Chapter 7 The Longest Movie Four
My thoughts were in a mess and my head felt like it was about to split open. Xiaoyuan's timid voice interrupted my thoughts at the right time.
She came close to me and said quietly but clearly: "Hexue, you know what? My wish is actually very simple. I just hope that the person I like can like me the same way."
My heart suddenly ached as if I was pricked by a needle.
The person I like also likes me.
How can this be a simple wish? This is clearly the most difficult wish in the world to achieve! Its realization depends entirely on luck and fate, not on hard work.
Once upon a time, the real Song Hexue loved someone so hard, but unfortunately, in the end, the person she liked still didn't like her.
"What about you?" Xiaoyuan leaned her head on my shoulder and looked at me, "What is your wish?"
"Me?" I tilted my head blankly, thought for a moment and said, "It seems my wish is about to come true."
I have confidence that I can fulfill Hexue's wish, become Xu Yun's girlfriend , and make Xu Yun truly fall in love with a girl like Hexue. This wish will come true soon.
"You mean you and Xu Yun? If it has become a reality, it can't be considered a wish." Xiao Yuan said with a smile, "A wish must be something you expect but haven't yet achieved. Say another one."
"I..." I thought that I could easily , but at this moment, as Song Xihe, I suddenly felt sad.
I actually have nothing to look forward to. Song Xihe is probably just a walking corpse living in this world, with no expectations, no hope, and no future.
I pretended to look at the trees in the distance so that she wouldn't see even the slightest sadness in my eyes, but the moment I turned my head, I met Hana Ziyin's slender eyes.
He squinted his eyes, as if trying his best to see through me.
I smiled and said, " As for my wish, I can only ask Doraemon for help, because I want to go back to the past, back to the time when everything had not yet begun. Without a beginning, there would be no end."
I smiled hard, because smile is the best weapon to cover up sadness.
"Unfortunately, there is no Doraemon in the world, and your wish will never come true." Hanako Yin said , "You know what? You have this wish only because you are a coward. You don't dare and don't have the courage to face the past and face reality."
After he finished speaking, he looked at me intently with his narrow eyes, his clear gaze seemed to be able to penetrate people's hearts. He looked at me like that for a long time, and his eyes slowly revealed a begging that I didn't understand.
He said: "Even a bad past is an integral part of life. Don't be a person without a past, okay?" His voice was low and light, as gentle as a feather, yet as piercing as a needle.
As he spoke, those painful, devastated memories came roaring back, almost suffocating me.
I turned my head away to avoid his gaze, gritted my teeth and said resolutely: "Yes, I am a coward. If the ending could be changed, I would rather not have the past, I would rather never have encountered those people and those things."
Xiao Yuan was probably frightened by my hysteria. She called my name softly, looked at Hanako Yin, and said, "What's wrong with you?"
"Nothing!" I stood up and said without letting anyone refute me, "I'm going to find Xu Yun. Don't follow me!"
I fled quickly, almost stumbling forward.
I heard Xiaoyuan said she wanted to chase after me, but Hanako Yin said, "Let her go. Even if she is a good friend, she wouldn't want others to see her hurt."
God knows, I hate useless things like tears, but at this moment, I can't stop the tears, they surge up...
