Chapter 7 Depression 05
There were several seats between Leng Zimo and I at the table. We walked in one after the other, without any communication, and no one showed any concern for our late arrival.
This tacit understanding of hiding the truth from each other without any prior agreement made me feel like the crying I just did in his arms was fake.
Ji Yusheng clinked glasses with Leng Zimo, and whispered something in his ear with a smile. Leng Zimo looked up at me, lowered his head to take a sip of the beer in his hand, and pushed away Ji Yusheng who was almost sticking to him.
Ji Yusheng felt frustrated and ate his food alone in silence, looking at me from time to time, and started moving from seat to seat.
"Sister, change it."
"Sister, let's switch."
"Sister, let's switch again!" Ji Yusheng moved to my side and tried every way to get something out of me. I deliberately didn't look at Ji Yusheng, but cast my eyes on Leng Yuting who was busy pouring wine for Lin Feng at the corner of the table.
Leng Yuting was determined to get her cousin drunk in order to bring him and Mo Beibei together again? Did ask Mo Beibei what she thought? Did she have eyes to see how embarrassed her sister was?
Seeing me looking at them, Leng Yuting snorted at me. But Lin Feng looked at me, drank more frequently, and had a resentful look on his face.
I just drink juice. Seeing that I ignored him, Ji Yusheng simply bumped my arm to attract my attention. With this bump, all the juice in the cup spilled out, and he finally got my attention as he wished.
"Please make way, I need to go to the bathroom!"
"I'll go too!" Ji Yusheng grinned at me shamelessly. I wanted to reach out and slap this idiot into outer space.
"Where are you going? To the women's room?" I gave Ji Yusheng a cold look, pushed him away and walked straight to the bathroom.
I knew that Ji Yusheng would follow me. Sure enough, when I came out after wiping my clothes, I saw Ji Yusheng standing guard at the door.
As soon as he saw me, he came close to me. I slapped Ji Yusheng's hand off my arm, and seeing his aggrieved face, I sighed and said helplessly: "Ask whatever you want to ask! Hurry up, hurry up, or else if people see you, a man, blocking the door of the women's restroom, don't blame me if you get laughed at."
"Don't blame you, don't blame you, let's talk outside."
I rolled my eyes at him, and Ji Yusheng had already pulled me to the back door of the restaurant.
"Ye Zi! Little Ye Zi! Ye'er! Big Ye'er! Just tell me where that girl Li Wei has gone ! You returned the phone to me for no apparent reason and didn't say anything. Aren't you deliberately making me feel sad?" Ji Yusheng said with a sad face.
I stood there indifferently, looking up at that creamy and smooth face, thinking about how he looked when he first met Weiwei, and feeling a little depressed again.
I took a deep breath, shook off the sour feeling, raised my eyes and said to Ji Yusheng seriously, "She went to France to play, and she won't be back for a year or so! Her mother will help her go to school to complete the leave of absence procedures soon!"
"France? Where in France? What's wrong with her? Why is she going to France all of a sudden? I've never heard her mention it before! Is she going alone? For tourism?" Ji Yusheng asked in surprise.
I looked at him, looking like a child, and felt a little sorry for him. But I quickly became cruel and said, "She went with her boyfriend! They said they would go for a year, but who knows where they would go? They can go to many places in a year. Maybe they would go to the United States or Russia on a whim after France!"
Sure enough, as soon as I finished speaking, Ji Yusheng's body stiffened. He looked at me blankly, as if he had been hit. His eyes were a little red and his voice was trembling.
"Boyfriend? What boyfriend? How come I don't know! Doesn't she have a boyfriend?"
"I guess they just talked about it. Weiwei is always decisive! It's normal that you don't know!"
"Impossible! If she had a boyfriend, why did she get entangled with me before? Why didn't she refuse when I said I liked her? Why didn't she chase me away when I stuck to her, and even snatched my phone? Doesn't she like me? How could she have a boyfriend?" Ji Yusheng yelled at me, grabbing my arm and said excitedly.
I felt a little pain from his grip, and the image of Li Wei crying and begging me behind the glass partition of the detention center appeared in front of my eyes again. I couldn't help but feel a little sad in my eyes. I cruelly shook off Ji Yusheng's hand and shouted back at him angrily.
"Why are you being so mean to me! If you have the guts, go to France and find Li Wei yourself! Why don't you ask her yourself? Why are you asking me? I'm not a worm in her stomach, how would I know why she doesn't want you? It's so funny! You can't even tell who you are, and you're just yelling here!"
After shouting these words, I suddenly wanted to cry. Afraid that Ji Yusheng would see me, I quickly turned my back and ran into the restaurant, leaving Ji Yusheng alone.
He stood there in a daze as if he had been slapped. After a long time, he raised his hand to wipe his eyes.
Why are you crying? I'll let you find someone better. What's there to cry about?
Finally, I couldn't help but retreat and hid behind the door. I looked at Ji Yusheng who was squatting on the ground crying like a child. I felt so sad. I felt sad for Weiwei and Ji Yusheng. In fact, Weiwei will be released from prison in a year. If Ji Yusheng really likes her, he shouldn't care about Weiwei's imprisonment. But love is never just a matter of two people. After Weiwei is released, there are still so many brothers in the bar who rely on her to survive. She has a father in prison, and her background is almost discredited. Ji Yusheng's family is a scholarly family. How could his family be willing to accept Weiwei?
Ji Yusheng is like a child who has not grown up. In his eyes, Weiwei is bold, handsome, wild, domineering, and full of passion. He only sees the clean side of Weiwei and never knows the life behind Weiwei.
She and her friends had fought with others, had been sent to a juvenile detention center because of their curiosity and playfulness, and are now in jail.
If he knew this, would he still be able to treat Weiwei like a treasure like he does now? Would he still cry so sadly when he realized that he had lost Weiwei?
No way!
I don't think so.
Weiwei also thinks not.
So, before she even started, she had already given up all possibilities of happiness.
