Chapter 65 Good mother or bad mother, don’t forgive and hate, and don’t forget…

In the second semester of senior year, Li Su’s grades began to drop again and again.

The head teacher had given up communicating with her, and didn’t contact her family to synchronize her status.

The school and the family all spontaneously tried to clear themselves of the dust, avoiding Li Su’s mental health and evading the responsibility of Li Su’s future.

No one expected Li Su to perform well or to get into a certain level of university. As long as this child was alive and well, the school felt that it was enough.

Since Xu Shen went to Xu Qie and stabbed her twice, Li Zhen’s heart was twisted into a ball, and she dared not neglect the promise she had made to Xu Shen in Xu Shen’s half-threatening prayer.

Li Zhen began to expedite the process in all aspects. By adding money, adding money, and adding money, it only took two weeks to complete the procedures. Li Zhen

rushed to the school as soon as possible.

She stood at the school gate and looked out, and saw the girl wearing a baggy blue and white school uniform, with her head buried and a submissive look from a distance.

She looked Li Su up and down several times secretly.

It seems that there is nothing special about her?

Except for her porcelain-white skin and pointed chin, she seems to be only about 160cm tall, especially the pair of gray glasses on her nose, which look thick and heavy, making her look like an honest child who has studied hard.

Li Zhen instantly believed what Xu Shen said: there is no premature love. Indeed, rather than believing that this child is willing to have a premature love with Xu Shen, Li Zhen would rather believe that her son is actually the reincarnation of Qin Shihuang, the kind who needs v50 to go home.

Li Zhen was still surprised at the time that Xu Shen's vision could be so advanced, and he could see through the outside and fall in love with the inner beauty of others.

Just thinking about it, Li Zhen also inexplicably began to look forward to it.

It's almost good, pretty good.

Xu Shen is tall, Xu Shen is handsome, how bad can the child of two people be?

The first impression made Li Zhen very satisfied. She had seen too many scheming girls, and now that she was middle-aged, she preferred to be with people who were simple and clean, and who didn't require her to worry too much.

Just when Li Zhen was imagining taking Xu Shen and Li Su with her and starting over after going abroad, Li Su had already passed by her and walked away.

Uh uh uh! Li Zhen came to her senses, hurriedly followed a few steps, and called out, "Little boy, little boy, let's talk."

The voice chased Li Su, and she turned around belatedly, looking at the completely unfamiliar Li Zhen with a blank face.

Li Su was not sure that Li Zhen was calling her. She looked around, pointed at herself and asked, "Are you calling me?"

"Yes!" Li Zhen smiled and pulled Li Su's sleeve without saying anything, introducing herself, "I am Xu Shen's mother. I want to talk to you, can I?"

Li Su frowned slightly and stared at Li Zhen vigilantly. She reacted very quickly, almost without blinking, and said with certainty, "But I don't know Xu Shen. Auntie, you really recognized the wrong person."

"..." Li Zhen stared at Li Su and was speechless for a while.

After a long while, Li Zhen couldn't help but chuckled. She asked Li Su, "Why don't you blink when you lie? Oh, I am really Xu Shen's mother. I brought his ID card and showed it to you!"

Li Zhen said, took out her bag and handed Xu Shen's ID card to Li Su.

Li Su stepped back a few steps, not looking at the ID card that Li Zhen handed over. She carefully identified Li Zhen's eyebrows and eyes, and saw that she looked similar to Xu Shen. She paused and smiled embarrassedly.

"If I blink, people will know I'm lying, right?" Li Su explained lightly, and then emphasized: "Auntie, Xu Shen and I haven't been in contact for a long time, don't worry."

"Ah!" Li Zhen never thought that Li Su had stopped playing with Xu Shen. She understood a little, but became even more anxious. "That's not what I want to tell you, and... I support you to continue to interact!"

Support? Li Su's brows twisted tighter in an instant. She was extremely repulsive to Li Zhen's suggestion. It can be seen that Li Zhen's hands were stiff, and she looked at a loss. She couldn't bear to speak directly.

A classmate passed by and looked at Li Su and Li Zhen.

Li Su knew that this scene could not be explained in a few words. She didn't hesitate any more, took Li Zhen's wrist, and led her to walk nearby.

Li Su asked her: "Auntie, do you want to eat something?"

Li Zhen blinked and pretended to be innocent: "Let's not go to the snack stand? I can't afford to suffer a little. When I came here, I saw a Western restaurant that was barely making do. Can we go there? I'll treat you."

Li Su paused for a second, but still nodded.

She took Li Zhen into the Western restaurant. She took a look at the room and deliberately walked to the glass window to sit down.

Anyone passing by can see their whereabouts. Li Su is not very sure of Li Zhen's true identity, so it is safer this way.

Li Zhen took the lead in using her mobile phone to scan the menu and handed it to Li Su to order.

Li Su just shook her head. She picked up the lemonade that the waiter had just brought, held it in her hand, and did not drink it.

Li Su lowered her eyes and reminded Li Zhen in a cold tone: "Auntie, please keep your long story short."

After several confrontations, Li Zhen finally experienced Li Su's temperament more truly: peaceful, but not without wisdom. Gentle, but not without attitude.

Li Zhen had no doubt that if she didn't finish her purpose as soon as possible, Li Su would probably get up and leave.

Li Zhen leaned forward, pressed against the table, and got closer to Li Su. Her originally tall and elegant figure suddenly became shorter, revealing humility.

She interrupted him and said hastily, "I gave birth to Xu Shen when I was 20 years old. From the moment I gave birth to him, I knew very well that he would hate me for the rest of his life. But I don't regret it. I got the material life I wanted. Being humiliated is the price I should pay."

"I chose my life, but I am destined to owe Xu Shen in this life. Although he can live better than most people materially, his sister... You don't know, he has lived like a rat crossing the street since he was a child... That's why he has a dark personality and is as cold as an evil wind."

"You are his first friend, and you are the first person to defend him. To be honest, from the bottom of my heart, I am very grateful to you. Since being with you, he has become much more cheerful, and sometimes, he is warm and righteous."

These heartfelt words aroused Li Zhen's guilt.

She raised her eyes and saw Li Su looking at her without blinking, as if judging her. Li Zhen felt inexplicably guilty and scared for a moment, and picked up the lemonade on the table and brought it to her mouth.

After drinking the water, the heat was extinguished, and people could be calmer.

Li Zhen held the cup and said firmly: "Li Su, go study abroad. You and Xu Shen go first, and we will live outside in the future. No one knows about your past with Xu Shen, and you start over."

"What?" Li Su was a little confused. She didn't expect that she would be planned into the future of Li Zhen and Xu Shen.

Li Zhen couldn't help but reach out her hands and hold Li Su's hands tightly: "I will explain everything to your parents. I have also arranged the school you are going to attend. It's okay." Li

Zhen's hands were very hot, with wet sweat, betraying her nervousness.

Li Su felt as if she was burned. She pulled her hand back with force, hid it under the table, and sat back defensively. She stared at Li Zhen with a warning look.

Li Su: "Auntie, I don't understand you."

Li Zhen affirmed: "No, you understand, you just don't dare to face it. - Li Su, running away with Xu Shenyuan is still the best choice for you now."

Li Su fell silent again and looked at Li Zhen quietly.

Li Zhen said without hesitation: "No matter how deep the hurt of others is, it is not as disappointing as the look of disappointment in your family. Being with us, even if there are some inconveniences, is better than living in your current home."

"Li Su, child, you may not understand until a long time later. Now that you have left, your mother will miss you, but if you are with her, she will hate you and hate you for the rest of her life."

Unconsciously, Li Su had already burst into tears.

She raised her sleeve to wipe her eyes, but accidentally pressed her glasses, and was poked by the nose clip. She took off her glasses with one hand in a daze, and wiped her tears over and over again, but she couldn't wipe them dry.

She sniffed, sobbed, choked, and couldn't say anything.

Li Zhen was sad, but she still insisted on finishing: "Xu Shen is my child, but I can't raise him well. I want to entrust him to you. I will take care of all your expenses, and I can give you an extra one million every year. Li Su, I have only one request to you: don't leave Xu Shen."

All of Li Zhen's performance exceeded Li Su's expectations.

Li Su was stunned after hearing this. Her eyelashes were wet, thick and long. Her porcelain-white face was red from crying, which made her look pitiful.

Li Zhen felt so depressed, but she still persuaded her: "Don't worry, I will never interfere with you. You can do whatever you want to him. You can beat him, scold him, and use him as a punching bag. - But as long as he doesn't leave you, you don't have to leave him. Okay?"

What on earth is this? Li Su felt like something was stuck in her throat.

Her tears finally stopped, and she raised her sleeves to wipe her face.

Putting her glasses back on, Li Su pulled the corner of her mouth with a smile, and murmured in a low voice: "I thought you would ask me to be nicer to your son."

Li Zhen smiled meaningfully, her eyes were unfathomable and too penetrating.

"You hate him too, you don't have to hide it. Just treat him the way you want to vent. It's better for you to torture him than to leave him. You are willing to accompany him, these are what he deserves. I'm afraid he is still happy."

"He has lived too hard in his life. He never saw the light before, and he didn't have greed. Now that you pull him out of the darkness, he doesn't want to live like that."

"Li Su, I'm afraid I have to wrong you." Li Zhen took out a bank card from her bag and handed it to Li Su. She said sincerely: "The password is your birthday. You are the only thing I can do for him."

Li Su looked at the bank card on the table quietly. She was silent for a moment, but still pushed the bank card back.

Li Su: "I'm sorry, Auntie. Please tell Xu Shen everything today, including your concessions and my rejections. Please tell him. He is a very smart child, he will know."

Li Zhen thought Li Su had discovered Xu Shen sitting behind her. Her hand trembled and knocked over the cup at hand. She hurriedly picked up the cup and glanced at Li Su guiltily.

It can be seen that Li Su's eyes were indifferent, and there was a smile on the corner of her mouth. She was confused, hesitant and anxious, and tentatively asked Li Su: "What do you know?"

Li Su's tone was relaxed and innocent, as clean as snow: "I know that you love him. Auntie, you are also his light. You are willing to give up everything to satisfy him and protect him. This is enough. Auntie, don't doubt it, you are also a very good mother. Now, it is better for you to stay with him than for me to stay with him."

Li Zhen was caught off guard by Li Su's gentle guidance and recognition. She shook her head and wiped her eyes.

Li Su gently pushed the tissue on the table to Li Zhen.

What I want to say and what I should say are all said. Li Su did not linger any longer, stood up, turned around and left.

"Child!" Li Zhen called her again. This time, she was worried because she was thinking about Li Su: "Are you really not going with us? You should go with us!"

Li Su did not look back. Her frail figure was like a thin tinfoil painting, imprinted in time.

She said: "Auntie, maybe you are right. Maybe leaving is a good thing for me. But my mother only has me as a daughter. I shouldn't leave her. Auntie, thank you. Please tell Xu Shen: I'm sorry."

Li Zhen was stunned for a moment. She was sure that no matter what she said, Li Su would not change her decision.

Li Zhen stood up slowly. She moved a few steps and walked behind Li Su. She stretched out her hand and gently patted Li Su's shoulder, comforting her better than nothing.

Li Zhen: "Child, don't be afraid, don't be afraid. Hate comes from love. Don't forgive hate, and don't forget love."

"Thank you, goodbye, auntie."

Li Su left without looking back and walked to the busy street.

She thought of the room with curtains closed, with no light visible day and night;

she thought of the countless times she had hugged her mother tightly when she woke up from a nightmare, and her crying voice floated in her ears;

she also thought of her mother's eyes facing the enemy, and subconsciously pushed her away...

Aunt Xu was right.

Li Su smiled self-deprecatingly, and then she cried again.

She wiped her tears and continued to move forward. She wanted to go home.