There were still five minutes before class started. Fu Xiaoyu in the front row looked at me slyly and said in a low voice, "Yi Ping'an, is the new transfer student close to you?"
"Who are you talking about?" I was rummaging through things in my desk and asked again without hearing it clearly .
"It's that Li Ye." Fu Xiaoyu said and turned around, just as Jing Yan walked in hurriedly.
I laughed at Jingyan, who came later than me today. Jingyan took a few breaths and held me with both hands: "An An, I want to tell you something."
I looked Song Jingyan up and down, then shook my head and said, "What's the matter? Did you change your phone? Or your boyfriend?"
"It's just... hey, class is about to start. I'll talk to you after class." Jingyan was about to speak when the bell rang.
When the get out of class was over, I saw Ling Shanshan standing at the door, and He Xubei walked towards her. In the past few days, He Xueba no longer gave me notebooks, nor did he tell me to study hard. He even treated me like air when we met. I always felt like he was angry, but I didn't know what he was angry about. Was he angry that I rejected his kindness?
Ling Shanshan came to see He Xubei more and more often, and every time they met, they talked and laughed. I don't know what they talked about, but I saw that the smile on He Xubei's face was different from usual, and that smile was very warm.
Jingyan told me that day that classmates were saying that Ling Shanshan had confessed to He Xubei. He didn't refuse.
The May Day holiday was three days long, and the three days were followed by the weekend, so I could have gone on a trip for five days, but I stayed in the store for five days. The fast food restaurant was a bit busy, and I felt a bit tired after get off work.
Today, I got my first salary in my life. Although it is not much, it is enough for my pocket money. I called Yangguang out and said I wanted to treat him to a barbecue.
The weather in early summer is gradually getting hotter, but it is still cool at night. There are not many people at the barbecue stalls in the night market, but it is not too few either.
People come and go on the street, and neon lights flicker in the dark . This busy world will not understand the thoughts of a young girl.
Yangguang sat opposite me, happily struggling with the chicken leg, his mouth full of grease.
I ordered a bottle of cold beer and talked about my worries to Yangguang who was chewing chicken legs. I said to him, Yangguang, do you know how it feels to like someone? How it feels to secretly love someone.
Of course Yangguang didn't answer me. When he was gnawing on the chicken leg, the only thing in his eyes was the chicken leg.
I took a sip of beer and didn't swallow it right away. The foam of the beer exploded in my mouth, and my taste buds felt a little bitter.
I don’t know if it’s the bitterness of the wine or my heart. This is my second time drinking, the last time was at the “FIRE” bar with Li Ye.
I said Yangguang, I heard they are together, that elegant girl is a perfect match for him. But Yangguang, I don’t even have the courage to confess to He Xubei. He may not even know that I like him.
Sunshine, sunshine, do you think I should be brave for once?
Yangguang doesn’t understand what I am saying, his naive smile is as innocent as a child’s.
Sometimes I envy Yangguang's world, although in the eyes of outsiders, Yangguang, who is slightly less intelligent, is silly. But I envy his innocence, his indifference to the world, as if the whole world has nothing to do with him. When he gnaws on a chicken leg, there is only the chicken leg in his eyes, and that happiness is without any impurities.
I haven't logged into WeChat for five days, nor have I logged into QQ or updated my Weibo. I looked at the visitor records and the one that appeared the most was "Dark Night Raccoon". Several of the messages were also from him.
Dark Night Raccoon: Hope you are well, are you there?
Dark Night Raccoon: Happy holidays. Where are you planning to go during the holidays?
Dark Night Raccoon: Hey friend, I haven’t been online for a few days. Has your account been blocked because you quit the Internet?
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Dark Night Raccoon also commented on a Weibo post I made a long time ago: "Wang Jun'an, do you like him very much?" His name is on every Weibo post.
I finally followed his Weibo. It turns out his nickname is “Wu Bei”?
This was the first Weibo post I posted when I first started to like He Xubei. I even registered this Weibo account because of him.
After the comment, Dark Night Li added two jealous emojis.
Later, when I knew that An Ye Li was Li Ye, he told me that when he saw the Weibo post I wrote for He Xubei, he felt very upset. He wanted to chat with me, but found that I had not been online for several days. He felt disappointed, nervous, and a little scared.
He was afraid that I would ignore him, after all, we were just netizens at that time.
Of course, Li Ye told me all this later, so I still don’t know that Dark Night Raccoon is him. I don’t understand why he was jealous, so I just thought it was a joke and didn’t respond.