The next day, I packed my things and the noise woke up my mother, who hadn't slept well the whole night. Her eyes were full of anxiety. She came up to me and began to comfort me non-stop.
"Qingtong, Qingtong, where are you going ? Mom told you not to be impulsive. Even if he's gone, you still have me. Don't you even care about your mother?"
My heart ached when I saw her look. I dropped what I was holding and hugged her tightly. "Don't worry, Mom. I'm not reckless and I'm not impulsive. Mo Xiyi's body is still in the mountains. His mother is sick and can't come back. His father has never cared much about him. So, I have to go and bring him back, otherwise he will be lonely."
After hearing what I said, she felt relieved, patted me on the back, and said softly, "Go, the sooner you go, the sooner you will come back."
I nodded, and she touched my long hair and said, "Mom will wait for you to come back."
My eyes hurt so much that I couldn't even cry. I was afraid that if I went out with my eyes red, I would scare passers-by, so I wore a pair of sunglasses the whole time.
Sitting by the window, I looked at the scenery along the way, and my heart gradually calmed down. Thinking of how Mo Xiyi saw the same scenery when he walked into the mountains, I wanted to see all the scenery and not miss any corner. However, the train was so fast and the window was so small, I could only see a small corner of the world.
When I saw the mountains, my heart was filled with turmoil. It was here that he was trapped for three years and finally took his life.
But he couldn't blame it. He could only blame the obstacle in his heart, which was too deep. What really trapped him was the obstacle in his heart.
I took back his body.
I looked at his face and felt indescribable.
Could the person lying here be the one I have been thinking about all this time?
Why is he so quiet and silent...
Now you can no longer enjoy the scenery.
Now, I can no longer see your gentleness.
Separated by Yin and Yang, we can never meet again in this life.
On the way back, I kept trying to calm my heart, recalling the past, good, bad, happy, unhappy, vividly. And your vivid face kept appearing in my mind, maybe I used to imagine your face and your every move so well, so now it's almost effortless to recall it.
As I think about it, I even smile sweetly, as if you are waiting for me to find you not far away.
As the train moved farther and farther away from the mountains and closer to my hometown, my heart became calmer and calmer, and I gradually felt at ease.
Maybe you have never left me, maybe you will always exist in my heart, so that no one will snatch you away, and no one will hurt you again. My heart will be your safest harbor.
I wrote the four words "Qingtong Love" on his tombstone. In this life, I will never love anyone so deeply except you.
Moshiyi, did you hear that?
Later, I received a call from Aunt Ye, who said Ye Bihan had woken up. I was so happy that I couldn't speak, but I wasn't as excited as before.
She then said that although Xiaohan had woken up, her brain was still severely damaged, some of her memories had been forgotten, and she no longer recognized many people.
I still feel a little sad when I hear this, because the person who grew up with me may not recognize me anymore. I can't face Ye Bihan who knows nothing about me, but I am still grateful that God can give her a chance to have life again.
Yes, being alive and awake is the greatest comfort.
I would visit her every day, tell her about our past, those stories of youth, those arrogant and aggressive moments in life, and let her remember me bit by bit. Tell her which path we took a walk on, tell her about the glorious history that fascinated everyone, tell her about every day and night we spent together, the rooftop, dormitory, playground, classroom, almost everywhere has traces of our walk together...
That day I lay beside Xiaohan, holding her hand, looking into her carefree eyes, and said earnestly and sacredly: "Xiaohan, true friends cannot be measured by the length of time, but by those who come and never leave. If you forget me, I will make you remember me again. If you can't remember me, I am willing to recreate memories with you."
She looked me in the eyes, I smiled, she nodded, and clapped.
Ye Bihan, you know, your recovery is the best news I have heard in these years, and it is the only glimmer of hope in all my despair.
Your smile represents all the efforts I will make in the future.
Your recovery will be my greatest motivation from now on.
Just as I left the hospital and was rushing to the company, I received a strange phone call. I looked at the flashing screen and thought for a long time but couldn't remember who this number from City B belonged to.
"Hello? Cheng Qingtong!"
"Cai Qihang? It's you!" I recognized his voice in almost a second and felt a little excited.
"Cheng Qingtong, my phone is out of battery, so I used a friend's phone. I just wanted to tell you right away that Huanhuan has accepted my proposal, and you 'll have to give a gift soon."
Listening to his voice, I could almost see his excited face at that moment. I was happy for him and my heart was full of envy.
"Congratulations, Cai Qihang. Be sure to be happy."
In the end, they became an ordinary couple, but for most people, such ordinariness is precious, and it is a great fortune to be able to have this ordinary happiness.
I looked up at the sky, which was deep blue and far away, with a few floating clouds, faint and thin, looking a little depressed. I heard that good people go to heaven after death, so Mo Xiyi, you must be able to see me in heaven at this moment.
I have boarded your train, and I am destined to never let you go completely in this life.
You once entered my heart, and I held you tightly in my heart.
I opened my arms to the sky, closed my eyes, and stood on tiptoe.
I can feel you, your warmth, your kiss, your hug and the little bit of hope of love that your deep pupils convey to me.