took a breath of cold air. Today's events became confusing and confusing.
"So the reason you came here today wasn't because of me, right?" Shang Qian asked tentatively.
Shen Jin nodded, "It's true, I just saw it by chance!"
Shen Jin had only come here to find two intercoms at first, but he hadn't expected to stay here for the entire day and feel homesick...
Shang Qian thought, it is true! It must be because I have mastered the supernatural power and want to find my former lover. I happened to encounter Lu Qiang's assault on me, so I will settle the new and old grudges together!
But who was the handsome guy who rushed in later?
Shang Qian listened to Qi Tong's description of the handsome guy, whose name was Sun Can. Before he fainted, he said to Shen Jin, "It is my destiny to save you!"
Could it be that...
I see!
I didn’t understand this sentence before and it seemed very strange, but as long as you accept that Shen Jin is gay, the answer becomes obvious!
Sun Can is Shen Jin's new lover!
He obviously knew that Shen Jin, who had awakened his superpowers, was coming to find Zhao Mingkai. He felt very sad, but he was still worried about Shen Jin and followed him secretly.
That's why he rescued Shen Jin at the most dangerous moment!
"Zhao Mingkai treated you like that before, and Lu Qiang is not a good guy either. Are you still going to take Zhao Mingkai away?" Shang Qian asked tentatively.
How did Zhao Mingkai treat me? Oh! He actually said something irritating. His emotional intelligence is so low. Why did I take him away?
Strange question... Shen Jin felt that Shang Qian’s question was very strange.
"Of course not. Why would I bring him? I only want to ensure Sun Can's safety!"
Shen Jin's words were a tactful way of rejecting Shang Qian. He told her to only take care of Sun Can and not to think about leaving with him anymore.
After hearing this, Shang Qian nodded in her heart, everything became clear!
It seems that after experiencing everything today, Shen Jin has realized who his true love is.
One is a scumbag who finds a bailout behind his back to relieve his loneliness, and the other is a handsome man who dares to risk his life for him in times of crisis.
Naturally it is not difficult to choose.
I guess Shen Jin is completely heartbroken about Zhao Mingkai. He doesn't even want to be in the same room with him, so he brought Sun Can here specially.
It is enough to protect the one you love.
"Okay, I think I understand what you mean!"
Shang Qian's eyes changed when she looked at Shen Jin. It was a look that said, "I understand you."
Shen Jin was frightened by Shang Qian's sudden calm and gentle look. What's going on? Why is she suddenly like this...
Wait! She doesn't want to live anymore, does she?
I see!
A proud woman would probably have thought of committing suicide .
But she was a smart woman and knew that the only motivation for her to survive was to leave here, leave this place that left her with horrible memories, and leave these colleagues who watched her fall from a goddess to a bitch.
So today she would rather give up the dignity that she once swore to protect, and insisted on letting herself take her away.
And what about me? I just laughed at her and teased her.
Reject her again and again!
She was probably desperate, and didn't dare to face tomorrow, didn't dare to face the future...
She has already intended to die!
"You... relax a little. Actually, these things will pass. Other people's opinions are only temporary. There is no need to seek death. Just like me, I was confused and worried before, and I often felt sad because of other people's opinions. But now? I don't care anymore. People only need to please themselves in life, and don't care too much about other people's opinions. Remember! Don't make a decision that you will regret!"
Shen Jin recalled that when he decided to resign regardless of everyone's opinions, he also suffered a lot of cold shoulder and ridicule.
During that time, he was often confused and anxious, fearing that he would throw away all his savings and end up losing everything. But in the end, he succeeded and made a fortune from Bitcoin.
And I can live the life I want, no longer working for others and no longer having to look at other people's colors.
He wanted to tell Shang Qian through his own experience that even if others look at you strangely, you must live strong and slap them in the face with your future. Don't make a decision that you will regret because of a momentary impotence.
What if you really regret it mid-air when you jump from the third floor?
Shang Qian nodded. Shen Jin's words now directly explained his experience:
From the beginning when she knew she was gay, she was confused, anxious, and even wanted to commit suicide. Later, she put aside other people's opinions, accepted herself honestly, and used a man's chest to please herself.
He made this decision, which not only meant facing his true self, but also had a double meaning that he would make the right decision today.
Shen Jin has decided to stay with Sun Can for the rest of his life!
I understand everything!
I am just a small episode in Shen Jin's emotional journey. No wonder I have no attraction to him.
So one last question...
Is Shen Jin the top or the bottom?
