40 Chapter 40

◎It’s too early to scold◎

The tea cup was eventually knocked over, the tea overflowed, and circles of water stains were absorbed by the tea tray.

Chen Jing'an straightened the tea cup.

She never thought that Shen Lie knew that she was pretending to sleep, but he knew it but didn't expose her on the spot.

"...I can't." She groaned as softly as a mosquito.

Shen Lie sighed silently, his smile reached his eyes, and the mark on his eyelids was a little heavy. After smiling, he looked at her: "Why are you so nervous, as if I am a villain who robbed a girl?"

He poured out the tea in the teapot, Wash, dry, and do it all over again.

Chen Jing'an remained silent. He knew what he knew very well.

But seeing that he didn't mention it anymore, she also breathed a sigh of relief. Later, she found an excuse to review and left first.

After the final exam is over, it’s summer vacation.

Chen Jing'an had already grabbed the air ticket in advance and never mentioned it to Shen Lie. She casually said while having dinner in Qianwan in the evening: "Our school has a holiday on the 7th, and I finished the exam two days early."

"Let Ji Hong help you carry your luggage ." Shen Lie stopped his chopsticks. He had been out of school for so long that he had no idea about school holidays. Before, he only knew that she was studying.

"No, I'll pack my luggage in the dormitory after I finish the exam. I'll have a flight the next morning."

"In such a rush?"

"Well, it's always been like this before. I've already agreed with my parents."

"How long is the summer vacation?"

"Two "Month."

When we meet again, it will be September.

Shen Lie smiled gently: "Are you not reluctant at all?"

Realizing what he said, Chen Jing'an's voice was soft and gentle: "I will miss you."

It was as sweet as honey.

He knew the miscellaneous moisture in this sentence, but he still moved the corners of his lips.

"Okay."

Shen Lie agreed so quickly that even Chen Jing'an was a little surprised. She thought he would insist on letting her stay more time and just change the ticket. As for her parents, he was lying about the band having to practice together. She thought He tried all his possible words and thought of what to say, but he only said "good", and all the previous preparations seemed a bit redundant.

"I have an exam in two days, and I might not come over later."

Shen Lie still had a good temper and said a good word.

Somewhat unexpected.

Chen Jing'an held the chopsticks again, feeling happy in her heart.

When she came out of the shower, Shen Lieren was on the balcony. The curtains were open, leaving the white inner layer half closed. His back was to her, and the loose nightgown was held up by the shoulders. He had half of it in his hand. Hearing the sound of the door opening, he turned around, took the ashtray and put out the cigarette.

"Come here to enjoy the breeze?"

Chen Jing'an thought for a while. He had fulfilled her wish today, so she should give something back, or walk over.

At this time, the temperature had dropped. Under the cover of the dark night, the summer breeze was gentle and gentle. She stood beside him and looked out. There was an excellent location here, with a wide view and a bustling city scene. The lights are on day and night.

There is a faint smell of tobacco remaining in the air.

After standing for a while, Chen Jing'an raised her head and said that she should read a book for a while. Before the words came out, Shen Lie held her chin and kissed her hard.

She was unsteady on her feet.

Shen Lie then held her slender waist and walked her to him.

It should fit without any gaps.

But how can it be enough? How can this be enough? Once the fire breaks out, people lose the ability to think and act like animals on instinct.

The balcony was not closed. To her, it was no different from the outdoors. When she thought that she might be seen, she resisted a little, but it was nothing more than a paper tiger. She was imprisoned between the tight arms, forced to accept, and could only feel ashamed. Close your eyes tightly.

"Don't be here, Shen Lie, don't."

A voice came out from between his teeth. His voice seemed to be trembling, but not entirely. The voice was intermittent, and some of the words were swallowed into his stomach.

"Why?"

Shen Lie asked teasingly, pressing against the corner of her lips, panting.

"No."

"What did you call me?"

"Shen Lie." He said with a slight cry.

There was no response. He bit her lip very lightly, like nibbling. Her lips were hot and the base of her tongue was numb. It was like he was teasing her deliberately, breaking her psychological defense.

Chen Jing'an said bitterly: "Asshole."

Shen Lie smiled instead, leaning against her forehead, laughing softly and giving her a chance to breathe. She looked at him and felt that perverted energy coming back again.

No, it should have always been there, it was just well hidden before.

"It's too early to scold her."

Shen Lie suddenly held her hips and picked her up. Suddenly, she was sent to bed. The balcony door was not closed yet, and the wind came in, as if she was an invited guest.

Chen Jing'an bit her lip, her face almost dripping with blood. Shen Lie stared at her, his knuckled fingers pried open her lips and teeth, and let go of her lips.

Just when a dark thought occurred in his mind, he cunningly grabbed his chin and forced it to open, and the two kissed again.

For the first time in twenty years, Chen Jing'an felt that her body was so unfamiliar. She was like a dry weed on the roadside, ignited by the flying sparks. When the wind blew, she burned vigorously, burning hot and twisted into ashes. She was hurt I can't stand this kind of suffering.

It was leaves falling in the wind and weeds without roots. She couldn't stop shaking.

Shen Lie was close to Chen Jing'an's ear, his deep and rough voice was grainy, telling her not to be afraid.

She tilted her head and closed her eyes, glancing over him. His shoulder blades were clearly defined, lean but not strong, and his muscles were tight. His breath was strong, occupying almost all her sense of smell, blocking out all useless information. She tried to keep a straight face to prove that she didn't feel anything, but when something strange happened to her body, she couldn't hold it back and could only bite her lip to keep from making any sound.

"Are you happy?" Shen Lie asked Chen Jing'an, but she remained silent. Her heart was already on fire and she was about to burn herself dry.

"There is nothing to be ashamed of. You have also taken cultural classes and studied biology. You know that this is a normal reaction and a reaction to feeling pleasure."

Chen Jing'an did not wish that she was deaf at that moment, so that she would not have to hear Shen Lie These bastard comments.

She held his hand tightly and opened her eyes, her eyes red with tears.

She didn't want to continue.

Too unfamiliar.

Too strange.

Chen Jing'an's face turned red, and she almost said through her teeth: "Didn't you ask me to help you?"

She didn't want it, not at all.

Shen Lie held her hand, and the smooth touch almost made Chen Jing'an drown. He guided her, saying that this kind of thing didn't just make him happy.

"I want you to be happy first, which is more important than making me happy."

Hypocrisy.

Sanctimonious!

"Of course, if my Jing'an is willing to give me some charity, just a little will be enough."

The low, hoarse voice sounded like a whisper and was passed to her ear. She was the prey that had just had a chance to breathe and ran away. Before she could relax, a big net covered her. The more she struggled, the closer it got.

There is no escape.

Chen Jing'an always closed his eyes. Without vision, his sense of smell, hearing and touch were sensitively mobilized, and he restored the picture with his imagination.

...

Shen Lie chuckled: "It's time to change the sheets."

Chen Jing'an pretended not to hear.

She seemed to be seriously ill. She was covered in sweat after a high fever. She went to the bathroom to wash up. When she came out, the sheets had been changed. Shen Lie had washed himself in the next room. He was wearing a loose bathrobe and was sitting on the bedside with a broken forehead. His hair was wet and hanging, and there was still wet moisture on his body, showing his vigorous vitality.

"Are you sleepy?"

Chen Jing'an pursed her lips and nodded.

When she took a shower just now, she doubted that she could fall asleep.

Shen Lie chuckled, pulled her into his arms, and kissed her cheek: "Go to sleep."

Chen Jing'an should have known that Shen Lie's words had no credibility. He said some things, but she suffered for a long time, and her wrists were sore until the second day. During the day's review, I couldn't even hold the pen properly.

Such a person would put on his suit again on the second day, looking elegant and graceful, and no one would have thought of his depravity at night.

Chen Jing'an closed her eyes, not wanting to take another look.

She was extremely sleepy. When Shen Lie left, she slept for three more hours until she left to go back to school at noon. Fortunately, there were no classes during review week.

Shen Lie agreed that she would leave school and return home on time, and he agreed easily, but in fact he had already thought of how to collect interest.

He is a profiteer!

—The

day after the exam, Ji Hong sent a message saying that her car was waiting outside the school gate, her luggage had been packed early, and she threw away the dormitory trash when she went downstairs.

On the way to the airport, Ji Hong asked about her hometown, Jiangcheng, a southern city with small bridges, flowing water, clear rivers and clear lakes. It should be very beautiful. It is the season when lotus and water lilies are in full bloom, so the scene must be spectacular.

Chen Jing'an was about to go home, and she was also interested in telling him about her hometown. She talked about everything. She even mentioned the cockroaches and mice that were ridiculed on the Internet. She had seen some complaints about the South, which commented that everything in the South was big except for the people. She Ji Hong's expression was solemn when relaying the story, and Ji Hong couldn't help laughing. The relationship between the two became closer. When they got off the car, the title changed to Ji Hong and Jing'an.

Ji Hong pushed her luggage to the airport gate: "When I have the opportunity, I will travel and come here to learn more."

"Okay, if I'm here, I can be your guide."

Chen Jing'an waved, walked into the airport, and went through security check to board the plane. When the plane landed when I was two years old, my parents were already waiting at the pick-up gate.

"It's finally here. Your mother is almost thinking of cocoon in my ears. She keeps asking if this is the flight and if the time is wrong. I have repeatedly confirmed it to no avail." Father Chen took the luggage and complained to Chen Jing'an. Mother's guilt.

Chen's mother held Chen Jing'an's arm, shook her head and looked at her to indicate that someone was cheating, and repeatedly confirmed that it was true. Chen's father missed his daughter obsessively, and showed anxiety while waiting.

The family of three reunited and had their first meal in a restaurant. Chen Jing'an was pinched on the face and arms, and was criticized by two people for being too thin, which is not good for the body. His main goal during the summer vacation is to gain five pounds.

When Chen Jing'an returned home, nothing in the bedroom had changed. Some summer clothes she had not brought to school were found by Chen's mother. They were washed and hung out in the sun. It was easy for her to wear them casually. The quilt had also been washed and dried. After getting the new one, she lay on her back on the bed after taking a bath, smelling the familiar clean smell, and rolled around comfortably.

"How old are you? Why do you still look like a child?" Mother Chen leaned against the door.

Chen Jing'an turned over, took a deep breath, and said with satisfaction on his face: "It tastes like home."

"If I like it so much, I might as well come back after graduation. We are a family of three and stay together. The orchestra here is not bad either. You can keep up with it with your academic qualifications." You can definitely enter the award."

Mother Chen also had to sigh, probably because the older she gets, the more she wants her daughter to be around. She is not the only one who thinks this way.

"Okay."

Chen Jing'an smiled: "As long as you don't find me annoying."

"It's because I can't see it now."

Therefore, Chen Jing'an wanted to spend more time with her parents throughout the summer vacation. She practices piano, drives to nearby places when there are no classes, goes hiking in the morning, goes swimming in the river with Chen's father in the afternoon, and most of the time goes to a regular swimming pool. Sometimes she also goes to the university where the two work. Sitting in her mother's office, a student opens the door. When I came in, I was too embarrassed to call her teacher and asked if Teacher Chen was there. She sat up involuntarily and said she was in class.

After Teacher Lao Chen found out, he must call her Teacher Xiao Chen.

"Teacher Xiao Chen, there are no classes today. Come with me to pick up your mother from work."

The father and daughter went downstairs side by side.

Chen Jing'an would occasionally think of Shen Lie. She thought it was more out of habit than anything else. She would also have dreams, several of them, but none of them were very good. She was bullied so badly in her dreams that her eyes were wet. He There was no trace of pity in his eyes.

This was the first time she had had this kind of dream.

When she woke up, she felt a deep sense of shame. She was probably possessed.

Shen Lie also returned to Shen's house.

Shen Jingchen's birthday was celebrated as usual.

Everyone in the Shen family is almost here, only Mrs. Shen, Mo Lanyi, is not here. The customs checked in the gifts early. This has been the case for many years, but no one cares. The two of them look very close, so just showing off is enough, plus other relatives and friends from the political and business circles. , there are so many people, it’s like a complete miniature Vanity Fair.

Shen Lie and Shen Jingchen go in and out together, and the rumors that father and son are at odds are self-defeating.

Shen Xiaocheng and his family came together, and the family chatted for a few words. Shen Jingchen asked Shen Jin about his current situation and future plans, as if he were doing a random homework check. Shen Jin raised his hand and begged for mercy without hesitation: " Uncle, you'd better get out of my way. I've been doing nothing since I was a child."

Shen Xiaocheng laughed and said,

"You're doting on me."

"Yes, it's all my fault. I spoiled all the children of the Shen family." Shen Xiaocheng smiled indifferently. Over the years, one of the two brothers has a white face and the other a red face.

Shen Jin slipped away in the middle, and before leaving, he hoped that Shen Lie would cover for him: "Brother, it's really boring. If you let me stay here, you might as well catch me and go to jail." "

You can consider it."

"Brother, good brother, I'm here I will remember you forever."

"Get out of

here."

Shen Jin walked away faster than anyone else. His love has made progress during this period, and he knows that men also need to put on some airs, and they can't be fooled by hooking their fingers. Pull her to the bed, indulge in lust, love without being able to get it, and only by whetting your appetite can you be long-term.

Birthday is over.

The guests left one after another, and the only ones left were the Shen family, Shen Jingchen, Shen Lie, and Shen Xiaocheng, who moved to the tea room.

Shen Jingchen has no other interests. He is obsessed with tea ceremony and focuses on self-cultivation.

Shen Lie said, "Shall I try?"

"Aren't you not interested in these?" Shen Jingchen was a little surprised.

"Time will always change something."

Shen Xiaocheng looked on from the side: "You are just playing tricks in front of the class, have you practiced enough?"

"Try it, please give me a review."

Shen Lie sat down at the tea table and played with it in a decent manner. It was obvious that he had learned it carefully.

Shen Jingchen looked at it with no emotion at all, and talked about the current situation of the Shen family. Internal and external troubles continued, the tree was big and deep, and it was eye-catching. How many people were looking forward to the collapse of their family.

Tea is done.

After Shen Jingchen tasted it, he put it down and pulled his lips: "I almost didn't like it."

"Really, I tasted good. Isn't Brother too strict?" Shen Xiaocheng smiled and drank the glass calmly, "Shen Lie, this is This is indeed true."

Shen Jingchen was noncommittal.

There is no leisure time before and after a birthday. A party will tighten the relationship again and deal with different people, which requires time and energy.

Shen Lie occasionally had vacancies. On his personal mobile phone, his conversation with Chen Jing'an still stopped before she went home for vacation. She said she would miss him, but she never took the initiative to send a message.

Little liar.

She would just show off in front of him.

Chen Jing'an is at home and posts to WeChat Moments more often - sometimes her mother stews a bowl of soup, mung beans to clear away the heat, or lotus seeds to soothe the nerves, or a family of three goes hiking in the early morning. She takes pictures of her parents' backs and guides her cousins ​​in their studies. Together with her, I don’t know how to solve math problems... just simple ordinary life.

This life was foreign to him.

Something fresh.

When I returned to Qianwan in the middle of the night, when the lights were not turned on, there was light in the fish tank. I usually only need to throw in a few fish food. I have never seen them eat it, and I don’t know what to eat to survive.

After taking a shower, he lay down on one side of the bed. After touching his phone several times, Shen Lie still dialed the number.

Chen Jing'an's mobile phone was placed on the table to charge. There was a visitor at home. Her four-year-old cousin was round, cute and sweet. She was as white and tender as a glutinous rice ball. She always followed her behind her and called her sister milky. The little cousin loved to eat. Chocolate, she went to look for it in the snack cabinet. The bell rang, and her little cousin volunteered to answer the phone.

"Will you answer it?" Chen Jing'an smiled.

The round-chested man nodded confidently: "I can."

He trotted over and propped his chubby arms on the coffee table. His small palm was less than half the size of the mobile phone. He didn't pick it up. After tapping his fingers, he turned his head and put his ear against the mobile phone. Looking at the screen, the soft flesh of her face was squeezed into a ball, and her milk volume exceeded the limit. She asked, "Hey, who is it?"

Chen Jing'an smiled.

"Speak, who are you?"

"I'm Yuanyuan."

"Sister is busy."

"..."

"Yuanyuan, who is calling?" Chen Jing'an thought it was her parents.

Yuanyuan shook her head in confusion: "You didn't say anything, hang up!"

He raised his head, pressed his little finger again, and his little tail ran over and asked if he had found the chocolate.

"Found it."

Chen Jing'an took out a whole bag.

The little guy clapped his hands and was so happy that he swung his little butt and jumped up: "Okay."

"But you can't eat too much. Eating too much is bad for your teeth. Let me think about how many pills to eat. One?"

" Ah, no, no." Yuanyuan shook her head.

"Bop, pop, pop, change one?"

Yuanyuan ran over, holding her hands back like little wings, sticking her butt out, and slapped Chen Jing'an's face several times in a row.

Chen Jing'an succeeded in cheating her, and took out three pills from her pocket: "That's the most."

Yuanyuan felt that she had been deceived, humming and rubbing her nose, and took them one by one from her palm. Her hands were too small, and they were too small. Difficult to hold completely.

"Sister, you are bad!"

"You are bad."

Chen Jing'an smiled, hugged her in her arms, and squeezed her lovingly. When she stood up to pick up her phone, she noticed that the call had not been hung up yet. Yuanyuan turned the hang up button on speaker, and the phone was Shen Lie called.

Chen Jing'an's expression changed slightly and hung up the phone.

She didn't know why he didn't hang up. Did he press the wrong dial?

Yuanyuan handed it to her aunt. She took the phone outside and called back. After one ring, the call was answered. She put it to her ear and asked, "Hey...is something okay?"

"Yes, something is okay." Shen Lie road.

He heard her conversation with the child, her voice was clear and playful, which showed that she was very happy, so happy that it made him feel a bit annoying.

Chen Jing'an was silent, waiting for him to speak, but there was also silence on the other side. Amidst the silent surge of electricity, there was only an inaudible breath.

"Shen Lie, are you still here?" She couldn't help but ask after waiting for too long.

The deep voice slowly sounded.

"A fish in the fish tank died while you were away. I think it probably wasn't very adaptable."