Chapter 86: The Source of Terror (1)
Above the clear water, the moon had just reappeared from behind a cloud, and the moonlight shone on Yinyin, who had fallen asleep . Feng Qinghan, who was sitting opposite Yinyin, was reaching out his hand to gently stroke Yinyin's face, repeatedly touching it lovingly, and finally walked around to Yinyin, leaned over and gave Yinyin a light kiss on the cheek...
"How much will you bring me?"
After talking casually, Feng Qinghan let Yin Yin lean on him, then picked her up in his arms. His movements were so light that no one could feel them. Yin Yin slept soundly in his arms, perhaps because she was tired during the day, or perhaps because she had not yet recovered from her illness.
For Feng Qinghan, today is an unforgettable day. Summarizing previous experiences, no woman could spend a whole day with him and remain unmoved by his affectionate words. Today can be said to be an exception. Just like when they first met, Yin Yin was indifferent to him. But Feng Qinghan didn't care about these. What he cared about was how much uniqueness Yin Yin could bring to him.
When Feng Qinghan sent Yinyin back to her room and laid her on the bed, the ghost appeared. In order to examine Yinyin...
“Have you been busy lately?”
Feng Qinghan suddenly asked. He was not curious about the sudden appearance of the ghost demon, but just a whim. However, what he got in return was the ghost demon's silence. In the past few days since Yin Yin woke up, the ghost demon never appeared as long as Yin Yin was awake. It would only appear to see Yin Yin when she fell asleep. Even Feng Qinghan didn't know the reason, so he suddenly asked. Feng Qinghan knew very well that the ghost demon hated contact with people, but not Yin Yin, otherwise he would not wait until Yin Yin fell asleep every day to appear.
"She's recovering well, but she's exhausted today ."
After taking the pulse, Guisha directly answered about Yinyin's condition instead of Feng Qinghan's questions. While answering, he walked to the table, picked up a pen and wrote something on the paper.
"I suppose so."
Looking at the sleeping Yin Yin, Feng Qinghan reached out and touched her face again. This time, he was not so reluctant to leave. Instead, he covered Yin Yin with a blanket after touching her.
"There's something I want to ask you."
Feng Qinghan stood up and sat down at the table. The wine and drinks that were usually placed on the table had been replaced with ordinary tea at some point. Despite this, Feng Qinghan still drank by himself as he usually did.
"The memory of her—"
Just as he put down the teacup, Feng Qinghan's words caused a slight fluctuation on the face of Guisha, who was concentrating on writing with an expressionless face. Although this fluctuation was not obvious, it did not escape Feng Qinghan's sight.
"It seems you know what I want to ask. How much do you know?"
Feng Qinghan asked in a normal manner. After all, it was not wine, so he did not refill the cup. He put down the cup in his hand and waited seriously for Guisha's answer.
Guisha neither wanted to escape nor to hide. He put down the pen in his hand, and his expressionless face became more serious at this moment: "As far as the current situation is concerned, we cannot actually understand the situation. At least it may be related to her long sleep. Her memory is sealed, perhaps because she unconsciously sealed it in her heart. Even if she remembered something fragmentarily, as long as it touched the memory deep in her heart that could be sealed, it would rebound. Even if she really remembered something, as long as she woke up, she would forget everything."
"In other words, as long as she can't block it, it will gradually recover?"
"Not necessarily. Just like 'the truth is always cruel', she instinctively believes that it is a painful memory. Maybe she won't go deeper into it, and will continue to forget it without knowing anything in the end."
"Is it unrealistic and unbelievable to use the words of you medical students?"
"You could say that."
"I'm more curious about what will happen to her mentally and physically?"
Feng Qinghan's words were too sudden and too direct, which made Guisha stunned again. Having known Feng Qinghan for such a long time, Guisha certainly knew Feng Qinghan's outstanding insight and sharpness. It was impossible to hide anything from him. As far as Feng Qinghan's existence was concerned, he could see through anyone, but no one could see through him.
"In the inner struggle, both the spirit and the body have to bear the corresponding price, so if she continues like this for a long time, in the choice between wanting and not wanting, her spirit and body will reach the limit."
Feng Qinghan knew that Guisha had not finished speaking, but he knew the result without him saying anything, so he fell into deep thought. Seeing Feng Qinghan's silence, Guisha did not say anything more. He picked up a teacup and drank by himself. He did not care at all why the wine in the room turned into tea...
"She chose to escape unconsciously, which means that the memory she sealed off must be very painful for her, right?"
"Um."
Even if Feng Qinghan found out everything about Yin Yin's past, he still didn't know what caused Yin Yin to have an incurable wound in her heart. Even if he knew it was because of love, he didn't know what made her pay such a heavy price. Firstly, he had never experienced it before, and secondly, he didn't know much about Yin Yin after all. What kind of love could make Yin Yin, who was so obsessed with love, choose to torture herself in this way? If he really found that unforgettable love, would he be able to experience the ups and downs of love?
