When I got home, I was surprised to find that my father was at home at this time. He was sitting on the sofa, smoking gloomily.
"Dad, you're back so early today?"
"Morning? Humph, I didn't go out at all." He has been staring at me since I entered the door. His face is not right and his tone of voice is also strange. "Tell me, where did you go last night?"
"No, I didn't go anywhere." I felt a little guilty. I couldn't tell my dad what happened yesterday, "Oh, I went to a classmate's house for tutoring and didn't come back because it was too late."
"Snap!" There was a crisp sound, the sound of a hand slapping my face. I covered my cheek and saw that my father's eyes were blazing with fire.
"You still dare to lie? Don't you even need to bring a schoolbag to tutoring? Dalei next door said he saw you drinking with a guy in a bar!" He was so angry that his voice was shaking.
"Dad, you hit me?" I covered my face. The slap was very strong. It seemed that my father was really angry. But I didn't expect him to hit me. Even though I knew that he rarely loved me, he had never hit me before.
"Hitting you is the least I can do. I don't expect you to get good grades or get into any university in the future, but you actually did some shady things! How can you be worthy of your mother?" My father pointed at my forehead and questioned me repeatedly.
"What about you? Are you worthy of her? You come home so late every day after playing cards, and you can't even say a few words to me? When have you ever cared about me or taken care of me since I was a child?" The burning feeling on my face made me lose my mind, and tears welled up in my eyes. Without looking at my father again, I opened the door and ran out.
I ran without direction, full of emotions that I wanted to vent. I bumped into someone without paying attention, and I didn't want people to see me sad, so I said sorry without turning my head.
"Please wait a moment!"
A voice behind me stopped me in my tracks. It was the person who was hit. I was angry that today was not going well for me. I turned around and saw He Xubei.
I rubbed my eyes and pretended nothing happened and asked him why he was here.
"Yi Ping'an, are you crying ? What happened?" He Xubei looked into my eyes and asked me. I don't know if I was dazzled, but I saw a trace of panic flash across his eyes.
Seeing that I didn't say anything, He Xubei felt a little embarrassed. He took something out of his schoolbag and handed it to me, "This is my class notes. You didn't even bring your schoolbag today, so you must not have understood the class . Take it back and take a good look at it."
"Oh, thank you for your kindness!" I didn't reach out to take it and turned around to leave.
"Yi Ping'an, what do you mean? Didn't you promise me that you would study hard?"
He Xubei didn't seem to want to let me go, he chased me and stuffed the notebook into my hand. I took his notebook and threw it to the ground, angrily saying: "He Xubei, didn't you say I was hopeless? What does it have to do with you whether I study hard or not? Mind your own business, spend more time with your childhood sweetheart!"
I saw the astonishment in He Xubei's eyes. He bent down and picked up the notebook: "Okay, very good! Yi Ping'an, I misjudged you. From now on, I will never care about your affairs again!"
I know He Xubei means well, but looking at his lonely back, I suddenly felt very sad.
I really want to tell He Xubei, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you, you don't know that I actually like you so much, I have always liked you so much! But you are so outstanding, so good from the inside out, like a shining planet, and I am just an insignificant speck of dust, maybe I don't even have the right to like you.