Chapter 50

Xu Zhi really didn’t expect that he would become so crooked now.

He opened his mouth to tease her without any change in his expression.

She blinked and didn't react after confronting him for a while, until he smiled lightly.

Xu Zhi was a little angry, feeling that he was teasing her again.

She stood up: "I'm going home."

"I'll see you off." He stood up.

"No!" she said firmly.

"Be obedient." There was a bit of oppression in his eyes.

Xu Zhi didn't dare to offend him, but she was angry in her heart. The two of them just stared at each other from a distance.

After a while, Fei Nanzhou was the first to laugh.

However, in Xu Zhi's eyes, this smile felt like a fake smile.

"Okay, I'll take you back." He said good-naturedly.

Xu Zhi was stunned for a moment, wondering why he was so easy to talk to.

But when his eyes fell on his sincere face, his vigilance deepened.

However, after hesitating for a while, he stood up and agreed to let him send him back.

This time Fei Nanzhou drove the car himself, and his driving skills turned out to be quite good.

Xu Zhi was sitting in the passenger seat, subconsciously placing her hands on the seat belt and holding on tightly, in a defensive posture.

After a while, he looked up and found Fei Nanzhou looking at her out of the corner of his eye, seemingly amused.

Her scalp was pricked, and she felt she was offended: "What are you looking at?!"

"Look at you." He looked easy-going and calm, but actually said rogue.

Xu Zhi was choked and didn't know what to say to refute him.

Fei Nanzhou raised one eyelid faintly and gave her a questioning look, as if he was asking her, why, can't it be done?

Xu Zhi was shocked by this look and did not dare to say anything anymore.

Knowing that he has experienced a lot over the years, his temper has become tougher than before, far from the gentle and elegant appearance.

She didn't dare to touch his brow anymore and sat obediently with her head lowered, until the surrounding scenery became more and more familiar and the car drove into the compound.

After some more twists and turns, he stopped in front of her house.

Xu Zhi got down from the passenger seat. Unexpectedly, Fei Nanzhou also got out of the car, went around to the trunk and took out two red bags.

Xu Zhi looked at him in confusion before she knew that he was going to visit Ji's family.

Ji Honglang looked like he wanted to kick him out last time, so why should he?

Seemingly sensing her thoughts, Fei Nanzhou said: "Please please my future father-in-law to avoid any inconvenience in the future."

Xu Zhi: "..."

He seemed to think her expression was funny, so Fei Nanzhou stopped teasing her and took the lead. He took a step forward and said, "Let's go."

He really wasn't here to cause trouble this time, but to talk about things.

After entering Ji's house, he went straight to Ji Hongming's study.

Xu Zhi took off his guard and returned to his room.

She took a bath, changed into pajamas, and then leaned on the bed to read. She felt sleepy and closed her eyes unconsciously.

At some point she seemed to hear a noise and opened her eyes to look towards the door.

I don't know when the door opened. Fei Nanzhou stood at the door with his long body and a pair of dark eyes. He didn't know how long he stood looking at her.

Xu Zhi was a little shy for no reason, and subconsciously reached out to cover his chest.

The lace pink princess dress on her body was a little sexy. Her chest was tied high and tightened to reveal her snow-white breasts. Her arms were a little voluptuous. She had gained some weight over the years, and she looked very attractive.

"What are you looking at?" Sensing that his eyes were wandering on her body, Xu Zhi took her aside and hugged her to his chest.

"Look at you." Fei Nanzhou walked over and sat down calmly beside the bed half a meter away from her.

Xu Zhi felt as if his eyes were trying to strip her naked, and the string in her heart kept tightening.

Fei Nanzhou seemed to notice her nervousness, smiled and said, "Don't be nervous, this is your home, I won't do anything to you."

As he said that, he slightly changed the posture of folding his legs.

In Luo Xu Zhi's eyes, he was more leisurely and comfortable than her master.

Where does he look like he won't do anything to her?

As long as he sits there, he is a natural threat to her.

She kept looking at him warily.

Maybe it was because there was a heater in the room, but it was a little hot. Fei Nanzhou took off his coat and put it on the side of the bed.

"What are you doing?!" Xu Zhi became even more vigilant, alarm bells blaring in her heart.

Fei Nanzhou was startled for a moment, then laughed and explained, "It's too hot. Let me take off my coat."

He raised his hand, as if she had a gun pointed at him.

But in Luo Xu Zhi's eyes, Chi Guoguo was teasing her. He was clearly teasing her.

He had a refined and peaceful look on his face, but deep down he was just playing with her.

She suddenly felt that even in her own home and room, she was not very safe.

But the visitor was a guest, and she couldn't drive him away, so she felt quite conflicted.

"What's the matter with you?" Xu Zhi asked him.

"I want to talk to you." He looked very talkative.

Xu Zhi looked at him: "What are we talking about?"

He said directly: "Get back together."

Xu Zhi opened her eyes slightly, stared at him carefully for a while, and made sure he was not joking again before saying: "We have broken up... ..."

Of course she was not stating this fact again, she was just reminding him that there was no possibility between them.

Do the obstacles that once existed no longer exist now?

So Xu Zhi directly asked the most fatal question: "Does your family agree?"

"My father can't control me anymore." He was also direct, "My mother won't care anymore."

Xu Zhi was silent, lowering his head. Say something.

Fei Nanzhou understood, but she still worried about her reputation and worried too much.

He also knew that haste makes waste, so he asked instead: "Or I can change the question. When I am transferred back to Beijing next year, will you be willing to go back with me?"

Xu Zhi looked at him in surprise: "It's confirmed ?"

He lowered his eyes and smiled. He didn't say too much, he just smiled and said nothing.

But Xu Zhi had already seen something in his smile, and was sincerely happy for him.

"Congratulations, you have always been great and can do the best in everything you do." When I said this, I felt a bit sour in my heart.

However, when she lowered her head in depression, she didn't expect him to get up and approach her.

When she reacted, a tall figure was already dormant above her, looking at her for a moment.

His slender arms passed under her armpits and rested on her side, and the bed beneath her sank.

Xu Zhi was startled and couldn't help but let out an "Ah", inexplicably frightened: "What are you doing?"

The voice that came out was soft and waxy, with a frightened tenderness.

That's how she is, being scared is like being coquettish.

Fei Nanzhou couldn't help but curl up the corners of his lips, stared at her and smiled silently, lowered his head and kissed the tip of her nose.

In order to prevent her from struggling, he took the first step to hold the back of her head and deepened the kiss.

Xu Zhi looked at him blankly, and was so carried away by his kiss that she even shed tears.

She couldn't believe it, that he would violate her in her home, so indifferently, and not afraid of the aunt hearing the sound and coming to check.

Perhaps it was her wet and shocked eyes that amused him. He let go of her, but still maintained the posture that restrained her, without moving. There was a coaxing tone in his voice: "How about making peace?"

Xu Zhi scalped. Feeling numb and feeling that my nerves are tense, I am undergoing a huge challenge to my self-control.

She had always known that she had no strength, so she was even more nervous.

"Can you please stop like this?!" Xu Zhi stared at him weakly, "Brother, just think of me as begging you, don't force me."

He looked at her, his eyes still.

Xu Zhi subconsciously looked away, not daring to look at him again.

There was silence all around, as if all sounds had disappeared at this moment.

Xu Zhi took a deep breath, and then took another deep breath. She didn't dare to look into his eyes, feeling that she was going crazy.

She didn't dare to raise her head to see his expression, and she felt so sad.

She doesn't want this either, but she is a coward.

From the corner of his eye, he saw his expression become cold and calm, and he calmly stood up and said, "Okay."

The surroundings became even deadlier.

After a while, Fei Nanzhou sighed and said as if to make a statement: "I'm still not strong enough to make you feel safe, right? That's understandable."

"Don't say that, it's my problem." Xu Zhi didn't dare to look at him even more, tears welling up in her eyes.

"Look at you, why are you crying again? I told you, I don't like to see you cry, right?" He raised his hand and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes. His almost gentle gesture made Xu Zhi tremble all over.

She bit her lip and didn't dare to move until he lowered his head and placed a hot kiss on the corners of her eyes.

The tender skin was rubbed with red marks by his rough fingers, which were also engraved on her skin like a brand.

Xu Zhi was tormented and torn in her heart. She was extremely happy, but also resisted this unethical intimacy.

She was going crazy.

"Forget it, I won't force you anymore, time will tell everything." Fei Nanzhou looked at her deeply, let go of her, turned and left the room.

The door closed behind her.

Xu Zhi lowered his head in frustration, feeling that he was really in danger.

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the next few days, all the activities of the hospital will be conducted. I am going to do some research in the towns below. Xu Zhi is also on the list.

The car drove on the highway for two hours, and it was already evening when we arrived there.

She and Liang Ye came down together, but unexpectedly they ran into the car of their superiors. They stood hurriedly and watched the leaders come down.

Among the group of people, she immediately caught sight of Fei Nanzhou, who was wearing an administrative jacket. A gray-haired professor beside him was talking to him. He occasionally smiled and nodded, and when he glanced straight this way, she also caught sight of him. She raised the corners of her lips with unknown meaning.

That smile and eyes were a bit like catching prey.

Meaningful and easy to use.

Xu Zhi's heart kept beating, and she looked away as if fleeing, not looking in that direction.

The road on the mountain is difficult to walk on. It rained last night and is still very muddy.

Xu Zhi took a pair of boots from Xiao Liu, put them on with his head down, and followed the large army with Liang Ye.

After crossing a hillside, the sky seemed to be getting gloomier.

Xu Zhi wiped the sweat from his forehead and felt that he was a little exhausted.

"Drink some water." Liang Ye handed her a bottle of water, looking a little worried.

Xu Zhi knew that she was worried that she would slow down the progress of the army, but she still smiled and thanked her.

"Why don't you go to the back and take a rest?" one person suggested.

"No, I'm fine." Xu Zhi smiled at him, but after taking two steps, the world began to spin and he fell down.

Before she lost consciousness, she heard several colleagues calling for help, and a tall figure pushed aside the others and hugged her.

When Xu Zhi woke up, she was in a bright and spacious room.

The light yellow curtains were closed, and the sunlight filtered in dimly, illuminating the room very warmly.

The bed she was lying on was also clean and tidy, and the soft quilt was carefully tucked in for her.

"Are you awake?" A voice that was neither salty nor bland came from the end of the bed.

Xu Zhi's consciousness suddenly woke up and he followed the sound.

Fei Nanzhou, wearing a white shirt, sat there, lowering his head to peel an apple, and circles of peel slipped inch by inch from his white and slender fingertips.

He didn't even raise his head, looking very calm. This calmness made Xu Zhi a little creepy.

She is most afraid of being alone with this person now.

"...Where is this?"

"Guess." After peeling the apple, he tilted his head toward her calmly and raised his eyebrows at her. Even the slight curve at the end of his eyes seemed to have It means teasing.

Xu Zhi was numb and felt like her whole body was going to explode.

She smelled danger and didn't dare to pick up the apple.

"Don't want to eat?" Fei Nanzhou threw away the knife, put the apple in his mouth and took a bite himself.

Xu Zhi stared at him for a long time, and seeing that he didn't mean to do anything to her, he boldly moved over and quietly reached for the apple.

His hand almost touched the apple, and a thin wrist was suddenly grabbed by him.

Leaning forward with strength, her whole body was pulled onto him, and her legs were helpless as she knelt there.

"What?!" He looked obviously frightened.

However, his eyes were dark and calm, reflecting her panic.

She looked like someone who had done bad things with a guilty conscience.

Xu Zhi twitched her wrist but did not pull it back.

She became more and more panicked, and when their eyes met, she always felt like something was going to happen.

For a moment, she seemed to understand the meaning in his eyes.

"What are you afraid of?" Fei Nanzhou asked her.

He asked her in a calm tone, even his expression was so cold and indifferent.

But in Xu Zhi's eyes, it was like a thunder on the ground, or a stone dropped on a calm lake, causing water to splash in all directions.

"I...I didn't." She raised her face stubbornly and looked at him, looking at him stubbornly with a pair of almond eyes.

He smiled and leaned beside her.

Just at this moment when the two of them were close to each other, Xu Zhi could already feel goosebumps forming on his body.

She wanted to step back, but she couldn't seem to escape.

Fei Nanzhou's hand had already grabbed her, and he asked what she was afraid of.

It was like asking her, but his eyes seemed to see through her the past many years ago.

At that time, she was so desperate to escape from him.

Because of worldliness, because of parents’ resistance, because of cowardice…many, many reasons.

She said she didn't want to go on like this anymore and was very sad and embarrassed, so he chose to let go.

There were many reasons why he let go in the first place.

Maybe he wanted to stand firm and focus on his career without any distractions. Maybe he... felt that there was still a chance.

As long as he doesn't fall, he can still wait for her to look back even though he is separated by thousands of rivers and mountains.

Sometimes some relationships don't require seeing each other all the time.

His hand was still holding hers tightly, and Xu Zhi felt a sense of sadness that he was unable to break free.

Until he lowered his head to kiss her and held her trembling body tightly in his arms.

In fact, she is a very soft-hearted person. She can't help it when he hugs her, and she cries when he hugs her.

It sounds aggrieved to hear it, but it's also very irritating.

In the past, he would comfort her for a long time whenever she cried, but that day, he was uncharacteristically more ferocious. He pushed her against the bed and carried her to the bathroom. Then he pressed her on the cold tiles and turned her over.

Her face was pressed against the tiles, as if pressed against a piece of cold hard iron, or as if being bullied by the cold ocean tide.

She hated him a little at that moment, but that hatred was quickly swallowed up by his even more ferocious hatred for her. Even when she was turned over and looked at him, she was a little timid and bit her lip to avoid his burning gaze.

His eyes were cold, his voice was also cold, and he said the same words as before: "Xu Zhi, you emotional liar."

Her tears finally fell silently.

Later, he became silent, and even his grievances disappeared. His eyelashes were stained with crystal water drops, like ice crystals that were about to fall off.

He lowered his head to kiss her, feeling the same pain as tearing her apart, and then hugged her back to the sofa distressedly.

In the evening, the setting sun spreads out on the distant horizon, like wisps of color spread out by a paintbrush, or like a mass of blood falling into the pool water.

Xu Zhi sat calmly in the corner, her skirt torn into cotton.

On the sofa opposite, Fei Nanzhou sat expressionless, twirling a cigarette in his hand but not lighting it, just spinning it slowly.

For a moment it seemed that the two of them had nothing to say.

But actually I still have a lot to say to him, I just don’t know where to start.

"Clean up." He threw away his cigarette, got up and left.

That was a really bad trip.

After Xu Zhi returned, she didn't want to think about it.

In fact, she could have pushed him away resolutely, but she didn't. It seemed that as long as she showed that she was being forced, she could eliminate some of the guilt in her heart.

She also knew in her heart her desire for him, but she also understood the barrier between reality very clearly.

This is almost a dead end and there is no way to untie it.

The Double Ninth Festival soon came, and there were many pots of chrysanthemums placed at home. Even Ji Honglang, who never liked chrysanthemums, sent a few pots of green chrysanthemums.

Xu Zhi thanked him, but found that his father Ji Hongming had not returned yet.

She felt a little uneasy and called the office building.

The phone rang for a long time without answering, which made her even more uneasy.

Then she made another call, and this time she was finally picked up. She took a deep breath: "I am...I..."

Ji Honglang was admiring the chrysanthemums, but when he saw that she didn't put down the phone, he kept looking at her. Staring at the void in a daze, he couldn't help but look at her: "Zhizhi...what's wrong? Did something happen?"

"Nothing." Xu Zhi hung up the phone, looking a little uncomfortable, looking around and calling him Arrived indoors.

"That's it..." She told him about Ji Hongming's investigation.

Ji Honglang was a man who couldn't keep his temper. He almost jumped up and asked her why she was like this.

"I don't know. It seems that someone under his command is in trouble and he is implicated. But he is just cooperating with the investigation. It should be fine." At the same time, he asked him to ask around to find out the truth.

Ji Honglang naturally nodded in agreement.

Because of Ji Hongming's absence, the banquet ended up being an anticlimax.

Ji Honglang wasn't that stupid either. He could vaguely detect something from her expression, but he seemed to be afraid of irritating her, so he didn't ask any more questions.

After Xu Zhi sent him away, he thought about it and finally made the call.

It seemed that he thought of that person subconsciously.

Although he doesn't think this matter has anything to do with him, with his current energy, it's not a problem to find out.

However, calling this number again after many days still made her feel a little ashamed.

The phone rang a few times and was picked up by someone there. A very warm male voice said: "Hello, it's me. What do you want from me?"

Xu Zhi was a little embarrassed to say it, and he was not sure if there was anyone else there. .

"Can we meet and chat?"

"Okay."

She didn't expect him to be so straightforward and hung up the phone, but she was the one who hesitated.

Some things come too easily, which makes people feel insecure.

Xu Zhi is like this at this moment.

After thinking about it, it shouldn't be that bad. He wouldn't really do anything to her.