It would be great if you liked me too when I had a crush on you.

My head was aching and I followed Li Ye into the classroom in a daze.
I am usually known as the "Queen of Lateness", but today was the first time I came so early, which made Jingyan exclaim that it was a miracle.
Lying on the desk, I always felt that there was a gaze watching me. It had been there since Li Ye and I came to school together, but when I tried to catch it, it dodged away.
There were not many people in the classroom. I tried to open my eyes wide and looked around one by one. I saw He Xubei bending down to pick up something.
In math class, the teacher was explaining the formulas of the examples. Across the desk and in the corridor, I glared at Li Ye fiercely and complained to him in a low voice, saying that if he hadn't quarreled with me yesterday, I wouldn't have left my schoolbag at home today.
Li Ye shrugged his shoulders indifferently and mouthed two words to me: "You deserve it!"
I was a little angry, and I made a threatening gesture with my fist. This obviously had no deterrent effect , and he smiled disdainfully.
The teacher noticed my little trick with Li Ye and I, and I was called to go on stage.
" Student Yi Ping'an, can you please do this question?"
"What?" I stood up in a daze. Because I didn't have the textbook, I didn't pay attention to the class at all, so how could I do it? This was going to be embarrassing, and my classmates were looking at me and talking about it.
If there was a mirror at that time, I think I would have seen my face flushed.
Jingyan was quietly drawing on her homework book, and I knew she wanted to help me.
"Teacher, let me solve it."
A gentle voice saved me from danger, and I couldn't help but look over with gratitude.
He Xubei walked straight to the blackboard, picked up the chalk and quickly wrote down the steps to the solution. His handwriting was really beautiful.
I know He Xubei was helping me out, but I don’t know why he helped me. After all, there were so many people waiting to laugh at me.
After school at noon, I didn’t leave the classroom immediately. I wanted to say thank you to He Xubei.
"Well, is there anything else?" He was packing his books, as if he was in a hurry to leave, and he didn't even have time to look up at me.
"No, it's okay. You helped me, I should thank you." I was stunned by his question.
"Why do you think I'm helping you? Stop being so self-righteous." He Xubei faced me at this time.
His eyes were really beautiful, like a deep blue lake. But now his eyes were full of sarcasm: "Yi Ping'an, you are really hopeless!"
I didn't understand what he meant, and I didn't know why he said that. I heard someone outside calling his name, He Xubei, in a very sweet voice.
When I ran out of the classroom, I could still see He Xubei's back. Walking with him was a girl, the owner of that sweet voice.
I don't know what the girl said, but I saw He Xubei smiled. The girl also smiled and patted him lightly on the shoulder with the book in her hand.
I don't know this girl, and I've never seen He Xubei smile like this. Suddenly, I felt a sour feeling in my heart.
Jingyan was the only one who knew best that I liked He Xubei, so after knowing why I was depressed the whole afternoon, she disappeared like the wind for a while.
Ten minutes later Jingyan appeared in front of me again. It seemed that she had run here, and there were beads of sweat on her forehead.
"An An, guess what I was doing just now?"
"I don't know." I lay on the table, exhausted. Perhaps she was very dissatisfied with my lack of cooperation, Jingyan forcefully straightened me and asked me to sit properly.
"Do you know who was with He Xubei at noon today?" Song Jingyan asked me with straight eyes.
"Who is it?" When I heard He Xubei's name, I felt like I was injected with chicken blood. When I heard that what she said was related to what happened at noon, I immediately became energetic.
It turned out that Jingyan went to Gu Feng and asked him to help find out the background of the girl. As one of the male gods of Y High School, Gu Feng had a good relationship with people and got the girl's information in a short time.
Jingyan opened an A4 paper, which was the student resume of the school.
The girl's name is Ling Shanshan. There is a photo on the upper right corner of her resume. She is pretty and not ugly. Ling Shanshan was sent abroad as an art exchange student in her first year of high school and just came back recently.
People who study art are all very elegant. No wonder when they walk together with He Xubei, just by looking at their backs, even I have to admit that they are a good match.
Jingyan said that Ling Shanshan and He Xubei grew up together and were childhood sweethearts.
I have always had a crush on He Xubei, and crushing is a personal thing, but when I knew all this, I still felt a little bitter, as if the person I loved was about to be lost. Even though, I never really had him.
I heard a sudden collapse in a corner of my heart.