Chapter 30

When Xu Zhi came back, Shen Cong had left and Fei Nanzhou was drinking a cup of cooled tea.

It was rare for him to be so interested and seemed to be in a good mood.

She did not go over immediately, but stood not far away like a peeping tom and secretly looked at him. With such a physique and figure, such thick eyebrows, such outline... When she was not smiling, she felt very arrogant, but when she was smiling, she was very proud. He seems to be an easy person to make friends with.

Fei Nanzhou has always treated his friends very well. For example, Qu Xiao, who betrayed him, was just sent to a small company without any pain. His position was not even lowered, and his treatment was the same as before.

He even went to see her off on the day she left, although it seemed a bit sarcastic to him.

"Are you here to beat up the drowned dog?" Xu Zhi heard Qu Xiao say to him that day downstairs in the company.

"It's not that bad." Fei Nanzhou was helpless, "Your grandfather asked me to tell you to live a good life there and call home regularly."

Qu Xiao looked at him with a strange look.

Fei Nanzhou: "What?"

She raised her eyebrows: "Are you addicted to being a brat? You always talk to everyone in that tone? Do you want to get a mirror to look at?!" After that, she pulled the suitcase. He walked away in high heels without even giving him a look.

Fei Nanzhou also turned around neatly, with a puzzled look on his face.

Xu Zhi could more or less guess that in his opinion Qu Xiao was not smart enough and it would be thankless to go against him for a small profit.

Xu Zhi didn't understand it very well at first. Later, when he calmed down and thought about it in the dead of night, he felt that there was a sense of wanting something but not getting it. The loss of interests was only a catalyst, and Qu Xiao had been unwilling to accept him for many years.

A straight man like Fei Nanzhou may not understand women. How many women want to see him stumble and dampen his arrogance.

While he was thinking wildly, he raised his eyes and looked here accurately.

Xu Zhi's heart skipped a beat when he was caught, and he simply walked over with a shy face: "Who is that handsome guy? I can't stop looking at him."

He only gave him a look that lacked meaning, and his face said "That's enough, you The acting is terrible."

After Xu Zhi dropped her expression, she looked at him seriously for a while.

He felt uncomfortable and asked her what she was doing.

"I want to see more of you." She always felt pessimistic about this relationship.

It's like Cinderella's twelve o'clock curse, no matter how happy the time comes, it will return to its original shape.

But then I thought about it, as long as I was happy now.

She couldn't let him go, at least not yet.

Xu Zhi stared at him carefully for a while and said, "I've lost weight."

Fei Nanzhou couldn't stand her sad tone. He stood up from his seat, naturally held her hand and held her hand. Take it outside.

Being led by him like this, Xu Zhi felt a sense of stability that her own life was being led as well.

It's not like in the past when I had no one to rely on and no one cared about me. It's like a fallen leaf returning to its roots. I have something to support in my heart and can't help but relax my steps.

She seemed quieter than usual. Fei Nanzhou turned around and said, "What's wrong?"

"I'm thinking about what to have for dinner." She looked at him without blushing and her heart skipped a beat, vowing.

"Really or not?"

"Of course it's true!"

He said half-jokingly: "I thought you were thinking about your lover."

Xu Zhi was stunned for a while before she realized that he was referring to Shen Cong. Where and where?

It took her a while to realize that he was a bit uncooperative.

She leaned in front of him and stared at his calm face.

He was annoyed and raised his hand to lift her away.

Xu Zhi chuckled, and in his dangerous eyes, she quickly stood up and straightened her attitude: "Why would I miss him? A brother is like a brother, a man is like clothes."

Fei Nanzhou's half-smiling eyes fell on her face, Xu Zhi My scalp suddenly became numb and I didn’t dare to be poor anymore.

Before the end of that year, their relationship was really good.

Later, when I recalled it, it was like the last supper, the last full meal before death.

Fortunately, she is an optimistic person, and her unhappiness will not be written on her face, or her mood will be briefly depressed for two days when she thinks about it, but she will be full of energy again a few hours later.

On the last day of November, affected by the cold wave, Beijing ushered in wet and cold rain and snow.

This is a secluded villa in the mountains. From the eight-meter-high floor-to-ceiling windows, white snowflakes dot the still forest.

The living room was very quiet, but it seemed that you could hear the wind outside the window.

Xu Zhi changed her clothes and came down from the wooden ladder on the second floor. She wore a red satin lace pajamas with soft lines, and her lotus steps moved gently as she walked, making her look graceful and graceful.

She was obviously not awake yet and was yawning. Fei Nanzhou was afraid that she would miss the step and fall down the stairs without guardrails.

Fortunately, she landed safely after more than ten seconds, stretched out like a lazy cat, and lay down on the sofa.

"Want to go skiing?" he asked her.

"Where to skate?"

"How about Hokkaido?" He asked her if she had never been to Hokkaido.

"Please let me go." Xu Zhi had a big look on his face and held his chin, "It's so far away."

He said angrily: "You're too lazy to forget it." He

stood up and started to go upstairs with elegant steps. He looked like he was too lazy to play the piano to a cow.

Xu Zhi got up with a smile: "Then go, I'll go with you."

"No." He raised his hand and interrupted her words, "I can't bear it."

Hey, hey, he's still excited.

Xu Zhi ran after him, hugged his waist from behind, rubbed her face against his back muscles, and said coquettishly: "Brother--"

Fei Nanzhou's expression changed, and he turned around to order her not to do this. Call.

When he was training people with a straight face, he was like the cold-faced King of Hell, but she was not afraid. When her soft body pressed against her, she felt that his chest was not that hard.

The broad and warm, pleasant texture was soft and rippling over his body, like gentle ripples on the water of a lake.

He lowered his head and looked at her, with a smile in his eyes that she couldn't understand.

The breath on her body is still a little cold, coming out from the snow-white shirt and from the placket with two buttons unbuttoned.

His fingers pressed against her lips at some point, squeezing and squeezing them gently. His fingertips penetrated her lips when she unconsciously opened them, like a pestle that wantonly crushed the petals and wanted to smash the stamens.

In the gentleness, there is also a bit of arrogance and destructive desire to conquer.

His fingers were so long that it made his throat feel uncomfortable. Xu Zhi looked at him with tears in his eyes before he smiled and took his hand back.

Then, under her stunned gaze, he licked the water off it.

Xu Zhi scolded him: "Obscene!"

He raised an eyebrow and asked her why she was so obscene.

Xu Zhi blushed and changed her words: "You are unhygienic!"

"I don't know how many times we have exchanged saliva, but now you are pretending to be innocent and talking about hygiene with me?" He exerted slight pressure on his hand, and with his palm upward, she was lifted to his waist.

One hand was placed under her butt, easily.

Xu Zhi's two slender arms were wrapped around him like a snake, and her legs naturally bent up and were pinched on both sides of his waist and abdomen.

The red pajamas are too eye-catching on the snow-white skin, looking seductive and annoying.

The fabric quickly slipped from her shoulders, and was blocked by the tie at the waist, only guarding the last line of defense.

The desire to show is not revealed, the desire to speak is still silent, like fake beads mixed into the Buddhist temple.

There was an obvious height difference between the two of them, even if they were half-lifted, he lowered his head to tease her, his lips brushed and then let go, igniting her little by little.

She was trembling, her snow-white shoulders were graceful, and under her collarbone, she could see them at a glance, swaying gently with the movements of her body. A pair of eyes with infinite spring color, which seemed lazy and greedy, and he subconsciously licked the corner of his lips.

Fei Nanzhou stopped kissing her for a while and asked her, "Are you going to Hokkaido?"

"I'll go if you go." She surrendered and leaned against him softly, her whole body weak and boneless.

She stood on tiptoes and hooked him down, capturing his hot lips.

He just stood there without moving, looking at her with a half-smile.

What he said after that was somewhat deviated from the original track. For example, he asked her: Will you go if I ask you to go? Since when did you listen to me so much? Then what if I still want to do something else.

The hint in these words made her cheeks flush, and she felt very useful. She asked him innocently: "Then what else do you want to do?"

After saying that, she looked up at him expectantly, waiting for what he would say next.

She thought he would say fuck you, but he smiled softly, kissed her again, and carried her up the wooden stairs.

The structure of this villa is quite peculiar. It is said that he hired a design master from Hong Kong to design it. It is decorated entirely with logs and glass. The largest room on the second floor is carpeted, has a fireplace, and is filled with wooden tables. Candle props.

It is strange that such a large room occupies the entire floor. There is a huge bed in the center, covered with a beige quilt. The corners of the quilt are dragged to the carpet below. It feels inexplicably soft and comfortable. Next to it is a long strip of fabric. The sofa is quite long, but narrow. In the corner is a desk of the same color, the notebook is still lit, and the faint light dims the dark corner into a soft corner.

Xu Zhi thought he would throw her on the bed, but unexpectedly she snuggled into the corner of the sofa, her legs folded upward, and placed in a shameful posture with extremely soft toughness. He also looked at him, kneeling on one knee on the sofa, with an intriguing curve at the corner of his lips.

She glanced at him: "What's there to see?"

"Are you anxious?" He chuckled.

"Get out of here -"

You can't seduce him anymore, so surrender.

But what she couldn't bear was that he not only looked at it, but also touched it. Pressing it with his long fingertips, the stamens were slowly peeled off. She really curled up into a ball like a poor kitten, kicking her legs to get rid of him, but it was to no avail.

This bastard was so strong that he didn't seem to be using any force at all, but she just couldn't get away.

His wrist was grabbed and pressed hard to the side of his neck. After he had enough fun, he pulled out and kissed her again, which made her roll her eyes in disgust: "Don't touch me with your hands, they are dirty."

His tone was quite strange . "Do you think it's yours too?"

She turned her head away and refused to discuss this with him.

It's just too much anyway.

The sofa was really narrow and straight with no place to rest. He kissed her and patted her for a while. She was still confused when he turned her over and fell deeper. I didn't feel any sense of security when my feet landed on the ground. My face was buried in the sofa and I couldn't see the back, which made me feel even less safe.

Soon the waist was held again, and it was so hot that you could feel the lines on his palm.

She couldn't see it but could hear it. She vaguely heard the drawer opening and then the sound of aluminum foil packaging being torn open.

In just a moment, Xu Zhi felt him pressing on her lips. The cushions under me were twisted into knots, and I couldn't help but lift them up to meet the waves one after another.

It had been too long since she had done it, and it was in a strange place. It felt new and exciting. She trembled and surrendered, begging him again and again before letting her go. After he finished, he held her in his arms and kissed her cheek: "Are you comfortable?"

Most men are a little unsure when asking their significant other such questions, but Fei Nanzhou didn't seem to be compatible with such things.

"It's not bad." She calmed down her breathing, raised her fair and pretty face, and giggled.

Vibrant and hateful.

He also laughed and put her down naturally: "It seems I didn't behave well before."

"No, no, no, no." She surrendered and hooked her arm around his neck, "Help."

"Whose life to save?" he whispered. Laughing, "How to save it?"

He turned around and tried to touch another one.

She remained silent, flattening her mouth and turning her head, not wanting to talk to him anymore.

He stopped teasing her and carried her to the bathroom to take a shower with a smile.

It gets dark quickly, maybe because we are in a dense forest, and the only afterglow of the sun is blocked as soon as it sets.

Coupled with the rain and snow, the view was gray.

Xu Zhi changed into his shirt after washing it, then sat on the sofa and scrolled through his phone.

When it was almost 8 o'clock, Fei Nanzhou went upstairs to call her to eat.

Xu Zhi jumped off the ground, randomly picked a pair of his slippers, put them on, and kicked down the stairs.

His clothes are big and can cover his thighs even if he doesn't wear anything else, which is quite convenient. The heating in the room is so hot that it doesn't matter if I don't wear any clothes.

However, Fei Nanzhou put the bowl on the dining table and paused after casually raising his head.

"What's wrong?" She caught his gaze and asked with a smile.

"Go put on your underwear." He said with a serious expression.

Xu Zhi wrinkled her nose, but she didn't dare to disobey him, so she obediently went upstairs and put it on.

But she didn't bring it with her this time, so she had to change to a disposable one.

When she came down this time, she showed it in front of him a little angrily: "I'm wearing it."

He leaned against the table leisurely, with a smile on his lips: "Yes, I saw it."

Xu Zhi: "... ..."

Since there were only two of us, Fei Nanzhou had sex with her.

Xu Zhi said: "Don't you know how to cook anything besides noodles?"

"I can also cook porridge." He said calmly.

Xu Zhi: "..."

She decided not to discuss this topic with him, and mentioned it to him casually: "I want to resign."

Fei Nanzhou stopped stirring the soup and asked her why.

Xu Zhi kept beating in her heart. Because of her guilty conscience, her heart beat extra fast. As she spoke, she peeked at his expression: "Aren't you going to leave? I don't want to work with Shen Cong. I won't see you until you look up...and I want to be myself." I don’t want to be protected by you like a child all the time..."

These reasons are also true, but more importantly, she wants to withdraw gradually.

Otherwise, it will be even more troublesome if it continues to be chaotic and unreasonable.

She didn't expect him to agree right away at first, so she was extra nervous.

Unexpectedly, he didn't refuse. After hearing this, he lowered his head and took a sip of soup, and then said, "You can decide for yourself."

"When you encounter something difficult, remember to come to me, don't carry it yourself."

She said softly, "Yeah." With a sound, the dining table seemed to become even quieter.

The next day was a sunny day. After returning to the city center, Xu Zhi started to prepare to find a new job. However, it didn't go well, and she wasn't particularly ideal. Her results for the public examination hadn't come out yet, so she had to wait and see.

I didn’t dare to be careless about the work at hand, and I started to prepare for the handover work, arranging everything down to the smallest detail to avoid mistakes in subsequent projects.

In fact, in this relationship, she was always the one who actively wanted to leave.

But with feelings, you can't deceive yourself into thinking that whoever pulls away first is the one who takes the initiative.

Fei Nanzhou was very busy, so busy that the two of them often couldn't see each other, and he rarely sent her messages. As long as she couldn't see him, her heart would be empty, as if there was a hole that needed to be filled.

This morbid dependence occupies every part of her blood, affects her heart, and makes people unable to control themselves.

That day, she took the fruit to the hospital to visit Yao Yanlan. It happened that one of her best friends was also there. He smiled and said to her, "Nan Zhou is already thirty-two, isn't he? He doesn't even have a partner?"

"Do you have any good recommendations ? "?" Yao Yanlan smiled and broke off a piece of orange to eat.

"There are quite a few people, but how can ordinary people dare to introduce you to your family?" the other party said.

"It doesn't matter, we can meet first. We don't have high requirements. As long as you have a good appearance, a decent job, and a clean family background, I don't care about anything else."

Xu Zhi was extremely silent when he heard it, and accidentally scratched his finger with the knife in his hand.

"What's wrong with you kid? Are you so careless?" Yao Yanlan was the first to notice her bleeding and quickly called a nurse to help her deal with it.

"It's okay, skin injury."

"I won't dare to ask you to peel apples for me in the future."

Xu Zhi smiled and said, "It's unexpected."

Yao Yanlan held her hand and talked for a long time, asking her how her work was going. Zhi answered each one with a smile, feeling warm and sad in her heart.

She would never be able to tell her about her relationship with Fei Nanzhou.

On the way back, it snowed again. She rubbed her hands and trudged through the snow. There was a dim light at the intersection, which seemed very close, but after walking for a long time, it was still so far away, and it seemed that she would never reach it.

The phone in her pocket vibrated a few times, and she took it out to look at it.

It was from Yao Yanlan.

[How was that last time? Zhizhi, what do you think? ]

Xu Zhi replied against her will: [We are in contact. ]

[Don't introduce me anymore. I'm very busy and don't have that time. ]

[No matter how busy you are with work, you still have to pay attention to personal matters. ]

[Afraid of delaying others. ]

[Bullshit. ]

In fact, she should refuse directly, but if she doesn't do something to divert her attention, she will collapse even more.

But she didn't want to delay others, so she could only tell Yao Yanlan without conscience that she thought Duan Hong was good and she was in contact with him. It was better to harm this scum than harm others.

Duan Hong thought they still had a chance, and he was very attentive to her in the next few days.

He invited her to dinner again on Sunday, and Xu Zhi went.

We haven't seen him for a while, but he was very proud of himself. When he walked in, he felt windy when he walked in. Several female shop assistants who were cleaning all looked at him.

Who doesn't like a tall, thin and handsome guy?

It had been a while since she'd seen him, but he was more mature than she thought, and his smile was still bright and generous.

Xu Zhi used to like his personality, he was very transparent and open-minded. Well, before knowing that he was in two or more boats.

"Actually, I never had a chance to say sorry to you. After that incident, you blocked me." He sat down opposite her and smiled bitterly, but he was quite sincere, "That Wen Tian... was the casual person before. I gave her a reward, and later I made an appointment with her when we were playing together. After being with you, I had nothing to do with her. At that time, I was afraid that you would misunderstand her, so I just said she was my cousin, but I didn't expect it to end up like that.

" His aunt also caused trouble for him, and he went to the doctor in a hurry because of his illness. Unexpectedly, the picture got darker and darker.

If I have to explain to her later, she has already blocked me.

He had never experienced this kind of arrogance since he was a child, so he blocked her in anger, thinking to himself, it's really not a business deal, it's a shame to be thrown into his grandma's house.

Later, I occasionally thought of her countless nights, and I realized that I was impulsive and should explain it properly.

But that's it, I won't go back and look for her with a shameful face.

Xu Zhi nodded and slowly stirred the coffee in the cup.

It's been so long, and the resentment I felt at the beginning is long gone. Now it sounds like I'm listening to someone else's story.

Duan Hong noticed her absent-mindedness and asked warmly, "Are you worried?"

Xu Zhi smiled at him but didn't respond.

"Emotional issues?" Duan Hong looked at her.

Xu Zhi sighed, feeling helpless: "In what capacity are you here to inquire about my private affairs now?"

Duan Hong just smiled slightly, took a sip of coffee and said, "Is it okay for you to be a suitor?"

Xu Zhi was slightly stunned. , he had raised his head: "I want to pursue you again."

"...Don't be kidding." The corners of her mouth twitched.

"Am I kidding?" He smiled, half-jokingly, "Or do you, the daughter of the director, look down on me?"

"Nonsense, I have nothing to do with the Fei family." Xu Zhi didn't want to go into detail, just He said, "Anyway, my family is quite poor and I have no background. If you marry me, it will definitely be a loss-making deal."

"That's just right. After getting married, I don't have to worry about becoming a henwife."

Xu Zhi: "..."

Playing the piano to a cow. Playing the piano to a cow, she didn't want to talk to him anymore.

"Don't waste your time on me, this is my advice to you." Xu Zhi said quietly.

He was noncommittal and said after a while: "So - are you using me as a shield?"

Xu Zhi was completely speechless.

Seeing her speechless look, he smiled instead: "Then we can block each other's arrows. I'm about to be driven to death by the old man and the old woman."

Xu Zhi frowned in thought, seeming to be thinking about what he said. Authenticity.

He was quite magnanimous, shrugging his shoulders and spreading his hands, as if I could still trick you.

Later, the two simply reached an agreement and established a strategic alliance.

After dinner, Duan Hong sent her back. It was too cold outside, so he put his coat on her.

Xu Zhi had something on her mind, so she didn't pay much attention to anything he said. He didn't bother to warm up to her, and just asked her where she lived.

Xu Zhi reported the address of the Guomao and stopped talking.

Looking up at the falling snow in the sky, she felt a little melancholy. She was so depressed that she didn't know what to say. She felt like she was being hollowed out. She wanted to grab something but could only watch it slipping away from her fingertips.

The meat is slowly rubbed with a knife. It's not bone-piercing, but it still hurts from time to time.

There was nothing she could do, she would never be able to hug him in the sun.