Chapter 8: If you keep thinking about it, there will be a response Lu Shuang 07

The party was over and someone said they wanted to take me home.
I waved my hands to show that I was not drunk and that the place was indeed quite close to the community where I lived.
Shen Yuxi had already left, and there were two girls and two boys left in the group besides me. Both girls were weak and had drunk a lot, so the boys had to be their escorts. After telling me to be careful on the road, they got in a taxi and left.
Along the way, the night wind was very cold, and I was half drunk and half awake. My steps were not very steady, and I would stagger twice with every step. But I managed to keep my balance and didn't fall, and I staggered all the way to the door of the apartment building.
It was still the same street lamp and the same familiar figure. At first, he lowered his head to play with his mobile phone, then seemed to sense something and looked at me.
Their eyes met and he frowned.
"Xia Xingfeng?"
Ever since he confessed his feelings to me last time, I have been deliberately avoiding him, rarely answering his calls or replying to his text messages, keeping a distance between us as ordinary friends.
He walked towards me, his brows still furrowed, and took big steps. He was right in front of me in just a few steps. He lowered his head and looked at me without dodging: "Why did you drink so much?"
His voice was so gentle. Under the influence of alcohol, his ordinary words actually made my nose feel a little sour.
Yes, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't make Shen Yuxi like me, and he even wanted to drive me away. But Xia Xingfeng liked me for so long because he remembered how good I was to him 5 years ago
Love is a wonderful thing, one chasing and the other escaping, going round and round in a cycle with no end.
I blinked and felt my eyes moisten a little. My voice was choked with sobs. "Xia Xingfeng, am I unworthy of being liked? Even my own father hates me and kicked me out without hesitation. Isn't it said that even a tiger won't eat its own cubs? How could he be so cruel?"
I have never exposed my true feelings in front of others. I am too strong. Although I have expressed my resentment towards Lu Jingcheng, I have never expressed my vulnerability and attachment, as if I have never cared about the so-called family affection, as if I have already seen through the world and looked down on everything.
Actually, no. If possible, I really hope I can have a complete family.
If possible, I really hope to be as carefree as Yu Nansheng and grow up to be a simple and kind girl.
But God did not give me this opportunity. Instead, I had to struggle in the abyss and grow up covered with scars.
I felt my tears welling up, and I tried to wipe them away hard, but they wouldn't disappear.
Suddenly, a warm embrace embraced me, and Xia Xingfeng's voice rang in my ears: "How could it be? Lu Shuang, you are the best girl in my heart, the one who deserves to be loved the most."
I didn't struggle, I held back my tears, and after a long while, I said in a nasal voice, "Xia Xingfeng, I can't like you yet."
"It's okay." Xia Xingfeng's voice was light and gentle, making people feel at ease. "I can wait. One year, two years, five years, ten years..." His voice was so firm, and the corny oath coming out of his mouth made people feel convinced. "It doesn't matter even if I never wait for you to like me. Just seeing you happy is enough."
I choked up a little and said, "Xia Xingfeng, you are really a fool!"
"I can't help it. I've been stupid for five years and I can't be smart anymore." Xia Xingfeng smiled helplessly, his brows relaxed, and then he reached out to wipe away my tears, "Don't cry, I'll take you up ."
I nodded, broke free from his arms, and walked ahead without saying a word.
Xia Xingfeng didn't say anything either. He put his hands in his pockets and followed me quietly.
Because the atmosphere was so weird, I couldn't help but turn around to look at him, and ended up meeting his gaze.
After a slight pause, a smile appeared on his lips.
"Lu Shuang, your back is so beautiful."
As soon as his voice came out, it was blown away by the wind.
I thought, it would be great if he could find me earlier, at least before Shen Yuxi and I reunited.
If so, can I be happier now?
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