Chapter 9: Chong Chong tells his grievances 4
What a chaotic day!
When I got home , I put my schoolbag on the sofa in the living room and sank into it.
It was so chaotic. I felt like I was being pulled into a huge vortex. I couldn't breathe and I didn't know what to do.
"Lu Zhan said he likes me? Is he mistaken?" I covered my head with the cushion.
Ah, this world is so chaotic! I like Bai Xiaocong, why do you have to get involved, Lu Zhan? I don't like you!
My mind is in a mess and I don’t know what to do. Maybe it would be better if someone could listen to me at this time!
"Abaibai, abaibai!"
I took off the cushion on my head, sat up and looked around the living room, and suddenly I realized that the house was very quiet today. Usually when I came back every day, I saw Abaibai playing happily, but today the house was surprisingly quiet!
"Abaibai, where are you?" I was a little panicked. Oh no, my house doesn't have anti-theft windows. Could someone have come in and stolen Abaibai?
"Abaibai!" I hurriedly took out my mobile phone. Abaibai has a positioning device on his body, and I can find it using the pet software.
“Ouch—”
I looked up and saw A Baibai flying in from the window holding a strange bottle in his mouth!
"Ah Baibai, you scared me to death. Why didn't you contact me after you went out? You can contact me with telepathy or the transmitter on the dog tag. Do you know that I am very worried about you?"
I saw that Abaibai's little face was dirty and it seemed like there was something in his mouth. I was angry but couldn't show it.
"Xiao Duo , I..."
As soon as A Baibai jumped in, he threw the strange bottle on the coffee table and then sat on it himself.
"Where have you been, Abaibai? If you don't like living in my house, then go back. After all, you are not my dog. Of course, we will still be good friends!"
I suppressed the anger in my heart and said sullenly.
In fact, I have been thinking about this idea for a long time. Abaibai is not my dog. One day, it will return to its owner's home. No one can stop it, and I can only let it go...
But if A Baibai also leaves, does that mean that I will never have the chance to meet Bai Xiaocong again?
Actually, I have been thinking about it for a whole day. I like Bai Xiaocong, so I hope he can be happy. Although he has not accepted me as his girlfriend, I will be very happy if we can continue to be friends, just ordinary friends!
"Xiaoduo, I'm going to find Bai Xiaocong. Well, what I'm going to say next may be difficult for you to accept, but please listen to me carefully!" A Baibai scratched his ear with his claws and said in a very heavy tone.
"Okay, you go ahead." I was very curious when I saw Abaibai's rare serious look.
"I never believed that my judgment was wrong, so I went back to Bai Xiaocong to find out why he rejected you... and I found this at his house!"
As A Baibai said this, he used his little nose to push the strange bottle that he had just held in his mouth in front of me.
"What is this?" I picked up the strange medicine bottle, looked at it curiously, and thought, could it be a pill from the devil's world?
Inside the slender, transparent bottle were some pills of different colors. I shook the bottle with my hand, and the pills inside jumped.
"Well, actually, I originally wanted to settle the score with Bai Xiaocong, but when I went there, I found that he was taking the medicine in this bottle, and then I stole the medicine bottle when he wasn't paying attention." A Baibai lowered his head, and his furry little ears drooped.
"Oh, how could you do this! But, Bai Xiaocong is taking medicine, does he have any disease?" I frowned and asked.
Bai Xiaocong is always pale and silent, maybe it's because of lack of exercise. The medicine may be calcium tablets, vitamins or something like that!
Ah Baibai raised his head with red eyes, "Xiaoduo, Bai Xiaocong has a terminal illness. After I stole the medicine bottle, I went to find Jin Caicai, the golden retriever of Doctor Wang's Health Pharmacy. Jin Caicai said that this is medicine for patients in the late stage of terminal illness! Woo woo, Xiaoduo, what should I do? Bai Xiaocong has a terminal illness. He must have refused you because he doesn't want to implicate you!"
boom!
I just felt like something exploded inside my head, making me completely unconscious.
White Scallion, White Scallion actually...
"You are kidding, right? Although Bai Xiaocong doesn't like outdoor sports, he is very healthy. Every time I see him, he is very energetic. A Baibai, don't joke with me. Bai Xiaocong is from a superpower family, how could he have a terminal illness? You are lying to me, that medicine bottle is actually a nutritional medicine, right? Don't, don't joke with me!" I held the medicine bottle, pointed at the words on the bottle and continued to say to A Baibai.
"Look, I don't understand all the words here, but I know that this word means vitamin. Do you know what vitamin is? It is an element that humans need to survive. This substance is found in the fruits we eat. You said that the white shallot that took vitamins has a terminal illness. Stop joking, okay!"
"Xiaoduo, this is for terminally ill patients. Jin Caicai was afraid that I wouldn't believe it, so she took me to the pharmacy to see it. When the people in the pharmacy handed the medicine bottle to the customer, they all said that they should be nicer to the patient. Xiaoduo, what should I do? Although I hate Bai Xiaocong's lifestyle, I really don't want him to die!"
"Don't ask me. I don't know what to do either... But I don't believe this is true! How could Bai Xiaocong have a terminal illness?"
Suddenly, the words that I vaguely heard the doctor say when Bai Xiaocong was attacked and hospitalized last time flashed through my mind -
"… This is already the limit… If I continue like this… my brain…"
My heart suddenly sank into a deep abyss and I could no longer see a glimmer of light.
So at that time, Xiaocong knew that she...had an incurable disease?
Woo woo woo, what should I do...
"No, Bai Xiaocong, don't die. I don't want you to die! Go away." I threw the medicine bottle far away.
Tears fell again, this time still because of Bai Xiaocong.
I felt like a piece of my heart was hollowed out, and everything in front of me became strange.
"Xiaoduo, don't be like this. You should know that Bai Xiaocong just doesn't want to drag you down, so no matter how much she likes you, she rejected you..."
Abaibai nudged my body with his little head.
I could hear that Abaibai's voice was also choked with sobs.
I picked up Abaibai and my tears fell on its body.
"Ah Baibai, I've made up my mind. I'm going to tell Bai Xiaocong that I want to be with him. I'm not afraid of anything anymore. Ah Baibai, will you go with me? I like Bai Xiaocong, I really like him so much!"
I held Abaibai's two front legs and spoke to him firmly.
"Xiaoduo, please let me go. You should wipe your tears and have a good rest. Your eyes are already so swollen. Are you going to use the same reason to lie to your parents? They will be sad!"
"I don't care about Bai Xiaocong rejecting my confession anymore. Now I just want to take care of Bai Xiaocong and be with him. I won't fall behind in my studies. I will be fine. For Xiaocong, I will make myself stronger!"
Yes, that’s what I thought. I want to be with Bai Xiaocong so that he can feel the warmth in the last moment of his life.
"Xiaoduo, why are you so stupid? Aren't you afraid? Xiaocong has contracted a terminal illness and may die soon... If that day comes, what will you do?"
I know that Abaibai cares about me. I touched the fluff on Abaibai's head and said softly, "Abaibai, do you know? I have always been a very ordinary girl. I don't have a smart mind, beautiful looks, or outstanding academic performance. I am just an ordinary little girl. But I have courage and strength. Don't underestimate me. I can always be strong, even if..."
Thinking that I might encounter that kind of separation and death in the near future, I feel my eyes become moist. However, if you choose to hide away from someone because you are afraid of such a scene, then it is not called love. If you like someone, you should face it bravely.
"Ah Baibai, I want to try again! So, can you please help me? I want to tell Bai Xiaocong that no matter what happens, I will always be by his side!"
Yes, I want to try again, even if I am still rejected, but I still want to tell Bai Xiaocong everything in my heart, just because I like him!
Half an hour later——
I took Abaibai and rushed to Bai Xiaocong's home as quickly as possible. Everything was the same as yesterday. Maybe when I knocked on the door of Bai Xiaocong's house, he was still wearing dinosaur pajamas, but this time, I would not let him close the door again!
“Beep, beep, beep—”
"Bai Xiaocong, please open the door. I have something to tell you. I know you are inside, please open the door!" I pressed the doorbell, but no one opened the door.
"Abaibai, will it?" I looked at Abaibai in panic.
"Hold my hand and leave it to me!" Abaibai twisted his little butt, and a strange air flow appeared around him.
I slowly retreated behind Abaibai.
"Look at my power - Abaibai's invincible wall-walking technique!"
Before I could react, A Baibai and I had already entered Bai Xiaocong's house.
There was no one in the living room, but there was a green figure behind the huge computer screen.
I walked over and saw a scene that suffocated me.
The computer screen was black, with all kinds of code characters jumping randomly on it, and Bai Xiaocong, who was wearing a green dinosaur costume, was lying on the table with a pale face, not moving!
"White Scallion——"
I shouted loudly!