Chapter 50
50 Chapter 50
◎Stay with me◎
Across the space, our eyes intertwined.
Shen Lie didn't come in directly. He stood in the entrance hall with his hair in a loose bun and his broken hair sticking to his cheeks. He just looked at it and asked, "Just leave it to auntie. Why don't you do it yourself?"
"It looks a bit dirty. Anyway. I don’t have anything to do today, so I just wanted to give it a try." A strand of hair moved forward unobtrusively, blocking her view. She had no time to move, so she had to rub it with her arm, causing even more to fall apart.
She pursed her lips and had to ask him for help: "Excuse me."
Shen Lie changed his shoes and walked over. Chen Jing'an turned his back. Under the black bun, there was a snow-white neck. By some mistake, he took out the hairpin and grew it. The hair was not restrained and all slid down, and the tips of the hair brushed against the back of his hand.
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Chen Jing'an's eyes were in disbelief: "Why did you leave?"
His tone was a bit dumbfounding.
Shen Lie still held the hairpin, and naturally he couldn't do it in a bun. He lifted her off the low stool and took over the task of cleaning the fish tank. He also handed over the plastic gloves that Chen Jing'an put on her hands.
Brush the walls of the tank with a fine brush and pick up the dirt in the water. The water looks much cleaner.
Chen Jing'an was acting as a supervisor next to him, and the water plants were faint. Shen Lie's face was blurred on the fish tank, with his lips pursed, and his eyebrows stretched out when he was serious, giving him an air of asceticism.
"Shen Lie, someone came to me and told me about you."
"Oh, what did you say?"
Shen Lie stopped and pressed his arm against the edge of the fish tank, leaving a deep mark.
His eyesight went up and down.
"About your family affairs." Chen Jing'an thought for a moment and briefly recounted what Yu Sheng said.
Shen Lie rested his hand on the fish tank and looked at her intently.
"No more?"
"Yeah."
"Don't you want to ask me if it's true?" Shen Lie asked.
Chen Jing'an met his gaze: "Should I ask?"
This question was somewhat interesting.
There was a smile on Shen Lie's lips: "You can ask." Chen
Jing'an shook his head, but didn't want to ask: "I'm telling you, I just want you to be careful. You...that brother probably doesn't have any good intentions towards you. ."
After saying that, he felt it was a bit redundant. He might not know such a simple thing.
"Care about me?"
"A little bit." Chen Jing'an frowned, pretending to be confused.
Shen Lie chuckled twice and started moving again. The water rippled and there was a faint smell of water and grass in the air.
The story was completed by Shen Jin. The two exchanged contact information after the last meeting. He would occasionally come to ask for advice on some emotional issues. He would send the edited text and ask her if it was appropriate. After considering and revising it many times, he dared to send it with confidence. Love words should be sweet but not greasy, natural enough, and the level of care can be seen.
Chen Jing'an asked him how the other party responded.
Shen Jin replied with a crying emoticon, followed by a screenshot, and asked Fang Yan briefly: Should I go to your house or mine tonight?
Shen Jin: Is this woman treating me like a duck? !
Chen Jing'an had no choice but to comfort: "On the other hand, she needs you."
Over time, the relationship between the two people became closer.
After Shen Jin learned about Yu Shengsheng, he took the initiative to tell Chen Jing'an the full story.
Before Shen Jingchen got married, he had a girlfriend. Later, his family arranged a marriage, and they did not break up after the marriage. The marriage was based on what each wanted. Shen's mother did not interfere in Shen's father's life. The two parties maintained a strange harmony, which really broke the balance. It was Mother Shen who was pregnant and gave birth to a son.
Shen's mother is generous and bright, it's hard not to feel it. Shen's father stays in Shen's house longer and longer, and his girlfriend feels a change. They quarreled for a while, but it was of no use, and their days continued to be confused.
Then, the girlfriend saw seven-year-old Shen Lie.
It is unclear what she said during the meeting. After that meeting, she jumped from the top floor, causing a wound that would be difficult for Shen Jingchen to heal in his life.
During that time, Shen Jingchen was in very bad condition, and Shen's mother took Shen Lie to settle abroad.
Shen Jin felt unlucky: "In the end, it's all the bad things my uncle did. Sister-in-law, don't really listen to those people's nonsense. They say they want to seek justice for his mother's injustice. In fact, my father is more filial than anyone else." "Fighting for family property means fighting for family property, and it's really disgusting to package it in such a ridiculous way."
Chen Jing'an realized that she had deleted Yu Shengsheng's contact information after the last meeting, and she never looked for her again.
In the last semester, I started to prepare for graduation. I spent less time in the dormitory and spent most of my time in Qianwan. Sometimes I was busy until midnight. The two of us went out to look for food when we were hungry. When we came back, we were covered with stars and moonlight. She opened the car window and let the wind flow in. Entering, there is a vague sense of happiness and an uncertain future.
Chen's mother sent Jiangcheng's local orchestra recruitment information. The number of people in the orchestra is basically fixed. Only if someone withdraws will new places be filled.
I'm lucky this year, there are two places.
Chen Jing'an didn't make a decision directly, he was still thinking about it.
Ruan Ling has received an offer from a music company and has joined the company more than a month after the semester started. Now she is working and finishing her graduation project. She is very tired every day. She has to find time to complain to her. It is becoming increasingly rare for the two of them to meet. They get tired of being together, eating and living together, and in a blink of an eye, they have to go their separate ways.
Chen Jing'an was a little lost.
She hadn't decided yet, probably knowing that there were some things she hadn't figured out yet.
Shen Lie came home late. When he came back, the lights in the room were on, he was in the bathroom, and the computer on the coffee table was still on. The screen stayed on the web page, and some words passed by his eyes.
He had no reaction, took his clothes and went to another room to wash up.
—A
few days later.
When Chen Jing'an came out of Zhou Zhengqing's place, he was a little surprised when he received a call from Zhong Xin. The two had not contacted each other for a long time.
"Where? Isn't it convenient for us to meet?"
"Now?"
"Well, do you have time?"
"Yes."
The meeting place was at the National Folk Music Orchestra. Zhong Xin took her to visit the venue and say hello to some seniors. , after all, it is a national level, the design and venue are top-notch, and so are the people inside.
"How are you? Are you excited?" Zhong Xin asked half-jokingly.
"I'm already moved even if I don't come." Chen Jing'an smiled and told the truth.
The two had a meal together and talked about their plans after graduation.
"Do you want to consider coming here? There are so many senior acquaintances here. You won't have to worry about your interpersonal relationships after you come here. I'm here too, and I'll take care of you if you need anything."
"Senior sister, are you kidding me? I've already watched this year's band. According to the recruitment situation, most of them only recruit master's students in previous years, and occasionally undergraduates. We don't even plan to recruit them this year. "
Zhong Xin put down her chopsticks: "There won't be any this year, but next year, you can consider staying."
" Can it still be like this?”
"We were joking before that you were our non-staff member. What's the matter? Now you deserve it, isn't it?" Zhong Xin said again: "I didn't say this. I mentioned it inadvertently when asked about it once. I have a good relationship with you. I was very happy to hear that, so I took the initiative to come to see you. "
"Don't worry, it's a formal contract."
We talked a lot later, and also talked about other topics. It was a pleasant meal.
When we left after dinner, Zhong Xin asked again: "If you think it's okay, I'll get back to you."
"No, I'm still junior. When the band recruits new people normally in the future, I will definitely be the first. Sign up." Chen Jing'an said.
"Okay, just think about it clearly. Don't miss this opportunity if it's rare."
Zhong Xin looked at him and said nothing.
On the way back, Chen Jing'an couldn't help but think about how this matter had something to do with Shen Lie. Maybe it didn't matter. Like at the last birthday party, she took the title of Shen Lie's girlfriend, and someone would take the initiative to show her kindness. Maybe it was related, after all. Shen Lie has a long criminal record, so it's not surprising that he did this.
I would feel uncomfortable before, so I swallowed it.
Because he has no expectations for Shen Lie, he can do anything.
However, as time goes by, her thoughts and emotions will change. When she thinks about this, she feels like a bone is stuck in her throat, unable to spit it out or swallow it.
After Chen Jing'an took a bath, he habitually picked up a book and read it again.
Shen Lie came in, freshly washed and filled with moisture. The book was put away. After a brief look at each other, they already had a tacit understanding. He knew what he was going to do with just one look.
He's quite horny.
Sometimes Chen Jing'an would look at him in trance, and she couldn't figure out why someone felt a cold feeling of abstinence after putting on a white shirt and trousers, and when they took it off, it was as if they had broken free from the chain and had no sense of restraint. How to write the word.
She was seen to be in a daze.
Shen Lie possessed him, kissed her lips, and asked her what she was thinking.
Chen Jing'an pressed against his chest. The water hadn't been wiped off yet, and it was a little wet. She had to move her position and said, "Senior sister came to see me today."
"What did you say?" Shen Lie played with her fingers without letting him kiss her. .
"I was told that I can stay in the National Folk Music Orchestra. Although it is not a formal recruitment, I will wait until next year to get in."
"What do you think?"
Chen Jing'an lowered her eyelashes: "I want to wait until there are recruitment quotas before I can get in. "
What's the difference?" Shen Lie asked.
"I'm not the only one who wants to get in. Everyone knows that the number of places is limited. I don't want to get in like this."
"Have you ever thought that you are not the only one who wants to get in like this."
"Maybe, I can only guarantee that I am not one of them."
Shen Lie pinched her fingers one by one and said nonchalantly: "It doesn't matter if you don't want to join. How about opening a store. You choose a position, be a teacher, and teach teachers as good as you."
"I don't have any ideas in this regard. "
Then what do you think? Go back to Jiangcheng?"
Chen Jing'an's eyelashes trembled: "It's possible."
The pressure on his fingers was a little heavier than before, and Shen Lie asked, "What do you think about going to college and then going back? " "
After I came out, I realized how good it was to be at home. Maybe I was born with no ambitions and just wanted to live a simple and ordinary life with my parents."
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Chen Jing'an. After hesitation, before the words were spoken, Shen Lie took her hand and pushed it to the top of her head, pressing it against the head of the bed. The shoulder strap on one side was easily pushed aside, and his dark eyes passed over the porcelain white skin inch by inch.
"If you have anything else to say, let's stay in bed and say it." He didn't have the patience to untie his nightgown.
Palms closed.
His actions were rough and wanton.
Chen Jing'an was trembling from the heat, but he couldn't hide away. His whole body seemed to be crushed by him, broken into pieces and put back together again, changing into various shapes.
"Chen Jing'an, you are the cruelest."
It is clear that this is the softest position.
The breath she exhaled was like fire, reaching her ears and burning her whole body.
He said he was talking on the bed, but Chen Jing'an still had no strength or intention to say anything, but he was crushed as soon as he reached his mouth.
Shen Lie was at the top, his hair was messy and messy just after washing. There was undisguised lust in his eyes under the broken hair, and his lips were full of color, bewitching evildoers.
He lowered his head again and captured her lips.
With a low voice: "Chen Jing'an, stay, stay by my side."