Chapter 7 About Him and Him 2
Although I said it very confidently, in fact, I was still worried and doubtful.
What if what Jiusha said is true?
What if bloodlust really becomes my instinct?
What if no one can really overcome instinct?
Questions one after another were circling in my mind, and behind each question, there was an answer that made me worry.
If what Jiusha said is true.
If bloodlust really becomes my instinct.
If I really can't overcome my instinct.
So, can I bear the consequences after that?
But what if you can’t bear it?
It's not that I haven't thought about leaving. In fact, I have rejected Lagude many times, but I have never succeeded. Before, when he was the only one who insisted, it was still unsuccessful, not to mention that now my heart has clearly leaned towards him.
Or, should I choose to be like Lagoud and have more confidence in myself?
"What on earth are you thinking about in your little head? You're frowning and grinning?" Just as I was thinking about Lagude, that guy's voice floated into my ears, "Instead of daydreaming, you might as well think about where we're going next."
"Where are you going?" I looked at him blankly: After being discharged from the hospital, shouldn't I go home? Where else can I go?
"Of course. After spending more than half a month in the hospital, we finally regained our freedom. Don't you think we should celebrate?" Lagood said excitedly.
Uh - it's okay to think so, but normal people would instinctively plan celebrations after returning home, right? Who would go out to play right after being discharged from the hospital? If that happens, parents will be more worried -
My thoughts suddenly stopped: Mom and Dad? Go home? I suddenly realized that I had been neglecting a very important issue - from the time this guy was hospitalized until he was discharged, it seemed that none of his relatives came to visit him.
How is this going?
"Lagude, don't you need to go home and report that you're safe or something?" Worried that this guy might have something to hide, I didn't dare to ask directly and could only say it in a tactful way.
"Home?" Lagude hesitated for a moment, and his expression froze for a moment, but he soon returned to smiling. "It's okay. I live alone now. There's no need to report safety."
Ah——Just like that...simply and directly said it. I stared at Lagoud blankly, not knowing whether I should continue the topic and ask why, or just comfort him directly.
"Okay, it's okay. I just ran away from home for some reason and didn't live with them." Lagude said indifferently.
Well, this guy answered my "why" directly, and it seems that this guy doesn't need any comfort.
Is it just that he has been away from home for so long and has not contacted his family? I find it hard to believe what kind of reason would make this nonsensical guy stay away from home for so long?
"Okay, okay, don't think about it. Now is such a happy time, why don't we go on a date." Lagude waved for a taxi and pulled me in.
"Date?" I exclaimed.
"Of course, a date to celebrate my discharge from the hospital in good health, Kiki, you won't even refuse this, right?" Lagood glanced at me, and that look was so resentful, as if he would cry in front of me if I refused.
The corners of my mouth twitched slightly. I really didn't have the confidence to take the risk and see if this guy dared to cry in a taxi. Besides, I never thought of rejecting him.
"But where are we going?" When it comes to dating, my mind goes completely blank. I've imagined going on a date with Jiusha hand in hand, but I have no idea what kind of activities a date would involve.
"We can go to the Saint Sakura Park to see the flower show, or go to the amusement park to ride the roller coaster, or climb Qingze Peak. It is said that these are the three most popular date plans this season. Qiqi, which one do you like?" Lagood looked at me expectantly and asked.
Uh - why do I feel like this guy has been planning this for a long time?
"You can't ride a roller coaster. It's too stimulating and bad for your heart. You can't climb a mountain either. It's too tiring and not suitable for you who just got out of the hospital. Let's go to the flower show. Fortunately, Shengying Park is very close to my home. After watching the flower show, we can go to my house for dinner."
"Qiqi, you you you - you want to take me home?" Lagood looked at me with wide eyes, looking very surprised.
Black line - this guy thinks too much.
"Yes, I'll take you home because my parents are traveling and I'm the only one left at home. After seeing the flowers, we can make something to eat ourselves." In order to prevent this guy from thinking too much, I had to add some explanation.
"Your parents are not here." Sure enough, after hearing my explanation, this guy immediately showed a frustrated expression, but soon his mood recovered again, "Qiqi, did you say you would cook for me yourself?"
Sweat - I mean we make something to eat, right? This guy was so shameless that he just removed himself.
"But the food you cook--" Lagoud expressed his doubts slightly.
I glared at him in displeasure: Are you planning to complain about eating for free?
Besides, does this guy need to doubt my cooking skills so directly? The cake I made tastes bad, but it doesn't mean that I can't cook, okay? Although my cooking skills were really bad before I made the cake. But since that day, I started to help my mother in the kitchen, and now I can cook some simple dishes without any problem, okay, okay, okay!
I glared at Lagude angrily, but I didn't intend to tell him these things because I was afraid that he would misunderstand that the reason I learned cooking was because I was stimulated by the failed cake, and I learned it so that he could have delicious meals.
Humph, I am not.
It is April now, and a lively tulip flower show is taking place in Saint Sakura Park.
Various precious tulips, in various beautiful patterns, are spread out in every corner of the park. As long as you walk into the park, you can see the beautiful tulips blooming everywhere. Especially along the two sides of Shengying Creek, pots of colorful flowers are placed on the bright green grass, and next to them is the freely flowing Shengying Creek. The clear stream clearly reflects the flowers and green grass, combined with the beautiful scenery on the shore, as if two landscape paintings of different styles but describing the same beautiful scenery are presented to people's eyes at the same time, and magically, all of this has become an amazing landscape painting at the same time.
"It's so beautiful. Looking at all this, one will sincerely feel that life is so lovely and it's so good to be alive." I took a deep breath, breathing in the fresh air in the park.
"Look at these streams. Spring has come. They flow so happily."
"And these flowers, each one is blooming with its own beauty."
I smiled happily and called Lagoud to come over to see the beautiful scenery.
Lagoud walked over quickly and cooperated, approached a purple tulip next to me, and said, "Yes, the color of this flower is really beautiful."
"That's right. Purple tulips are a symbol of beauty and elegance. But compared to these flowers, I think the green grass of this season is also very lovely. In spring, everything is full of vitality, which is great."
Lagude looked at me and said, "Yes, even at this moment, the smile on our Qiqi's face looks much brighter than before."
This guy, why is he talking to me all of a sudden?
I turned my head away, not wanting Lagoud to notice that his simple words had successfully made my face flush.
Ai Qiqi, you are so embarrassing.
"Qiqi..." Lagude approached me slyly and whispered, "I wonder if you have noticed that you blush easily when you are with me recently?"
After saying that, this guy stretched out his finger and poked my face, which made my face temperature rise a lot more instantly. I was so angry that I wanted to punch him, but this guy was very smart and chose the right moment to run away.
"Do you think you'll be fine if you run away? Let's compare speed. Humph, can you be faster than me?" I said hatefully to his back.
"Hehe, then come and chase me if you're brave enough." Lagood stood five meters away, laughing like a smug villain.
I was about to chase after him, but seeing that he was ready to run away at any time, I finally gave up hopelessly.
Forget it, it’s just a little laugh or something, no big deal.
I carefully observed Lagude's expression, and when I found that he was fine, I waved my hand and said, "Why are you chasing me? I never chase after stinky boys, humph."
"Is that so?" Lagude showed a disappointed expression. "I was planning to let you chase me so that I could take the opportunity to experience the addiction of being 'pursued' by you, but who knew that you would see through me so quickly."
Uh, I heard this answer without paying attention.
I took a deep breath, not wanting to blush again. If I blushed just because of a sentence like this, I would really suspect that I would kill someone in anger.
I glared at Lagoud angrily.
"Okay, okay, don't be angry. Don't you like grass? At worst, I'll give you a piece of grass as an apology." Lagude approached me with a smile, and while speaking, he actually pulled up a piece of grass from the ground and handed it to me.
"Is there such a cheap apology gift in the world? I don't care unless you cook for me later." I said very "kindly" imitating this guy's ability to make the most of his advantage.
"Cook?" Lagude's face twisted slightly. "If you don't mind having breakfast again, I can agree."
"Breakfast? Which day's breakfast?" I looked at him blankly: When did this guy make breakfast for me? It seemed, probably, possibly - it was true.
I remember one morning, this guy seemed to have brought me a cup of breakfast, saying that it cost him a lot of blood and sweat. It really was a breakfast that cost him a lot of "blood".
Black lines slid down my forehead one by one.
Okay, I give in. When it comes to being "honest", I'm far inferior to this guy.
"Just pretend I didn't say anything and leave the cooking to me." I said helplessly.
" Great . I want steak, medium rare, preferably." Lagoud immediately came closer to me and made the request proudly.
I glared at him helplessly.
