Chapter 45 Calm down

Xu Hexing was frozen.

Being held in his arms, Xu Hexing even forgot how to struggle.

Huo Yu breathed slightly into his ear, and his warm breath blew on his auricle. For a moment, Xu Hexing breathed heavily and could not make any sound.

Huo Yu just patted his back gently, gently and comfortingly.

"Can we have a good chat?"

Xu Hexing pursed his lips and said hesitantly: "What are we talking about?"

Huo Yu spoke clearly, and the truth he told broke Xu Hexing's remaining illusions and nailed him to the insult pillar.

"Let's talk about why you... want to break up with me." His voice was very soft, and he seemed to be making a difficult decision. "Didn't you say that whether it starts or ends, the decision is in my hands?"

Xu Hexing's face It was even hotter, so hot that the cold wind hit my face and made me cry.

At that time, Huo Yu agreed to stay with him, so he said a lot of nice things, but saying it is one thing and doing it is another.

Xu Hexing once again realized how bad he was.

Xu Hexing didn't want to shed tears in front of him, so he lowered his head slightly, as if leaning on Huo Yu's shoulder.

He spoke slowly: "So you know, it's me?"

Huo Yu responded, and the other hand hanging down weakly wrapped around his waist. He wanted to hug him hard, but it was obviously not suitable now.

what is this? When did he find out? Why didn't you expose me after you found out? Why is he dating me online?

Questions occupied Xu Hexing's brain one after another. There were too many questions, and a large number of doubts piled up, blocking Xu Hexing's throat. He didn't even know which question to ask first. The anger of being "played" surged up, and Xu Hexing had already lost part of his sanity.

He spat out a string of curse words without caring about the image. He was not scolding Huo Yu, but simply venting his inner dissatisfaction and confusion.

"When did you know?" He cursed a few words about the quintessence of the Chinese nation, and his mood suddenly calmed down a lot. He suppressed his emotions and forced himself to calm down.

Xu Hexing kept his head lowered, and Huo Yu couldn't see his expression clearly. He didn't know whether to tell the truth or not. He paused, his expression was tangled, and finally chose to tell the truth.

"I've always known it."

"Fuck!"

"You, you, what the fuck!" Xu Hexing swore sweetly, and lightly withdrew from Huo Yu's arms. His face gradually returned to normal, his lips trembled slightly, and he couldn't say a complete sentence.

Before Huo Yu could react, a warm body was missing from his arms.

"So you've been lying to me? Look at me pretending to be a girl? Look at me..." Xu Hexing clenched his fists tightly and trembled uncontrollably.

Huo Yu retracted his hands into his sleeves. Xu Hexing noticed his movement and stopped questioning.

He must be cold with so little on.

Xu Hexing suddenly remembered that Huo Yu's hand holding his arm just now was cold, which made Xu Hexing shiver.

He looked away and no longer looked at Huo Yu.

"You've been lying to me, why are you still angry?"

Huo Yu asked the question bluntly. It was a bit funny to see Xu Hexing looking so angry.

All the accumulated bad mood disappeared.

I just feel fun and soft-hearted.

Xu Hexing was speechless. It was indeed him who lied first.

"This, although, no matter, even if..." Xu Hexing wanted to say too much, but couldn't blurt out a sentence, "Then, then you, then you can expose me directly!" Xu Hexing pretended to be righteous.

Huo Yu stared at him with an expression of indescribable sadness. Xu Hexing was so angry that he gasped and his chest kept heaving.

"So you just act with me and treat me like a clown?" Xu Hexing could only think of this reason.

Huo Yu still looked at him with burning eyes.

Xu Hexing was burned by such a look and did not dare to look at him again.

"Because I like you, I can't refuse you, and I don't want to expose you." Huo Yu's voice was restrained, but he still couldn't hide the strong feelings hidden under his calm voice.

Xu Hexing: "..." What happened to the sudden affectionate confession? !

"You, don't say sweet words."

"It's not sweet words, it's true feelings."

Xu Hexing pretended not to hear his affectionate confession, "Even if I lied to you first, I was wrong, are you right?"

Damn! What am I talking about? How could you be so unreasonable? You are still nothing! !

Xu Hexing cursed himself in his heart.

The original shame, anger and shock gradually faded a lot after realizing how unreasonable he was. Xu Hexing could now look directly at Huo Yu.

Huo Yu chuckled, "Well, I was wrong too." He felt that his body had warmed up. Although the air was still cold, he was radiating warmth from the inside out.

"Then, how about I chase you this time?"

"..." What?

Why does he know what every word means, but he can't understand it when put together?

There are so many flaws that he doesn’t even know where to start!

"Stop joking." Xu Hexing lowered his eyes, hiding all excitement and remaining strong and calm.

"I'm serious Xu Hexing, I will chase you this time." Huo Yu said seriously.

"It's hard for me to chase you."

Huo Yu raised the corner of his mouth with a proud smile: "I'm very good at chasing you."

Xu Hexing sneered, as if he heard some big joke: "So confident."

Xu Hexing There was a surge of heat in my heart, and I was so excited that my brain stopped thinking, and I could only say something to cover it up.

Huo Yu calmly thought about how to "soften" Xu Hexing, thinking that being miserable would be the most effective: "I'm so cold, I haven't had breakfast yet, I'm not familiar with this area..."

Xu Hexing raised his eyes and glanced at him secretly. She was so pitiful about his appearance that she knew she was in the wrong and was soft-hearted: "Then, I'll take you to have breakfast."

"Okay."

Huo Yu followed Xu Hexing closely into a breakfast shop. The air-conditioning was turned on and the The steaming heat warmed my whole body a lot, and my stiff and numb fingers became soft and flexible.

"Two xiaolongbao," Xu Hexing ordered, and asked Huo Yu, "Would you like porridge or soy milk?"

"Soy milk."

"And two cups of soy milk."

After Xu Hexing paid, he took two cups of soy milk, and Huo Yu Yu took two portions of xiaolongbao and sat in the corner.

No one spoke for a while.

There are many people in the breakfast shop, but most people are concentrating on eating their own meals, and the room is very quiet.

Huo Yu was the first to break the silence: "Calm down?"

Xu Hexing swallowed, "What?"

"I said, are you still angry?"

"You said I was at fault first, do I still dare to be angry? "Xu Hexing couldn't hold back his strange anger.

"If you're not angry, can we have a good talk?" Huo Yu was quite good-tempered. The light in the breakfast shop was white and very bright. It shone on Huo Yu's face, and his whole figure seemed to be enveloped in a soft halo.

Xu Hexing suddenly felt that Huo Yu didn't look so cold, and he was still very gentle if he looked closely.

——Especially to myself.

Xu Hexing suddenly had an idea that startled him. Maybe what Huo Yu said was true. He... liked her.

"What are you talking about?" Xu Hexing pretended not to understand.

Huo Yu thought for a moment: "Talk...how can I catch you?"

Xu Hexing choked and stared at him without speaking.

Huo Yu admitted defeat and said, "Tell me why you said those words."

They all knew what kind of words "that kind of words" were.

Xu Hexing hesitated to say anything, but shuddered when he met Huo Yu's scarlet eyes, and said honestly: "Because I don't want to date online anymore." I want to get you back.

But he didn't say the second part.

Huo Yu breathed a sigh of relief.

Fortunately, this is the reason, it's not just that I'm tired of this relationship.

Huo Yu suddenly realized that he was so nervous that half of his collar was soaked with sweat on his back. He smiled to himself. He was far from as calm as he seemed.

Huo Yu calmed down. The ups and downs of the past two days were very tiring, and he felt dizzy after relaxing for a while.

He joked: "Then don't bully me coldly anymore."

He was referring to Xu Hexing being a coward if he didn't reply to his message.

Xu Hexing: "?"

"What is cold violence?" It's not that Xu Hexing doesn't understand the meaning of this word, but he just can't figure out why Huo Yu would use this word to associate with him.

"Cold violence means ignoring me."

Xu Hexing laughed angrily, and Huo Yu's ability to explain was really top-notch: "Cold violence is mostly a term used between lovers."

"Aren't we lovers? Or did you dump me unilaterally? Have we broken up at your place?" Huo Yu asked three times, each question more shocking than the last.

Xu Hexing: "..." Isn't it just a breakup?

Huo Yu frowned: "Really?"

Xu Hexing stammered: "Didn't I break up with you..."

"I didn't agree."

"..." Why is he actually a little happy? As if the stone in his heart fell to the ground smoothly, Xu Hexing suddenly felt a lot more relaxed.

Xu Hexing changed the subject, "How did you get here?" Another nonsense. Didn't he come by plane? Did he come here on a shared bicycle? !

Sure enough, Huo Yu said: "I came here."

His expression was serious. If Xu Hexing hadn't been a normal person with normal intelligence, he might have believed it.

"Fuck you," Xu Hexing took a sip of soy milk: "I mean, why did you come here, when did you come here!"

"I came to ask you, last night."

Xu Hexing was about to ask him how he knew his home address. , suddenly remembered the last time Huo Yu ordered takeout for himself, Xu Hexing: "..." "

Then where do you live?"

"I booked a hotel near your home." But he barely slept.

Xu Hexing stared into his tired eyes, "Go back and take a nap." Huo Yu shook his head.

Xu Hexing was puzzled. After both of them finished eating, they pushed open the door of the breakfast shop. The icy cold wind did not blow as they imagined. Xu Hexing raised his head and saw that the sun was shining.

"I'm afraid that when I wake up from sleep, you'll ignore me again." Huo Yu's voice was very low, with a hint of unnoticeable fear and grievance.

Xu Hexing's heart felt as if someone was twisting it hard, and pain spread throughout his body. He felt that he was too stupid and stupid, why did he hurt him in this way?

Xu Hexing pursed his lips and said, "I'm sorry." Then he raised his head suddenly with a serious expression: "Don't worry, I won't...coldly beat you. Go back and rest."

Huo Yu looked at his guilt-filled and distressed eyes and raised his eyebrows. Smiled, "Okay, I'll listen to you."