Chapter 44

A few days after the breakup, Chen You seemed to have gotten over the shadow of "broken love". When he asked, he found out that he planned to get his girlfriend back.

Neither of them could let go of each other, and the breakup was the result of harsh words that were dominated by anger during the quarrel.

At the same time, the two people also understood a lot of things, such as the need to get along with each other and the need to understand each other.

In Chen You's words: "We both still like each other, why should we care about whether we are suitable or not?"

So Chen You excitedly decided to get to know each other again, pursue her again, and get back to "love" again.

Xu Hexing only found out about this when we were chatting with him while playing games. In the game screen, there was a fierce team battle, and the sound effects of the game were very loud. Chen You's careless but serious voice came from the speaker of the mobile phone, which shocked Xu Hexing. My heart was shaking.

He felt that the fog in front of him dissipated, revealing a bright road ahead.

In this case, can I and Huo Yu end this nonsense of online dating first, and then pursue him back as Xu Hexing?

Xu Hexing was no longer in the mood to play games, so he said a few perfunctory words and then logged off.

It is also difficult to break up with Huo Yu.

He really couldn't think of any reason, and he couldn't bear to break up with her.

So Xu Hexing decided to take it step by step.

With his fingertips swiping across the screen, Xu Hexing realized that Huo Yu hadn't responded to messages for several hours.

——Isn’t this a perfect excuse!

Now that he has made up his mind to "break up" with him, Xu Hexing can no longer cling to him, and only responds with a few simple words when he sends messages.

This process is not pleasant. It is simply too difficult to pretend to be cold when facing messages from people you like.

Xu Hexing wanted to give up countless times.

But thinking about the situation at this moment, I must grit my teeth and persevere.

Huo Yu naturally noticed Xu Hexing's coldness.

After receiving perfunctory replies from Xu Hexing for countless times, Huo Yu finally couldn't help it anymore.

That day he just transferred the money to Yue Qingling and asked him to help buy a pair of shoes. At the same time, he uploaded several cover songs to Xu Hexing's commonly used music app. Suddenly I felt a lot more relaxed. I finally finished everything before Xu Hexing's birthday.

He hasn't had a good night's sleep in several days.

There are still a few days until Xu Hexing's birthday.

But Xu Hexing was unusually indifferent.

He was as indifferent as if the deep affection he had felt some time ago was a fantasy made up by Huo Yu.

Fish: Are you in a bad mood lately?

Little Star Eats Fish: No.

Huo Yu sighed feebly. He was a little confused about the situation. What was this?

He couldn't help but think the worst.

——Xu Hexing is tired of this relationship.

This relationship can only be role-played online.

But Huo Yu didn't want to face it, it all happened too fast.

Huo Yu trembled slightly and replied: Did you miss me? I've been a little busy lately, so I've neglected you. [Hug] Xu Hexing’s fingertips pressed against his palms, feeling a little painful.

He could hardly control himself.

He couldn't bear to see Huo Yu's demeanor, which could even be said to be a bit humble.

Huo Yuming is so dazzling and proud.

But he must do it.

While muttering "I'm sorry" silently in his mind, he said: It's okay.

Xu Hexing was almost going crazy inside, how could it be okay? He almost went crazy thinking about Huo Yu!

He couldn't help but wonder, doing this would hurt Huo Yu. Do you really want to do this? If you don't do this, but directly tell him that you are Xu Hexing, it will also be a kind of harm.

Xu Hexing chose a path that was harmless to himself.

He didn't want Huo Yu to know that he had lied to him, but he also wanted to be with him openly.

How can there be a way to get the best of both worlds?

Xu Hexing couldn't help but feel disgusted with himself.

On an ordinary morning, Xu Hexing once again ignored Huo Yu's overtures.

We can't delay it any longer, Xu Hexing thought.

His heart was beating fast and he was so nervous that he was covered in sweat. His fingertips clicked on the screen several times, and every time he made a typo, he could only delete it, slowly, clicking on each word.

"Let's separate." He typed these five simple Chinese characters for more than ten minutes. The countless struggles, annoyances, and complaints in his heart made him almost go crazy.

Xu Hexing felt that his head was swollen, as if all the blood in his body had accumulated there. He desperately suppressed his breathing and held the edge of the phone with his palms. He closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, the message had been sent.

Huo Yu called immediately. The phone vibrated in the palm of his hand, numbing his heart. He didn't even dare to see what Huo Yu said, let alone answer the call.

The phone rang for a minute before it calmed down, but the messages kept popping up.

"?"

"Answer the phone."

"Why?"

"Can you answer the phone and let's have a nice talk?"...

Xu Hexing gasped and read the dozen messages with wet eyes.

The last one was sent five minutes ago.

Xu Hexing blinked his blurry eyes.

"Because you're too busy and it's boring."

In the end, he couldn't bear to say the sentence he originally planned, "Because I don't like it."

This is so cruel and callous.

His breathing suddenly became rapid, and he logged out of the account, not daring to look at it again.

He gave up on himself and thought, it doesn't matter, just chase him back again, and then you can stand by his side legitimately.

Xu Hexing is already prepared for this process to be quite lengthy.

He knew that Huo Yu was a straight man. It was too difficult and too guilty to break up with a straight man.

That night, Xu Hexing couldn't fall asleep. As soon as he closed his eyes, Huo Yu's figure flashed in his mind.

He took out two cans of beer from the refrigerator and drank it while sitting on the edge of the bed before feeling a little sleepy. He closed his eyes in a daze, thinking about what happened recently. Everything happened too fast and suddenly... ...

This night, Xu Hexing had several bizarre dreams.

He himself turned into a little fish and jumped across the water to the shore. He eventually died because he was far away from the lake.

There was also a strong wind passing by, and he was swept up by the strong wind and hung high in the air...

All kinds of strange dreams were intertwined and entangled. Xu Hexing was trapped in each dream. This feeling was not pleasant.

He wanted to open his eyes, but his eyelids felt like they were stuck with glue.

"Ding-a-ling--"

The alarm clock that was set at some point rang, and Xu Hexing shook a few times and suddenly woke up.

Breathing disorder, splitting headache.

There are many messages bouncing on the phone.

Xu Hexing searched subconsciously, but none of them were from Huo Yu.

Xu Hexing felt like someone had dug a hole in his heart, which was empty.

He suddenly remembered that he and Huo Yu had "broken up". In order to escape, he even logged out of the account. Naturally, he could not receive any messages.

——Maybe Huo Yu didn't keep him anymore.

After all, from Huo Yu's perspective, he was just a scumbag who played with his emotions.

Xu Hexing breathed a long sigh of relief, picked up the mineral water on the bedside and took two sips to moisten his throat.

【Let’s make dumplings and smash them together! 】

Lu Yue: Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai Wai.

Zhao Yihang: Come on, let me play! Is Brother Yu coming? Wait for him to fly away [Shy] Lu Yue: I sent a message to Brother Yu but he didn’t reply. He probably hasn’t woken up yet. I feel like he’s not in a good mood.

Chen You: I’m playing too. I’ll sign up right away. Why do you all get up so early?

Lu Yue: @你星哥Xingge, are you here? If Brother Yu is not here, I will take you away!

Zhao Yihang: Don't ask, I just asked because I was woken up by my parents.

Xu Hexing: You guys play first, I’ll go downstairs and buy breakfast.

When Xu Hexing woke up, his parents were not at home. They said they were going shopping and transferred money to Xu Hexing so that he could have breakfast and lunch by himself.

Xu Hexing put on his clothes and dragged his exhausted body downstairs. His head still ached slightly, as if he had stayed up all night.

Pushing open the door, the biting cold wind carried a damp smell and hit my face.

Only then did Xu Hexing notice the snowflakes falling outside.

It actually snowed again.

Xu Hexing stood there for a moment, a biting chill seeping into his limbs. Xu Hexing shuddered and walked towards the breakfast shop.

You can also enjoy hot steamed buns and millet porridge during this time.

In fact, I would rather drink soy milk.

Xu Hexing swiped the key card and as soon as he walked out of a corner, he saw a familiar figure.

Xu Hexing's whole body froze, and his legs were as heavy as lead and he couldn't lift them up. It turned out to be Huo Yu.

He stood a few meters away, and he didn't know how long he stood there.

Snow fell on his messy hair, turning half of his hair white.

He was even wearing only a woolen coat, and he just stood there motionless. There were many people on the road, but he was alone.

Xu Hexing's eyes stayed on his face, and then he saw that his face was pale, his lips were chapped by the wind, and his eyes were dark, without any light. There is a natural loneliness and melancholy.

Xu Hexing's finally steady heartbeat suddenly accelerated, almost breaking through his entire chest, and it became difficult to breathe. Xu Hexing swallowed hard, wondering whether he should move forward. His mind went blank.

It was Huo Yu who came over first.

He walked step by step, and the sound of his footsteps was infinitely amplified, as if the only five senses left were hearing.

The footsteps in my ears and the heartbeat in my chest actually overlapped for a moment.

Huo Yu's final step was decided in front of him.

Xu Hexing trembled suddenly.

Huo Yu spoke, his voice hoarse and a little tired: "What do you mean."

Xu Hexing noticed that his eyes were covered with red bloodshot eyes, and his eyes were slightly swollen, and his eyes were scarlet.

"W-what?" He was puzzled. There is an answer vaguely waiting to come out in my heart.

Huo Yu reached out and held his shoulders: "How long will we keep pretending?"

He was the first to point out everything.

He couldn't bear it anymore.

He struggled all night long whether to do this or not. He couldn't help but watch Xu Hexing leave and couldn't let go of everything. He liked Xu Hexing so fiercely.

So he suppressed his sadness and anger, booked the nearest flight and rushed to Bincheng.

Xu Hexing bit his lip unconsciously and let out a little sound: "I don't understand what you are talking about."

Huo Yu was so angry that he actually smiled, curled up the corners of his mouth indifferently, and said every word through gritted teeth: "You don't understand? You cling to me and call me husband every day, don’t you understand what I’m talking about?”

Xu Hexing stared at him with eyes full of disbelief, and his breath was stuck in his chest.

"You, you..."

You didn't say a complete sentence for a long time.

He is confused! collapsed! What does it mean?

Xu Hexing's back felt cold.

Could it be that Huo Yu knew it was him?

How could it be, how could it be possible?

Xu Hexing couldn't believe it. He wanted to get into the cracks in the ground. He felt his face was burning hot and subconsciously wanted to escape from the scene. Xu Hexing paused and stepped back. He was about to turn around and leave, but he forgot about Huo Yu. Her hands were still on his shoulders, hugging him tightly.

Huo Yu squeezed his shoulder hard, feeling a burst of pain.

"Let go."

"Don't let go."

"What are you going to do!" Xu Hexing shouted hoarsely, his face even a little twisted and ferocious.

It was as if he was the one who was deceived from beginning to end.

Huo Yu was startled, hurt by his resistance, his heart ached, and his palms relaxed slightly.

Xu Hexing broke away, turned around and left.

Huo Yu followed, grabbed his wrist and pulled him towards him, and Xu Hexing threw himself into his arms.