Time goes back to four hours ago. In a simple office built next to the construction site, Xu Jue, dressed in blue work clothes, was leaning in a chair with his eyes closed in thought. He did not notice An Ran approaching from a distance.
An Ran walked closer, leaned against the door without going in, and silently looked at Xu Jue in the chair. She suddenly felt that this boy in front of her, who was covered in dust but still had a dazzling brilliance, was somewhat worthy of respect, because there are not many people in this world who can love as silently and deeply as he does. Most people only say "I love you" with their mouths but do nothing, while he just quietly does everything for the person he loves, but never mentions the word "love".
"Mr. Xu, how are you?" An Ran walked in and went straight to Xu Jue's desk.
Xu Jue opened his eyes and smiled helplessly: "I knew you would come to laugh at me."
"No!" An Ran said seriously, "I actually admire you very much. You work day and night just to build a building, and that building is named after your love rival. Xu Jue, you are the only one in the world who can do this."
An Ran spoke so seriously and earnestly that Xu Jue knew she was not teasing him. Instead, he felt awkward, as if the secret that he had carefully hidden in his heart and thought no one else knew was exposed in broad daylight.
"Please sit down wherever you want. I'll go to the construction site and take a look..."
The awkward Xu Jue pretended to be calm and escaped from the office. There was not much time left for him. He had always been a responsible person. Even though he refused to join the family business on his own initiative, he knew that as the only heir to the Xu Group, he had to take on the responsibility for his father. His father only gave him two months, and within two months he had to complete the "Yubai" building, fulfill the wish of that stupid girl, and also fulfill his own wish, and then go back to continue being the arrogant Young Master Xu.
He clearly wanted to be that cool and elegant Young Master Xu again, but in the end he ended up like this!
Xu Jue couldn't help but smile bitterly in silence. He had said so stubbornly that he would let her go and that he would help her and Chu Yubai. He seemed so open and resolute, but in the end, he couldn't resist a heart that missed her day and night.
In his heart, he didn't want to let her go after all! But in the end, he could only fulfill her wish of building a "Yubai" building for her in a place where she couldn't see him.
Su Moli, this "Yubai" building represents a heart that loves you. One day, you will see it, right?
After Xu Jue left, An Ran accidentally touched the mouse of the laptop. After the screen saver disappeared, she saw the unsent email in Xu Jue's mailbox, the recipient of which was Su Moli .
The content of the letter was——
"Su Moli, you said you are the weeds on the ground and I am the stars in the sky. You and I are not worthy. If I am willing to jump for you and fall from the top of the sky to the dust and mud, what else do you have to say?"
An Ran looked at that sentence silently, and suddenly her eyes felt a little sore. She was obviously a person who would not cry easily, but her eyes were red because of this unsent email.
She knew that Xu Jue, who was so proud, would probably never send this email, because he loved that girl named Su Moli so much, he didn't want to put any burden on her, and he didn't want to just be touched by that girl but not loved.
On that frosty evening, An Ran did one thing. She attached a photo of Xu Jue that she had taken last time to the unsent email from Xu Jue, and then resolutely pressed the send button.
When Xu Jue returned to the office, he happened to see An Ran sending an email. He tried to grab the computer in a panic, but it was too late. The computer screen showed "Email has been sent."
Xu Jue stood there in a daze, not knowing what to do.
"What? Xu Jue, are you scared? Are you afraid to admit how much you love her?" An Ran provoked, "If she loves you, she will naturally discover the secret If she doesn't love you, she will certainly turn a blind eye to it. So, what's wrong with sending this email? Or do you think it's too humble to do so?"
"Humble? Actually, there is no humility in love, only whether the love is deep enough," Xu Jue suddenly changed his look to be frank, "What is there to not admit? I just love her so much. But, I don't want her to know this. If she knew, she would probably become entangled again. She is so stupid, and being entangled will only torture herself. I don't want that..."
Xu Jue was stunned while talking. He suddenly realized that he, who had said that he didn't want Su Moli to know all this, actually hoped that Su Moli could see the email. It turned out that because of that girl named Su Moli, he, who used to be so free and easy, became entangled. Love is really a wonderful thing...
That evening, after An Ran left, Xu Jue went to the construction site again. Standing on the top floor of the unfinished building, facing the sunset, he thought a lot. He remembered the first time he met her, he called her name with gritted teeth; he remembered the first time he wore navy blue for her; he remembered her crying in front of him in the library because of another boy; he remembered her saying to him -
"You are the brightest star in the sky, and I am just a nameless grass that can be found everywhere on the ground. Xu Jue, I am not worthy of you..."
That stupid Su Moli always broke his proud heart so easily, but, in the end, he still only remembered her smiling face with curved eyebrows. No matter how beautiful the spring breeze was, it couldn't compare to her smile. People who had never seen her would not understand.
He thought of her smiling face, and couldn't help but smile at the rosy sunset. Then, all of a sudden, his eyes went dark, and he fell straight down from the roof...
It seemed like a century had passed before he heard noisy voices. When he regained consciousness, he felt so painful that his whole body seemed to have fallen apart. Then he found himself lying on a stretcher.
His body ached, but it was nothing compared to the pain in his heart, because he knew that he was going to die, and in this life, he would never have the chance to say goodbye to the girl he loved...
However, the next second, his eyes passed through the crowd and saw the girl who was running towards him in a panic. She had a small oval face and round eyes. It was Su Moli, whom he loved.
This must be an illusion or a dream before death?
He blinked and looked over in disbelief. It was so nice that the girl he loved so much came into his dream to see him before he left this world.
He used up all his strength to raise his head slightly, looking through the crowd with perseverance and concentration, and opened his mouth with all his strength. The three words "Su Moli" were already on his lips, but he didn't call her name in the end. Even in his dream, he didn't want to make her sad at all, so he didn't call her. With face blindness, she wouldn't recognize him. The one who was leaving was him, right? In this way, she wouldn't be sad, right?
Therefore, at the very end, he just tried to raise his head, his eyes fell on the familiar figure for a long time and attentively, blinked gently, and smiled silently...
Su Moli, in my next life, I will try my best to be a blade of grass standing beside you.
Well, goodbye, see you in the next life, my beloved Su Moli.