DIARY Fifteen Leave a space for me in your heart 1
Wednesday, September 14th, cloudy
If the memories, thoughts, and sorrows I share with you,
If everything can disappear with the passing of time;
If all this,
If they can be buried together with the help of another person,
I can hold a place for you in my heart.
I hope you do the same.
I can keep a place for me in your heart.
Maybe my words really hurt Xu Yi, and he didn’t appear in front of me for the next few days.
Phew, I just saved myself a lot of trouble, but why do I feel so depressed? Thinking back to the way I treated Xu Yi that day, it was indeed a bit rude. Should I apologize to him?
"well!"
I lay on the desk and let out a long sigh.
"Have you heard? Ryonan High School has formed a new student band, and it's very popular."
"Both the bass player and the keyboard player are very handsome."
"Hey, Weiwei, why are there so many handsome guys in Lingnan High School, but we can't see any handsome guys in Yifeng High School after Cheye left?"
"Yeah, especially the lead singer Wing from the band Fly, he's so handsome."
…
Weiwei and the others were having a heated discussion nearby, and when I heard about Lingnan High School where Xu Yi was studying, I couldn't help but prick up my ears.
"I heard that the Fly band is rehearsing openly tonight, and many people came to watch."
"Haha, let's go and take a look together."
Hearing this, I raised my hands and interrupted, "I'm going too!"
This way, he could get closer to Weiwei and the others, and also find an opportunity to apologize to Xu Yi after arriving at Lingnan High School.
But as soon as I finished speaking, the students who had been discussing excitedly just now all stopped and stared at me blankly.
The atmosphere was a bit awkward.
I looked at Weiwei for help, and explained with a dry laugh: "I just happened to be going over there to meet a friend, so I stopped by..."
"Let her go." Weiwei hesitated for a moment and spoke.
"Thank you." I breathed out sincerely.
It seems that if I want to change my current situation of loneliness, I must first improve my relationships with the people around me. I believe that as long as I put in enough effort, I will gain something. Just like now, I have finally taken the first step .
Finally, school was over and I followed Weiwei and the others and walked to Ryonan High School.
"It's only one stop away anyway. Not far."
"And we can stop by the store to see what gifts to buy for Wing."
While gossiping, they handed their schoolbags to me without any hesitation.
One, two, three...seven!
Oh my God, I counted them with difficulty and there were seven schoolbags in total.
It's so heavy! I can hardly walk.
However, when I thought that this might be a time for them to test my sincerity, I had to grit my teeth and hold on!
I finally made it to the gate of Lingnan High School, but was bumped into by a student who was running home in a hurry after school.
boom!
Suddenly, the school bags hanging on my body fell to the ground. I bent down to pick them up, but when I looked up again, I found that Weiwei and the others were gone.
"Weiwei! Weiwei..."
I called out to my companions, but no one responded.
Looking at the huge campus, I suddenly felt extremely lost. When I was standing there alone, not knowing what to do, I suddenly heard someone calling me -
"Shia!"
"?" I looked around blankly. The voice was familiar, but it was definitely not the Cheye I missed. He always called me stupid and laughed at me for getting lost at my age.
It wouldn’t be Chen either. He would hold my hand and tell me to remember the direction he was going so that I wouldn’t get lost again.
Could it be...it's not such a coincidence again?
"Xia! It's really you, I wasn't mistaken. I even recognized your back, you must have profound skills, right? Haha." A handsome figure gradually became clear in my eyes, and his brilliant smile was sincere and warm.
"Xu Yi?" I called slowly.
"Have you noticed that I am very different today?"
Xu Yi's words made me pay attention to his outfit: a delicate black suit with metal buttons with intricate palace-style patterns on the collar and cuffs, and a white shirt with a light and gentle sheen. He really looked like a noble and perfect prince.
"Are you mesmerized by my handsome appearance?"
"Just dream on!" I slapped away his face which was close to me and full of dreamy expression.
"I know Xia is shy, haha. By the way, why are you here?" He immediately answered with sudden enlightenment after asking, "Oh, I know! So that day you didn't allow me to look for you again, so you came to me on your own initiative? You wanted to give me a surprise, right? Haha."
"Uh...I want to give you a surprise."
Seeing him dancing with joy, I was speechless. Why did I worry about this guy before? He would never have any bad thoughts.
The thought of apologizing for my bad attitude that day suddenly disappeared without a trace.
"Hey, why are you carrying so many backpacks?" Finally, his mind started to work normally, "I'll help you." Then he snatched the backpack from my shoulders without saying a word.
"It's from a classmate who came with me, so I want to ask how to get to the rehearsal room of the Fly band?"
"Ah, do you like Fly too?" There was an expression of surprise and joy on his face.
"It's not that I like it, it's that my classmates like it."
"Since your classmates like it, and you are classmates, you must like it too."
“…Can we reason like this?”
"This is how we use similarity reasoning in mathematics."
"You must be terrible at math, then."
…
He and I were arguing, and our conversation was about things completely different.
Xu Yi helped me carry my schoolbag and took me to the downstairs of a building that looked like an art building.
"Turn left on the second floor and you'll find Fly's rehearsal room."
"Oh." I was stunned for a moment. It turned out that he had always remembered what I said.
"See you later." After returning the schoolbag to me, he winked at me and said this in a rather mysterious tone.
See you later? Why do I feel like I'm in a trap again?
I shook off the thought and just as I climbed up to the second floor, I saw Weiwei and the others.
"Ye Xiya, why are you so slow?"
"Yeah, like a turtle, we've been waiting for you for a long time!"
"Don't call her out next time."
…
They complained around me, then took their schoolbags and walked into the rehearsal room very dissatisfied.
I squeezed in and found that the space was very large, like a conference venue, and could accommodate thousands of people. Looking around, I could feel the atmosphere was very high. On the stage in the center, members of the band were tuning their instruments, and the sounds of electric guitars, electronic pianos, and drums rose and fell.
The seats were filled up gradually. It seems that this band is really popular and has a lot of fans supporting it.
After a while, the lights dimmed and the surroundings immediately fell silent. Weiwei and the others nearby suddenly produced a lot of fluorescent sticks and waved them in the air.
When the only spotlight shone on the center of the stage, my eyes lit up and my mouth opened in surprise!
"Wing! Wing!"
Everyone was cheering excitedly, except me.
It's too much! The lead singer of the band Fly who appeared in the center was actually someone I knew! And he was a very familiar person!
"how could it be possible?"
I murmured, but the facts did not allow me to doubt. He was wearing a black gentleman's suit, with the collar and cuffs buttons emitting a metallic luster, soft black hair, gentle eyes, and a bright smile.
It’s really Xu Yi!
He is actually the lead singer of this band——Wing? !
Wing?
Doesn’t Wing mean wings?
Damn it, why didn't that guy tell me earlier? And...how could I be so slow to react?
The music started at the right time, and the atmosphere on and off the stage became even more heated. The fans all shouted, reading the names of the people shining like stars on the stage, and then shouted out their enthusiasm.
But I couldn't get excited at all and felt very confused.
Until the last song in rehearsal——
The electronic organ on the stage first played a clear and lyrical rhythm, and then Xu Yi's singing voice changed, as if a lover was whispering in his ear, with deep affection and persistence.
The entire venue seemed to have sunk into a deep sea of silence.
All the noise was gone.
Only the song that penetrates the soul remains, overflowing with the most touching power from life and heart.
For the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off the stage. It is undeniable that I was deeply moved by the extremely infectious and shocking figure on the stage at this moment.
Just when I was almost confused and about to fall, Xu Yi's eyes suddenly and accurately caught my gaze and did not let go for a long time.
