Chapter 48 The Past (7)
"I will marry Feng'er——"
After thinking for a long time, Zhang Ren spoke.
"Of course, she is your fiancée."
Han Yu was obviously sad when he heard this, but he could only face it with a forced smile .
"I don't want to disappoint you either—"
The next sentence made Han Yu stunned. What did this mean?
"I said I would be responsible, and I also have the responsibility to be responsible for what I said. After I marry Feng'er, will you marry me? I believe I have the ability to make both of you equally happy, and I also believe Feng'er has the tolerance to tolerate."
Zhang Ren's words shocked Han Yu. In the eyes of ordinary people, Zhang Ren would definitely be regarded as a hypocritical person, but in Han Yu's eyes, it was not the case. On the contrary, it was completely beyond her expectations that he would say such words. It was not that she did not believe that Zhang Ren would really treat them fairly, but Zhang Ren's words shocked her so much that she stared at Zhang Ren in amazement, not knowing how to react or respond...
Han Yu knew that Zhang Ren was not joking but was serious, and his attitude was very sincere.
"I--"
Han Yu was about to say something when he suddenly felt dizzy.
"What's wrong?"
Seeing Han Yu's strange expression, Zhang Ren hurriedly asked.
The next moment, Han Yu fell down without saying a word. Before she fell backwards, Zhang Ren caught her quickly...
"Miss Han, Miss Han——"
After several calls, Han Yu showed no response. Her face turned pale. Zhang Ren reached out and touched her forehead. The temperature was surprisingly high. Zhang Ren was really shocked. How could she suddenly have such a high fever? Obviously, he had taken measures, but it was still unavoidable. Looking at the rain outside the window, although it was still dark, it didn't rain. In order to get Han Yu treated as soon as possible, Zhang Ren didn't care about so much. He carried Han Yu horizontally and walked out.
On the way to [Gangcheng] on foot, Zhang Ren met Shan Yuan and others who came to look for them after being separated. After Shan Yuan and others learned about the situation, they immediately took Han Yu to [Gangcheng] to see a doctor. After some treatment, Han Yu's condition improved.
After Han Yu regained consciousness and recovered from his injuries, the group spent a few days in [Port City] before returning to the Royal City. Zhang Ren also came to visit Han Yu while he was recovering from his injuries. As for what happened in the mountain cabin, neither of them mentioned it, as if it had never happened. Days passed like this...
It's been a long time.
Zhang Ren learned from Shan Yuan that Shan Fei had proposed to Han Yu, but it seemed that he had not received a response, which made Han Yu very embarrassed. Shan Yuan was hurt by this. Zhang Ren knew the reason and knew that he could not go on like this. Not only would it make himself troubled, but it would also let Han Yu down. He decided to express his feelings and thoughts to Shan Yufeng.
The conversation with Shan Yufeng made Zhang Ren rethink his behavior and thoughts. "Brother Ren, you have to know that it's not that I don't want you to marry Sister Han, but you should know that my brother and the prince are both in love with Sister Han. If you do this, not only will your position and Sister Han's will be affected, you will not only be responsible for betraying your friends and siblings, but will also make Sister Han unhappy. Sister Han should have a better choice instead of being inferior to me——"
After listening to Shan Yufeng's words, Zhang Ren suddenly realized that he had always been known for his wisdom, decisiveness, and efficiency, but at this moment he had made a huge mistake in his relationship. He had always been thinking about himself, thinking that he was thinking about others, but in fact it was just selfish behavior...
"Whether Sister Han marries my brother or the crown prince, they can both have a special liking for her, but what about you? You want her to be your concubine? Even if you can treat her the same way as you treat me, you can't hide the fact that she is a concubine. Also, no woman wants another woman to share a husband with her, and I am the same. But I am not saying this for this reason, so Brother Ren, you have to think it over carefully-"
"Well, I understand what you said, and I know what to do."
"Brother Ren——"
Knowing that Zhang Ren had made his decision, Shan Yufeng couldn't help but worry.
"Silly girl, what are you worried about-"
Seeing Shan Yufeng's worried face, Zhang Ren reached out and stroked her head, as if to comfort her.
"Am I being too talkative when I say that?"
"Won't."
"But--"
"Okay, there's no buts. I know what you're worried about, but don't worry, I won't let you down. I'll be very satisfied if I can spend the rest of my life with a woman like you who knows the big picture."
"Brother Ren——"
As soon as Zhang Ren said this, his answer was very clear. Although Shan Yufeng was happy about what Zhang Ren said, she was still very worried, because doing so would definitely make one party sad, and it would also be impossible to avoid Zhang Ren having regrets. But everything Shan Yufeng said was true . People should not be too selfish and only consider their own future instead of others. After talking with Shan Yufeng, Zhang Ren realized that even if he loved her, he didn't necessarily have to be with her. Making her happy was more important.
So, Zhang Ren told Han Yu his final choice. It's not that Han Yu couldn't understand, but she felt that everything was too ridiculous. She laughed at herself for falling in love with someone who already had someone in his heart. But once she fell in love, how could she control it?
There is no sin in loving someone whether you have someone in your heart or not.
Han Yu was in great pain because of falling in love with a man who already had someone in her heart. In order to forget the pain and to stay away from the sad place, she chose Zhou Xian. She knew that the person who would be hurt the most by doing so would be Shan Yuan. Even so, she still resolutely chose Zhou Xian, because she knew that if she chose Shan Yuan, she would not be able to forget the pain of having loved. So she chose Zhou Xian and became the concubine of the crown prince. Perhaps her greatest comfort was that Zhou Xian loved her very much and had only her in his life. With such an infatuated husband, what more could she ask for?
Instead of thinking about someone who already has a crush on you, why not choose someone who loves you deeply? Han Yu's life may seem ordinary, but she has secretly paid for it. Three men are in love with her, so why should she regret it? Finally, she chooses someone who loves her deeply and spends a wonderful life...
To this day, Han Yu still hasn't forgotten Zhang Ren, whom she once loved, but she has transformed her love for him into nostalgia, which only exists in the past. For her now, she only has her deceased husband, Zhou Xian, in her heart!
