Chapter 91 Hopeless Love (6)
"When you think it's time, reconcile with Yan."
Maybe it was too unexpected, or maybe it was an illusion, Yin Yin’s words made Zhou Cheng open his eyes wide again.
"Maybe it sounds ridiculous to you, but I think even if it's not because of me, as your sister, I should have the obligation to make the two brothers reconcile, right?"
Yinyin really didn't understand why Zhou Cheng and Zhou Yan hated each other so much, even disregarding their brotherly love. If she hadn't intervened in Weicheng, would the two brothers have really fought? Yinyin couldn't imagine it. Ever since Han Yu came to see her during the day, she started to think about this question again. She felt that this question had been haunting her, and she couldn't figure out why two blood relatives would become like this? Yinyin seemed to vaguely realize that this was related to her, and this thought made Yinyin unbelievable for a while...
It was Yin Yin's words that made Zhou Cheng rethink this question. Yes, when did the brothers who grew up together become enemies?
Maybe Yinyin felt that she should give both parties some time, so...
"I'll go back to cooking."
Just as Yinyin was about to take away the food that had already gone cold, her hand was grabbed again...
"I'll answer you now."
"Well?"
Zhou Cheng's sudden words surprised Yin Yin. There was a certain aura in Zhou Cheng's deep eyes that made Yin Yin feel flustered, and she forgot to pull back the hand that Zhou Cheng was holding.
"You asked me if I still love you. Yes, I still love you. My feelings for you will never be replaced, let alone forgotten. Maybe you have forgotten, but I can tell you that I have never loved someone so strongly so far. I also understand what love is. From the beginning, my love has only been for you!"
Yinyin was stunned. She had never thought that Zhou Cheng would say that. She was speechless and in disbelief, and was restrained by Zhou Cheng's gaze, unable to move.
"And I hate you too. I hate you for being so cruel. I hate you for turning a blind eye to my feelings. I hate you for trampling on my feelings for you at will. I hate you even more for self-righteously depriving and denying my true feelings for you!"
The sudden rage in Zhou Cheng's eyes seemed to be able to burn Yin Yin out. The moment she felt it, she panicked and pulled her hands away from Zhou Cheng's restraints. She staggered back a few steps, her face pale, and many beads of sweat on her forehead. Zhou Cheng in front of her made her feel terrified. She turned around and tried hard to suppress her panic, because she still needed to face...
However, Yin Yin, who had her back to Zhou Cheng, did not notice the sadness in Zhou Cheng's eyes. Zhou Cheng stood up silently, keeping his eyes on Yin Yin, who was trembling with her back to him. He walked gently behind Yin Yin and hugged her from behind. Yin Yin was startled by Zhou Cheng's hug and had not even recovered from her panic.
"You know what? I didn't want to say it at first, but now I feel I have to say it. The reason why Yan and I became like this is because of you, because we two brothers fell in love with the same you!"
At this time, Zhou Cheng clearly felt the body of the person in his arms stiffen, but he did not stop and continued: "Yan fell in love with you before me, or should I say he has loved you since childhood, and you love me, which makes me feel that it is natural. Without knowing it, no, it should be said that without noticing it, I hurt you, perhaps far more than you gave me, so I am willing to bear everything you did; after I hurt you, I gradually realized that the person I really loved was you. When you spoke to me in a strange tone for the first time, when I heard another person's name from your mouth, when you disappeared from my sight with sadness in your eyes, I found that I fell in love with you. I once denied my feelings and denied the feelings I had for you, until I saw you again, I could no longer deceive myself. It turned out that from the beginning, the only person I loved was you. I realized that I had never loved anyone else except you. I hurt you at the beginning because of my own naivety, but I just didn't want to admit it."
Listening to Zhou Cheng's words, Yin Yin felt that she could no longer accept it. Why did Zhou Cheng tell her his feelings so clearly without hiding them? She could feel it without even listening. Tears silently fell , and Zhou Cheng's voice continued in her ears...
"I love you, but I hate you even more. However, I don't hate you for being so cruel to me, but I hate you for torturing yourself in this way."
When Zhou Cheng said this, Yin Yin was stunned, and tears in her eyes flowed even more. At this moment, she clearly felt the meaning of Zhou Cheng's words and the fact that she was cruel to Zhou Cheng. This sentence made her understand how painful Zhou Cheng's heart was at the moment, and also made her understand the pain and torture Zhou Cheng had endured in his heart all this time.
Yes, Zhou Cheng's heart was really hurting, so much so that his eyes were misty and he felt it was difficult to breathe. In fact, he had been thinking about the same question all along, and this question was not confirmed until this moment, so he felt so painful. If possible, he didn't want to confirm it, at least in this way he could love or hate, but at this moment, he could do nothing but love. He loved Yin Yin far beyond everything. Even if he didn't get a response, he still loved her. It turned out that loving someone was so simple, so simple that from the moment he found out that she no longer belonged to him, could he not love her? Zhou Cheng didn't know how many times he had asked himself this question in his heart, but the answer was always only one...
