Chapter 61
61 Chapter 61
◎Stay by my side◎
The hot lips press down, the sweet taste is still there after being away, like honey and sugar, it is an addiction that goes deep into the bone marrow. The lips and teeth touch each other, the breathing becomes deeper and heavier, trembling in the eardrums, covered up by the huge sound. Other voices.
Chen Jing'an's arm holding the phone was propped up in the air, sore and stiff.
Thinking about it now, when he returned the phone, it was just to free up one hand.
"That's enough."
Chen Jing'an pressed against Shen Lie's chest, her breathing still a little messy.
Only then did she have the energy to look at her phone, only to find that she had already hung up when Shen Lie took it.
It's not that he's not such a jerk to do this, it's more likely that he's possessive, and he doesn't want any man to miss her.
Chen Jing'an adjusted his breathing, raised his head and looked at Shen Lie, with only coldness in his eyes: "Didn't you ask me what I picked up after we broke up? No, I have always been alone, Zhao Jiashu is just a senior, he is just sharing the table together The boy I met at dinner. "
I don't have a boyfriend, and I don't have a fiancé."
Her voice sounded too calm and steady, just stating the facts.
Things between them should not involve other people.
"What's going on with the ring?"
Shen Lie pinched her finger, stopped on the ring on her ring finger, and turned it slowly, one after another.
"Is this it? Don't you know, Mr. Shen, that the ring is just a small ornament? I only wear it to save trouble." Chen Jing'an said.
For others, seeing it makes them shy away.
But other people are not Shen Lie, and they are counterproductive to him. When do people like him care about worldly constraints? How has he ever cared about what others think of him?
"That's it?"
"That's it."
Shen Lie lowered his eyes and stared at the plain ring, with a slight smile on his lips, a bit self-deprecating.
Just because of such a little thing, the fuss was a bit outrageous.
By now, both of them were a little tired.
"Don't move, just like this, let me hold you for a while." Shen Lie's eyebrows relaxed, and the depression disappeared. He wanted to hold her, put his chin on the top of her hair, and felt her warmth. She seemed to have lost a lot of weight, as if Only a handful of bones remained.
Chen Jing'an did not move. She stood upright, with no emotion on her face: "But what should I do, I don't want to hug you."
There was a bit of coolness, colder than the wind in the autumn night.
"Even if I don't want to, you will still hug me, right? Just like you always do."
Whether she wants it or not, as long as he wants it, it's enough.
All the charm disappears at this moment.
Shen Lie has already experienced this trick before. One second, she is rolling on the bed and squeezing him to death, and the next second, she can say breakup with a cold tone. She's always been good at it.
Chen Jing'an blinked her eyelashes quietly: "Actually, in these five months, I did think about you. It's not that I dare not admit it. I wonder if I am too cruel and too determined. As long as I can take that step , will the result be different? Shen Lie, I really thought that I would lose sleep for many nights. "
So she practiced desperately, refusing to think about the thoughts that shook her, but lying in bed at night, When you are quiet and have nothing to do, those thoughts seem to be pervasive.
But now, she is quite happy.
The darkness in Shen Lie's eyes was intense, and something was about to come out.
Can't be seen or touched.
Chen Jing'an turned a blind eye and continued: "Actually, I should thank you. Thank you for completely cutting off my remaining thoughts this time. Let me know that you are still you, the bastard who forced me in the first place. You have gold in your mouth." When I was born with a spoon, what am I to you? I'm just a thing that you haven't had enough fun with and can't bear to throw away."
Shen Lie's eyes moved slightly and he sneered: "Chen Jing'an, your conscience has been eaten by a dog. "
"If I really used you as a toy, you wouldn't be here now. You should be in Qianwan. It's not difficult to trap a person. There are many means and methods. If you really use it for fun, you should be here now. Lying on the bed, you have to take off your clothes one by one whenever I want."
"So do I still need to thank you? Thank you, Mr. Shen, for allowing me to leave the room and leave the capital to participate in the tour. I am still lucky enough. Standing here and talking to you indiscriminately is the next offense."
Chen Jing'an said to Mr. Shen.
He was very polite, but every word he said hurt more and more people.
Shen Lie stared at her, confused as to how the words that came out of those soft and sweet lips that he had just kissed could be as sharp as a knife.
"You don't have to be so mean to yourself."
"It's not me being mean to myself, it's you being mean to me. Really, you make me feel that an ordinary person doesn't deserve dignity, doesn't deserve respect, and no one cares about his thoughts. Emotion, he is just a symbol. He has been labeled as inferior since he was born, and he will be played by you people. Do you think what I said is unpleasant? "
Shen Lie rarely feels as powerless as he does now. , his voice lowered: "Teach me."
"Stay with me and teach me what respect is."
"I don't want it."
"As long as you think about it, there will definitely be a lot of people who are willing, but not me."
Chen Jing'an Facing him directly, he said softly: "Didn't you ask me what wish I made on my birthday? At that time, I wished that we could end peacefully and happily, but the cake was too big and I couldn't blow out the candles for the first time. I felt it. , this wish may not come true. "
Some things have signs.
It didn't go as well as she wanted in the beginning, and it didn't go as well in the end.
"So you had already thought about it before your birthday?" He was low and hoarse, as if he had lost all his strength.
It's like a boomerang, going back and forth, cutting flesh with a dull knife.
"Yes, every day when I am with you, every day, it is like a knife hanging above my head. I don't know when it will fall."
"Even now?"
"Yes, I can't forget the past. "
She can still tell him now, just because he still likes her a little bit. When will this kind of like disappear, what will she have left?
"Chen Jing'an, I have never liked someone so much. This is probably the only time in my life."
Shen Lie knew that he was a bastard and had no mercy. He always used any means to achieve his goals. If he liked it, he would snatch it away. It didn't matter if he used some means. This is true in the business world, and even more so in this relationship.
It might just be plundering at first, but it's hard to say whether it's sincere in the end.
Chen Jing'an looked away and said coldly, "So, if you like it, should I also like it?"
"Good question." Shen Lie breathed out softly and smiled, "Indeed, I like you, and we have something to do with you. What does it matter?"
Time became so slow, every minute and second seemed to last longer.
The oxygen in the air became thinner, making breathing difficult and painful.
Chen Jing'an closed her eyes and said the last sentence: "Shen Lie, that's it, don't let me look down on you."
She knew how hurtful her words were.
How could a person in a high position allow himself to be belittled like this?
Shen Lie just looked at her, as if he was looking through her.
There was silence for a long time.
Until the strength in his waist disappeared, he let go of her, chuckled, and looked polite and courteous again, as if everything that just happened was someone else. He straightened the messy coat for her, smoothing it away bit by bit. The folds, to the end, brushed away the broken hair beside the ear, and the fingertips brushed the auricle, carefully and tenderly.
Only after doing this can you be satisfied.
"In this way, has your birthday wish come true?"