30 Chapter 30

◎Chen Jingan, who am I? ◎

"I think I've been too good to you during this period." Shen Lie tugged at his lips. His eyes were so dark that it was hard to see what his emotions were.

Chen Jing'an still said: "You are indeed very good to me."

"So much so that you have the illusion."

Shen Lie lowered his head and stopped looking at her. The documents turned and made a rustling sound, which to some extent slowed down the relationship between the two. The tense atmosphere, "I do like it, if not, you wouldn't be here, but this liking is just like liking flowers, grass, and certain animals. Everyone likes things that are pleasing to the eye."

It's the same with flowers, grass, and animals. , something that I just use to enjoy if I like it.

"Is that just this?" Chen Jing'an asked.

"That's all." Shen Lie smiled, "Why do you really think you will be sincere?"

There was a thin smile in his words, as if he was laughing at her naivety.

It's just a matter of sex.

Chen Jing'an lowered her eyes, a faint shadow fell on her eyelids, and said calmly, "Oh, it seems I am just being sentimental." She turned and returned to the room.

The door was closed for a long time, and Shen Lie looked up.

He suddenly remembered that when he went abroad with his mother, he asked when he would come back. When he learned that he would not come back for a long time, he asked his father, would he come to see them?

"I don't think so for the time being."

"Don't you like him?" In his memory, his parents rarely appeared at the same time, and he could hardly remember when they had met.

"Like it." He hesitated.

"Then why should we leave?"

Mother thought for a long time, then smiled and said, "How can I tell you, I like your father, I also like high heels and bags, but we don't just like one pair of shoes and one bag, right?"

Shen Strong smile.

He doesn't even know what sincerity is, and he doesn't guarantee that he will have something he has never seen before. Since he doesn't have it, how can he be sincere?

My liking for Chen Jing'an is just interesting and satisfying, and I want to take it for myself in a despicable way.

Nothing else is possible.

—Received

a call from his second uncle, which was also expected. Shen Lie knew that Qin Yuanming was desperate, so he finally asked someone to find connections and went to see Shen Xiaocheng.

"Second uncle." He called out politely.

Shen Xiaocheng was quite surprised and deliberately said that he probably made a typo. His tone didn't sound like his nephew.

Shen Lie took his time and said, "Then hang up."

"You bastard, you are getting more and more unruly." Shen Xiaocheng laughed and scolded, "You are really capable recently, even the second uncle doesn't recognize you."

"It's obvious that the second uncle doesn't recognize you." "Recognize me."

"You have made such a big fuss recently and made a show of asking the Qin family to be buried with you. Who dares to recognize you?"

"You are listening to the nonsense again."

"There's no need to say it outside. People are looking for me. You kicked the Qin family out and didn't say anything about it. It's up to you who you want to take or not with whom you want to play. But your malicious acquisition of Ruili will How can the Qin family live after their bones have been pulled out? Have they gone too far? "

"No one wants to let them live."

"You are young and energetic, so don't do anything too extreme. Your father knows that. You are making this scene because of a woman, so you should be angry again."

"Since everyone is asking for help, just stop here for my sake."

Shen Lie did not respond.

Has he been living abroad with his mother for a long time? "

The voice was soft and casual, as if he was asking casually.

But Ji Hong suddenly turned his head, as if he was trying to confirm whether she was the only one in the back seat. He looked into Qiu Shui's bright eyes and said with a slight embarrassment: "Yes, it should be. I went there when Mr. Shen was seven years old and stayed there until he came back from high school.

"He has a good relationship with his mother? "

"...It should be said that. "

"Where is his father? "

"Director Shen? " Ji Hong looked embarrassed, "Mr. Shen and Director Shen don't meet often." "

Chen Jing'an asked a few questions about Shen Lie's time in school. Ji Hong knew some of it, but he didn't know some of it. What he knew was that Shen Lie entered school very early, skipped a grade in the middle, and was just an adult when he graduated. His whole life ahead of him was... In preparation for joining the Shen family, there is no deviation in the trajectory of his life.

From a personal point of view, Ji Hong admires Shen Lie, not just because of his position, but because he agrees with it from the bottom of his heart and is willing to work for Shen Lie. .

Chen Jing'an listened quietly, and later asked about Shen Lie's mother: "Is Shen Lie's mother still abroad? "

"Um.

"Mr. Shen, time will pass. " Chen

Jing'an asked in a straight tone: "Do I look like Shen Lie's mother?" "

Ji Hong tilted his head even more this time. Looking at Chen Jing'an's expression at this moment, he only saw clear eyes and light eyelashes. He knew the meaning behind this sentence and explained in shock: "How can you be like this? This kind of thinking, Mr. Shen, Mr. Shen is not this kind of person. And you really don’t look like Mr. Shen’s mother. "

Not at all.

Ji Hong has seen Mrs. Shen, and it's hard to describe her accurately in one word. She is extremely relaxed and casual, with a tall figure, high heels, long curly hair, and a slight smile when she holds her chin. She is both bright and lazy, emanating from her bones.

She only wanted to live a happy and smooth life. The most unfree thing was probably being forced into marriage, but this marriage was not without its benefits. It gave her enough money to spend in her life . To support her money-burning lifestyle. Ji Hong didn't know why Chen Jing'an took the initiative to ask about his boss

.

He couldn't help but ask more when he got to school. Chen Jing'an got out of the car and turned around. Smiling slightly: "I just think you were right last time. Now that we are together, we should know more about each other. "

Really?

Ji Hong is not sure.

However, Chen Jing'an has turned around and continues to walk forward. His back is slender and his skin is white and translucent. He clearly looks weak and invulnerable.

-

If the performance is in other cities, she will follow suit. Senior sister Zhong Xin mentioned that Shen Lie could not go there one day due to work reasons. Chen Jing'an seemed very calm and said it didn't matter. There would be many more performances in the future, and she smiled with her chin in her hands: "And you have heard it many times, too. It's disgusting. "

She came to Qianwan more often and practiced most of the time. Shen Lie was doing work in the study, so he would inevitably hear it.

Hearing it over and over again, he would sing the tune.

Are you tired of it?

At least he got up from the study midway and passed by Qin. In the room, the door is open, Chen Jing'an is still playing the pipa, her plain cheongsam is pinched out of her exquisite figure, her slender fingers are playing and rubbing, indescribably elegant and agile, there are traces of her annotations on the sheet of music in front of her, The handwriting was human-like and delicate.

Shen Lie stared at the door for a long time

before Chen Jing'an noticed his presence. Their eyes met and she asked him if he wanted to try

?

"Pipa. " Shen

Lie smiled: "Do you think I am suitable?" "

"Your fingers are slender, which suits you well." Chen Jing'an looked serious when she said this, and she didn't mean to be fake. She asked, "Try it, and I will teach you?"

Shen Lie was wearing home clothes, and his broad shoulders still held up the clothes. To be stylish, he crossed his arms with a lonely smile in his eyes.

After a few seconds, he walked over, stood in front of her with a big head, and asked: "How to play?"

Chen Jing'an gave up the piano bench, pulled him to sit down, and handed the pipa to him, starting from the most basic She started to teach postures, how to hold her hands, and how to use left and right fingers. She lowered her head to check if she was right. Her long, silky hair fluttered down, slid over her arms, and landed on the back of her hands, tingling with itch.

Shen Lie looked up and saw that the girl looked serious and pursed her lips, looking very much like a young teacher.

"Concentrate." Chen Jing'an held his wrist and adjusted it to the right position. With a warm and strange touch, she patiently taught a simple tune for beginners. Just slowly pluck a few strings, a short section, not long.

She demonstrated it first, with her fingers flexible.

"Remember?"

Shen Liesong smiled. It was not difficult to remember. The arrangement and combination of several strings were difficult, but the fingering and rhythm were difficult. He had never learned an instrument and did not understand music theory, so he tried to pluck the strings. , the string sound is overwhelming, and it also feels stiff when played by him.

Chen Jing'an had no choice but to correct his movements, hold his fingers and put them where they should be. She moved closer, her eyes focused on the strings.

But the breath is close at hand.

This time it was even worse, I even forgot the permutation and combination. Shen Lie didn't feel ashamed and accepted his failure frankly. After all, he had no talent in this matter.

Chen Jing'an asked: "Do you want to do it again?"

Their eyes met, which reminded people of the water vapor on a rainy day, and the pattering of humidity. Her waist was held by hot palms. She shrank from being burned. The heat penetrated into the material of the clothes and rubbed from the skin. With blood flowing into his bones, Shen Lie leaned forward to kiss her, his shoulders and neck straightened, and his protruding Adam's apple rolled heavily.

Before being kissed, her chest was pressed against her. A few thin white fingers actually offered little resistance and were not considered an obstacle. Chen Jing'an lowered her long eyelashes and asked in a low voice: "Wait...can you be gentler?"

The voice is as light as a feather, sweeping over and teasing people's hearts.

Might as well fucking kill him.

A curse word suddenly popped up in his heart, and even Shen Lie felt that he was a little ridiculous, as if he was addicted to cigarettes, and he was so thirsty.

The water is right in front of me, but I can't drink it.

Shen Lie's eyes were shining with undisguised desire. He bit his back molars and asked with a playful smile: "How gentle?"

Chen Jing'an felt her heart beating wildly. She had practiced the rules of etiquette, justice and integrity for many years. It was gone now, and the beating frequency of his chest could be heard from the palm of his hand, almost frenzied and agitated, but he was restrained under this skin. She felt like there was a beast in front of her, wild and violent, and if she was not careful, it would rush up and devour her clean. She pretended to be calm, caressed his face, closed her eyes and leaned over, kissing him lightly.

Lips touched lips, a dragonfly touched the water.

The blood flowed back the moment she stood up, her breathing slowed down, she returned to her position, her lips were still trembling: "Like this."

Chen Jing'an was not sure whether it would work, she could never figure out Shen Lie, she could only test, test Where is his tolerance.

Shen Lie's black eyes stared at her closely, like looking at prey.

How can this be enough? His palms were tightening almost unconsciously, wanting to crush her in his palms. He didn't have to endure it, he just wanted it. He had never hesitated before, but when he saw those beautiful eyes, he didn't follow his instinct. They had just agreed to have a normal relationship, to give her time, and to go slower. In the past few days, she no longer rejected him, and she even took the initiative to kiss him...

He thought it didn't feel bad, and he didn't want to break the balance for the time being.

But the addiction was still there and he couldn't relieve it.

The Adam's apple rolled heavily. He couldn't learn Chen Jing'an's kissing style. How could he tolerate the flesh around the mouth without being rolled into his belly? He had no choice but to take her into his arms and press the pads of his thumbs against her lips, from left to right. He rubbed his right hand until his lips were as red as blood. It seemed that this way his thirst could be relieved, and he withdrew his hand.

A dumb laugh suddenly escaped from his throat, Shen Lie pulled his lips: "Chen Jing'an, you are amazing."

The palms on his waist did not let go, Chen Jing'an's tight body slowly relaxed, and his lips were hot, as if they were burning. .

Seems useful?

At least the vicious dog didn't bite anyone.

The author has something to say:

Jing'an baby: It's so close. I almost got bitten today

because it's a bit short hh. I'll make it a bit longer tomorrow. Also, I really like to push for updates. I'm motivated when people push me. Maybe I'm in need of a lick?

So you’re welcome, push me hard

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thank you to the little angel who threw the mines: 1 from sunrise to dusk;

thank you to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 10 bottles from sunrise to dusk; nl. 1 bottle;

Shen Xiaocheng laughed angrily : "It seems that my words are of no use."

"What did the second uncle say?" Shen Lie said lightly, "I understand."

"Okay, I have had the words you said last time framed. Take a look. Time should also be sent," Shen Xiaocheng said. After waiting for a while, Ji Hong knocked on the door. Someone indeed sent a plaque with the word "suitable" in an elegant and unrestrained way, and asked Shen Lie where to put it.

"I think it's best to hang it above the entrance door. You can see it best if you look up on weekdays, lest you forget it again one day."

Shen Lie raised his hand to signal. Ji Hong understood and directed people to hang the plaque without bias. .

Shen Xiaocheng continued: "Looking at your current attitude, you are not going to meet me with someone else in a while and say stupid things like getting married, right?"

"No."

Shen Lie answered quickly, " I won't. "It's

just a matter of liking it. When it stops being interesting and fresh, it's time to end.

After hanging up the phone, Shen Lie recalled that this period of time was indeed a bit excessive. He deliberately wanted to cool off. He had not been back to Qianwan in recent times.

Ji Hong came and asked if he wanted to contact Chen Jing'an, but he just said no.

Chen Jing'an didn't take the initiative to ask, not even once.

Ji Hong vaguely felt that there was a problem between the two people, but he didn't know exactly what it was. He just felt that the air pressure continued to decrease, and he deliberately wanted to ease it.

It wasn't until the director sent the rough cut that he asked Shen Lie if he wanted to take a look and make some comments.

"Do you need me to do this little thing?" Shen Lie raised his eyes with cold eyes.

Ji Hong thought he had said the wrong thing, so he immediately apologized and opened the door to go out. As soon as he held the door handle, he heard a voice behind him.

"Wait a minute."

"Since you spent money, you should know what it is."

Ji Hong breathed a sigh of relief and turned back.

Because it was just a rough cut, it lasted more than five minutes, but it did cost money. It can be seen from the quality of the video that the musical prelude sounded, and after more than ten seconds, a graceful figure came out.

Chen Jing'an is wearing Han Chinese clothing with a curly train, white clothes with red edges, and elegant makeup. Her eyebrows and eyes show a subtle ancient charm, and her appearance is like being out of the world. She holds a pipa and half-covers her face. The sound of the pipa is lingering and sad. She lowers her eyebrows and lowers her eyes. Sad and graceful, she danced with the pipa in hand, as light as flying, and too stunning.

The pathos doesn't end there, Yu Ji is by no means a weak beauty who cannot take care of herself. The music of the piano turns tragic and her expression is firm, instead of sighing with compassion. She puts down her pipa, holding a long sword with a cold light in her hand, and says goodbye with a faint smile as she commits suicide. Resolutely go to death.

...

Shen Lie's eyes flashed and he said calmly: "It's okay." Ji

Hong pursed his lips, but without revealing it, he almost watched the entire video without blinking, said that he would negotiate with the director, and then left.

"What has she done recently?" Still in a calm tone.

"Huh?" Ji Hong didn't react for a moment. After two seconds, he quickly reported Chen Jing'an's itinerary during this period. Except for shooting, he was at school or near school, with friends, and his daily schedule was full.

"That's it?"

"Yes."

"Ms. Chen should be waiting for your contact."

Shen Lie asked, "Has she contacted you?"

"...No."

Shen Lie held the pen and lowered it. No emotion could be seen from her eyelids: "She is living a very comfortable life."

-

Chen Jing'an has been living a very comfortable life these days. Shen Lie doesn't contact her, so she is happy and comfortable. She doesn't have to go back to Qianwan. She goes back to school after the filming. , wandering around eating and drinking with Ruan Ling, having dinner with classes or clubs every now and then, listening to people around her talking about which teacher was too strict in class, and whoever dared to miss class would be subject to failure, and helping classmates answer the embarrassment of being discovered... She listened, Only then can I really feel relaxed.

This time, more than a dozen people finished the barbecue and wanted to go singing. It was also near the school, and the price was reasonable. It was not expensive for a big bag, and they stayed up until five o'clock.

After settling the bill, the group headed to the KTV.

Chen Jing'an and Ruan Ling had neither talent nor interest in singing. They played games with others, and someone ordered them beer as punishment.

"If you lose, have a drink. Don't give in."

The cup is not big, and the punishment is moderate. After all, they are all students, and their ability to drink is average, so they won't get drunk after just a few drinks.

Chen Jing'an was really unlucky tonight and had a few drinks in a row.

Ruan Ling suppressed a laugh and said that she wanted to change seats to prevent Chen Jing'an from bringing bad luck to herself. Chen Jing'an had no choice but to hold her arm and breathe at her, saying that he would give it all to her.

There are several Maiba men and women with good voices and professional backgrounds. They sing with all their heart and soul, just like a concert. The atmosphere is really good.

Chen Jing'an drank a little too much, her face was red, and she was already a little drunk. She got up and went to the bathroom. After washing her hands, she felt her phone vibrating. It was Ji Hong calling.

She had been beaten several times before, but she didn't hear it. The red exclamation mark made her regain some consciousness, but she was still a little wandering, and she even wondered who he was for a few seconds.

"Ms. Chen, why did you answer the phone? Mr. Shen is here, looking for you." Ji Hong's tone was helpless and urgent.

Chen Jing'an held the sink, feeling dizzy and silent for a while.

Ji Hong had no choice but to ask her to contact Shen Lie.

Chen Jing'an felt dizzy, her senses were blurred, and her reactions were slow. She hung up the phone and still stood there, confused by the person in the mirror, who didn't know what she should do.

The person on the phone asked her to call.

Who to call?

Chen Jing'an couldn't think of it for a moment. She just felt it wasn't important and put away her phone and walked out.

In the corridor, she saw a figure, and the other person also saw her. They looked at each other for a moment, then raised her eyes and walked over. She could have leaned against the wall to give way, but the other person stopped.

The distance was so close that Chen Jing'an had no choice but to press his back against the wall.

"Chen Jing'an, how much have you drunk?" Shen Lie's tone was not very good. Shen Lie frowned. His impatience was caused by searching for someone from room to room. When he found someone, he turned out to be a drunk. He could smell it if he got close. She smelled of alcohol.

Chen Jing'an also frowned, pursed her lips and did not answer. She looked at his eyes flickering, as if she was trying to identify who he was, or simply didn't want to see him.

"..."

There was silence for a while.

There were singing voices coming from other private rooms in the corridor, some were hoarse and fierce, or some were sweet and touching, and they were all mixed together, giving a sense of distortion.

It seemed that everything I saw and heard was not true.

"Chen Jing'an."

Feeling that she was in a trance, Shen Lie grabbed her waist and leaned towards him. Congshan Ruliu held her chin and raised it to face him. He was a little impatient, but she looked dazed and undefended, and she She wore light makeup, and the lipstick on her lips was mottled, revealing her original lip color.

Her lip color is very pretty.

He'd kissed her many times and knew how soft it was.

With his chin raised, Shen Lie lowered his head and kissed as usual.

The lips didn't touch, and the dull sound of the snap made all the charming atmosphere dissipate. Chen Jing'an hadn't lowered his raised hand, and looked at him with his eyes open.

It's not really heavy, it's just more like a slap when your fingers touch your face.

Shen Lie touched the slapped cheek. This was the first time he had been slapped. He laughed angrily and his voice was almost gloomy: "Chen Jing'an, do you know who I am?"

She had better drink until she was broken. , didn’t recognize himself.

"I know.

After a while, Chen Jing'an pulled his lips and replied with two words.

"Beast. "

The author has something to say: When the sky falls during the hard-mouthed stage, Mr. Shen's mouth will hold him up.