Chapter 6 We Can't Go Back to the Past 07
There are many words to comfort people, for example, you can tell him that time can heal everything.
But if someone uses this sentence to comfort me, I think I can't help but spit in his face.
This sentence is too hypocritical to me. I have so many wounds, but time has not healed them. Time has taken away the sunshine and my father, and now Jingyan doesn't want me anymore.
Life in the third year of high school was difficult and I became silent. I could no longer see Yi Ping'an, who would fight with others over a disagreement. I read quietly, wrote quietly, ate alone, and slept alone.
Without Song Jingyan, I thought I would not be able to get used to it, but I will slowly adapt, even though the process may be long.
He Xubei would still take two notes carefully and give me the other one. He would search for a lot of review materials and put them on my desk. When I studied very late, he would still offer to take turns with Li Ye to take me home.
Fu Yu asked me mysteriously, "The squad leader is so concerned about you, is there something wrong?"
I put down the pen in my hand and answered indifferently: "What could be the situation? Could it be that he found out that he likes me too, so he treats me well?"
Fu Yu's mouth opened into an O shape, and I patted her chin: "Fu Yu, turn around."
But Fu Yu seemed not to hear what I said. She looked behind me. I followed her gaze and saw He Xubei.
He Xubei stood behind me, holding a comprehensive political and history question and answer book in his hand.
It seems that he may have heard what I just said. Even though it is no longer a secret that I have a crush on He Xubei, I still feel a little unnatural when facing him. I lowered my head and continued to do the test paper, pretending that I didn't say that.
He Xubei put down the book and walked away without saying anything. In fact, after Li Ye said that he was the Dark Night Raccoon, He Xubei's behavior had been very strange.
He would secretly look at me during class, and I would run into him more and more , just like when I first had a crush on him.
After so many things, I no longer have the heart to think about those little things, and I don't want to speculate about He Xubei's little behaviors. I didn't listen carefully in class before, and I fell behind a lot. It's a bit difficult to catch up, so I accept his kindness, but I really don't have time to worry about things that have passed.