Chapter 48 The Past (6)
"…I was just saying it casually, you don't have to take it seriously. Besides, I didn't ask you to be responsible."
"Do you really mean what you say?"
Han Yu had just finished speaking when Zhang Ren took over. However, Han Yu was puzzled by his words. What was his intention? Han Yu looked up at Zhang Ren, who was looking at her with a fixed gaze, as if waiting for her answer.
"What are you talking about?"
"Did I mean what you said before?"
After hearing Zhang Ren's words, Han Yu immediately understood what he meant and was obviously stunned. That's right, Zhang Ren's previous silence was not because he was afraid of being ashamed of Shan Yufeng, but because he was shocked by Han Yu's sudden words. Moreover, Zhang Ren also clearly felt that although Han Yu seemed to be just holding a normal heart when she said it, it sounded to him that she was concerned . In summary, her words were not unintentional, but really so...
Being stared at by Zhang Ren with his fiery eyes, Han Yu's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and she turned her head away in a hurry. How could Zhang Ren not know the meaning of such an obvious behavior? It turned out that the object of Han Yu's affection was him? Zhang Ren was really surprised and happy. It was the first time that he was so happy that he didn't know what to do. Looking at Han Yu's delicate figure in front of him, no matter how strong his self-control was, Zhang Ren couldn't suppress the joy that surged from the bottom of his heart. He slowly stretched out his hands and put them on Han Yu's shoulders. Feeling Zhang Ren's touch, Han Yu was slightly startled, and her heartbeat became more violent. She slowly raised her head and found that Zhang Ren was looking at her affectionately.
Just a glance at each other, the two of them had forgotten their surroundings, only each other in their eyes, Zhang Ren's face slowly approached Han Yu, and finally stopped on her thin lips. Han Yu was shocked at first, but did not resist when she reacted. Knowing that Han Yu did not resist, Zhang Ren continued to greedily kiss them. This kiss made them feel very intoxicated...
If a woman does not refuse, resist or hate a kiss from a man, it means she likes him. The same goes for men. They will only take the initiative to kiss a person if they like her, and will want to be gentle to her.
Ending the kiss, Zhang Ren slowly let go of Han Yu, his eyes still looking at her affectionately: "A gentleman should not take away someone else's love. I believe you also know that Yuan and the prince are in love with you. If you are sincere, I will not suppress myself anymore, so please tell me the answer."
Han Yu never thought that Zhang Ren would be so calm about everything. She only knew that he would find the answer first and then take action. What surprised her even more was that she actually heard the words she wanted to hear the most from Zhang Ren's words, "I will no longer suppress myself." The implication was that she was not the only one who was moved, Zhang Ren also had feelings for her. From the kiss just now to the words now, Han Yu confirmed Zhang Ren's feelings for her. Knowing the answer, she suddenly burst into tears. These were tears of relief and happiness. Then she leaned directly into Zhang Ren's arms...
Even if she didn't say it, Han Yu's actions were enough to explain the answer to Zhang Ren. Zhang Ren felt very relieved and hugged her with both hands. He was really afraid that he was dreaming, but this was the reality. How could he not be happy? Is this the feeling after knowing that the person you love also loves you? This feeling is also the first time!
However, Han Yu only stayed in Zhang Ren's arms for a short while before leaving him. Seeing Han Yu leaving his arms, Zhang Ren was reluctant to let her go, because the feeling of holding her made him feel very comfortable. He wanted to ask her why, but she looked like she had something to say, so he swallowed his words back...
"You know what? Ever since I first met you, I've been attracted to you, but you only have eyes for Miss Shan. I've hoped many times that you would see me as you see her. Today, my hope has finally come true—"
Han Yu began to describe her feelings for Zhang Ren, and Zhang Ren listened attentively.
"I have also thought about what to do when this moment really comes. You have Miss Shan, and I am just an outsider, a third party. I have no right to intervene between you. I don't care about the opinions of outsiders, but I don't want you and Miss Shan to be embarrassed. It is true that I am in love with you, and I don't want to deceive myself, but Miss Shan is the daughter of my benefactor. Even if I really fall in love with you, I plan to keep it in my heart forever. I don't expect you to fall in love with me, nor do I expect you to do anything for me. Until you confessed to me just now, I almost thought I was dreaming, thinking that I was only in a dream, but reality told me that it was real. I should have been very happy until all this, but now I am afraid, afraid that it is real, and afraid that this will completely change our positions——"
"Why didn't you say it earlier? Are you worried about all this all by yourself? You don't have to worry about these things. Feng'er is not the kind of person you think. There is no sin in falling in love with someone. I can only say that the person I love is you, but I will not let Feng'er down for this. It would be a lie to say that I don't care about these things at all."
"Well, I know, so I said what I had hidden in my heart. When I knew that you also had feelings for me, I also knew the result. You are a man who values friendship, so you will not let Miss Shan down because of me. Of course, even if you can, I will not accept it . You and Miss Shan are the real couple. I can't have any extravagant expectations. I told you just to prove that I once had it, because I don't want to regret it, and I don't want to give up without doing anything."
Han Yu seemed to be in great pain, and she had to give up only after she confessed her feelings. Although it was painful, she had to endure and accept it.
Similarly, Zhang Ren also fell into deep thought, struggle and pain. This pain made Zhang Ren understand the heartache of truly loving someone but not being able to be together. When has he ever experienced this feeling? It is difficult to love or not to love. In fact, Zhang Ren already knew the result would be like this, but he still couldn't suppress his inner emotions. How to discard this budding love, especially after knowing the other person's feelings, Zhang Ren's heart was completely confused...
