Chapter 6: The Farewell Song Fades Away 05
After that night, Jiang Sijin became the same Jiang Sijin as before, and went back to school as if nothing had happened. But she never came to my school again. I knew that she didn't want to see Li Anran again, and I never saw him in school again. I only heard about him from some people. Although he had helped me before, he hurt Jiang Sijin and was no longer my friend.
Lin Zhan rushed back early the next morning. When Lin Xiang came to see me, he told me that he went to Jiang Sijin's school almost every day, bringing her all kinds of fun and delicious things. He almost became her little tail, a typical man who values women over sisters.
I lamented Lin Zhan's infatuation and teased Lin Xiang to find a boyfriend as soon as possible. Lin Xiang was so angry that she didn't talk to me for several days.
However, to my surprise, just when I thought everything would slowly get better, Jiang Sijin suddenly told me that she was going abroad.
She said: "I am in so much pain that I want to leave here. When I think of him still being here and breathing the same air as me, I feel suffocated. I feel that only by leaving and forgetting him can I really get better."
I didn't persuade her to stay, even though I was reluctant to let her go. Besides Ning Qiyuan, she was the only one by my side. But I couldn't be so selfish as to make a decision for her. That was her life, her choice.
I asked her, "What about Lin Zhan? Does he know you are leaving?"
Jiang Sijin was silent for a while before answering me, "He will meet someone he likes and who likes him in the future. Don't tell him I'm leaving, or he'll make a scene."
I nodded and agreed to her, but I didn't expect that Lin Zhan still knew about it.
I came alone on the day I sent Jiang Sijin abroad. After I told Jiang Sijin to call me when she got abroad, I sent her through the border. When I saw her off , Lin Zhan rushed to the airport.
"Jiang Sijin, wait for me, I'll go with you." Lin Zhan rushed to the checkpoint and tried to go in regardless of anything, but the airport security personnel stopped him in time.
Jiang Sijin just paused for a moment without looking back, then disappeared into the boarding passage at a faster pace.
Seeing that Jiang Sijin couldn't be called back, Lin Zhan gave up struggling. He looked at me with sadness in his eyes, like an abandoned child.
"Sister Shuchen, why didn't you tell me?" he asked me with red eyes, his hands tightly holding my shoulders.
I frowned in pain and just said, "Lin Zhan, calm down."
But Lin Zhan simply didn't listen to what I said, and kept asking me, "I know she doesn't like me, and I don't ask her to like me. But why doesn't she even give me the chance to be with her? Why does she treat me like this? What's wrong with me?"
I can't answer his question. In the world of love, if you like someone, you like them, and if you don't like someone, you don't like them. It's not that Lin Zhan is not good enough, it's just that he is not that person.
Seeing that he couldn't get an answer, Lin Zhan's emotions seemed to be out of control. He suddenly shook me and shouted loudly: "You are all like this. You can't stand seeing me being with the person I like! You are the ones who forced her away!"
"Lin Zhan, calm down!" I frowned in pain and wanted to push Lin Zhan away, but his strength was so great that I couldn't struggle free at all.
"Tell me where she went, tell me, tell me quickly!" Lin Zhan continued to interrogate me, looking a little crazy.
"Lin Zhan, you..."
However, before I could finish my words, someone pulled Lin Zhan away forcefully, and then a fist hit Lin Zhan in the face.
Lin Zhan was caught off guard and fell to the ground, completely dazed.
Ning Qiyuan turned around and looked me up and down.
"I'm fine." I said immediately, and when I looked up again, I saw Lin Zhan's face full of tears. He begged me in a low voice: "Sister Shuchen, can you tell me where she went?"
I pursed my lips and said nothing.
I wanted to tell him, but I had already promised Jiang Sijin. Moreover, with Lin Zhan's ability, he would be able to find her after calming down. By that time, Jiang Sijin might have changed her mind.
Ning Qiyuan was afraid that Lin Zhan would do something again, so he stopped me and said coldly, "Lin Zhan, you should chase the person you like yourself. Don't take your anger out on others just because you can't catch him or her!"
I pulled Ning Qiyuan. Lin Zhan was out of control and couldn't be provoked anymore.
Ning Qiyuan ignored me and glared at me with a frown.
I pretended not to see it and tried to go around Ning Qiyuan to pull Lin Zhan up, but before I could get there, Lin Zhan stood up by himself and said to me unconvincedly like a stubborn child: "If you don't tell me, I will go find her myself! I will definitely find her!"
Having said that, he turned around and ran out of the airport quickly.
Everything is settled.
Jiang Sijin left, and Lin Zhan also left.
I looked at Ning Qiyuan beside me and wanted to ask him why he was here, but he reached out his hand, grabbed me tightly, and dragged me out of the airport.
On the way back to school, Ning Qiyuan had a cold face and didn't say a word to me, like an iceberg that couldn't melt. I roughly knew that he was angry with me, or even more angry that I came to send Jiang Sijin abroad without telling him.
But soon, I found out I was wrong.
Ning Qiyuan took me back to his apartment, and as soon as he closed the door, he kissed me punishingly. He didn't let me go until I was out of breath, and asked, "Do you remember what you promised me?"
I was a little confused and didn't understand what he said.
"Have you forgotten? I told you not to interfere in Jiang Sijin's affairs anymore." Ning Qiyuan reminded me.
I then remembered what Ning Qiyuan said to me that night, and his words did not mean just this. But when I thought that Jiang Sijin had already left the country, maybe half a year, maybe a year, or even longer, I would not see her again, so I did not refute him, but just lowered my voice and said, "Not in the future."
That night, I didn't go back to the dormitory . I lay on the same bed with Ning Qiyuan. As if he could sense the sadness in my heart, he hugged me tightly and said to me domineeringly: "Now, except for me, there is no one else by your side. I want you to remember that I am your only one in this world."
I repeated this over and over in my mind and hugged him back hard.
He is my only one.
I slept until dawn without even dreaming. When I was half asleep, I heard a crisp sound of footsteps, followed by the sound of the room door being opened.
I heard a cry of surprise: "You..."
The voice sounds familiar, but this is Ning Qiyuan's apartment, how could there be a third person?
I suddenly opened my eyes and sat up from the bed. When I saw Ning's mother standing at the door of the room, my mind went blank. I looked at Ning Qiyuan who had also woken up, and I suddenly wanted to pull the quilt over me and hide.
Mother Ning stood at the door for a while, then closed the door again without saying a word.
I never expected that Mother Ning would appear here so early in the morning. Although we didn't do anything last night, it was impossible for Mother Ning not to think too much when she saw such a scene!
I can't see anyone.
Ning Qiyuan got up from the bed and said to me calmly, "What are you afraid of? It's not like my mother doesn't know that you are mine."
My face turned red, I grabbed a pillow and threw it at him.
I really shouldn't have stayed with him on impulse.
Ning Qiyuan dodged swiftly, gave me a reassuring smile, opened the door and went out.
I hid in the room and didn't dare to go out until Ning's mother called me out for breakfast, then I had no choice but to sit in front of her.
As soon as we sat down, Ning's mother said to us sternly: "You are really making trouble!"
Although I have only met Ning's mother a few times, she has always been gentle and never loses her temper. Seeing her speak like this, my heart trembled. When I was about to explain, I heard Ning Qiyuan say, "Mom, we will get married."
My heart suddenly started beating wildly.
"Qiyuan, do you know what you are saying?" Ning's mother asked solemnly.
"I know." Ning Qiyuan also answered solemnly. He looked at me with deep and firm eyes. I had never seen such a serious expression on his face. He said to me, "Shuchen has no home. She only has me, and I want to give her a home."
My heart was warmed and my eyes were filled with warmth. This was the most beautiful love words I had ever heard from him, far better than the words "I love you" thousands of times.
We met at the age of 13, separated at the age of 18, and reunited at the age of 20. We have been through everything together, including pain and laughter. I never thought that we would spend our lives together.
If a person wants to give you a home, that is the most unquestionable love in the world.
I think I would like to.
