Chapter 9 I don’t like you now, so please change back to your original form as soon as possible 2
"I'm very sad and upset, so can you chat with me?" I said pretending to be pitiful.
Nuo frowned slightly, then nodded.
"Why do you live here alone?"
"I don't know either……"
"How long have you lived here alone?"
"A long time, it seems like I've lived here as long as I can remember."
"Won't you be lonely?"
"Loneliness? What is loneliness?"
"Loneliness means that when you are alone, you want someone to accompany you. For example, if I am here, you won't feel lonely, but if I leave, you will feel lonely when you are alone." I explained very patiently, not knowing whether he could understand what I said.
"I don't have that feeling." The tone was flat, without any emotion.
Uh...why do I feel like we're not on the same page?
He sat there calmly, but his messy hair like straw covered his face, so I couldn't see him clearly. So, I reached out my hand and wanted to smooth his hair, but he suddenly grabbed my hand and my wrist hurt.
"It hurts!" I cried softly, staring at my hand.
"What are you doing?" He looked a little scary, with sharp eyes hidden behind his black hair.
"I just wanted to see what you look like." I looked at him and explained aggrievedly. He stared at me for a long time before slowly letting go of my hand.
Then, he was heard saying in a cold voice: "There's nothing to see!" Then he stood up, flicked his sleeves and left.
After thinking for a while, I decisively lay down on the bed. No matter what, I should go back and face it.
I'd better meet An Lengxi again tomorrow.
Was it An Lengxi's father's fault that things turned out like this, or were we too persistent? If I gave up, even though there would be regrets, at least we had good memories, and now there are so many troubles for no reason.
However, no matter what happens, I will face it bravely.
I turned over and sat up. I should go back now. Some things must be made clear. No matter how An Lengxi treats me, I can't easily change my mind about him.
If my liking is just so superficial, then what qualifications do I have to say that I like him?
After making the decision, I got out of bed and walked out of the room.
As soon as I went out, I found Nuo standing at the door in dishevel, with wet hair, as if...
"Are you leaving?" Nuo looked at me and asked.
"No, come here..." I pulled him to sit on a chair, then took off the crystal crown on his head, the teeth on it could be used as a comb, and tidied his hair for him.
After a while, I looked at Nuo and smiled with great satisfaction.
"Yes, he is really handsome!"
I don’t know if it was my illusion, but I always felt that Nuo glanced at me strangely.
"Where are you going? Let me take you there!" Nuo said, standing up quickly.
He wants to send me off? He looks so cold, but he is so gentle and considerate!
"I'm going to meet someone, so you'd better not come with me! But I believe that if we are destined to do so, we will meet again." I said with a smile, but he just looked at me blankly and watched me leave.
I walked alone, feeling extremely heavy-hearted. How could it be so simple? When I took the pill, I didn't care about the pain in other people's hearts at all.
In a blink of an eye, I was outside An Lengxi's room. I stood at the door, not knowing whether I should go in.
"What's the point of passing through the door without entering?" A familiar voice came from inside the house.
I took a step forward and pushed the door open decisively. I saw An Lengxi sitting aside, seemingly waiting for me. The smile on his face was somewhat disgusting.
"you……"
"The holy light on you can be seen from several feet away." An Lengxi suddenly stood up and said provocatively.
I ignored his cold attitude, took a few steps forward, came to him, stretched out my arms and gently hugged him.
"An Lengxi, what should I do to help you regain your memory? Are you taking revenge on me?" It feels safe to lean on him like this. It would be great if it could go on like this forever.
An Lengxi didn't move.
"Even if I become evil, will you still like me?" His tone was very gentle, but this gentleness was still frightening.
"If you were my An Lengxi, you would never become evil." I shook my head and said with a wry smile.
He pinched my chin with his hand, sneered, and said, "So, you don't like me now?"
I was surprised to find that his eyes were full of jealousy and anger at this moment.
"Yes, I don't like you now, so please change back as soon as possible! Even if I will really be locked up here by your father..." I took a deep breath and replied.
I don't want to lie, especially to An Lengxi, I can't say "I like you the way you are now".
"Change back? I haven't changed at all, this is who I am!" An Lengxi pushed me hard, and I took a few steps back, feeling my cheeks burning. "I don't remember ever liking you, so I will never be soft-hearted towards you. Either you give me your heart, or I'll do it..."
His expression told me that he was serious. I took a deep breath and felt my chest hurt, so I laughed sadly: "Then you try it..."
From liking him to confessing my love to him, after going through so much together, I realized how pathetic I was. I had always been giving in to others, but when I came to my senses, I realized that I was the instigator of all these tragedies.
Stop creating tragedy for yourself.
"An Lengxi, my feelings for you are real. In order to prevent us from making mistakes, I will not give my heart to you." I took a step back and said sharply, "It is difficult to recover from being burned by the Holy Light. If you dare to get close to me, I will not be polite to you."
An Lengxi's expression was very confused. When he saw me turning around, he wanted to reach out to stop me, but he was hurt by the light emanating from my body and immediately withdrew his hand.
I think An Lengxi can't force me as long as I don't want to.
I continued walking, knowing that if I left, it would mean I had given up completely.
Tears fell uncontrollably, I quickly wiped them with the back of my hand, and then walked quickly forward.
I don’t know how long I have been walking, but now I just want to vent my emotions.
How nice it would be if I could lose my memory, then I could forget everything and not feel any pain.
And that guy Shang Yi, he said he was going to inquire about the situation, but he has not been seen since then. Where did he go? I really want someone to accompany me.
"Who is it? Come out!" My sixth sense told me that there was someone next to me. I was too excited just now, so I didn't notice that someone was following me. But now that I have calmed down, I can easily detect this presence.
Soon, a familiar figure appeared in front of me.
"Nuo?" I looked at Nuo and asked in confusion, "Why are you here?"
"Are you crying again?" Nuo seemed to see the tears in the corners of my eyes and asked worriedly.
"Well, are you going to comfort me?" I asked.
"I'll talk to you." Nuo said with such innocence that I couldn't help but laugh.
Does he think that the only way to comfort people is to talk?
"What are you laughing at?" he asked puzzled.
"There are many ways to comfort people! Such as hugging, greeting with words, or creating some happiness for the other person..." I said with a smile.
Nuo walked forward quickly, and his aggressive look made me a little confused.
It wasn't until a pair of strong arms hugged me that I realized what was happening.
"Don't cry, it will all pass." Nuo whispered in my ear.
His embrace gave me a sense of déjà vu. It would have been nice if it was An Lengxi who was hugging me at this time. Unfortunately, it wasn't him, but I still smiled with satisfaction.
"No, I have nowhere to go, can you take me in?"
No let me go, seeming to have doubts about my request.
"I have nowhere to go, and you don't want to see me wandering around, right?" I then said pitifully.
Nuo's eyes softened immediately, but his tone was still a little cold: "Aren't you afraid that I will dirty you?"
"What's the meaning?"
Why do I feel so awkward when I hear this?
"You are an angel, right? Although I don't know why you are here, after all, I live in a dirty ..."
"That's enough! Nuo, don't think like that, you're not dirty at all! Although I was scared by you at first, you're very good."
Why do they all think I'm not fit to be here?
Although I don’t see the sunshine here, even if I live in darkness forever, I won’t feel wronged as long as I can be with An Lengxi.
These words may never reach his heart.
"Then let's go." Nuo responded immediately when he saw my gloomy expression.
I followed him back to the room, and I no longer felt so bad. I looked at Nuo sitting in front of me, wondering if he was going to sit there forever.
"Are we going to keep staring at each other like this? Why don't you talk about your story?" I suggested, looking at him.
"There's nothing much to say. In fact, I'm not very clear myself, so I can't tell you. I only know that I lost something and I must find it back." Nuo narrated the whole thing very decisively and clearly, but what could these few sentences make clear?
"Then why don't you tell me what fun places there are in hell so that I won't be so bored." I suggested, really unable to stand the current situation of staring at each other.
"You should get some sleep first!" Nuo said suddenly, looking at the bed.
Is his life mainly based on sleeping? Oh, forget it.
"I don't care. When I wake up, you must take me out." I stood up, walked to the bed, and then lay down. Although I didn't know what the situation would be like in five days, I would probably be locked up here. After all, I couldn't do anything to An Lengxi's father. But things had already come to this, and maybe it would be better to accept it calmly.
