DIARY Four A fact that can no longer be denied 2
Was he concerned about me just now? I smiled brightly: "Yeah, I feel much better now."
"That's good. We can clean faster now."
fall!
My smile froze on my face. I looked up at the sky and prayed devoutly: God, please let the thunder strike this guy to death.
After finally finishing the cleaning, I saw Yuan Cheye pushing his heavy motorcycle and standing on the side, as if waiting for me.
"Why are you still..." I was interrupted before he could finish, "Get in the car, idiot!"
"If you dawdle so slowly, someone will see you and you'll be punished together!" He added threateningly, and I quickly climbed onto the back seat of the motorcycle.
After making sure I was seated firmly, the motorcycle immediately rushed out of the school like an arrow.
"Yuan Cheye, why didn't you tell your class teacher this morning that the girl was me?"
"Do you really want me to say it?"
"Of course not!"
"In fact, if the class teacher asks me one more question, I will tell you."
"ah?"
"Haha, idiot."
The scenery on both sides of the road quickly receded, and my ears were filled with the whistling sound of the wind. At this moment, such a sound surprisingly made me feel extremely at ease.
"Yuan Cheye, can you not ride this to school in the future?"
"What? Are you afraid that the teacher will give me trouble? Don't worry, he said he wants to let the parents know."
“That’s not the reason.”
"Um?"
"I'm worried...that you'll fall again." I whispered, not knowing if he heard me.
A minute passed.
"Okay," he replied.
"Um?"
"I won't ride a motorcycle to school anymore. I promise."
"It's a deal."
"Hey, idiot. Tell me the truth, are you afraid that I will look so cool riding a motorcycle that a lot of girls will chase after me?"
"Tsk, no way! Just let a bunch of crazy girls drown you."
"Hahaha……"
"Hey, hey, hey, ride slower." I felt the motorcycle was going very fast and I had to keep up with the speed of the wind.
"Don't worry, if you're scared, just look up."
"What's so good about it?" I grasped the corner of his clothes tightly with my hands, and then looked up as he asked.
A tiny part of the sky cautiously peeks out from the dense branches and leaves of the trees on both sides, with a hazy and quiet beauty; and the afterglow of the setting sun pouring down from the gaps between the leaves is as brilliant and charming as countless stars.
A breeze blew against my face, and the slightly swaying leaves seemed to be friendly to passers-by, and the air was filled with the fragrance of leaves.
"See? There are many elves hiding in the leaves above your head. Hey, elves, protect the coward Yeshiya!"
Little elves in the leaves? Damn, this guy is so childish!
But why do I feel so sweet in my heart?
It seemed as if a subtle chemical reaction had occurred somewhere in my heart without me noticing.
"Hey, idiot. I'm taking you somewhere."
"Um."
Unconsciously, my heart was filled with a warm and sweet feeling, which continued to expand outwards.
"Don't you even ask where I'm taking you?"
"I trust you."
"Um?"
"Because you said that the elves in the leaves will protect me."
"Haha...you are so naive!"
As he smiled, my hands gradually wrapped around his waist, and before I knew it, I gently pressed my cheek against his back.
The scent of roses fills my nose, fresh and clean, and it easily makes my heart beat faster.
We left the receding scenery far behind us, and it seemed as if there were only him and I in the world, heading towards one road, one direction, and one goal. Such sweet time brought me the greatest happiness in my life.
I looked up at the sky and opened my mouth, silently saying:
Yuan Cheye, there is one fact that I can no longer seem to deny.
I like you, I like you...
I don’t know how much time has passed.
It was as if we were flying from day to night, from one end of the world to the other.
Until the velvety night sky above our heads was filled with dazzling stars, Yuan Cheye finally arrived at our destination on his motorcycle.
The night breeze brings a cool and fragrant breath.
"We're here." His gentle voice came.
"Hmm?" I still held his waist in confusion without moving, lingering on the dream-like beauty that had just happened and didn't want to wake up.
"Idiot, you're not asleep, are you?" He turned around and gently touched my forehead. The heat from our skin touching made my heart so excited that it almost jumped out of my chest!
"No no."
I quickly explained, hiding my blush in the dark, and jumped out of the car.
My head was gradually awakened by the night wind.
I followed the line of sight of Yuan Cheye who was standing nearby.
"Wow!"
I immediately couldn't help shouting out loud. It was clearly the first time I saw the night view of the entire city.
I turned around and looked around, only then did I realize that I was standing on a high hillside in the suburbs. This position was just right for a panoramic view of the city below.
Countless lights are flickering below, and the warm light seems to spread to the end of the world, connecting to the horizon, and then reflecting each other with the dazzling stars in the entire night sky.
"Look!" Yuan Cheye suddenly pointed.
Under the night sky, beautiful fireworks are lighting up in the city sky.
Although I couldn't hear the sound of the fireworks from a long distance, the scene of the fireworks blooming in the air was clearly presented in front of me. The fireworks bloomed extremely gorgeously like midnight night-blooming cereus, and a floating gorgeousness and warmth instantly shocked my heart.
"What a nice view."
I couldn't help but admire him and turned my head to look at Yuan Cheye who had been standing quietly beside me.
Under the gentle starlight, he put one hand in his trouser pocket and looked into the distance calmly. His golden hair danced more dazzlingly in the night wind, and his whole body was shrouded in a hazy halo. Under the whole night, it seemed as if he was the most dazzling star.
When I stared at him, his eyes seemed to be filled with fireworks, with tiny bits of light surging, blooming, disappearing, and then blooming again.
My breathing almost stopped.
At this moment, he was breathtakingly handsome. Although he was only one step away from me, the unreal beauty emanating from him made me feel vaguely uneasy.
The original clear wild.
I silently said his name, and suddenly I wanted to talk to him. Perhaps by breaking this silence, the hidden anxiety in my heart would be eliminated.
"There, do you see it?" I mustered up the courage to push his arm, then pointed to a light in the city. "That's the most magnificent Guangjing Bridge here! Isn't it beautiful?"
There was undisguised joy in my voice, and I exclaimed even louder, holding his arm with one hand and pointing to another location in the city with the other: "Ah! I can actually find my home! Look, look, it's right there, the fourth one with a light on."
"Haha, really? Can you see the idiot's house?"
"Um."
"Are you sure you're not stupid enough to mistake the location of your home?"
"of course not!"
Phew. I was once again so angry that I almost fainted, but that guy was laughing exaggeratedly. Hearing his laughter, a sweet smile gradually appeared on my face.
"Can you find your home? Your home is not far from mine. Which direction is it? Oh, right, behind my house, and then..."
I gestured in the air for a long time, but suddenly I realized that his laughter had disappeared.
"You won't find it, idiot." I didn't notice the loneliness in his expression.
"Hey, if you call me an idiot again, I will kick you out." Seeing that he was silent, I deliberately made a joke to liven up the atmosphere.
"You can't find it."
"Hey! Don't underestimate my eyesight!"
"Although I have two homes, the lights are off in both."
"Huh?" I started to feel confused.
Although I have two homes, the lights are off?
Yuan Cheye...
I don't know why, but when I heard him say that, I suddenly felt very distressed. This was the first time I saw Yuan Cheye so sad and lonely.
But in the blink of an eye, he smiled easily again: "So, how can you find it when you are so stupid? Haha..."
This time, I really want to accuse him of having a split personality!
But when I turned around, I saw his face smiling at me playfully, still so clean that it easily made my heart beat fast, still made me lose all ability to resist, and still hit my heart so quickly.
I wanted to ask him why he liked to hide himself, why he was still hiding the sadness in his heart from me, why he was hiding his true emotions...
Many whys...
But when it came out of my mouth, it became——
"Yuan Cheye, I like you."
Time seemed to have stopped at this moment.
I held my breath and stared at him intently, with only his face so close to me in my eyes.
His eyes quickly flashed with surprise, warmth, and more complex expressions. Then, the smile on his face gradually disappeared like the fireworks behind him.
My heart was beating fast. Doesn't he like me?
I quickly recalled in my mind everything since I met him.
He helped me escape the punishment from the math teacher, carried me to the infirmary after I was injured in the relay race, always teased me and called me "idiot", and drove me here to see the night view tonight... He is obviously different from me.
Maybe... I remembered the first time I went to his house, his father was angry when he saw us falling to the ground together. Was it because... his father said something against it, so he...
"Well... although your father doesn't allow you to fall in love too early, I..."
I mustered up my courage and said half a sentence but stopped, not knowing how to continue. Should Yuan Cheye ignore his father's words and accept me? Or should I back off...
My mind was in a state of confusion, and it was then that I realized how impulsive I had just been...
"Really? You really like me?"
Yuan Cheye suddenly responded, and I quickly raised my head and looked at him expectantly.
"Do you know what love is? It's not a momentary impulse! Even if you think you like it now, you can ruthlessly abandon it in the future. In this case, it's better not to start, don't you think?"
When he said this, many complex emotions that I couldn't understand flashed across his eyes.
I was stunned.
The voice he spoke now was nothing like the Yuan Cheye I knew, so indifferent and calm. This voice frightened me for no reason. I missed his naughty and teasing voice when he called me a fool, and I missed his smile when he teased me. What a sharp contrast between him then and him now...
A sudden sour feeling surged up in my chest and rushed straight to my eyes.
Why did my first sincere confession end up like this?
My heart felt like it was being squeezed tightly. I ordered myself to take a deep breath and tried to control the moisture in my eyes.
Regardless of my impulsive confession just now, or his indifferent response now, my heart remains firm——
The original clear wild.
You can refuse my likes.
But my love can't stop because of your rejection.
Time passed quietly, and the stars in the sky became brighter and brighter.
As if defeated by the persistence in my eyes, the solid wall in Yuan Cheye's eyes began to collapse piece by piece. His lips pursed slightly, showing a bright rose color, and the originally stiff lines on his face gradually softened.
I suddenly found my strength again.
"Yuan Cheye, actually... you have a secret in your heart, right?" I tried to open the conversation, "Is that secret related to your transfer?"
Hearing my question, Yuan Cheye's palms suddenly clenched. A hint of gloom flashed across his bright eyes, but he immediately hid it deeply.
No way... Could it be that he really has a secret? I was just guessing randomly just now, but I didn't expect...
Just as my thoughts were turning around, Yuan Cheye suddenly came over, his breath with the scent of roses sprayed on my forehead, and a bright smile that I was familiar with appeared on his face: "Everyone has secrets. It is very rude to ask directly like you do. You should be like me."
"like you?"
"Yeah, like I've never asked you about your secrets."
I took a step back in shock, feeling a little panicked.
My secret? Did he discover the secret that I can't hear anything when I'm nervous? When did he reveal the flaw?
"Come on, idiot. Let's go home."
Fortunately, Yuan Cheye did not continue to ask questions. He walked to the motorcycle and slowly started the engine.
"Yeah." I nodded with relief and followed him. When I left, I couldn't help but look back at the charming night view again.
This is where I confessed my love for the first time...
