Chapter 9: Chong Chong tells his grievances 3
Holidays always go by quickly, and for me, the result of being overly sad and crying all night is that my eyes become red and swollen!
There is no one more unlucky than me, Xiao Xiaoduo!
I lowered my head and walked alone around the campus, but it all felt so awkward!
Next to me, two girls were holding their schoolbags and whispering about the best-selling comics that had just been published. A boy holding a basketball and looking very sunny was walking across the street. He was discussing his plans for the afternoon with his friends.
Alas, everyone has their own things to do, and everyone is happy, why am I the only one who is unhappy?
Feeling depressed, I shook my head and continued to walk into the classroom with my head down.
"Hey, Xiao Xiaoduo, what's wrong with your eyes? Why are they so swollen? Oh my god, they look like peaches!" Tian Moli, who was wearing a beautiful lady's dress, saw me and shouted in surprise, making me the focus of the whole class. Many of my good classmates came up to me and showed concern for me.
"Xiaoduo Xiaoduo, what cruel thing happened? Why are your eyes so swollen? You must have cried all night!" Wang Mianmian, who was sitting next to me, quickly walked up to me and asked with concern.
I didn't say anything, just put my schoolbag on my seat and lay down on the table.
I didn't cry all night, I just couldn't stop my tears from falling all afternoon. It's just that my confession was rejected, it's over, I'm not sad anymore!
"Xiaoduo, if you have any difficulties I can help you, can you please say something?" Wang Mianmian took my hand and sat in the seat in front of me. She was originally a girl who spoke very gently, but now when she spoke, she sounded like she was about to cry.
"I'm fine. You know, my family runs a pet hospital. We failed to rescue stray dogs yesterday. All three dogs died . So I felt very sad and I kept crying."
I opened my mouth, but found that my throat was very hoarse and my nose seemed to be blocked by something, which was very uncomfortable.
Of course I did not lie. When my parents came home yesterday, they were in a very depressed mood, and those three stray dogs were brutally beaten to death!
"Xiaoduo, don't be sad. This kind of thing is also a relief for them."
“Yes, yes, when I see stray animals, I sometimes feed them some food, and I have also thought about adopting them, but they just look at me from a distance and never come close to me!” Because there were so many people around me, I no longer knew who was talking.
"Okay, okay , everyone go back. Class is about to start. I'm fine, nothing happened. Thank you all for your concern!" I said to everyone.
My classmates’ concern brought some comfort to my wounded heart, but this comfort was only superficial soothing. I couldn’t tell my classmates that I was crying because my confession failed, just like I couldn’t say that the three stray dogs died because they were cruelly abused.
No one can understand my feelings, and I can only heal myself slowly.
During the break time, I walked aimlessly in the playground. People came and went in groups of three or five. Some people looked at me curiously and pointed at my eyes, but I didn’t care anymore. Let them watch. Everyone has the right to be sad and the right to talk. Their mouths are on their bodies. As long as I don’t care, what they say has nothing to do with me.
"Xiaoduo!"
Just at this moment, a familiar voice came into my ears .
I turned around and saw Lu Zhan. He was wearing a fitted sports suit and his hair was a little wet from the exercise. But, if I heard correctly, the voice just now should have been a little anxious.
"Lu Zhan." I wanted to smile at Lu Zhan, but found that I couldn't even maintain my usual smile.
Oh, I am in a very bad mood!
Lu Zhan looked around and said, "There are too many people here. Let's go talk under the big tree over there. Isn't your next class physical education? Why haven't you changed into your sportswear yet?"
"Oh, I'm not feeling well, and the PE teacher said I don't need to do any exercise, I just need to walk around, so I didn't change into my sportswear."
As we were talking, Lu Zhan and I had already walked to the largest tree beside the playground.
"Why do you feel uncomfortable? You were so happy to ask me to find out about Bai Xiaocong a while ago... Is it because of Bai Xiaocong?"
I looked up and saw Lu Zhan's handsome face. His pair of eyes as bright as stars looked at me with concern, and his beautiful lips opened and closed, speaking words of concern.
"It doesn't matter, I'm much better now. Sometimes boys shouldn't ask girls about their affairs! So don't ask!"
I tried hard to suppress the grievance in my heart. In fact, when Lu Zhan was speaking just now, I was thinking in my heart, how great it would be if it was Bai Xiaocong who cared about me so much!
"No, I must ask, Bai Xiaocong is going too far!" Lu Zhan said as he took out his cell phone from his pocket.
"Hey, Lu Zhan, don't be like this. It's nothing. I just got rejected for my confession. It's really nothing." I raised my hand to stop Lu Zhan from calling Bai Xiaocong to question him. At the same time, I seemed to hear the sound of the wound in my heart being torn apart again...
There is nothing more cruel than repeating to others over and over again that “my confession was rejected”, but I can’t let Lu Zhan disturb Bai Xiaocong, because confession itself is a one-sided wish, and if it fails, one can only swallow all the bitter consequences alone.
I watched Lu Zhan put his phone back into his pocket, and then I deliberately said in a relaxed manner: "It's really nothing, it's just that the confession failed. Who hasn't encountered setbacks? Let me tell you, I'm not sad at all. I'm still so young, I won't be defeated by this little setback!"
However, it is easy to say, but I still feel uncomfortable in my heart.
"You know, I'm actually very sad right now."
ah?
I looked up at Lu Zhan. Lu Zhan said he was very sad? But there was no trace of sadness on his face, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth.
"Lu Zhan, are you okay?" I looked at Lu Zhan and said to him.
Lu Zhan smiled and shook his head, looking at me quietly, and continued: "If you were rejected because you confessed, then I knew I was rejected before I even confessed!"
Lu Zhan’s words surprised me very much. How could the great God Lu Zhan be rejected?
"Hey, you are Master Lu. If you want a girlfriend, many people will line up to confess to you. Who is so short-sighted that you dare to despise our Master Lu? When were you rejected, Lu Zhan?"
I asked curiously, perhaps because we were in the same boat, the discomfort in my heart was alleviated a little.
"Just when I knew you liked Bai Xiaocong!" Lu Zhan whispered to me.
I looked up at Lu Zhan, and was greeted by a faint smile from Lu Zhan. The warm sunshine and the emerald green leaves intertwined into a beautiful picture.
"You mean, you like me? Did I hear you wrong? You must be kidding. How could you like me when you are so outstanding?" I rubbed my eyes that were swollen like walnuts and took two steps back.
"Xiaoduo, you don't have to be afraid, and you don't have to feel any psychological burden because of this matter. In fact, I also know that liking someone will not be easily changed."
I stared at Lu Zhan blankly as he took two steps towards me while speaking, my heart pounding.
I'm not ready yet. The key is, I don't like Lu Zhan!
"Xiao Duo, if one day you get over this sad relationship and can see my feelings, please give me a chance, okay?"
The tall figure, handsome face and gentle voice make up a Lu Zhan that is admired by thousands of fans. He stood here and told me that he liked me.
But I wasn't excited, I just felt panicked. I was at a loss and didn't know what to do.
"I'm sorry, I, I have something else to do!"
Panicked, I resolved this confession by running away. I ran forward with all my strength, and gradually stopped after running for a distance. However, when I looked back, I saw Lu Zhan still standing under the big tree, motionless.
