The cicadas were unusually noisy that summer, but Qin Ye spent it in silence.
Three days after the start of school, Ding Shaocheng had already completed all the formalities. He called Qin Ye downstairs, then gave her a hug happily and said with a smile: "Xiao Ye, Xiao Qiao and I are going to Canada. Let's go to KTV tonight to celebrate for me?"
Qin Ye felt that Ding Shaocheng was really cruel. Couldn't he see the sadness in her heart?
"Who are they..." Qin Ye asked blankly.
"We are just friends here. You can bring Orange with you. After all, she is your best sister." Ding Shaocheng said with a smile, and then couldn't help but pinch Qin Ye's face like he did when they were children.
If he leaves, it will be hard for him to meet Qin Ye. I wonder if this girl who grew up with him will miss him?
Qin Ye buried his head, feeling even more uncomfortable.
"Then I'll go talk to Orange first." Qin Ye turned around in a daze and went back to the dormitory.
On the windowsill on the fourth floor, Juzi kept looking at Qin Ye and Ding Shaocheng. Girls can always easily guess what other girls are thinking, so Juzi also confirmed that Qin Ye liked Ding Shaocheng.
After returning to the dormitory, Qin Ye half-lay on her bed, holding a panda doll in a daze. Juzi climbed onto Qin Ye's bed, lay down beside her, played with Qin Ye's hair with interest, and asked: "Xiaoye, we are going to practice with Ding Shaocheng tonight, do you have something delicious again?"
"He said he wanted to go to KTV, probably just to sing." Qin Ye said with empty eyes.
"You can still play, Xiaoye. Are you reluctant to leave Ding Shaocheng? I know you two grew up together and have a very good relationship. I'm sorry, although I understand, I can't empathize with you." Orange leaned on Qin Ye's shoulder, hugged Qin Ye, and said apologetically.
Qin Ye's eyes finally gathered light, she moved to avoid squeezing Orange, she said: "I'm fine, Qiao Shuanghua pursued her dream, Ding Shaocheng pursued love, they are both very brave people. In fact, I am very happy to see Ding Shaocheng so selfless, it proves that he has found his destined person, and he will no longer be alone in the future."
"Xiao Ye, you will find your destined person." Juzi comforted Qin Ye. She knew that Qin Ye had known her for a year and buried the fact that he liked Ding Shaocheng in his heart, so he must not want to mention it. So Juzi would not take the initiative to ask her, but she could comfort and help Qin Ye from the side.
"Oh, by the way, Xiaoye, why haven't I seen Su Yuwei this semester?" Juzi suddenly remembered that Su Yuwei always followed Qin Ye like a follower, so why haven't I seen him yet after three days of school?
Qin Ye couldn't help but frowned, and the expression of Su Yuwei that day appeared in front of her eyes. After that day, they had no contact throughout the summer vacation. Su Yuwei didn't look for him, and she didn't look for him either.
"He will go tonight." Qin Ye said, and the light in his eyes faded away again.
In the evening, Qiangui KTV.
It was supposed to be a practice for Ding Shaocheng, but Su Yuwei and Fatty Lin kept grabbing the microphone. Ding Shaocheng and Qiao Shuanghua sat together, and the two were inseparable. If it weren't for Ju Zi accompanying him, Qin Ye would definitely feel that he was redundant.
"Qin Ye, would you like to sing a song? I haven't heard you sing before." Fatty Lin handed over a microphone, and Qin Ye immediately refused with all the hair on his body standing up.
Ding Shaocheng laughed: "Don't make it hard on her. Xiaoye is not tone-deaf, but she gets nervous when she sings."
"Really? Su Yuwei happens to be tone-deaf, so why don't you two sing a song together so that we can see the car accident scene of a coward and a tone-deaf?" Fatty Lin stood there watching the show without feeling any pain in his waist.
"I'm not going to sing anymore. I'm tired." Su Yuwei threw down the microphone, picked up a bottle of wine and pulled Ding Shaocheng to drink, and they called each other brothers.
"This is boring." Fatty Lin was disappointed and a little unhappy.
Seeing this, Orange swallowed the tofu he was chewing, stood up and said, "Come on, let's sing."
Fatty Lin was flattered and quickly handed the microphone to Orange, then took Orange to sing a love song together.
Qin Ye sat on the sofa, as if she was out of the room. Her eyes were wet all the time. If her hair wasn't covered and the room was too dim, others would have been able to see it easily.
Su Yuwei, who was arguing with Ding Shaocheng on the side, shifted her eyes towards Qin Ye and clearly captured her every expression.
Ding Shaocheng pulled Su Yuwei to a corner, holding his shoulders tightly, and said, "Su Yuwei, I didn't like you being with Xiaoye before, because I thought your personality would cause trouble for Xiaoye. But now... after I leave, Xiaoye will only have you, can you help me take good care of her and protect her?"
Su Yuwei laughed at himself, put his hand on Ding Shaocheng's shoulder, and laughed uninhibitedly: "Sorry, I'm not interested."
Ding Shaocheng smiled. He is not interested?
He is the only one who is most interested in this world.
He is the only one who is most suitable.
"I'm leaving on a flight tomorrow morning with Xiao Qiao." Ding Shaocheng sighed and said, "I don't know when I can come back, Su Yuwei..."
Su Yuwei frowned, picked up another bottle of wine and handed it to Ding Shaocheng, saying, "Everything is in the wine, drink it."
"Su Yuwei, Shaocheng has to get up early tomorrow and can't drink too much." Qiao Shuanghua warned.
"It's okay." Ding Shaocheng said, "Just call me tomorrow."
Qin Ye sat there and took out his cell phone to play, pretending that he couldn't hear anything, pretending that it had nothing to do with him, and pretending that he was not sad.
After an unknown amount of time, Qin Ye noticed that Ding Shaocheng and Qiao Shuanghua were about to leave. She stood up and said, "My stomach aches. I'm going to the bathroom. You don't have to wait for me." After that, she grabbed her bag and ran to the bathroom.
Su Yuwei couldn't help but find it ridiculous. She clearly didn't want to face Ding Shaocheng's departure.
Qin Ye hid in the bathroom for fifteen minutes. Tears kept flowing, but she didn't say a word.
Fifteen minutes later, she wiped her tears, washed her face, and prepared to leave the KTV. Passing by the room she had just booked, she saw Su Yuwei lying on the sofa through the glass on the door, and more beer was ordered on the table.
Hasn't he left yet?
Qin Ye pushed open the door. The jukebox was still playing popular love songs. Su Yuwei was lying on the sofa, squinting her eyes, her cheeks flushed from alcohol.
"Su Yuwei." Qin Ye squatted beside him and gently pushed him, "Su Yuwei, let's go."
Su Yuwei slowly opened her eyes, her long and curly eyelashes trembling slightly, and Qin Ye saw his eyes falling directly on her. At that moment, she hurriedly avoided his gaze and didn't know how to find a topic: "What about them?"
"Fatty and Orange go and send Shaocheng off." Su Yuwei said softly, without looking away.
"Are you okay? Let's go back now. I'll take you back." Qin Ye met his gaze cautiously, and his heart suddenly started beating fast.
Why was she so afraid of him?
Su Yuwei covered his forehead, sat up from the sofa, and said tiredly: "I'm tired and can't walk."
"I'll go find Fatty Lin and ask him to carry you." Qin Ye said as he stood up and left.
Her wrist was suddenly grabbed by Su Yuwei, who bent over and held her weakly, saying, "Don't call them over. Just stay with me."
"Su Yuwei, I..." Qin Ye didn't know what to do, his hands and feet became stiff.
Su Yuwei slowly stood up from the sofa. Qin Ye only felt his shadow looming over her, and then Su Yuwei hugged her.
"Su Yuwei." Qin Ye's face flushed, she was at a loss. She grabbed Su Yuwei's shoulders and tried to push him away.
But the more Qin Ye pushed, the tighter Su Yuwei hugged him.
"Don't move, just let me hug you, okay?" Su Yuwei frowned, pleading and anxious in her words. Why could she take the initiative to hug Ding Shaocheng, but she would resist so much when he just touched her a little?
Qin Ye felt numb all over when being hugged by Su Yuwei, and this feeling made her feel at a loss.
It made her even more flustered.
"Su Yuwei..." Qin Ye forcefully pushed Su Yuwei away, feeling a little embarrassed and a little awkward , "Can you please stop being like this?"
This would cause Qin Ye to misunderstand. She was not ready to accept Su Yuwei's confession. She was afraid that if Su Yuwei confessed, she would not know how to be friends with him.
"Qin Ye, why are you so resistant to me?" Su Yuwei stood straight, his eyes poking Qin Ye so hard that he felt uncomfortable.
"Qin Ye, you should know that I like you..." Su Yuwei blinked, and her eyes were instantly wet.
I like you.
This sentence exploded like a bomb in Qin Ye's mind. She stood there in a daze. The song she had requested had finished playing, and the whole world had pressed the pause button.
Su Yuwei's strong breathing seemed unusually heavy in the empty room. He walked over, pressed down, held Qin Ye's face with both hands, and kissed her lips.
Qin Ye opened his eyes wide, and something in his brain broke.
She was anxious to push Su Yuwei away, but feeling Qin Ye's resistance, Su Yuwei hugged her even tighter, domineeringly exploring the softness between her lips and teeth, leaving her no space to breathe.
Qin Ye was ashamed and annoyed. No one had ever done such a thing to her. She went from panic to fear, to terror, and wanted to escape immediately. She subconsciously bit Su Yuwei's lower lip, and Su Yuwei felt the pain at the nerve endings.
Finally releasing some strength, Qin Ye pushed Su Yuwei away violently, raised his hand and slapped him in the face, saying angrily: "Su Yuwei, you've gone too far!"
Su Yu was the only one who was unstable and fell onto the sofa.
He suddenly laughed, a sarcastic laugh, and said, "I'm sorry, Qin Ye, did I overestimate my position in your heart? Oh... yes, the one you like is Ding Shaocheng, the Ding Shaocheng who already has Qiao Shuanghua."
"Stop talking." Qin Ye said with red eyes.
Su Yuwei stood up slowly, staggered to Qin Ye, lowered his eyes to look at her: "Qin Xiaoye, if you are even a little bit fair to me, just a little bit, I will be very happy. Do you understand how I feel? I kissed you in my senior year of high school, and you ignored me throughout the whole senior year. After graduation, I said I liked you, and you squatted in front of me and cried, which made me so worried! Do you understand me? I like you but I can't show it! I can't say I can't do it! I'm afraid you will never pay attention to me again, so I can only stay by your side like a fool! Qin Xiaoye! Five years!" He roared loudly, "We have known each other for five years! How far are you going to play dumb with me? If you don't have any feelings for me, tell me, I'll get out! Isn't it better for me to get out!"
Qin Ye's hands, which were tightly holding the bag, were shaking constantly. She lowered her head and stepped back involuntarily.
It's not like that, it's not like that...
"Qin Ye, what are you hesitating about? Tell him and we can face it together, okay? Don't be like a mute and say nothing." Su Yuwei felt like she was in agony. If she had any concerns, she could just tell him directly. He could help her.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Su Yuwei..." Qin Ye shook her head. She had not let go of Ding Shaocheng, and she didn't know how to accept Su Yuwei. She didn't want to give up so quickly.
These things were overwhelming her and she had no idea what to do.
"Don't tell me you're sorry." Su Yuwei suppressed her irritation, grabbed Qin Ye's shoulders, and asked, "Just tell me, I like you, can you accept it? Nod or shake your head, just tell me."
Qin Ye looked at Su Yuwei steadily, his eyes red like an angry lion.
After a while, Qin Ye withdrew his gaze, and Su Yuwei's expectant eyes showed a trace of fear and worry. Finally, Qin Ye shook his head in front of Su Yuwei.
This silent rejection made Su Yuwei collapse.
He gripped Qin Ye's shoulders more and more tightly. Qin Ye felt the pain in her shoulders. She shouted worriedly, "Su Yuwei, don't do this..."
There was a tangled fire in his heart, and Su Yuwei was about to lose his mind.
"Su Yuwei..." Qin Ye supported Su Yuwei, and Su Yuwei gently pushed her away and put his hands on the table. Qin Ye looked at him worriedly, but did not dare to take a step forward.
Su Yuwei's teeth were clattering, and his hands were supporting the tabletop, wishing he could tear it. Suddenly, Su Yuwei swept all the decorations and beer on the table to the ground, and Qin Ye screamed in fright.
Su Yuwei stood up, bit her lips tightly, held her forehead with one hand, and paced back and forth in the room in a rage.
Qin Ye hid in the corner, took out his cell phone with trembling hands and called Fatty Lin. The frantic Su Yuwei flipped the table again, grabbed a beer bottle and smashed it in the room. Qin Ye leaned against the wall and shouted to Fatty Lin who answered the phone: "Lin Tianyang! Come here quickly, Su Yuwei has become so strange... I don't know what to do." Qin Ye cried in the last sentence.
The staff in the KTV heard the noise, ran in, turned on the lights, and were stunned when they saw the mess in the room.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. We will compensate you." Qin Ye kept bowing to the staff to apologize, then ran over and took Su Yuwei's hand, saying, "Su Yuwei, can you please stop making trouble? I'm sorry, it's my fault. Let's go back and talk about it, okay?"
Su Yuwei shook off Qin Ye's hand and looked at her sideways: "Why are you so scared? I can afford all these, so you don't have to worry about it."
After venting his anger, Su Yuwei walked up to the staff and asked disdainfully, "How much is it? I'll pay it back."
The staff member took a the mess and said, "Please go to the manager's office and sit down so we can see how much damage has been done."
Qin Ye walked over, took Su Yuwei's hand, and took him to the manager's office.
Su Yuwei ignored her and walked in front of her with his hands in his pockets.
Fatty Lin and Orange rushed back and just happened to run into them, so they ran up to them and asked, "What's wrong?"
"Nothing, just broke some things." Su Yuwei answered before Qin Ye. Fatty Lin followed Su Yuwei and said, "Oh my god, Su Yuwei, you actually broke things in the KTV. Aren't you afraid that your dad will find out?"
"If you know, you know. It's already smashed." Su Yuwei didn't take it to heart.
In the manager's office, the compensation price for the damaged items has been announced. If compensated according to the original price, Su Yuwei will have to pay 30,000.
Hearing this number, Orange was shocked: "Thirty thousand!"
Su Yuwei's eyes were dodging, and they just happened to meet Qin Ye's. Perhaps his irritability had passed, and he felt that his behavior just now was a bit childish, so he immediately dodged when he met Qin Ye's gaze.
There was no other way. Su Yuwei definitely couldn't come up with 30,000 yuan, so he could only call his father to ask for it, risking being scolded.
Su Yuwei took out his cell phone and called his father, saying nonchalantly, "Hey, Dad, be prepared. I have something to tell you. I… I smashed someone's KTV. Please give me 30,000 yuan."
Qin Ye had a hopeless expression and sighed heavily.
Father Su on the other end of the phone didn't believe it and asked, "Are you looking to buy some equipment again?"
"No, it's true. If you don't believe me, I'll let the manager come and talk to you." After saying that, Su Yuwei handed the phone to the manager of the KTV. The manager told Su's father the cause and effect of the incident and handed the phone back to Su Yuwei. Everyone saw Su Yuwei immediately move the phone away, and Su's father's scolding could be heard throughout the office.
Father Su's last words were: "I don't have a son like you! Aren't you awesome? Pay for it yourself!"
Then the phone hung up.
The office fell into silence.
Seeing this, the manager said, "You guys stay here now, and leave when the money comes."
After saying that, he got up and went out. He didn't have time to waste here with a few little kids.
In the office, four people were sitting and standing in different postures, and no one knew how to say the first sentence.
About an hour later, Su Yuwei received a text message on his mobile phone, saying that 30,000 yuan had been transferred into his card, and then his mother called him.
"Are you okay?" Fatty Lin asked when he saw Su Yuwei hang up the phone.
Su Yuwei shrugged and said, "Maybe my dad will come to school tomorrow."
"Ah? Then you're finished." Fatty Lin sighed as if a disaster was imminent.
Su Yuwei didn't care about that. He stood up and called the manager, paid the money, and then walked out of the KTV with a swagger.
Juzi and Qin Ye followed behind, looking at the two men in front. Juzi asked Qin Ye: "What happened? Why did Su Yuwei smash the things in the KTV?"
"Nothing." Qin Ye kept silent.
It was already early in the morning, but the streets were still bustling. The four of them, one in front of the other, walked along the street lined with sweet-scented osmanthus trees.
The next day, Su's father really rushed to Ancheng A University.
In the counselor's office, Su's father scolded Su Yuwei terribly, and in the end the counselor had to mediate and comfort Su's father not to be angry.
After learning the situation, Fatty Lin took Qin Ye and Orange to lie on the windowsill of the office to listen to what was happening inside.
This scene reminded Qin Ye of high school, when Su Yuwei often did the same thing.
Father Su pointed at Su Yuwei and said, "With your unruly character, I should have sent you to the army to be disciplined! You just cause trouble for me all day long."
"Since you think I'm always causing trouble, then just send me to the army." Su Yuwei said nonchalantly, his body swaying from side to side.
"Stand still!" Su's father shouted angrily.
Su Yuwei stood up reluctantly, still with that unruly expression on his face.
"Do you think I really don't dare to send you to the army? Take out your household registration book and ID card!" Father Su spread out his hands.
Su Yuwei said, "It's in the drawer of my dormitory, go get it yourself."
Father Su was stunned, and the three people outside the window were also stunned. Is Su Yuwei serious?
"You kid, you refused to go so many times, but you agreed this time?" Father Su asked curiously.
Su Yuwei said seriously, "Because I want to be a soldier who is useful to the motherland like you, Dad. This is the duty of every man."
Su's father was skeptical. Su Yuwei had refused too many times, so he didn't dare to believe it easily this time.
"Are you serious?" Su's father asked.
"Seriously." Su Yuwei's face showed an expression of being ready to die.
"That's more like it." Father Su said, "Then come with me to get the things."
After that, Father Su said goodbye to the counselor and took Su Yuwei to the boys' dormitory. As soon as he walked out of the counselor's office, Fatty Lin called out from behind, "Hey, Su Yuwei."
Su Yuwei turned his head, but his eyes fell on Qin Ye.
"Are you serious?" Fatty Lin asked. Su Yuwei never liked joining the army, and this decision surprised everyone.
Su Yuwei looked at Qin Ye and said, "Seriously, not kidding."
After saying that, he followed Su's father and left.
Qin Ye twisted his fingers together, pursed his lips and said nothing.
Su Yuwei was in the dormitory watching his father taking out the household registration book and ID card while telling him what to prepare and what to pay attention to when joining the army. Su Yuwei listened with one ear and let it out with the other.
Do you really want to leave right away? Won't you regret it?
Su Yuwei felt that he would regret it, but if he didn't go to the army and continued to stay in school, what would happen? Qin Ye almost told Su Yuwei with certainty that they could not be together.
Su Yuwei can't live without Qin Ye, apart from this kind of rigid external regulations.
If he joins the army, if he receives training every day, his life will be packed with activities, leaving him no time to miss someone. Will he be able to forget Qin Ye this way?
Su Yuwei thought he could forget.
Su's father took Su Yuwei for a physical examination and registered him, and was about to send him to the army.
The troop's location is on the rooster's head, where it gets freezing cold in winter.
On the day when Su Yuwei got on the bus, Fatty Lin, Juzi, and Qin Ye all stood there to see him off. Fatty Lin and Juzi said a lot to him, but Qin Ye didn't say a word.
Su Yuwei walked up to Qin Ye, seeing that she still had her head down, and said, "Qin Xiaoye, I'm leaving."
Not knowing what to say, Qin Ye squeezed out two words from between his teeth: "Take care."
After five years of insisting on his own way, he could only get the words "take care". Su Yuwei took a breath and said, "Goodbye."
Then, he got on the bus. It was a bus full of college students who were going to join the army. Qin Ye didn't dare to look up at them. Ding Shaocheng had just left, and Su Yuwei was also leaving. Qin Ye was afraid of separation and afraid of crying.
Afraid of being seen as reluctant.
When the bus started, Su Yuwei withdrew his gaze. Qin Ye was so heartless that he refused to even look at him for the last time.
Qin Ye finally raised her head when she heard the bus leave. The bus drove in an unfamiliar direction, and Qin Ye's heart became heavy as the bus drove away. Su Yuwei's words about joining the army made Qin Ye feel unreal, and she always felt that Su Yuwei would not leave.
Ding Shaocheng left because of Qiao Shuanghua, why did Su Yuwei leave?
Feeling empty inside, Qin Ye dug her nails into her palms. She suddenly opened her lips and whispered softly: "Su Yuwei..."
My legs seemed to be out of control and I slowly ran in the direction of the bus.
"Xiao Ye!" Orange's voice pulled Qin Ye back from the chaos. Qin Ye stopped, and the bus turned a corner and could no longer be seen.
Su Yuwei really left, it was real.
Qin Ye slowly turned around and walked towards the school.
Everyone left, leaving only Qin Ye. So many people passed by her, but no one looked back at her. Before, her life was all about Ding Shaocheng, but then Su Yuwei came.
Now, Ding Shaocheng is gone, and Su Yuwei is gone too.
Qin Ye recalled the past and realized that there were many Su Yuwei in the days she remembered.
Her past was filled with him.
Qin Ye seemed to be distracted no matter what she was doing. If it weren't for Orange accompanying her, she would definitely become the silent and introverted girl she used to be.
On Saturday at Dan Xiaotian's house, Dan Xiaotian reminded Qin Ye for the ninth time not to be in a daze.
Qin Ye came back to his senses in his chair and asked irrelevantly: "Have you finished reciting?"
"Teacher Qin, I will be a senior next year, but I still failed English! If I don't do well in the college entrance examination, you will be responsible!" Dan Xiaotian's continuous "oh" made Qin Ye lick his lips unnaturally, took the words he wrote down, and said, "I'm sorry."
Shan Xiaotian bit the pen and asked, "Sister Qin Ye, is Su Yuwei gone? Do you miss him?"
"Nonsense, I don't miss him." Qin Ye denied it flatly.
"You're lying. You've been absent-minded ever since that bad guy left!" Shan Xiaotian poked the draft paper with the tip of his pen, feeling indignant.
Qin Ye corrected him: "Xiao Tian'er, Su Yuwei is not a bad guy. Don't say that about him."
Shan Xiaotian looked at Qin Ye gloomily and shut up obediently.
Qin Ye changed the subject, ticked off all the wrong words in the dictation book, threw it to him and said, "Read each wrong word more than ten times, and read it while copying it, including the Chinese meaning."
"Got it..." Shan Xiaotian held the dictation book under his arm. He would never forget the few wrong words written on it in his life.
Qin Ye stood up, walked to the window, looked at the sky outside, and sighed deeply.
After Su Yuwei left, he never contacted her or Fatty Lin.
He is really patient.
In the third month when Su Yuwei went to the army, Qin Ye got a letter from the guard. There was no mailing address, but the postmark on the envelope was where Su Yuwei was.
Qin Ye suddenly felt a sense of anticipation in her heart. This must be a letter written by Su Yuwei. Even if he didn't write the address, she knew it must be him!
Qin Ye couldn't wait to open it, but found a large piece of letter paper with a turtle drawn on it and the text next to it: I don't know what to say, I hope God and the earth will help me, I'll send it to wherever it goes.
Idiot!
Qin Ye cursed.
Qin Ye was so angry that she crumpled the letter and the envelope and threw them into the trash can on the roadside. But after walking a few meters, she blushed and turned the letter out of the trash can. Then, she folded the letter neatly and put it in the innermost layer of her drawer.
This letter was written by Su Yuwei. It was the fifth year of their acquaintance. He thought he could forget Qin Ye after joining the army, but in the end he found that he missed her more and more.
I think about it when I’m training, I think about it when I’m rehearsing, I think about it when I’m eating, I think about it when I’m sleeping, and I think about it when I’m on guard.
So, he wondered if he should write a letter to Qin Ye to let her know that he was thinking about her?
Su Yuwei carefully spread out the letter paper and unscrewed the pen cap. He wrote a paragraph and threw it away, then wrote a paragraph and threw it away again. He felt that he was being hypocritical and Qin Ye might not appreciate it, so he simply drew a big turtle on it and threw it directly into the mailbox.
Su Yuwei never got tired of this and sent a letter to Qin Ye every weekend.
Every time Qin Ye received a letter, he was prepared to appreciate the shocking content. Su Yuwei was really so frivolous even after joining the army.
Qin Ye received ten letters in total, and after the tenth letter, she never received any more.
She read the ten letters over and over again, but no new letters arrived.
Qin Ye asked Fatty Lin: "Has Su Yuwei contacted you? Is he okay over there?"
Fatty Lin shook his head generously and said, "In the army, I only have time to use my phone on weekends. If Su Yuwei doesn't contact me, I can't contact him either."
Qin Ye felt lost. She never received any more letters from Su Yuwei.
Junior year has passed, and senior year is almost over, but Su Yuwei has never written to me again.
When Qin Ye was in his senior year, Shan Xiaotian was admitted to University A. As soon as Shan Xiaotian came in, he quickly became the most famous freshman in the school with his handsome and rich appearance.
At the same time, he also announced to the world that he, Dan Xiaotian, was where he is today thanks to his senior Qin Ye.
As a result, Qin Ye, who was about to become a "social sister", also became popular in A University.
Juzi asked Qin Ye what she planned to do after graduation. Qin Ye gave her a clear goal: she wanted to take the teacher qualification exam and become a teacher.
So, during her senior year, Qin Ye was busy preparing for the teacher's certificate exam. Fortunately, she majored in Chinese, so taking the exam was not a difficult task for her.
Orange joined a company as a secretary. She didn't set high standards for herself and felt comfortable living such a simple life.
Fatty Lin and Su Yuwei originally had the same major, and the two decided to work together in game design. They wanted to design a game that is suitable for all ages and both men and women. But now, Fatty Lin has gone to the game company for an internship as he wished, but Su Yuwei is still in the army and there has been no news from him.
Fatty Lin said to Qin Ye: "It's okay, that guy will be back soon, very soon."
When Fatty Lin said time passed quickly, time also passed quickly.
On the eve of Qin Ye's teacher qualification exam, her father and mother came to Ancheng to see her.
Qin Ye specially picked the best hotel in Ancheng for Qin's father and mother to stay in, and chose the restaurant with the best reputation in Ancheng to take them to dinner.
Father Qin and Mother Qin looked at the prosperity of the city and felt a little uncomfortable. They asked, "Xiao Ye, how much does it cost to eat here?"
"It's not expensive, they're all Chinese food, quite cheap. It's just that the decoration here is nice." Qin Ye said as he picked out dishes for his parents.
Qin's father and mother were used to being frugal all their lives. They spent all their money on Qin Ye, so they were not used to spending lavishly for a while.
While eating, Qin's father asked Qin Ye: "Xiaoye, have you found a place for internship?"
"Not yet. I'll tell you when I find it." Qin Ye swallowed the thought of taking the teacher's qualification exam.
"If you can't find it, tell dad and he will help you find it," said Qin's father.
"No need, Dad. I'm already 22 years old. Let me take care of these myself, okay?" Qin Ye didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and quickly served them more food. "Eat the food quickly. It won't taste good if it gets cold."
"Xiao Ye, do you have a boyfriend?" Qin's mother asked Qin Ye secretly again.
Qin Ye just wanted to have a good meal with them.
Mother Qin sat next to Qin Ye, secretly tugged at her clothes, and said mysteriously: "Your father has a colleague whose son is 26 years old and works in a state-owned enterprise. Do you want you two to get to know each other?"
"Mom and Dad, are you here to see me or to arrange a blind date for me?" Qin Ye asked with a smile. She was only twenty-two and hadn't graduated yet, so she didn't want a blind date.
"It won't be a big deal if we just get to know each other." Qin's father pretended to be angry again. But Qin Ye was fearless now. She had her own ideas and her own path to take. She would never go along with this "blind date".
Qin Ye exhaled and negotiated with his parents directly: "Dad, Mom, let's have a discussion, okay? You can know and understand my work and feelings, but I hope you won't interfere. I know you are doing this for my own good, and every parent wants to see their children live well. But I hope you won't do this for my own good, but look at my affairs from my perspective, okay?"
"From your perspective? How long have you lived? How long have your parents lived? Your parents have walked more roads than you have eaten salt. So you must be looking at it from our perspective." Qin's father still insisted on his point of view. It seemed that there was nothing wrong with it, but this made Qin Ye speechless.
Qin Ye pushed the dishes aside a little, folded his arms on the table, leaned forward, and said, "Dad, tell me, if I leave all my life to you, how would you arrange it? What kind of life do you think I should live?"
Father Qin glanced at Mother Qin, then looked at Qin Ye, and pointed out his point of view: "Although you are our daughter, you will eventually marry someone else. Your mother and I don't have any good expectations. We just hope that you can marry a good man, a rich man, so that your life will not be so hard in the future. If you marry a rich man, you can do nothing in the future and concentrate on taking care of the children at home. Isn't that good?"
"That's good." Qin Ye said.
"That's fine." Father Qin spread his hands. Since it was agreed, why didn't she accept it?
"But this is not what I like." Qin Ye's expression became serious, and she frowned slightly. "Marry a rich man and stay at home to take care of the husband and children. How can you integrate into this society if you are not financially and personally independent? You tried your best to make me rank first in the exam, let me learn piano, various art courses and participate in various competitions, and in the end, just to let me stay at home and do nothing to take care of the children? I'm sorry, Dad, I don't want to live this kind of life. I want to do what I like, even if the salary is very low, but as long as I am happy and have a clear conscience, it's fine. I am still very young, and I can slowly accumulate the foundation to make myself more perfect and my life better. I will not let you live a bad life because I didn't marry a rich man. As a daughter, I will not give you less than a penny of filial piety. I really appreciate your kindness, but please don't arrange my life anymore..."
After hearing what Qin Ye said, Qin's mother was silent for a while, but Qin's father couldn't help but sneered and said, "A bird with fully grown wings doesn't know that there is a giant eagle circling around it, and a student who has just entered society doesn't know how complicated the world is. You are so capable, I will not care about you in the future."
After that, Father Qin picked up a cup of tea and drank it, then took Mother Qin's hand and said, "Let's go back. The child has grown up and doesn't need us anymore."
"Dad, that's not what I meant..." Qin Ye didn't understand why they always avoided the facts.
But Qin's father stopped listening to Qin Ye and was about to leave with Qin's mother. Qin Ye hurriedly paid the money and hurried out. Qin's father had already stopped a car and took Qin's mother in the car.
Qin Ye watched the taxi drive away, covering his forehead in annoyance.
Why do simple things become so complicated in the end? We are all family, can't we just communicate well?
Qin Ye felt as if there were millions of ants crawling in her heart. She stood on the street for ten minutes, helpless, before she called a taxi to go back to the dormitory.
In the evening, Qin Ye called his mother and asked if his father was still angry.
Qin's mother held one end of the phone and said, "Your dad is fine. He will calm down soon. Take care of yourself and call me if you have any problems. Your dad is just being stubborn."
"I understand." Qin Ye felt relieved and no longer worried.
She now has to concentrate on preparing for the exam, and once she gets her teaching certificate, her job will be stable.
On the day of the exam, Dan Xiaotian and Juzi came early in the morning to send Qin Ye to the exam room.
Outside the school, Juzi and Shan Xiaotian were sitting next to a fruit stall eating watermelons.
The weather in May was slightly hot. Orange turned his head to look at the school and asked, "Little brat, do you think Xiaoye can pass the exam?"
"Who are you calling a brat?" Shan Xiaotian rolled his eyes at Ju Zi and said firmly, "Sister Qin Ye will definitely pass the exam. She has such good grades, majored in Chinese, and has been my tutor for three years. If she can't pass the exam, then who can?"
"That's true." Juzi felt that what Dan Xiaotian said made sense, and asked, "Then when Xiaoye comes out, shall we take her to celebrate?"
"Of course, I'll treat you." Shan Xiaotian said, patting his chest.
"Of course it's your turn, you're the only man here!" Orange grabbed Dan Xiaotian's newly made curls and started to play with them.
Dan Xiaotian was so angry that he pulled her claws away and said, "Don't touch me! I just spent a lot of money on this hairstyle!"
"Hmph! What a stingy guy." Orange withdrew his hand in boredom and continued to eat his watermelon.
Seeing that Orange was angry, Dan Xiaotian sat next to her in a flattering manner, nudged Orange with his arm, and asked sweetly, "Sister Watermelon, oh no, Sister Orange. Let me ask you a question, has Su Yuwei contacted Qin Ye?"
"Why do you care so much? Are you trying to take advantage of me?" Orange stared at Shan Xiaotian with ill intention.
Shan Xiaotian admitted openly: "What's wrong? Can't I take advantage of the situation? Anyway, Su Yuwei didn't know how to cherish sister Qin Ye. She left without even calling me."
"Don't dream about it, you have no chance." Without even thinking about it, Juzi directly denied Dan Xiaotian's value to Qin Ye. Dan Xiaotian snatched the watermelon from Juzi and said, "Don't eat it! If you want to eat it, buy it yourself!"
"Stingy guy, I'm Qin Ye's best friend. If you want to pursue her, you have to bribe me first, do you understand?" Juzi started teasing Shan Xiaotian outside the school, and Shan Xiaotian fought back without any politeness.
Shan Xiaotian likes Qin Ye because of the feeling that touches his heart.
His feelings were far from being as forbearing and heavy as Su Yuwei's. He felt that if you liked someone, you should confess your feelings and be together with them. If you like someone, you like them, and if you don't like someone, you don't like them.
Therefore, precisely because of this, he may never be able to take root and sprout unknowingly, and finally break through the soil and bloom like Su Yuwei did in Qin Ye's heart.