Chapter 5 This is the feeling of love 2
"Luo Zihan!"
As usual, he was still sitting quietly in the study, his handsome face cold and his eyes full of indifference.
"What's the matter?"
Luo Zihan stood up, raised his eyebrows slightly, and walked towards me step by step.
Brown hair faintly covered his forehead, casting a few vague shadows on the lenses of his gold-rimmed glasses, and his obsidian eyes sparkled with a star-like brilliance.
I stared at him deeply, my breathing still a little unsteady. Slowly, a layer of mist seemed to cover my eyes, and I could no longer see his appearance clearly.
"Qianqian, what's wrong with you?"
Luo Zihan noticed my abnormality, his black eyes narrowed slightly, and he stared at me thoughtfully.
"Luo Zihan, can you answer a question for me?"
I looked up at him, my eyes gentle yet firm.
"good."
Luo Zihan’s calmness made me dazed for a moment, and I even had the thought of retreating.
If, if he really liked me and cared about me, how could he be so calm and composed, without any flaws? And I... I, why do I always get nervous and distracted when I face him?
"Luo Zihan, every time after tutoring, when I left Platinum Hall, you..." I took a deep breath to calm my irregular heartbeat, "Tell me, did you secretly send me back to the apartment?"
Finally said it!
However, I was so ashamed that my face turned red, as if my whole body was burning. I could only clench my hands, lower my head, and wait for his answer anxiously.
C Luo Zihan didn't say anything for a long time. The study was silent, so quiet that they could hear each other's breathing.
Along with the suffocating silence, the expectation in my heart gradually faded away, and was replaced by embarrassment and awkwardness that surged like a tide.
I'm so stupid, the dumbest girl in the world!
I knew the result would be like this, I knew I would be embarrassed, but I actually... I actually still foolishly had this fantasy! You are so pitiful, Yao Qianqian, you are so pitiful!
My eye sockets were burning hot as if they were melting, tears welled up in my eyes, and I felt like I couldn't hold on any longer.
"Luo Zihan..." I raised my head, trying to force back the tears in my eyes, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "Sorry, I asked a boring question, please..."
"Qianqian, I didn't secretly send you back to the apartment."
He still looked at me calmly, and his beautiful face appeared before my eyes like a painting.
But what to do?
I couldn't hold on any longer. Tears burst out of my eyes like a dam breaking, soaking my cheeks. I could only smile at him with tears in my eyes, letting the tearing pain spread throughout my body... "Qianqian!"
Luo Zihan suddenly raised his hands and hugged my trembling shoulders.
"No, it's okay..." I wiped the tears from my face carelessly, smiled awkwardly and shook my head, "I'm sorry, I made you feel troubled. Luo Zihan, you are right, I am indeed a silly girl with a bad brain. Don't take what happened just now to heart, just treat it as a fool Yao Qianqian..."
"Qianqian, did you see that with your own eyes?"
"Huh?" I was stunned, my heart choked, and tears welled up again. "Haha, I must have lost my mind. I don't know anything, I didn't see anything, I just heard others say that, and then I impulsively ran to you to ask... I, I have caused you trouble, haven't I?"
Luo Zihan stared at me silently, his eyes darkening, and ripples appeared on his beautiful and arrogant face. His thin lips slightly raised, forming an elegant crescent-like curve.
"Qianqian, do you hope that's the truth?"
"I……"
At this point, does my wish still matter? If I hope that's the truth, will everything change? Is Luo Zihan deliberately teasing me?
A nameless fire rose from the bottom of my heart. I glared at Luo Zihan angrily and shouted, "Master Luo, what do you want? I heard it from others, I was wishful thinking, I deserved to be embarrassed like an idiot. I admit all these. Are you still not satisfied? Sorry, I have to go back first and do my homework..."
"Qianqian, listen to me."
"No! No! I don't want to listen!"
I shook my head desperately and pushed Luo Zihan away, pushing him several meters away. Unexpectedly, my body leaned too far forward, and I stumbled and fell straight to the ground.
"flourishing!"
Luo Zihan's urgent shouts passed by my ears, but I seemed to hear nothing, only my body was falling down uncontrollably...
"Snapped!"
I fell down hard, but the expected pain did not occur. Instead, I felt a slight warmth under my body.
That arrogant and handsome young man actually caught me with his tall and straight body, letting me land steadily in his warm and broad arms, while he himself had an "intimate contact" with the cold ground.
I stared at Luo Zihan in a daze, my breathing suddenly stopped, and my heartbeat seemed to stop as well.
"Qianqian, are you okay?"
Luo Zihan patted my shoulder gently, his obsidian eyes looking deeply into my eyes, full of worry.
He and I stared at each other. At such a close distance, I could clearly see the emotions in his eyes, the tension and anxiety he had never shown before, his usual calmness gradually disintegrating, and even... I could touch the drum-like heartbeat in his chest with my hands.
Then, my tears just flowed uncontrollably.
C "Qianqian..."
Luo Zihan frowned immediately and wrapped his arms around me even tighter.
I stubbornly and aggrievedly shook off his hand, lay on top of him and glared at him, took a deep breath, and said angrily: "Even if you saved me, I wouldn't thank you! Anyway, no matter how much I thank you, you will definitely say, 'Anyone who encounters such a situation will help.' Yao Qianqian is not special, she just happened to be..."
"No, this belongs to Yao Qianqian alone."
He sighed almost inaudibly, raised his hand to touch my cheek, and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes.
Is this real? Everything I see, hear, and feel is real, not a dream, right?
The slightly cool fingertips gently touched my face. The beautiful boy who was very close to me looked at me quietly. His eyes were clear and pure, like the lake under the moonlight, shining brightly, and my appearance was reflected in his beautiful pupils.
He was really handsome, so handsome that it infuriated people and gods, and perfect without any flaws, but...what was this! What did he mean by what he said just now! Previously, he had hit me so hard that I almost wanted to bang my head against the wall and die, and I was so ashamed that I couldn't face anyone, but now he threw me a candy, which made me feel sweet inside.
Luo Zihan, what do you think of me? Do you think I'm a pet for you to play with? Sorry, I'm sorry to disappoint you. I'm not a well-behaved and docile pet, but an extremely angry... Yao Qianqian!
"Luo Zihan!"
I yelled, turning my head to avoid his hand.
"flourishing?"
He actually looked puzzled and stared at me with raised eyebrows, which made me feel even more indignant.
"Luo Zihan, have you had enough? You, you..." I was so angry that my face turned red. I choked and couldn't speak. Big tears of grievance fell down and hit Luo Zihan's collar heavily. "Is it fun to play tricks on me like this? Master Luo, who is so high and mighty, please tell me how much you hate me!"
Luo Zihan slowly raised his hand, held my face lovingly, and said lightly: "Qianqian, I have never hated you."
"Only a ghost would believe you!"
I glared at him hatefully and tried to turn my head away, but he turned me back again and I had to look him in the face.
"Luo Zihan, I can no longer tell which of your words are true and which are false."
"I'm not good at lying." He still looked at me indifferently, completely ignoring my objections, and wiped my tears by himself, "Qianqian, what I said to you is absolutely true. I don't think I am an enthusiastic person, nor am I ready to use myself as a 'cushion' to help others anytime and anywhere, but I just don't want to see you get hurt. To me, Yao Qianqian seems to have really become a special person..."
"Then, then why don't you admit that you secretly walked me back to the apartment many times?"
Although I didn't discover it or notice it myself, I am willing to believe Bai Yaning. She is not the kind of nosy girl who would make up something out of nothing.
"How can you admit it if you haven't done it?" Luo Zihan raised his thin lips, bent his fingers, chuckled and tapped my forehead, "From the beginning to the end, I have been sending you back to the apartment 'openly', and I have never done anything 'secretly'. It's not gentlemanly to let a girl like you go back to the apartment by yourself so late at night. It's my duty to send you back, but you are used to walking forward and never looking back, and I also think that it is a trivial matter not worth telling you, so..."
"Big bad guy Luo Zihan!"
"Qianqian, you..."
"Bad guy! Big bad guy!" I cried with joy, pounding his chest with both hands, tears rolling down, "Luo Zihan, you bad guy! Is it so difficult to admit that you care about me and that you care about me?"
He didn't answer my question, but the smile on his lips became more and more gentle and charming. When I was lost in thought, he suddenly increased the strength of his arms, pressed me directly against his chest, and hugged me tightly.
I heard my own heart beating.
"Qianqian?" His fingers sank into my long hair and gently rubbed my hair. "So, do you care about me?"
C cares! Of course I care!
No, not only do I care about him, I seem to... I seem to have fallen in love with him. However, I will never tell him this fact, lest he become proud and complacent.
"Care about you? Humph! Only a fool would care about you."
As soon as I said this, I heard Luo Zihan's low laughter in my ears.
"Yeah, I got it."
"You, what do you understand?" I got up, regretting so much that I almost bit off my tongue. I immediately opened my hands and pretended to grab his neck. "Luo Zihan, I'm not a fool! If you dare to think like that, I will strangle you to death on the spot."
He seemed calm and composed, with a gentle smile on his beautiful face.
"Qianqian, I never said you were a fool, but...it's enough that you care about me."
Huh? Why does this sound so weird?
"Luo Zihan!"
I glared at him angrily, with two little flames burning in my eyes, and unceremoniously put my hands towards his neck. Humph! I won't be satisfied unless I show him some power!
Who knows——
He didn't dodge or evade. When my hand touched his neck, he suddenly raised his hand and pressed down on the back of my head, making me bury my head in the crook of his neck. Our cheeks were pressed against each other without any gap.
"Luo Zihan..."
He gently interrupted me and said in a deep voice: "Isn't this good?"
"What's good! You..."
Of course I would open my mouth to refute, but I would shut up immediately before I could finish my words. Because my lips brushed against Luo Zihan's face, and I dared not speak again.
Then, a long silence fell. Luo Zihan and I lay on the ground, hugging each other tightly, until my cell phone suddenly rang, breaking this rare tranquility.
Luo Zihan frowned, his handsome face looked a little gloomy, and a cold light flashed in his deep black eyes.
I quickly took out my cell phone, waved it in front of his eyes, and said with a smile, "Look, this is a call from Sister Shang Mei, I can't not answer it."
Luo Zihan sighed silently, pulled me up, and sat on the sofa in the study. I gave him a thumbs up gratefully, and gave him a sweet and naughty smile, and then I answered the call from Sister Shang Mei with trepidation.
"What does my sister want to see you for?"
After the call ended, Luo Zihan asked me questions, which was unusual for him.
I looked at him with a smile and said proudly, "Haha, that's great! You don't have to go through the trouble of secretly sending me back to the apartment tonight. Sister Shang Mei treated me to a midnight snack and told me to call her after the tutoring session and she will pick me up at the Platinum Hall."
"Well, it does sound good." Luo Zihan nodded and said to himself, "I think my sister definitely wouldn't mind inviting me to have a midnight snack together."
"Luo Zihan, what right do you have to..."
The phone that just hung up rang again with a clear ringtone. It was the melody that I was most familiar with, the one that belonged exclusively to Brother Minhe.
I immediately pressed the answer button and shouted happily, "Min Hyuk! What are you doing..."
A powerful and swift force suddenly attacked my wrist, and before I could react, my phone was snatched away by Luo Zihan.
