Chapter 4 He is a thorn in my heart 1
Lin Jianluo is like a thorn. The deeper it is, the more painful it is. The shallower it is, the more panic you feel.
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When Shen Chuxue felt better, she returned to school.
An Yannan and Li Qiuhuo were still worried, so Li Qiuhuo asked An Yannan to watch her and make sure she took medicine at noon every day.
Shen Chuxue had had enough of the taste of Chinese medicine and wanted to get better as soon as possible, so she cooperated very well.
"An Yannan, have you done something bad? Why is this medicine getting more bitter day by day?" Shen Chuxue asked with a frown.
He didn't know if it was An Yannan's illusion, but after that night Shen Chuxue seemed different from before. She would smile at him from time to time, and that smile was mixed with many things. It was no longer as pure as before, when she smiled only because she was happy.
An Yannan said: "No, you drank too much. Hurry up, class is about to start."
Seeing the two people communicating like a couple, Fan Qi was overwhelmed. You know, An Yannan and Shen Chuxue are both popular figures in the school. An Yannan is popular because of his strong ability and good looks, but Shen Chuxue is not like that. Shen Chuxue usually doesn't like to laugh or talk, and treats others coldly. The outside world has always had a bad reputation for Shen Chuxue. In addition, An Cenxi's sarcasm made Shen Chuxue have a bad impression in front of outsiders. Although Shen Chuxue never cared about those things, people's words were scary.
"You used to be very fair, but now because of this illness you've become pale and look unhealthy." Fan Qi said after turning Shen Chuxue's face and looking left and right.
Shen Chuxue felt a little dizzy, slapped Fan Qi's hand down, rolled her eyes and said, "Just say I look like a ghost."
It finally stopped snowing outside, and the sun came out for a rare moment. The sunlight fell on Shen Chuxue's hands. She opened her palms, and the light from between her fingers shone on the book.
When Lin Jianluo came in, he saw Shen Chuxue staring at his hands, as if she saw something interesting, with the corners of her lips raised and smiling lightly. Maybe because she was sick, her smile had a morbid beauty that made Lin Jianluo inadvertently lose himself in it until someone next to him patted his shoulder.
"Hey, buddy, what are you looking at? Your eyeballs are about to fall out!" The man's joke made everyone in the classroom quiet down.
Fan Qi also saw Lin Jianluo, and quickly patted Shen Chuxue on the back, catching Shen Chuxue, who was distracted, off guard and almost falling off the stool.
"What are you doing?" Shen Chuxue held onto the corner of the table to steady herself, then turned around and glared at Fan Qi.
Fan Qi looked innocent, staring with wide eyes, pointing at the door and saying, "I just want to tell you that your little ancestor is here."
Seeing Lin Jianluo, Shen Chuxue's pupils shrank slightly. After biting her lower lip for a long time, she finally managed to force a smile.
I can't explode now. If Lin Jianluo knew about this, he would definitely quarrel with Lin Jingpeng when he returned, and all my efforts would be wasted...
These days, she recovered from her illness and came back to class. Lin Jianluo would come to the class from time to time. Even if he didn't see Shen Chuxue, he would wait here for a while. If Shen Chuxue was there, he would accompany her. Even the teacher said that Shen Chuxue's boyfriend was too competent. But Shen Chuxue kept refutation, saying that he was not my boyfriend.
Lin Jianluo is like a thorn. The deeper it is, the more painful it is. The shallower it is, the more panic you feel.
It was really . If possible, Shen Chuxue would rather not get so close to Lin Jianluo. She really didn't want to take any revenge through Lin Jianluo. This sunny boy didn't feel guilty about herself at all.
"You look much better today. I heard that you were sick a few days ago, and I wanted to go to your house to see you, but even your classmates didn't know where you lived, so I didn't go." Lin Jianluo said, taking out milk tea from the bag behind him and placing it in front of Shen Chuxue.
I don't know what it is, Shen Chuxue likes milk tea very much, and she only likes the strawberry flavor, and rarely drinks other flavors. Lin Jianluo remembered that when Shen Chuxue was still in the Lin family, most of the candies she gave herself were strawberry flavored.
On the playground of S University, there will always be many people unless the weather is extremely cold or snowing or raining, and everyone coming and going is just a passerby.
When she first fell ill, she couldn't get out of bed, and she stared at the ceiling or looked at her grandmother 's photo every day. After crying once or twice in front of An Yannan, she couldn't cry anymore. An Yannan wasn't very busy with student union affairs for half a month, and whenever he had time, he stayed in Shen Chuxue's room. Shen Chuxue missed Lin Jianluo the most during those times.
The more I can't see you, the more I miss you...
"Lin Jianluo, can you please stop doing this? I'll think you're atoning for your sins."
She sat on a plastic chair, with warm milk tea in her hands and a sweet aroma in her nose.
She looked over Lin Jianluo's shoulder toward the distant horizon. She hated birds so much, yet she also envied them so much.
"Chuxue, I really just want to be nice to you. It has nothing to do with anyone else. I just simply want to be nice to you. Don't you believe me?" Lin Jianluo's voice was unusually nice and warm. He gently declared his seriousness towards Shen Chuxue in her ears.
Shen Chuxue was a little frightened, but she smiled and stopped talking.
When the wind blew from behind, Shen Chuxue reached out to tuck her hair behind her ears, and smiled a little vaguely: "I have to go back to class. You should stop running around all the time. I see that the dark circles under your eyes are so big, you look more like a patient than me!"
Shen Chuxue's words and smile were infinitely magnified in Lin Jianluo's heart. He said "hmm" and watched Shen Chuxue leave.
Shen Chuxue was not used to wearing high heels, and her feet hurt. She never wore high heels before, but Li Qiuhe said that when girls get older, they always have to wear high heels to match their temperament, so she let Shen Chuxue practice wearing them. She couldn't persuade Li Qiuhe, so she had to wear them when she went out. At first, her ankle hurt so much, but now it's better, and she can walk normally, and her speed is not slow.
It was also because she was wearing high heels that Shen Chuxue realized how short she was. With 7 cm high heels, she still had to look up at An Yannan and Lin Jianluo when standing in front of them.
An Yannan was still saying, you are so short...
From that day on, whenever Shen Chuxue saw An Yannan, she would think of this sentence and couldn't help rolling her eyes at An Yannan.
"What are you doing? Did you remember something that makes you laugh like that?"
We were in class, and it was scary to see Shen Chuxue smiling like that.
Shen Chuxue glanced at Fan Qi and said, "I just remembered that Lin Jianluo took me to the newly opened game hall over there yesterday. It was quite fun. I always thought that the people in their dormitory were uneducated and had led Lin Jianluo astray..."
Before Shen Chuxue could finish her words, Fan Qi interrupted her: "I'm talking to you. It's true that Lin Jianluo is younger than you, but he is pursuing you from a man's perspective! Can you please not always speak to me in a tone of being an elder?" Fan Qi was very conflicted about this.
Shen Chuxue was puzzled: "Elder? When did I use this tone? How am I an elder in front of Lin Jianluo ? I'm not even as tall as him!"
Fan Qi closed the book, straightened his back pretentiously, and imitated Shen Chuxue's tone just now: "'The people in their dormitory are uneducated and have led Lin Jianluo astray', listen to it yourself! Isn't this just saying that other people's children have led your own children astray!"
Shen Chuxue lowered her head and muttered to herself. It was true. She was also scared by herself.
"Let's not talk about this anymore. Let me tell you, the news that Lin Jianluo is pursuing you has spread throughout the animation department! Haven't you noticed that there are a lot of 'tourists' near our class recently? It seems like they all came to see you!"
Pay homage?
"Fan Qi, if you are uneducated, please stop talking nonsense. What do you mean by veneration? That's called respect!"
Fan Qi waved his hand and said, "Whatever you say is what it is. Who cares about Yang? I came to see you anyway. Didn't you notice anything?"
To be honest, there have been quite a lot of people around the classroom recently, and Shen Chuxue was a little confused. Usually, not many people come to this class - there are many elective courses for Chinese students, and she picked the ones with fewer people. But in the past few days, she didn't know what happened, but there were so many people! The professor also said that the school had recently given him extra points for this class... Why are there so many more people?
Suddenly, Fan Qi's hand covered Shen Chuxue's fingertips. She was stunned for a moment and looked up.
"Chuxue, I don't know why there's sadness in your eyes. If you don't tell me, I won't ask. I just hope you can be happier when someone is with you. It doesn't matter if it's me, Lin Jianluo, or Anyannan. If you want warmth, don't keep people at a distance... Wouldn't it be better if someone came a little closer?"
