Light green lines were leaving Julia's body.
The faint light floated towards the sky.
It seemed that this was not the first time Simon had seen such a scene and he acted extremely familiar with it.
He directly stated what such a scene represented.
"What should we do now?" Lucelia asked anxiously.
Among what they know, judging religions can be considered a big deal.
Simon shook his head helplessly: "There is no way. She no longer believes in the teachings of life. Life's eyes have turned away from her."
However, Simon seemed indifferent and was not as anxious as the people around him.
It's just a matter of judging a religion, there's nothing strange about that.
She would become the first apostate on board.
Alka felt Julia holding his hand tightly, still enduring the sorrow and pain of the world.
"well……"
He can understand.
He turned around and looked at Lucelia who was anxiously standing beside him.
Lucelia also believes in life, but her belief is just like that of ordinary people, and she is not a member of the Seed of Life.
"Lucelia... I don't think I've asked you yet, what is the doctrine of life?"
Hearing this, the anxious Lucilia took a few deep breaths and calmed herself down.
He said helplessly: "Life and the world are like a chain."
This is the main theme, and everything else expands outward from it.
Alka nodded and looked at the coin floating in front of Julia, the treasure she had just obtained.
The side of the skeleton facing the crowd constantly exuded a blood-red breath.
The negative side of treasure has overwhelmed the positive side of life.
Julia seems to have chosen the path she wants to take.
The people around may not know what this means.
But Alka, who had experienced the same pain and even established a deeper connection with the world in this ocean of pain, deeply understood Julia's choice.
Feeling the looseness in his hand, Alka immediately let go and broke free from the link.
Without the awareness of the world's pain, Julia immediately fell to the ground.
Breathing heavily.
Mathilda, who was beside her, immediately helped her up and examined her body carefully.
“She was in bad condition…her body was covered in lacerations, she was high but weak.
I have to take a good rest for a while before I can recover.”
Julia gasped and said nothing.
She looks at Alka.
"You...what did you choose? What did you choose?"
"Me? I don't know." Facing Julia's fingerprints, Alka shook his head.
He looked at the surging sea beside the boat and said, "I haven't thought about it yet. I haven't thought about what to do..."
Everyone stood by, somewhat confused.
They didn't know what the two were talking about, but it seemed to be something very serious.
"Do you just want to watch like this? Do nothing?"
"Of course not. I just haven't chosen what to do yet. Of course I will make a choice and take action."
Julia supported herself with Mathilda's hand and sat up with all her strength. She was panting but said viciously, "Choose destruction... Let's do as she wishes... How about that? She is in so much pain, so eager for destruction, so eager for death...
How about we just help her? Speak up!"
Faced with Julia's increasingly emotional questioning, Alka remained silent. He didn't know how to answer.
He didn't really want to choose one side. His rationality, his sensibility, and the education he received while growing up all told him that he shouldn't choose this side.
But this side is the best because he has truly experienced such a situation.
He is incredibly empathetic.
In such a situation, the desire to die is so strong.
"I... haven't thought about it yet."
"roar!"
"Wait! What are you doing!?"
The scene suddenly became chaotic.
The crystal dragon that had been doing nothing nearby suddenly knocked Julia to the ground, roaring madly at her head.
Showing abnormal anger.
This sudden behavior caught everyone completely off guard.
Jason rushed forward, holding the crystal dragon, and tried to drag her up.
It was too sudden. Although Jason tried to stop him, his eyes were full of confusion.
However, the crystal dragon still held Julia down and kept roaring at her, but did not attack, as if it was just venting its anger madly.
Looking at the crystal dragon roaring at her, Julia seemed to understand something and her eyes were filled with ferocity.
He raised his hand and pressed down on the crystal dragon's shoulder.
The blood-colored mist from the coin wrapped around her body, and actually had the strength to push the crystal dragon back a little.
"Ha, I see. You chose to be the one who betrayed, right? So your previous silence was because you also knew something, right?"
"You choose to betray? Don't even think about it!"
The dragon and the merman suddenly confronted each other, but they tried their best not to hurt each other.
It was as if they were just venting their anger.
Yelling at each other.
But that's all.
Jason hugged the crystal dragon and tried his best to drag her away, but his strength was no match for the completely angry and grown crystal dragon.
Simon had no choice but to help.
Matlisa and Xia Deti both hugged Julia and tried to stop her.
They didn't know why, but they obviously couldn't let the two continue to compete like this.
Unprecedented divisions arose on board.
However, the problem is that apart from these three people, everyone else knows nothing and is completely confused.
That's not the case.
They had some ideas from the conversation between the two and the feelings they had experienced before.
I just don’t know what the so-called choice means?
"So what's going on? No one is willing to tell us?" Lucelia said angrily with some confusion.
Pororo stood at the front of the deck with his arms folded, watching the chaos.
He looked at the sea, not knowing what he was thinking about.
Juanlu, the only one who did nothing, looked at Alca.
Looking at the captain who was sitting on the stairs without saying a word or even taking any action, he stopped the two men.
Silently walked to his side.
"At this time, it's just you."
"Let them vent. Once I help one side, it means that I am firm in the ideals of that side. But... I haven't thought about it yet."
At this time, Polo, who seemed to have figured it out, strode over. His footsteps were extremely heavy, making the entire deck bang.
Came directly in front of Alka.
He knelt on one knee and extended his hand.
"Come on! Then I'll experience it too. What kind of feeling can make us become like this? I will come up with my answer."
Pororo looked at Alka and then at the competing Crystal Dragon and Julia.
He looked at Alka and said, "I don't know why you are struggling. I don't know what is weighing you down."
Then he looked at Julia again and said, "The conflict between the doctrines you have adhered to for hundreds of years and the reality, the disillusionment and enlightenment have led you to extremes. Now you are not calm or rational enough."
After that, he looked at the crystal dragon again and said, "You are still a child. We watched you hatch from the egg. This was obviously not your choice, but the decision brought by your inheritance."
After saying that, he turned his head again and looked at Alka with a firm gaze: "Come on, let me experience it too, let me feel the pain of this world, and then make a decision."
Another hand gently rested on the back of his hand. It belonged to Juanlu who was standing next to him.
Looking at this situation and the lesson that Polo just learned.
Julia and the Crystal Dragon paused.
"Count me in too. What made Sister Julia become like this? What made her so... painful?" Matlisa walked over and put her hand on it.
Simon walked over silently, and his left mechanical arm fell off completely, and the index finger made of treasure fell off along with the precise hand.
Only the upper arm of the right arm remains.
He placed the remaining section of his right hand on the back of everyone's hands.
"I am a mechanic, a seeker of truth, and an ever-curious person."
Jason looked at the situation and touched the crystal dragon's head: "Let me see what you are carrying."
"The sadness before... broke my heart and made me care." Lucilia said, recalling the ocean of sadness in Alka's soul space before.
She looked at Xia Daiti, and they both nodded.
One hand after another was put together.
Placed in front of Alka.
Looking at everyone's determined eyes, Alka smiled inexplicably and stood up.
"We are a team... let's make the decision together."
One hand was placed on the back of everyone's hands, and the other hand was stretched out, pointing at Julia and Urulius.
“Come on, bear it together, feel everyone’s thoughts and feelings, maybe you will have a different understanding.”
Hearing this.
The crystal dragon looked at Jason and walked over slowly. It slightly coiled its tail to pick up Julia, who was lying on the ground without much strength, and dragged her over.
Everyone put their hands together.
Alka's deer head mask reappeared and was placed on his head.
The thorns entangled everyone's hands together.
This time it feels like a spiritual connection.
"Come on... let's experience it together."
This time Alka connected directly to the world and connected to the world together with everyone else.
The emotions of sadness and pain turned into a tsunami and rushed over.
Directly swept everyone in.
They are feeling the world's pain, the world's sorrow, and the world's crazy will to die.
The feedback from everyone on this feeling collides with each other and is experienced by each other.
Everyone has different ideas.
Faced with the world's will to die, Porro first feels that this should not be the case. He should try his best to save others and also try his best to save himself.
Xia Daiti doesn't want the world to be destroyed. There are too many beautiful things in it, so he tries to save it.
Lucilia hesitated and couldn't make a decision.
Juanlu didn't want such a world to disappear, so he decided to save it.
Simon is still thirsty for knowledge, thirsty for higher structural masterpieces. How can the world be like this? It must be saved.
Jason could understand that he inexplicably recalled his childhood and the pain of the world, and perhaps he should comply with her wishes.
Faced with Jason's choice, the Crystal Dragon was very unhappy and lashed him with its tail.
Although Julia was no longer so extreme under the influence of everyone's emotions, she still wanted to destroy the painful world.
The world is too painful. The broken flesh and inspiration are pieced together again, like glue and needle and thread.
Blood continued to flow from the broken gap.
Maggots had already drilled into the dense seams, which were already rotten and filled with pus.
Pain and numbness, and the death of life that comes with it.
Sorrow and pain turned into an ocean that filled the core of the world.
The world, which had just begun to develop intelligence, was destroyed by the gods of its own world.
Being smashed into pieces by the child that was born and conceived by oneself.
They should have died, but were forced to be put together.
Since the awakening of spiritual wisdom, he has been enduring unspeakable pain.
She just wanted to die.
Faced with the choices of the public.
What is different from others is.
In my previous life, I once lay in a hospital bed, suffering in pain, and finally wishing for death rather than lying there waiting for a treatment that had no end and hope.
It is so similar to the world at this moment.
He could understand.
Try to save your loved ones and the people you care about.
But he prayed for death.
He was so empathetic, he felt exactly the same way.
So he was conflicted.
But he also wanted to survive at that time, but he just couldn't see the hope.
Alka expressed his emotions, his desire for life, his desire to be alive, and his desire to die.
Mixed with the nature spirit's intention to repair the mother.
Rushing towards the crowd together.
…
The thorns slowly receded.
Everyone opened their eyes, but they were all silent at this moment.
Alka stood up and said, "Take a good rest today. How about we communicate after you calm down?"
Faced with such a proposal, no one objected and everyone returned to their own rooms.
After closing the door, the whole ship became unusually quiet.
Everyone seemed to be in deep thought.
Alka lay on his bed and sank back into his dream world.
Sitting in your own dream world.
Lie on the lawn with various fluorescent plants and look at the sky of your own world.
The mirror surface emerged, still maintaining the shape of a deer head.
But he didn't bring it.
It was a long time later.
A-Ka then murmured to himself, “I have decided, I will try my best to save him, if it doesn’t work, if there is no other way.
Then... I will help you die as you wish."
He seemed to be talking to himself, but also seemed to be talking to others.
He decided to change his perspective and look at it from the perspective of those who once wanted him to be alive and had hope for themselves.
"If you are desperate and have no hope.
I will do my best to... create hope."
Determine your own behavior.
Alka began to recall everything he had experienced since he put on the deer head mask and connected to the world through the power of nature spirits.
At that time he was overwhelmed by the sorrow of the world.
They are already a little confused.
But the illusion and the consumption of gold and silver energy helped him, causing him to wake up in the ocean of sorrow.
Even on the sea surface it is connected to the world.
Through the emotions hidden in his heart at that time, he saw his own origins.
Because he longed to know his origins, and at that time and under such circumstances , the world responded to him.
It was because he saw his own origins that he was so confused about what choice to make.
Because he really wants to help the world.
Before entering this body.
The soul of Alka.
He suddenly appeared in the star realm from a crack in space. The violent energy in the star realm almost tore his soul into pieces.
Let Alka disappear from this world forever without leaving any trace.
No one knows how his soul came into this world.
All I know is that even his soul will die in a foreign land.
But the place where he appeared happened to be next to this broken world.
A world of numbness, pain, and waiting for death, simply thought that Alka was a soul that accidentally fell out of her world.
Since she wasn't completely dead, she would do her duty.
She woke up temporarily, accepted the pain, and brought Alka back into her world.
She thought Alka's soul was a child in her world, and she should be so.
Even though she was broken and in pain, it was all because of her child.
But she still loves instinctively.
Arka's soul was naturally received by the Stone Mother, who helped to introduce the soul saved from this world into the body of a child who had just died on her island.
Therefore, there was nothing to hide about Alka's origins in the eyes of the Stone Mother.
Even Alka was able to be reborn because of certain blessings bestowed by the Stone Mother.
Because Alka was born to be her devotee.
Alka's upbringing and education in the world he once was, and everything about the country he lived in, shaped who he was.
Let his soul firmly believe in what should have happened.
And this belief is also the doctrine that Stone Mother firmly believes in.
So Alka's previous worries and hiding were meaningless.
Shi Mu knew her origins but didn't care.
The world is like this, what is there to care about?
It's just an alien soul, not to mention that it was saved by the world itself.
The world awakens, endures the pain, and rescues Alka.
Even though this might be a mistake.
But saved is saved.
Not to mention that Alka connected the world without permission and was drowned in a sea of ​​sadness.
The energy of gold and silver touched the world slightly, trying to make it known.
And the world responded, once again exposing itself to the touch of pain.
In pain, saving the child who accidentally fell into her sad emotions.
At that moment, I stopped my emotions.
So how could Alka not care about her.
This world can be said to be the foundation of his new life.
It is no exaggeration to say that she is the mother of his new life.
Otherwise, Alka would have been ground into dust in the star realm long ago, without even a trace left.
She even rescues Alka a second time.
Alka believed that when she was sunk into the sea of ​​sorrow for the second time, she must have discovered her true nature.
Still willing to rescue and send myself out.
That's why Alka tried to make a choice.
It hurts so much and is so uncomfortable.
Being forced to survive in the world is a kind of torture, and for the world, that torture is greater than anything else in the world.
Alka's original intention was definitely not to destroy the world, but to save it.
But the world forces me to wish for my death.
This made him feel conflicted.
This made him wonder how to choose.
Because whether it is from Mirmi's memory fragments or the information learned by becoming a natural spirit.
destroy.
Far more than salvation.
Much simpler.
Salvation may bring greater pain and deeper torture.
Because it's not that simple.