Secret love is a lonely flower that only blooms quietly at night.
I changed my signature to this sentence. Jingyan said that I have been going for an artistic style recently and being so pretentious.
After coming back from Ling Shanshan, I never wrote on Weibo again. So, does anyone still write love letters to confess their love?
I took out the letter paper that I hadn't used for a long time and picked up the pen.
I want to tell you my secret, He Xubei.
But how can I tell you that secret love is a very tiring thing. He Xubei, I have liked you for a long, long time, so long that I have forgotten when I started to like you.
Maybe it was the white clothes you wore when we first met, or maybe it was because I was intoxicated by the dimples on your face. How come you look so pretty when you write and solve problems? Even every moment we pass by, my heartbeat no longer belongs to me.
When you gave me your hard-earned notes, when you asked me to study hard, when you made excuses for me skipping classes, when you helped me chase away the hooligans... I would secretly think, in your heart, I am a different existence, right? Otherwise, why do you treat me differently from others?
I am not the only girl in the class with poor grades, but at least you won’t get angry because of other people’s “hopelessness”.
Sometimes I think, He Xubei, how nice it would be if you also liked me when I had a crush on you.
Unfortunately, there is no if. You are excellent, and there is an equally excellent girl next to you. They all say that you will be together.
It's a pity that my love has not grown in the light. It's a pity that you don't know that I like you yet.
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I lay on the table and wrote nonsense. By the end of the writing, I felt extremely sad.
"Pah, pah" tears fell on the letter paper, blooming into flowers. I folded the piece of letter paper with a mixed feeling, wondering when I would have the chance to send it out.