Chapter 85: Clear Waters (6)
"Yin Yin?"
Yinyin seemed to be unable to hear Feng Qinghan's call. The intermittent events in her mind made it difficult for her to digest them all at once. What were they? Why did she think of those things? Who died and made her heart seem to be torn apart ...
“Yin Yin!!”
“Eh? Ah!!”
Feng Qinghan came to Yin Yin at some point and shook her body, and Yin Yin woke up from her thoughts. The moment she woke up, her eyes were blank, and the memories that had existed in her mind just now disappeared without a trace in an instant, as if they had never existed.
"What's wrong?"
Yin Yin's eyes were blank and her expression was dazed. Feng Qinghan also had a hint of worry on his face at this moment. What on earth had happened to Yin Yin in such a short period of time that made Yin Yin's face so pale? This made Feng Qinghan have to be alert. Yin Yin's physical condition had always been unstable, so it would not be strange if something happened suddenly. Feng Qinghan would of course be worried.
"I?"
Yin Yin looked blankly at Feng Qinghan who was worried in front of her. She had completely forgotten what had just happened.
"Are you feeling uncomfortable? Do you want to go back to your room and rest?"
"What's wrong with me?"
Facing Feng Qinghan's concern, Yinyin showed a puzzled expression, as if she didn't understand why Feng Qinghan looked worried. Yinyin's question made Feng Qinghan alert. He let go of Yinyin's arms, stood up, and said with a normal look after his worry: "Nothing, I just saw you in a daze, do you not like it here?"
"Huh? No, the night view here is beautiful."
Listening to Feng Qinghan's words, Yin Yin looked at the night view on one side again. Feng Qinghan seemed to understand Yin Yin's reaction to some extent, but he couldn't be sure. The only thing that was certain was that Yin Yin did not lie. It only meant that Yin Yin herself didn't know what happened to her in that moment just now, and she didn't even notice her pale face, although it has slowly regained some color now.
"After a day, I finally understood why this place is called the Holy Island. It is like a fairyland. It is really beautiful. It is beautiful during the day and even more charming at night. I was attracted to it unconsciously. It would be great if there were such peaceful places everywhere in the world."
Regardless of whether Yinyin deliberately changed the subject, all Feng Qinghan could do was to answer the question instead of thinking about something else. After returning to his seat: "Yinyin's idea is really ambitious, but it is almost impossible to realize it."
"yes."
Thinking back to what she had seen during the day, Yin Yin had already gotten to know this so-called Peach Garden or fairyland, "The Green Waters". She believed from the bottom of her heart that this was the symbol of peace, with charming scenery and fresh air that made people feel comfortable and at ease as long as they were there. Being in "The Green Waters" made Yin Yin unable to recall the plague in Weicheng, and she even thought that the plague was like a cruel phantom of the past. After a day's visit, Yin Yin felt that being here made her feel safe and comfortable. She didn't know if it had something to do with Feng Qinghan.
"Yinyin, have you ever thought that if you want to make the whole world a river of blood like here, it is inevitable? The world is so big, and there are many rulers. Those rulers all want to expand their own territories, so they will invade smaller territories. In this way, all weak places will have to suffer. Even if there are people who think the same as Yinyin, they are only a minority. If you want to completely quell the meaningless war, you must unify the world, so sacrifice is inevitable."
Feng Qinghan's words might have another meaning, which was that Yinyin's ideas were too naive. Yinyin knew her own naive ideas. She thought that Zhou Yan and Zhou Cheng almost caused a meaningless fight because of her. If it really broke out, the number of casualties would be unpredictable, which was something Yinyin absolutely did not want to see. In other words, Zhou Yan once said that he would let her see the world she wanted, but I'm afraid the premise was also at the cost of the blood of countless people. If she had to sacrifice others to achieve absolute peace, Yinyin would rather not have it.
Seeing Yin Yin's silence, Feng Qinghan of course knew that her silence also represented the struggle in her heart. She wanted peace in the world but didn't want rivers of blood to flow. This was simply impossible. He admired Yin Yin for having this wish, but he did not ignore the reality. That's why he often said, "Reality is the cruelest." This was absolutely true.
"It's just a dream after all."
Yinyin whispered softly, but Feng Qinghan did not respond. After finishing the tea in the cup, he looked at Yinyin who was still thinking silently with her head down: "What does Yinyin think is happiness?"
"happiness?"
Hearing Feng Qinghan's words, Yin Yin slowly raised her head, looking confused, not knowing where to start.
"Living a fairy-tale life with the one you love in a paradise-like place?"
Feng Qinghan's words touched Yinyin's heart, but Yinyin didn't know how to answer? She clearly thought so in her heart, so why couldn't she answer immediately?
"Perhaps you would think so. But have you ever thought that due to differences in status, there are often many things that are beyond one's control. You could have given happiness to more people, but because of your own selfishness, you gave up everything and stayed with the one you love forever. Do you think this can be considered happiness?"
Yin Yin was silent because she didn't know how to answer.
“The more you have, the more you lose. No matter how much you love each other, even if the other person gives up everything for you, will you feel happy because of this?”
Yinyin remained silent, perhaps she was surprised . Feng Qinghan turned his head and looked ahead: "Since you came here, I often think that if I have you as my companion, maybe I will also think that this place is my world."
Feng Qinghan's last words seemed normal, but to Yinyin, they sounded like shocking words. She would not be shaken by any sweet words again. However, Feng Qinghan's last words really shook Yinyin, not with joy, but with suspicion...
