Chapter 42
42 Chapter 42
◎Go crazy◎
Shen Lie's whole body was hot, and he could feel it through the material of his clothes, like a furnace.
Chen Jing'an's skin is warm and cool to the touch, like holding a piece of soft ice, making people reluctant to let go.
She blinked lightly but did not break away, and just hugged her for a while. She wrinkled the tip of her nose and said, "Shen Lie, you need to take medicine."
"I want to eat."
Shen Lie's voice was extremely lazy: "But I'm afraid of infection. Here you go."
"..."
Chen Jing'an came over with a hint of redness on her cheeks: "Stop making trouble, I said take medicine, it's real medicine, antipyretic medicine and cold medicine. If you do this again, Ji Hong will drag you away. Go to the hospital for infusion or injection."
"I'm sick, Chen Jing'an, why are you so fierce?" He said with a hint of smile.
"I know that there is no reason to talk to patients who are not very obedient."
Shen Lie clicked his tongue.
Being taken care of feels pretty good.
Chen Jing'an called Ji Hong and asked him to go to the pharmacy and buy cold medicine. A pack of medicine was placed on the table. Shen Lie looked bleakly, nestled on the single sofa, watching Chen Jing'an follow the dosage written by the pharmacist. He took the medicine from the medicine board and held a small handful in his palm. At the same time, he handed over a cup of warm cold medicine.
"Take medicine."
Simple and crude.
"All?" Shen Lie held up the side of his face with his hand. He had been burning for several days in a row. During this period, he worked extremely hard, and his physical strength and energy were severely damaged. He looked a little frail.
This symptom became especially aggravated after Chen Jing'an arrived.
"Yes, not even a drop." Chen Jing'an took his hand, turned it over, palm facing up, and carefully placed the medicine on it.
Shen Lie didn't move and raised his eyelids: "It doesn't smell good."
"Does the medicine smell good?" Chen Jing'an frowned, "Shen Lie, what's the matter with you? Why are you taking medicine better than my five-year-old cousin?" It’s hard, he’s not as hard to coax as you. “
As long as Yuanyuan takes the medicine, she can be rewarded with a piece of chocolate.
Ji Hong lowered his head, it was hard to hold back this smile, and consciously pushed the door open and left.
Shen Lie pulled his lips and smiled, raised his head, held the medicine and swallowed it in one go. After finishing the granules, he tipped the cup to signal, shook it, leaned forward and put down the quilt.
Chen Jing'an put the medicine away: "Take these medicines three times a day, and put them last after meals. Remember to take them on time."
Shen Lie just looked at her.
"When will your work here end?" Chen Jing'an asked.
"Do you want me to leave?" Shen Lie probably felt uncomfortable, so he pinched his eyebrows to relieve his dizziness.
"Just asking." Chen Jing'an felt that there was nothing wrong with him and wanted to tell him before leaving. As soon as he grabbed the bag, he heard Shen Lie's voice.
"I'm not feeling well." Shen Lie's skin was reddened by the heat, and his eyelids were even redder. His movements and speech were extremely slow, as if he had swallowed a razor blade in his throat. He just looked at her: "I'm leaving now. "Have a good rest. "
Chen Jing'an didn't answer directly. She stood up and her wrist was held as hot as a soldering iron. After all, her body temperature had reached nearly 40 degrees.
She was able to break away without any strength.
But after thinking about it, she still didn't let go of his hand.
"Come here, let me hold you for a while."
"I should go back for dinner."
"Yeah, I know, I'll be fine in a while."
"..."
Chen Jing'an has never seen such Shen Lie, who treats everyone when he is sick. They are all fair and give equal pain. Regardless of his appearance, he is just an ordinary person.
You will still get sick, weak and uncomfortable.
The two of them were dressed and lying on the bed.
This kind of hugging position was not very comfortable for Chen Jing'an. His body temperature was baking her, and the heat could not be alleviated by air conditioners. She tried to move, looked up, and saw that Shen Lie was already asleep, with his eyelashes closed. The lines are clear and distinct, especially the jawline, which is neat and beautiful.
Chen Jing'an can still remember the first time he met Shen Lie. He was like a star holding the moon, his eyes were indifferent, and nothing was enough for him to take seriously.
Such a person is somewhat opposite when he is asleep, and his face is quite confusing.
Chen Jing'an didn't ask Shen Lie why he came to Jiangcheng. She could almost guess that his job would not bring him to a second- and third-tier small city like Jiangcheng.
But I really came here for myself, and I find it unbelievable.
Why?
As Ji Hong said, if he wanted to see him, he could use threats and inducements as before.
He did nothing.
-Shen
Lie suddenly opened his eyes and woke up.
He was soaked to the skin with a thin layer of sweat on his forehead, as if he had just been fished out of the water.
The person in his arms had long since disappeared. It was empty, like an illusion. Chen Jing'an seemed to have never appeared. He was the only one from the beginning to the end.
This feeling was very bad. He stood up and went into the bathroom with a cold face. After taking a shower, he picked up a shirt and trousers and put them on. There was a sound of swiping his card at the door. He thought it was Ji Hong, so he closed the curtains with rough movements, covering himself up. It was pitch black outside the window.
"Are you awake?" A cold female voice.
Chen Jing'an held the thermos box in one hand, closed the door, walked to the dining table, and put down the thermos box and the room card together: "Ji Hong said you haven't had a good appetite recently. I think the weather is hot and you have a cold and have a bad appetite. It's normal. I brought you the soup made by my mother. It will clear away the heat and relieve the fire. Do you want to drink some?"
She wore a long suspender skirt, which was not made of close-fitting fabric and cut. Her arms were thin and white, and she opened the thermos box with a gentle movement. skilled.
After not waiting for a response for a long time, Chen Jing'an had no choice but to tilt his head, his white cheeks illuminated by the indoor light: "What's wrong? Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"
The indoor window was not opened, but there was a strange gust of wind.
A piece of my heart collapsed severely.
"It wasn't very comfortable before." Shen Lie came over, held her waist with one hand and leaned against him, "It's fine now."
He lowered his head and kissed the lips that had been parted for a long time.
An obscure, bitter kiss with the taste of medicine.
There was a glimmer of water on Chen Jing'an's lips: "If I catch a cold, it will be infected by you."
"Okay, let's get sick together."
Shen Lie pulled his lips and smiled, with a bit of mischief in his smile.
"Drink the soup and then take the medicine."
Chen Jing'an handed over the soup bowl. It was almost the same as the picture posted in her WeChat Moments. The mung beans were boiled soft, the lotus heart was waxy and white, and there was a hint of sweetness in the air.
Shen Lie held the spoon and tasted it slowly.
His throat, which usually felt dry and sore after swallowing, seemed to be soothed now. The sweetness was very light and easy to drink. He finished the bowl.
During this period, Chen Jing'an took his temperature. Fortunately, it had dropped to a little over 38 degrees.
"Does it taste good?" Chen Jing'an asked.
"It tastes good."
Chen Jing'an pursed her lips and smiled: "Yes, my mother is very good at making soup."
Shen Lie remembered what she said in the circle of friends, "This soup is the best in the world." He smiled lightly, pulled her and sat down on his lap: "I thought you wouldn't come back."
Chen Jing'an was stunned for a moment.
She really didn't think about coming back when she left. She ate with her parents and saw the soup made by Chen's mother. She naturally thought of him. She thought that he was in the hotel, terribly ill, and her heart overflowed with compassion, so she took the thermos box and filled it with untouched food. Soup and then take it to friends as an excuse to go out.
Chen Jing'an looked at him and asked, "Did you do this on purpose when you came to Jiangcheng?"
Shen Lieben squeezed her hand casually. Hearing this, his eyebrows stretched, and there was a wistful smile in his eyes, and he said: " "Tsk, it was spotted."
"Why?" Why not just a phone call like before.
"I want to see how much my Jing'an is interested in me."
She was stunned.
Shen Lie said with some regret: "It seems like there isn't much now."
His tone was light, and it was hard to tell how sincere his words were.
Chen Jing'an was silent for a moment.
"It doesn't matter," Shen Lie pulled his lips, "I don't care, as long as you are by my side, it is enough. If you are not here, I will look for you. If there is someone around you, it will be me. If you run away..."
There was a cruel smile in his smile: "I will probably tie you up."
Chen Jing'an shuddered.
Shen Lie laughed happily and pinched her cheek: "I'm joking with you, why are you so scared?"
Chen Jing'an didn't think it was just a joke, she really felt that Shen Lie could really do it, with his means and power , she is an ordinary student and has no chance of resisting.
"I don't like making jokes like this."
"I apologize."
Shen Lie held her hand and asked, "Do you want to stay?"
His eyes touched his slender fingers, and some inappropriate associations flashed through her. It was enough She stopped thinking about the blushing intimacy and refused: "My parents are still waiting for me."
"It shouldn't be difficult to make an excuse to stay at a friend's house."
Sensing that his hand was fanning the flames, Chen Jing'an held his hand He used his arms to stop his movement: "Shen Lie, don't make trouble."
He held her waist and spread it completely, covering almost her entire lower back. He pressed her, the two of them were close, and Shen Lie missed the smell of her body. , the few nights before she left were not too difficult, her scent still remained in the quilt. A few days later, the quilt was washed and replaced, and her scent disappeared, and he began to suffer from insomnia.
"Did you dream of me after we separated?"
Chen Jing'an bit her lip and shook her head.
She lied, not even willing to face her own dreams.
"I've dreamed about you."
"Many times."
Chen Jing'an's breath was stagnant.
"It's still the same room, with dark blue sheets. We were honest with each other, and we fit tightly together, as if we were born this way. The sound of rain fell endlessly, and you kept crying. I had to stop, and you held me tight... ..."
"Stop talking."
Chen Jing'an reached out and covered his mouth.
"Shen Lie, you are dizzy!"
Shen Lie pulled away her hand and smiled, hugging her like this: "Well, it is indeed dizzy. When you move, your head will become dizzy."
"You are a scoundrel."
Shen Lie said calmly . Accepting all charges, he just hugged her quietly for a while and asked her what she would do tomorrow.
Chen Jing'an said: "My aunt has something to do tomorrow and asked me to take care of Yuanyuan."
The implication is that she doesn't have time.
"Chen Jing'an, this is the first time I came to your city. Are you
doing your best to be a landlord?" Chen Jing'an raised his eyes and said in a somewhat thankful tone: "There is no way. Yuanyuan has agreed in advance that if you don't mind, you can come with us." Together."
Shen Lie has no compassion, and naturally does not have the virtue of respecting the elderly and caring for the young. She expected that he hates children. Such a creature that is illogical and unreasonable and often cries is strange and outrageous.
Shen Lie saw the gloating in her eyes.
After thinking for a few seconds, he said, "Then I'll trouble you."
"..."
This was not within the scope of Chen Jing'an's imagination.
-Chen
Jing'an told Yuanyuan in advance that her friend would play with them today. Yuanyuan thought it was another sister. She shook her head, touched Yuanyuan's head and coaxed: "Yuanyuan should not play with her mother when she goes back." "Don't tell my aunt and others, okay?"
"This is our secret." Yuan
Yuan opened her eyes clearly and brightly: "This is a secret!"
"
Lagou!"
dialogue.
Chen Jing'an planned to take Yuanyuan to the zoo. The little guy had always wanted to see a big tiger. She made it clear to Shen Lie and he readily accepted it, saying that she would just arrange it.
The three met.
Yuanyuan struggled to raise her neck to look at Shen Lie, pursed her lips and blinked, cautious and a little scared.
Shen Lie lowered his eyes and looked at the little one who hadn't retreated yet.
"This is Yuanyuan, my youngest cousin."
"Yuanyuan, call me."
Chen Jing'an introduced between the two.
Yuanyuan pursed her lower lips, and called her uncle with a milky voice.
Sister, uncle, there is a generation gap between them.
Shen Lie looked cold, hummed, and said hello.
fine.
One calls him uncle and the other says hello.
The two people showed discord from the beginning.
Yuanyuan, the little ancestor who was usually lively and lively and had to be taken out for discharge every day, showed a little kindness in front of Shen Lie. She held Chen Jing'an's hand obediently and carefully distanced herself from Shen Lie. Even if she saw a small animal, she would When excited, he is also very restrained.
Shen Lie had no expression on his face and spoke less than usual, like a bodyguard.
After visiting several exhibition halls, Yuanyuan saw a passing tourist holding a cone and licked her lips. She shyly pulled Chen Jing'an's hand and motioned for her to lower her head. After Chen Jing'an lowered her head, she whispered that she wanted to eat a cone.
The cone station location was packed.
Chen Jing'an could only ask Shen Lie to look at Yuanyuan for a while. She came back after buying the cones and looked at each other. Yuanyuan was confused and could only blink her eyes.
The weather was hot, and there were many people buying cones and cold drinks. She waited in line for a while and was squeezed in the crowd. It was impossible to look back at the two of them. She thought that Shen Lie was reliable no matter what, and Yuanyuan wouldn't. I lost it, so I queued up for a while.
After Chen Jing'an finished shopping, he returned the same way.
Seeing the scene in front of me, I burst into laughter for a moment.
Shen Lie untied his tie and sat on the bench in the zoo. His face became more and more serious. He held one end of the tie and tied the other end to Yuanyuan's wrist. Yuanyuan's mouth was flat, feeling aggrieved but not daring to cry. When he saw Chen Jing'an, the downward arc of the corners of her mouth is getting deeper and deeper.
Passers-by looked sideways, and some even snickered and took out their mobile phones to take pictures.
Because both hands were holding cones, Chen Jing'an couldn't cover her eyes. For a moment, she wanted to pretend that she didn't know these two people.
"Sister..."
Yuanyuan's little cry sounded, and she was about to cry.
Chen Jing'an handed over the cone.
Yuanyuan licked her mouth, unable to cry anymore, so she could only pout her lips in an attempt to save some face.
"He wants to run around. There are people here, so I can only do this." Shen Lie explained in a cold voice, without even letting go of his frown. He untied his tie and tied it loosely with a slip knot.
When Yuanyuan heard that he was being accused, he pursed his lips again. He just wanted to stand farther away, but the cone was right in front of him. He took it carefully with both hands and took a bite of the tip of the cone. It was so sweet that he felt that he didn't feel so aggrieved anymore. .
"Yours." Chen Jing'an handed the other one to Shen Lie.
"Me?"
"Sweet cones are not just for children." Chen Jing'an bought three.
Shen Lie slightly raised his eyelids, hesitated for a moment, and then took it. Out of the corner of his eye, Yuanyuan stared at him, or to be precise, at his ice cream. What he was thinking was written all over his face. She was probably making a wish that he would not eat it. Finally, It will be given to the youngest children.
He pulled the corner of his lower lip and bit off half of it.
Yuanyuan froze on the spot, the ice cream in her hand no longer smelled good.
childish.
Chen Jingan, who witnessed the whole process, commented silently in her heart.
"Shen Lie, if you feel bored, you can leave first." Chen Jing'an suggested sincerely.
"No, it's quite interesting."
"Really?"
"Yeah."
Shen Lie smiled and held her hand, "I've never been here, so it's just an experience."
"You've never been to the zoo?"
"It's weird? Chen
Jing'an thought it was normal for a family like his. She shook her head and grabbed his hand: "We can visit the entire park today."
The park is not small.
Shen Lie chuckled softly: "It's not necessary."
The most excited one was Yuanyuan, jumping up and down, saying that she was going to see the big tiger!
After playing all day, Shen Lie and Yuanyuan were no longer at odds with each other as before. When they separated, Yuanyuan was a little reluctant to leave. She secretly ran to hold his hand, and soon ran back and hid in Chen Jing'an's room. Behind him, he said coquettishly: "Uncle, goodbye!"
"It's my brother." Shen Lie corrected him.
"Brother, goodbye!"
Shen Lie raised his eyelids and glanced at Chen Jing'an with a smile on his lips: "Someone hasn't said goodbye yet."
Yuanyuan understood and shook Chen Jing'an's hand: "Sister, brother wants you You need to be polite when saying goodbye."
"Be polite," Shen Lie repeated playfully.
Chen Jing'an made a very subtle exhalation movement, looked at his, and said, "Shen Lie, goodbye."
"Goodbye."
-
Summer vacation passed by in a flash.
Chen Jing'an packed his luggage again and rushed from Jiangcheng to the capital.
Her parents were worried about sending her into the station. Chen's father said: "The money has been put into the card. If you don't have any money, tell us anytime. Dad will call you again."
"No need, I also made some money."
"Then .
It 's all yours. Don't touch it. Your tuition and living expenses are just a few bucks. We don't need that much
money
. Still there, seeing her turn around and wave again, she couldn't help but feel the soreness on the tip of her nose. She turned around, not daring to look back this time.
She had just returned to school, and there were a lot of things to do, including cleaning the dormitory, packing luggage, having dinner with classmates... It wasn't until late at night that she remembered that Shen Lie had asked her to call back after she was done.
When she called, she answered in a lazy voice and asked if she was done.
"Yeah." Chen Jing'an also felt embarrassed.
"It's great. At least I'm at the bottom and can still be remembered before going to bed."
"Sorry."
"Really sorry or fake?"
"I'm really sorry."
"If you're really sorry, come out."
Chen Jing'an was stunned. She Asked: "Are you here?"
"Yes."
The other side responded: "I've been waiting for you."
"If I don't make this call, what will happen to the dormitory access control after eleven o'clock?"
There was no pause on the other side. Shen Lie's usual tone: "Then I have to come personally, find your dormitory, and peel you out of the quilt."
Hmm.
Chen Jing'an couldn't help laughing as she imagined that scene. She was probably having dinner and chatting with her friends tonight, and she was in a good mood. She said in a brisk tone, "Shen Lie, wait for me."
"Yeah."
"Slow down, I don't care if you wait for so long. "A few minutes."
Chen Jing'an greeted Ruan Ling and when she was getting her bag, she heard Ruan Ling say in surprise: "Why do I feel like you are becoming more and more natural now?" "
Huh?"
Shen Lie's expression was not like this when he met him before." Ruan Ling was keenly aware of the change.
"What's the difference?"
"Before, I was like a social worker who went to work at eight in the morning and was forced to get up early to clock in. Now my expression is very relaxed, even a little happy?"
Chen Jing'an didn't deny it. She couldn't deny it. Even she felt it. After visiting Jiangcheng, the two of them had more contact, and everything happened naturally. She occasionally shared photos of Yuanyuan, and the number of phone calls and video calls increased... She seemed to be getting more and more accustomed to the role of Shen Lie's girlfriend.
Ruan Ling held her chin and smiled understandingly: "It's normal. Now when everyone watches a drama, they don't hate the villain as long as they are good-looking. Maybe they even like the villain more than the protagonist because of their beauty. Shen Lie is young and beautiful, please. , watching every day, who would not be tempted, you are not a little nun!"
"You are talking about you, right?" Chen Jing'an rubbed her hair and took out her bag.
It was already ten o'clock, and the school bus and people were gradually dwindling. Shen Lie's car was parked in a conspicuous position. She walked over, opened the back seat door and got in the car.
Shen Lie turned his head to look at her.
Not seen for a month.
He came over and took her hand.
The atmosphere in the car was calm. They didn't even talk a few words. The two of them were extremely calm until they arrived at Qianwan and the door was pushed open. Chen Jing'an wanted to turn on the light, but her arm was held. He pulled her over and started kissing her. Holding the door panel, holding her face, the kiss was fierce.
For a while, no one got used to the darkness.
She could only sense the other person's presence by hearing and temperature. Shen Lie kissed her eagerly, pried open his lips and teeth, and entangled with her, getting deeper and deeper. She was about to suffocate, and her breathing was infinitely amplified. She rubbed her ears. Circle in a circle, like ripples.
Chen Jing'an noticed the light in the fish tank and thought of the dead fish. She was a little distracted for a moment. She pressed her chest against his chest and kissed her with an unsteady breath: "Which fish is dead?"
Shen Lie bit her lips lightly. , the pain brought her back to her senses, as if punishing her for being distracted at this time.
He pressed the corner of her lips and said in his throat: "No, none of them are dead, they are all alive and well."
"No? Didn't you say they were dead on the phone?"
Shen Lie paused and said: " Well, I said, I wanted to coax you to come back, but you didn't..."
The last word was elongated, and he raised it between his fingers. The sling on his left shoulder slid down, and the pad of his index finger moved from the clavicle to the left chest: "Because It's very hard here."
Chen Jing'an's breathing stopped, and his heart also contracted heavily, and then revived when it could no longer bear the load.
The lights are turned on.
Shen Lie took her upstairs, but was unwilling to let her go and kissed her anytime and anywhere.
Chen Jing'an was vaguely taken to the study. On one side of the study was a row of wine cabinets. As soon as her eyes touched it, Shen Lie asked her if she wanted to drink some wine.
"I'm not a good drinker." She shook her head.
She still remembered the embarrassing things she had done when she was drunk, memories that she didn't want to think about but couldn't forget.
"I know." There was a hint of smile in his words.
"Drink a little, you will get into the state better, it shouldn't hurt so much." Shen Lie kissed her cheek, "Drink before doing it, you will feel better, I hope you are comfortable."
In the flash of lightning, Chen Jing'an understood him What are you saying.
crazy.
Really crazy.
After not seeing each other for a long time, I instinctively long for closer intimacy, skin-to-skin contact, and the pleasure is almost as high as heaven. However, this desire is unsatisfied. If you want more, you want to be closer, it is best to be at a negative distance.
I want to taste all the happiness I have never tasted before today.
Shen Lie endured it with difficulty, and the muscles in his arms were tense due to restraint. He wanted to act only according to his own wishes and act based on animal instinct, but he couldn't, because it would hurt her.
That would be a result he didn't want to see.
"Shen Lie, let me down and let's calm down for a while." Chen Jing'an still had some sense left and knew what would happen next.
She didn't do it.
Instinctively afraid.
This fear cannot be eliminated.
The two of them were too close, and his breath invaded silently little by little. The wine swayed, dark red, like the apple in the Garden of Eden.
It is the result of evil thoughts.
Chen Jing'an reached out and pushed his arm, wanting to take the bottle of wine, wanting to put it back where it was, wanting to put it away out of sight.
Her soul seemed to be clenched tightly, and she could only feel his wet kiss.
Two souls collide, burning and bursting.
Shen Lie put the bottle of wine back to its place as she wished, and said in a low voice: "Chen Jing'an, I can't help it anymore. I also have desire. This desire comes when I see you and smell you." The breath will even surge. I even want to tie you to the bedside and don't want to let you go day and night. I have read it carefully. You know that I have always been good at learning and I will never teach you how to feel. When you feel the pain, you will be happy and happy, and the sheets will be soaked."
Chen Jing'an closed her eyes, blushing, and didn't want him to continue talking.
"Shen Lie!" She called his name urgently, wanting to interrupt him and stop going crazy like this.
"But I can't, I can't do this, I can't do anything you don't like..." He held her waist and his voice was in his ear.
No one has explained clearly what it means to like.
But Shen Lie probably realized that after he fell in love, a look of disgust from the other person could hurt him.