89 It’s First Love (4)

◎It’s a bad guy◎

Chen Jing’an was choked.

She didn't know why someone would confuse right and wrong so much, and she didn't know how to argue.

Every school probably has a place like this, which is remote with few people and secluded by trees. It is a popular place for couples to go on a date. She glanced around subconsciously, feeling that she could bump into a couple on a date at any time.

What's even worse is that she doesn't know how to get back and has to count on Shen Lie.

Shen Lie looked back at her, their eyes facing each other. She felt inexplicably nervous under his gaze.

"I didn't know this was..."

"I know now."

Chen Jing'an nodded: "I know."

He pursed his lips with a serious expression.

"It's getting late, I have to go back to school." She said, "Can you please show me the way to the north gate of your school from here."

"I'll take you there."

"Ah." Chen Jing'an subconsciously spoke out, opened her eyes, and wanted to say that there was no need to go to such trouble.

Shen Lie saw it, sighed softly, and said, "No trouble, I'm just going to take you there. I'm on my way."

"..."

Chen Jing'an nodded: "That's fine with you."

She used "you" as if he had already heard it. Old age.

Shen Lie just laughed silently, raised his legs and walked forward. Chen Jing'an followed silently, following step by step.

It was also on the way out that Chen Jing'an learned that Shen Lie had been running the family business since he was in college. He had fewer classes in his senior year. He was away from school most of the time. The only time he came back was blocked by a girl's confession, and she actually caught him.

Thinking of misunderstanding him, she sincerely apologized.

Shen Lie lazily raised his eyelids: "I really want to apologize. What did Shen Jin tell you? Why do you believe everything he says?"

Ah.

Chen Jing'an pursed her lips.

She was confused now and didn't know why Shen Jin would say those words.

"He was probably joking, but I took it seriously."

"Why? Did I give you the temperament of a three-year-old father?"

"..."

What kind of temperament does a father have?

Chen Jing'an remained as calm as possible: "No, it's my problem."

"What's your problem?" Shen Lie asked.

He seemed to want to ask the question, and Chen Jing'an was a little speechless. She knew that she couldn't explain clearly, so she could only vaguely apologize again and promise not to do it again.

The two came down from Lover's Slope.

Returning to the road illuminated by street lights, their shadows were stretched very long, and they intersected for a moment at the corner.

The North Gate can already be seen.

Chen Jing'an breathed a sigh of relief. She was not so nervous even when she was with the teacher. She solemnly thanked her again: "I'm here, Mr. Shen, thank you."

In the dim light, Shen Lie's face looked more three-dimensional, with long eyelashes. Below, there are a pair of deep eyes that cannot be seen through. The same is true now. He looked at her, but she could not see his emotions at the moment. He did not respond in time, just looked at her.

It took so long that Chen Jing'an felt guilty, as if she shouldn't just say thank you.

"Why don't you call me brother?" Shen Lie suddenly said.

Mr. Shen, thank you again. He has the illusion that he has reached middle age.

"I..."

"You call him Brother Shen Jin, but why is it Mr. Shen here? What's the point?" Shen Lie wanted to make this matter clear to her.

Chen Jing'an was stunned. He clearly didn't seem to care about it. How could he care about a title so much.

"Because...because..." This was rarely the case for her. For a long time, she couldn't come up with a sentence. From the moment he asked that question, her mind went blank, so white that it burned her eyes, and she felt a little dizzy.

"Why?"

Shen Lie turned around and got closer, as if he couldn't hear the sound clearly and wanted to get closer.

But now we are almost at the North Gate. It is no longer Lover's Slope. There are more people. The two of them are too close, which is against the rules... Chen Jing'an felt several eyes coming towards her. Her throat was dry and she was extremely nervous. .

how so.

Chen Jing'an accidentally raised her eyes and glanced at Shen Lie. She had a high bridge of nose, good lip shape, and beautiful natural color. When she realized what she was thinking, she was a little speechless. What time had it been, and what mood she was in. he.

But I have to admit that this face is too confusing.

"Why are you so nervous?"

As soon as Shen Lie came closer, the person in front of him was like a frightened bird. The whole person shrank into a ball and stretched together, as if he was going to eat him in one bite.

Well, he did want to eat it.

It just takes a long time.

Shen Lie took out his phone, unlocked it, opened the interface, and handed it to her. Seeing her confused expression, he asked with a smile: "If you don't call me brother, why don't you add your contact information?"

Chen Jing'an looked carefully and saw clearly that it was a two-dimensional code.

She took out her mobile phone and scanned the QR code, then clicked on the friend request. The parallel lines that had no intersection at first seemed to have branched out, and there was a weak connection. Her palms were all sweaty.

It doesn’t matter if I add it.

The two of them didn't have much contact, and they were lying next to each other.

Shen Lie took back his phone and said, "It's getting late. I'll take you back to school."

"No." Chen Jing'an subconsciously refused.

Shen Lie saw her reaction and smiled: "Why, since you call Shen Jinyi brother, he also asked me to take care of you. It's normal to send you back to the dormitory."

It's normal, right?

Chen Jing'an couldn't think of it for a moment. She now felt that she was in a mess and her thoughts were also very messy.

Shen Lie's car was parked outside the school.

Chen Jing'an got in the car, and the two of them were in the same small space, exchanging breaths of air. Only then did she feel that she had really lost her head. It was not her style to trouble others, and tonight, she seemed to be too much trouble for him.

The atmosphere was a little awkward for a while.

Chen Jing'an subconsciously wanted to play music to calm down the situation, otherwise it would be too embarrassing to go back to school stiffly. She suspected that her legs were numb when she got off the car.

"Is it okay?" she asked aloud.

Shen Lie replied: "Whatever."

Chen Jing'an leaned forward and played the music, only to find that the music player interface was stuck on "Moonlight Night on the Spring River", and it was also the teacher's version.

The fingertips seemed to be burned and quickly bounced away.

Was he really listening? She couldn't help but think of his comment some time ago - he slept well.

"..."

"Don't listen to it while driving." Chen Jing'an suggested seriously. This was also for safety reasons.

Shen Lie did not drive directly. He put his hands on the steering wheel and saw the music interface on the screen. He looked at her with a serious expression. His face seemed to have been treated with soft light. There was a smile in his eyes and he nodded: "You are right. You can’t be sleepy while driving.”

In fact, he rarely drives.

Same today. The driver received the message and left work early.

Chen Jing'an changed the song.

She doesn't listen to many songs. She only knows a few singers that she likes. She can never go wrong when choosing songs based on her preferences.

The music started to play and the air finally began to circulate. Chen Jingan sat back on her seat and felt that her breathing became easier.

The car started to start, and the lights cut off the night.

The two people in the car didn't talk much. One wanted to concentrate on driving, and the other wanted him to concentrate on driving. They drove to school like this. It would have been better to stop on the side of the road, but it was better to drive to a suitable parking space. She said thank you again, When I said it, I realized that I had said it a little too much tonight.

Too many times and it seems overwhelming.

So Chen Jing'an changed his words: "Be careful on the road."

Shen Lie unbuckled his seat belt, and his voice was particularly abrupt in the quiet space. He said, "Let's go, I'll take you back to the dormitory."

"Send me back ." Dormitory? "

"Don't you want to? I've never been to the Conservatory of Music, and I'm quite curious."

He said this, and Chen Jing'an had no reason to refuse, even though the university didn't look much different.

Shen Lie is wearing white clothes and long trousers. He does look like a college student. I can't say that he looks like a college student. It should be because he has not graduated yet. When Chen Jing'an got out of the car and Shen Lie came over, she realized that she had started to think wildly.

It's a long way back to the dormitory.

They walked side by side just like they were in their school, but there were too many searching eyes, and there were even people they knew, and there was a flash of surprise in their eyes, but because there was another person, he didn't come up to say hello, but just passed by. , watched it many times before and after.

Probably misunderstood.

"Will it affect you?" Shen Lie saw her unnaturalness and the meaning behind those eyes, and asked her.

Chen Jing'an came to her senses and said it was okay: "After all, it's not true."

What's fake can't be true, and what's true can't be fake. When others ask, she can explain it easily.

Shen Lie asked: "What is not true?" Chen Jing'an

looked into his eyes and wanted to know whether he really had so many questions, or whether he was asking questions knowingly and deliberately wanted her to say it, but he couldn't see anything. She was still too honest. Shallow.

"It's nothing." She felt that he knew.

Shen Lie smiled lightly. His smile was very nice, and he didn't have such a strong sense of alienation. It gave him the illusion of being close. Then he said, "As long as it doesn't affect you." He

continued to move forward.

The topic somehow got to Shen Jin, and the absurd lies he told inevitably came up. Chen Jing'an didn't know his intention, but Shen Lie knew it. He asked Shen Jin if he wanted her to stay away from him. Some.

Chen Jing'an unexpectedly didn't hide his expression well enough, and inadvertently betrayed Shen Jin.

"You, how could you say that?" She adjusted her language in time.

"Just think of it as having a clearer understanding of yourself."

Huh?

What cognition.

This answer didn't fit the question. He was too smart to answer the question incorrectly.

But Chen Jing'an felt that something was not right about the atmosphere between the two of them. There seemed to be a vague cobweb between them. Even if they didn't touch, they always seemed to be pulling each other. She couldn't explain it clearly, but this feeling... It's very strange and makes people a little nervous.

It seems that there is a secret place. If you go forward, you can push aside the vines covering the entrance of the cave.

Something is coming out.

Soon, we will arrive at the dormitory.

Chen Jing'an said goodbye to him. It would not be suitable to go any further as he knew more people.

"Okay." Shen Lie knew what she was thinking.

"Then...goodbye." Chen Jing'an raised his hand and smiled.

Shen Lie stood there, with a few strands of broken hair on his forehead, and his eyes were always bottomless. He still didn't look like a student, neither his temperament nor the way he felt. He entered society too early and entered their circle of fame and fortune. Here, some things have long been worn away.

"Chen Jing'an." He suddenly stopped her.

Chen Jing'an paused in turning around, waiting for his next words.

He pulled his lips and smiled, and then said, "If you want to have a social gathering in the future, you can come see me."

"..."

Chen Jing'an's breathing stopped, and something suddenly ran out. There was no need to explain anything, just click it.

So far.

Shen Lie said goodbye, good night, and wished her a good dream.

Chen Jing'an was confused and drifting away, and she didn't even know when he would leave.

How could things suddenly become like this?

"Jing'an baby!"

Ruan Ling suddenly appeared, ran over to her, gave her a firm hug, and wanted to kiss her twice if possible. She asked, "No one answered my call to you, and I want to ask you to reply." Is there school?"

"It must have been muted during the day, so I didn't hear it." Chen Jing'an said.

"Okay, it doesn't matter," Ruan Ling let go of her and hugged her arm back to the dormitory: "It's still best for you, you won't be angry if I leave you behind!"

"There's nothing to be angry about. It's just a friendship, so I'll Be prepared."

"You have such a good temper!"

Ruan Ling was about to soften. She had done something good in her previous life and was sharing a dormitory with Chen Jing'an.

Chen Jing'an smiled and asked, "How was your date tonight?"

"Tsk, it's hard to describe." Ruan Ling sighed, "It was pretty good at first. I'm tall and refreshing. Do you have a girlfriend?" "My grades are good, and my major is computer science. I should be pretty good in the future. I just gave up while chatting."

After learning about her major, she said that she didn't mean to offend her. After studying this major, she would be able to earn a living. Want to eat?

He also asked her about her family background. It seemed that she was not a rich girl, so she was not clear-headed.

She smells like a daddy, but he also has to guide her future career development.

"Then I made an excuse to come back and deleted my contact information." What a bad luck, I might as well watch a drama in the dormitory if I have this time.

Hearing what Ruan Ling said, Chen Jing'an also thought it was quite fun.

"What about you, did you meet someone suitable later?"

"...No, I came back directly." Chen Jing'an felt that his palms were sweating.

"You're still very discerning. I've seen the most beautiful ones among you. I've been paying attention to you for a long time, but you haven't even looked at me. Someone else took you away." Halfway through, Ruan Ling seemed to think of something and frowned: "That's not right. I After dating for so long, why did you come back at the same time as me? "

This is not the right time.

Chen Jing'an made a small swallowing movement. She really couldn't lie, so she could only say: "I met someone I knew and chatted for a few words."

"Old classmate?"

"...So be it." She didn't know which one Shen Lie should be classified into specifically.

"That's quite magical. You can encounter this." Ruan Ling didn't mean to ask further. He just pushed Chen Jing'an upstairs, trying to persuade her to have supper with him, but she was rejected and was forced to do so. Pao, what's the point of eating together? Of course we have to enjoy it together.

Chen Jing'an could only make a gesture of surrender.

-

Shen Jin’s birthday, Chen Jing’an is invited to attend.

The venue was held in the Shen family's villa, and the scene was very atmospheric. It was arranged three days in advance. It was considered a large-scale party.

Shen Jin was very nice to Chen Jing'an. She thought it was polite at first, but later, all kinds of things piled up, and she didn't feel it at all. She had always been kind to others, and she wanted to return the favor, so she agreed to participate, after class, and seriously Picked out a gift.

Chen Jing'an went there according to the address.

As the birthday boy, Shen Jin arrived very early. He couldn't hide his joy when he saw her coming, and introduced her to the friends present.

"The birthday gift is not worth much." Chen Jing'an handed the gift over.

Shen Jin's expression was exaggerated: "I didn't expect that I would receive gifts. It turns out that my sister is so considerate."

He was soft-hearted when receiving gifts, but he still took the gifts from Chen Jing'an seriously.

After giving the gift, Chen Jing'an asked about Shen Lie's rumor-mongering and why he was fabricating unfounded things. The other person was still his eldest brother.

Shen Jin touched his nose in embarrassment: "You know everything? Have you met your eldest brother again later?"

"We met by chance."

Whether it was a coincidence or not, at this point, Shen Jin had to put a question mark.

Shen Jin explained his rumor: "It is indeed not true. There is no nephew or ex-girlfriend. I made it up. My brother does not have a girlfriend until now.

" What about you?"

This matter needs to be explained carefully. Shen Jin pulled Chen Jing'an aside and said, "I did this for you. My brother is a bad person."

"I also discovered it suddenly on the grassland that day. He's very unusual with you. He usually doesn't care about the games I play. I often ask him to play with me. He thinks it's childish. But last time, playing games included going to listen to you with my dad. Playing, and teaching you how to ride a horse in the pasture! All these things tell me that it is definitely not easy."

Chen Jing'an was stunned.

Shen Jin saw her ignorance and said indignantly: "My brother is just an old fox, calm and composed. If I hadn't been keenly observant and witty, it would have been really hard to see that there was something extraordinary behind each of his actions."

"He has bad thoughts about you. His rank is too high and you are too innocent. I'm worried that you will be deceived."

There is no other way. I always need to take more care of my little cabbage.

Chen Jing'an was speechless for a moment.

Shen Jin thought she was shocked by his remarks, and he understood it very well. He said: "It doesn't matter, there is still me. Although my brother is very good, I will never let him succeed." Don't even

think about it!

Chen Jing'an saw Shen Jin's determination and laughed dumbly.

She has no brother, although she has cousins, but this is the first time that she cares about him like a real brother.

"It doesn't matter. If that's the case...just ignore it." Chen Jing'an could even hear his own guilt.

Shen Jin didn't hear it and was quite pleased: "That's the attitude you need."

The birthday party was very lively. They were all people of the same age, many boys and girls. Most of their personalities were the same as Shen Jin's. They were casual and didn't have that many families. He has a distinguished background and is very accepting of Chen Jing'an. We are very harmonious when we play and chat together.

There was a lot of alcohol at the scene, and the marble coffee tables were covered with colorful bottles.

Some people are good at bartending. Several kinds of wine are blended together, and the colors are distinct and stacked together, which is pleasing to the eye.

She couldn't guess the taste, but judging from other people's expressions, it seemed pretty good. At least their expressions after drinking it were so happy that they didn't change.

But Shen Jin told the audience that no one allowed her to drink. She was still a child and might still be growing. Alcohol affects brain development and she should not be given to children.

Chen Jing'an is already an adult, but may still "grow her body" silently.

Not touching alcohol was Shen Jin's way of protecting her. The alcohol concentration of these blended wines was unknown. One glass of wine might make her unconscious. It was complicated for those present, so they had to protect themselves.

The fun downstairs became more and more wanton, and the scene was as indulgent as Chen Jing'an had ever experienced.

She was awake, went upstairs to a room alone, and was ready to leave when the time came.

There was also wine in the room.

The thick glass has complicated and exquisite patterns. When the wine is poured in, the colors are folded, giving rise to the idea of ​​tasting.

What does wine taste like? Chen Jing'an hasn't tasted it yet. Is it really that delicious?

Thinking like this, she came up with the idea of ​​tasting it. She looked around, she was the only one in the room, and it would be nothing to just taste it. She pursed her lips, took an empty wine glass, and poured a little for herself. She had just laid out the wine glass. Full bottom.

She held the cup, as if tasting forbidden fruit, and took a common-sense sip.

The alcohol's mellow spiciness burst out immediately. Chen Jing'an swallowed the wine, but she felt that it should be sparks, otherwise her throat would not be burning. She felt her face burning as well. She felt very bad. The alcohol The taste is very overbearing, completely covering up the fruity aroma.

She stuck out her tongue, feeling that it was extremely unpleasant to drink. She wanted to find water, drinks, anything, trying her best to cover up this feeling.

Chen Jing'an was in a panic looking for water, but she didn't realize that the door was pushed open and her reaction was all seen by Shen Lie.

"Does it taste good?" Shen Lie asked.

The sudden noise startled Chen Jing'an. She came to her senses and held the corner of the table with her hands. The burning sensation in her throat had not subsided. This time she was caught, and even her heart was beating wildly. She was not thinking very well. I was able to concentrate, but I temporarily forgot how to respond.

She could only shake her head instinctively.

It doesn’t taste good, it doesn’t taste good, and I don’t even understand why so many people like to drink it.

Shen Lie chuckled lightly, pleased by her frank reaction. He sometimes saw Chen Jing'an, who had a calm and reserved personality. Her life path was determined and followed step by step without any deviation. She looked serious and spoke seriously. It has an old-school style that doesn’t match its age.

However, sometimes I see another side of her.

For example, if you are very timid and afraid of pain, you will refuse to take a step forward because you may fall off your horse.

Like a child, it needs to be coaxed.

And now, like a curious cat, trying things she shouldn't.

Shen Lie raised her legs and entered the room. The door was closed, forming a closed space. She held the hand on the corner of the table harder, creating another sense of tension.

"I sent you a message." He said.

"I know."

"You didn't reply."

"Yeah." Because I don't know how to reply. After replying, just like Shen Jin said, she can't play with him. Instead of doing this, it's better not to start.

Shen Lie took a step forward with every step he took. He was not wearing a coat, and his tie was missing. Every button was unbuttoned, revealing a small piece of skin. It was cold white and traces of his collarbone could be seen. His eyes were dark, like The closer a predator is, the more dangerous it is.

Walking in, Chen Jing'an was locked in the area he had designated. He asked, "Can I ask why?"

"You're fine."

"Oh, good guy card." Shen Lie leaned over and rested his arms on the table. Along the way, the area he designated became smaller and smaller, so small that Chen Jing'an could no longer avoid it.

"..." The tactful refusal that Chen Jing'an thought of suddenly became useless.

Too close.

Chen Jing'an couldn't help but lower her eyes and avoid his sight.

"It's my problem. My rank is too low for you to play."

"What do I want to play?"

Chen Jing'an blinked and pretended to be relaxed: "You know, I can't do or accept your kind of gameplay. "

What are we going to do?" Shen Lie asked.

She was a little helpless and couldn't say everything.

"This is also the first time I've been in love. Why do you think my rank is so high?" Shen Lie still asked, "Chen Jing'an, what does this mean?"

"This has nothing to do with the number of times we've been in love."

"What does that have to do with ? Related?"

Chen Jing'an choked and seemed unable to explain. He opened his eyes and began to come up with related conclusions in his mind.

Shen Lie looked calm and calm, waiting patiently. He even smiled lazily, with encouragement in his smile, telling her not to rush, to think slowly and to continue when she thought of it.

However, the balance was quickly broken. There was movement outside the door. The other party was probably drunk and staggered. Finally, he was lying next to the door. There was a lot of movement. The other party's hand had already touched the door handle and he was groping to open it. It was only for a moment. I didn’t have the strength and tried several times but couldn’t open it.

Chen Jing'an realized that if someone caught them alone, so close, they would inevitably think in other directions, and instinctively wanted to hide.

But there was no place to hide in the entire room.

Chen Jing'an looked around anxiously and saw the thick curtains. He suddenly noticed, pushed Shen Lie away and hid behind the curtains.

Without hiding it well, the curtains were opened.

Shen Lie asked her what she was hiding from?

Chen Jing'an couldn't explain her behavior very well. She just felt panicked and didn't want to be seen. She and Shen Lie were alone in a room and so close, as if they were really doing something inside.

"Don't pull away, you...just go away a little bit." She didn't ask for much, she just wanted to get through.

"You hide, what about me?"

"You don't have to hide, you are the only one in the room where I hide." He is Shen Lie, and it is not strange to be in any room.

Shen Lie asked: "What will happen if you are seen?"

"..."

The voice continued, and they were pushed away.

Chen Jing'an's heart was in her throat and she lowered her voice to ask him to put it down. Shen Lie didn't agree with her, so he sighed and asked someone to come in and see what they would think of when they saw them like this.

The door opened without warning after many attempts.

Chen Jing'an didn't know where he got the courage and strength. In a flash of lightning, he pulled him over, leaving only the slightly swaying curtains, knowing what had just happened.

Their shoulders were close to each other.

Chen Jing'an was breathing rapidly, even a little annoyed. If he had been seen just now, he would not be able to explain clearly.

But fortunately, the other party was drunk and didn't see anything. He found there was still wine in the room, laughed a few times, lay down on the sofa and refilled his drink.

Chen Jing'an was temporarily relieved, but not completely relieved. Shen Lie was beside her, looking at her as if asking why he was pulled in. She pretended not to see it. It wasn't like this in the first place. It was him who insisted on causing trouble.

it's good now.

The space is so small, it's hard to breathe, and the heat is rising little by little. The two suffered together.

People outside will not be able to leave for a while.

That means they have to stay here for a while.

Shen Lie looked at the small beads of sweat on the tip of her nose and asked, "Isn't it hot?"

"Hot." "It doesn't matter if we go out. Even if we are misunderstood and think we have a private meeting

, no one dares to say anything."

The word "knowledge" came out easily from his mouth, but Chen Jing'an choked a little because she didn't think about it at all.

Chen Jing'an said to wait a little longer.

"Let's chat for a while?" It's boring to just wait like this.

Chen Jing'an asked: "What are we talking about?"

Shen Lie raised his eyelashes and said in a casual tone: "Just talk about the things you can't read back."

"..."

"Talk about the boy you like in the sorority."

" ..."

"Let's talk about your feelings for me."

"..." Chen Jingxin clenched her fists and let go again. Shen Lie was completely unreasonable. He was so direct that she almost felt it. Without the strength to resist, she could read WeChat without replying, but face to face, she could not do anything without any reaction.

"Brother Shen Jin is right about something." Chen Jing'an's voice was very low. It was only the volume of two people, and the curtains were blocking it, so it was easy to cover up the sound.

Shen Lie became interested and asked: "What?"

"You... are a bit bad." Due to the limited space, her movements were also limited, and she could only glance at him, but this glance was meaningful.

She is really bad, the kind of person who appears serious but actually always does something bad that catches people off guard. For example, just now, she pulled the curtains with evil intention, exposing her hiding place. If it weren't for her quick hands and eyes just now, the two of them would have been exposed.

Shen Lie smiled: "Then you want to call me brother. I have always been very kind to my sister."

"Is there any basis for that?"

"No."

"..."

"But you can try, I will definitely be soft-hearted towards you."