Chapter 58 After the breakup and before the divorce,

when Xia Jinxian came out, she was blown away by the wind.

Xu Yanqing saw her frowning, her arms tightly hugging her body, her face lightly made up, and she was obviously dressed up, wearing a woolen skirt.

He suddenly laughed and couldn't stop laughing.

Xia Jinxian glared at him speechlessly and asked to hold an umbrella.

Xu Yanqing didn't bring an umbrella, so he easily took the umbrella from her hand and opened it.

Just such a small movement bridged the gap of eight years.

Xia Jinxian jumped like a rabbit, stamping her feet and said, "It's so cold, why did District Chief Xu come here?" Xu Yanqing said

, "A date."

" Xu Yanqing

could only say, "Okay, consulting business, how about it?

"

.

He said, "Xiao Xian, when are you going to vindicate this injustice for me?"

Xia Jinxian said, "Where does this injustice come from? Where does this injustice come from?"

Xu Yanqing sighed.

This matter, the breakup back then, seems to be really unclear now. Xu Yanqing asked, "Can I go up and sit down?" 

A red mark. 

He frowned, reached out and touched the red mark and asked, "What's wrong?" 

Xia Jinxian laughed and said, "Thank you, the phone was smashed." 

Xu Yanqing laughed again. 

In front of her, how could he be so cold and distant? 

Seeing her as a person made my heart warm. 

Xia Jinxian raised her face and took a closer look at this strange yet familiar face, only to see the fine lines at the corners of his eyes and the few white hairs on the temples. 

My heart was touched and my eyes were red again. 

Xu Yanqing saw how sad she was and reached out to hug her, but Xia Jinxian dodged it. 

She said, "You are still married after all, this is not appropriate." 

Xu Yanqing knew her concerns, and he said, "You know I am getting a divorce, right?" 

Xia Jinxian nodded. 

Xu Yanqing asked, "That's why you are willing to see me, isn't it?" 

Xia Jinxian sighed and said, "I once went to the capital to find you, where is your apartment, and I asked Pan Yijun for the address." 

Xu Yanqing hummed. 

Xia Jinxian continued, "Actually, even if you are married, I would still want to see you." 

At this moment, smelling the faint smell of alcohol and familiar breath on his body, Xia Jinxian followed her instinct, closed her eyes, and hugged his waist . 

This embrace lasted for almost a century. 

Xia Jinxian buried her face in his chest, while Xu Yanqing smelled the fragrance of her hair and felt filled with emotion. 

Xu Yanqing hugged her with one arm and held an umbrella with the other. He looked at the rain and snow in the sky and said, "Xiao Xian, I have been thinking over the years that the road in life is long and difficult, and there are always wind, frost, rain and snow along the way, and I I just want to spend time with you." 

Xia Jinxian's muffled voice came, and she called out again, "Aqing." 

Xu Yanqing hugged her and waited for her next words. 

After a while, he heard her ask, "Can you divorce her smoothly?" 

Xu Yanqing said calmly, "I don't know." 

Xia Jinxian took a deep breath and did not move. 

The two of them hugged each other like this. 

Xu Yanqing said after a while, "I know I shouldn't make a promise to you, but if, I mean if -" 

Before he finished speaking, Xia Jinxian said, "Don't say it, I will probably be single for a long time." , but I won't mess with a married woman." 

Xu Yanqing stroked her long hair and hugged her tightly. 

The two of them stood in the cold and dense winter rain, but they didn't feel cold at all. 

Leaning against each other, each other's body temperature is enough to comfort them in the harsh winter. 

Xia Jinxian asked, "I also heard something when I accompanied Zhou Zheng out. Dai Xiankun didn't buy your fault, right? And Wu Hui, right? I heard that Wu Hui blew up the Science and Technology Innovation Special Fund on purpose?" 

Xu Yanqing He hummed and said, "You have been in the district over the years, 

and you know the people better than me." Xia Jinxian sighed, "Although there is nothing in the Archives Bureau, those files are more realistic." 

Xu Yanqing heard her mention the Archives Bureau, Another wave of guilt. 

He said, "I didn't protect you well." 

Xia Jinxian shook her head and said, "I'm not strong, so I can't blame others. There has never been any savior, and I don't rely on the emperor." 

Xu Yanqing was dumbfounded by what she said, "Why are you still singing? "Internationale" is here?" 

Xia Jinxian asked, "Do you know when I got divorced?" 

Xu Yanqing suddenly said, "I don't want to know." 

When the topic was brought up, both of them felt a sense of pain. 

Xia Jinxian knew that he still cared, so she couldn't help but smile and sigh, "When I know that I won't be happy if I find just anyone, no one can be happy without you." 

Xu Yanqing hugged her, closed her eyes, and felt her chest It was as if something was suppressing him, making him unable to make a sound. 

Xia Jingxian closed her eyes, pressed against his chest and asked, "Aqing, why don't you forget me?" 

Xu Yanqing raised his head and saw only the black umbrella cover. He took a deep breath and asked her, "Why did you forget me? " Can't you?" 

" People are not as good as they are." 

"Yes." 

Who else can replace the person who loved the most sincerely in his youth? 

At this moment, the old friend who could not be forgotten became the person in front of him again. 

The two of them stopped talking about the past, and Xia Jinxian instead talked about the present. 

She said, "Dai Xiankun is a bit duplicitous. Lu Guozheng, if you don't comment on his personal life, he is pretty good at work. Although he is wild, he will not go too far. But he became a monk halfway, and it turned out to be a market bureau. Director, so I am not very familiar with the business. I heard both Zhou Zheng and Lu Mingwei say that the previous district committee secretary disliked him very much and wanted to transfer him several times," 

Xu Yanqing said, "But the city's officials said. 

"You really think highly of him . " , "You still don't admit it." 

Xu Yanqing said, "He didn't take care of you. Aren't you still at the deputy department level?" 

Xia Jinxian looked up at him.

Xu Yanqing asked, "Why do you think Dai Xiankun is two-faced?"

Xia Jinxian said, "Every time he faces us and you, he has two faces. When a person faces people with a lower position than himself, he will often reveal his true side." Xu Yanqing asked again, "Has he been harsh on you?" It's indeed his style." 

Xia Jinxian asked him again, "Do you know there are rumors about Zhang Yi, the director of the Commerce and Trade Commission?" 

Xu Yanqing asked, "What rumors?" 

Xia Jinxian said, "Zhang Yi has been there several times. "Times, don't you know this?" 

Xu Yanqing said, "He is quite versatile. When I met him, he was quite polite. Pan Yijun and Chen Ming also said that he was good. No one has ever told me about this kind of thing. " 

​Wife. Although his personal life has nothing to do with his work, will he not take money from the project? If he decides to subsidize a headquarters, you must know the trick better than me." 

Xu Yanqing said with a smile . , "You will worry about me." 

Xia Jinxian was a little embarrassed by what he said, and silently reached out and pinched his arm. 

Xu Yanqing looked down at her slender hand and silently retracted it, and suddenly laughed. 

Xia Jinxian asked him with a dull face, "Why are you laughing?" 

Xu Yanqing was still smiling, pinched her angry little face and said, "I have been waiting for you to pinch me like before for these years." 

Xia Jinxian was speechless. , continued to reach out and pinch him, but only gently, not harshly at all. 

This kind of pinching is more like flirting. 

After Xu Yanqing finished laughing, he brushed away her soft forehead and said, "Xiao Xian, you are getting better and better at recognizing people now." 

Xia Jinxian grabbed the hem of his coat and said, "You taught me this." 

When Xu Yanqing heard her say this, memories came back to her. 

Xia Jingxian hugged him tightly, breathed in his breath, and said to him, "Aqing, I just hope that everything is fine with you." 

Xu Yanqing felt overwhelmed after hearing these words. 

He said, "But Xiaoxian, I dare not come to see you, because you have suffered too many injustices because of me." 

Xia Jingxian shook her head and said, "It has nothing to do with you, this is how the world is." 

The two hugged each other for a long time . . 

Xu Yanqing asked, "Why did you go to Zhou Chao again when your nomination was unsuccessful this time?" 

Xia Jinxian sighed, leaned into his arms and said, "I don't know if it's because of Wu Tingtao or Ye Maocong, but Zhou Chao is very attentive to me anyway. It makes me a little unsure." 

Xu Yanqing was a little unhappy when he heard Ye Maocong's name. 

Xia Jinxian raised her head and glanced at his expression, but she actually smiled happily. 

Xu Yanqing gritted his teeth and said, "After you left me, you became very popular." 

Xia Jinxian found his jealousy interesting and looked at his stern expression with interest. 

Xu Yanqing pinched her cheek. 

Xia Jinxian felt like she was back in the old days. When they first fell in love, she would deliberately say things to annoy him to prove that he cared about her. 

She then said, "I'm going to report to the Construction Management Center next week." 

Xu Yanqing said "hum". 

Xia Jinxian said again, "After all, you are still Han Yun's husband. I don't know if this marriage will be successful. Although my reputation has not been good these years, it is just a rumor after all. But if I am with you now, won't it be settled? I am not a good woman—" 

Before Xia Jinxian could finish her words, Xu Yanqing directly blocked her chattering mouth with his lips. 

The kiss was sweet. 

Even better than the first kiss in my memory. 

Although Xu Yanqing smelled of alcohol, she still loved him and loved everything about him. This love that was so pure that it was engraved in the bones was like throwing fire into the remaining charcoal and rekindling it, but it only took an instant. 

People in love will fall in love just by smelling each other's breath. 

The two stood in the cold wind until three o'clock in the morning. 

Xia Jinxian looked at the dark sky and said regretfully, "It's a pity that I can't see the sunrise." 

Xu Yanqing looked at her, looking at her features lustfully. 

Xia Jinxian pushed him and said, "Come to me after you get divorced." 

Xu Yanqing didn't answer, but just hugged her tightly. 

Xia Jinxian was not willing to let go, and the two hugged each other for a while. 

The rain and snow have long since stopped. 

It's just that this winter night is cold, the night is heavy, and the humidity is oppressive. 

Although Xu Yanqing was reluctant to give up, he finally let go of his arms and said, "Xiaoxian, it's too late, go up." 

Xia Jinxian said, "It's already so early, and you still told me to go back? You were the one who called me down today. Yes, you have to be responsible to the end and watch the sunrise with me." 

Xu Yanqing was speechless. Seeing her puffed up face, he smiled again and asked, "Are you still going to Century Park?" 

Xia Jinxian shook her head and said, "I was tricked back then and worked overtime. "No way." 

Xu Yanqing asked her, "What can I do today? 

" Eat the breakfast buffet in the hotel restaurant." 

Xu Yanqing was dragged into the car and looked at her sideways from the passenger seat, "Xiao Xian, I feel like you have been planning this for a long time." 

Xia Jinxian looked at him and said with a smile. "I think you're throwing yourself into a trap." 

Xu Yanqing also smiled and said, "With all your heart." 

The center of Shanghai is not far away. This spot can be reached in five minutes' drive. 

Xia Jinxian asked the concierge at the door to park the car for her. At this time, in this city that never sleeps, there are still many people living overnight. 

She subconsciously wanted to hold him back, but thinking that he was still married, she stopped and put the phone in her pocket. 

None of her subtle movements escaped Xu Yanqing's eyes, and Xu Yanqing remained silent. 

After all, there is still such a barrier between the two of them, but since their minds have not changed, they no longer worry. 

There have been several negotiations and signings here before, and Xu Yanqing is very familiar with it. 

Xia Jinxian followed him and looked sideways at him and said, "It seems that District Chief Xu comes here often. Which little girl did he bring?" 

Xu Yanqing deliberately frowned at her and said, "What do you think?" 

Xia Jinxian giggled and said, " Ms. Han Yun." 

Xu Yanqing twitched her lips and said, "Forget it." 

Xia Jinxian pursed her lips and snickered, "It seems to be another little girl." 

Xu Yanqing saw that she was naughty and said, "Yes, all the time. Bring the lady in my heart." 

Xia Jinxian touched her nose, feeling very happy, "I often bring Mr. Xu here, so I just find a place by the window and put a photo for him."

Xu Yanqing laughed and said, "As long as it's not black and white."

Xia Jinxian said, "I will remember it next time."

Xu Yanqing reached out and touched her forehead lightly.

This gentle movement seemed ambiguous and gentle.

Xia Jinxian looked at him, and her whole body trembled. Her longing suddenly became real, and she didn't dare to think deeply about it.

Accompanied by this, the dark clouds dispersed at this moment, revealing a trace of golden light on the horizon.

Xu Yanqing patted her hand and asked her to look outside the floor-to-ceiling glass, gradually revealing the morning skyline.

Xia Jinxian enjoyed the beautiful scenery with him in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows. Although she was speechless, her inner peace and joy were hard to express.

The restaurant wasn't open yet, so the two of them were waiting in the hotel lobby, sitting in the lobby, which was not a lot of fun.

Xia Jinxian asked him, "Are you afraid of being met by someone you know?"

Xu Yanqing said bluntly , "I will be worried."

Xu Yanqing shook her hand, took a deep breath and said, "Xiaoxian, I'm afraid that rumors will hurt you."

Xia Jinxian looked at his broad palm covering the back of her hand, and stretched out her other hand to hold it. .

"When we broke up, I was also afraid that rumors would hurt you and that I would drag you down." When Xia Jinxian said this, she didn't want to say any more.

She raised her head and sat back on the sofa.

Xu Yanqing grabbed her hand and shook it, as if he had made a lot of determination before he said, "So before I get divorced, we..."

Xia Jinxian was a little sad, but she also knew it was right.

Even if they were legitimate boyfriend and girlfriend back then, they were said to be like that. Now that Xu Yanqing has not divorced, it is indeed inappropriate for them to have any contact.

People's words are terrible, and they all know it.

When one's name is not justified, one is most likely to be attacked.

Others don't care what you have been like, whether it's true love or not. They just want to use verbal violence to vent their dissatisfaction with the world. As for whether others will be hurt, how can they care?

Because of love, we must exercise restraint.

Xia Jinxian hummed and said, "I think so too."