Chapter 21 It

was the first weekend that Song Fenglin took care of the baby alone, and he felt pretty good overall.

Perhaps because he was young and inexperienced, he began to look forward to the day when he would officially resign. He even started a countdown and made a serious mark on the calendar before going to bed.

How much expectation does this have to be? Chen Yun had an unfathomable look on his face: "I hope you won't regret it."

He used to take care of the baby for a maximum of an hour a day, which could only be regarded as a spice of life. He had no idea of ​​the hardships that would accumulate over time.

How can you imagine something you have never experienced?

Song Fenglin: "Definitely not."

Chen Yun couldn't wait to turn on the recording: "Say it again, I have to keep evidence."

Song Fenglin felt uneasy when he was scared by her.

He sounded a little unconfident: "I should be able to handle it, right?"

He was more patient. Chen Yun felt that she should not judge others by herself, so she thought about it and said, "Then you can be written into the textbooks."

Song Fenglin obviously didn't quite understand: "What do you mean?"

Chen Yun: "Because there are such parents in textbooks."

She originally thought that she could do it. The first time she scolded her child loudly, she felt so guilty that she secretly hid in the quilt and cried her heart out.

Song Fenglin: "I can't do that, not even close."

When he was young, he imagined his family to be more perfect than it is now, so for the time being he can only do his best for his family.

But his abilities are limited, and he always feels that he owes something to everyone.

People who want to be good to you are always afraid that they are not doing enough.

Chen Yun bumped her shoulder against his: "If I say it's okay, it's okay."

Song Fenglin only needed her approval, so he put the pen aside and said: "Then I'll try to do better."

He leaned over and breathed very close to her.

Chen Yun looked at him blankly, her eyes wandering.

This made Song Fenglin feel a little embarrassed.

He felt like sneezing, so he turned his face away and covered his mouth.

Chen Yun took the opportunity to lie down and look at the ceiling, with the quilt pulled high, leaving only a little bit of her forehead exposed.

When she gave birth to her second child, the procedure was switched from natural birth to cesarean section. She suffered a lot and it took her a long time to recover.

Song Fenglin never dared to touch her. As time went on, it seemed that married life had become a strange thing in an intimate relationship. He pulled off the quilt: "Go to sleep, good night."

The bedside lamp was turned off, and Chen Yun's breathing became heavier in the darkness.

Perhaps he felt uncomfortable, so he buried his head in Song Fenglin's arms and rubbed it around to adjust his sleeping position.

Song Fenglin inexplicably thought of the little yellow dog at his grandma's house.

His parents had just divorced at that time, and he returned to live in the countryside. He felt like he was abandoned by the whole world, and his only companion was his puppy.

Over the next ten years, the man and the dog established a close friendship.

It’s a pity that a dog’s life is too short. Song Fenglin still feels sad when he thinks about it, and the hint of beauty just now has completely disappeared.

He held the hand of the person beside him as if he was holding the whole world. He had a wonderful dream at night and barked twice.

There was a dog barking in the middle of the night, which scared Chen Yun to death.

After having a child, her sleep level has changed to the point where she would wake up at the slightest disturbance, and then half-consciously realize that nothing is wrong and be able to fall asleep again the next second.

Song Fenglin didn't know about this episode, but the next day when he saw her staring at him, he asked, "What's wrong?"

Chen Yun: "You were talking in your sleep yesterday."

Song Fenglin: "What did you say?"

Chen Yun: "Let me make it clear in advance that I'm not cursing, you were really barking like a dog."

She raised three fingers above her head, with a look of sincerity on her face and an uncontrollable smile.

Song Fenglin also laughed and opened the refrigerator to get milk.

Chen Yun reminded: "We will drink the big bottle, and give the small bottle to the children."

Song Fenglin saw that it was just a difference in capacity, turned the bottle around and looked at the words on it: "Is the small one more expensive?"

What was she thinking? Chen Yun: "It tastes good, so I let you drink more." She

was very dissatisfied: "You talk as if I would abuse you."

She was beating eggs, and the chopsticks clanged against the stainless steel basin, which sounded like she was losing her temper.

Song Fenglin glanced at her face and said, "Never."

That's good to know. Chen Yun: "Look at these eggs, they're sterile, five yuan each."

Song Fenglin is the only one in the family who likes to eat scrambled eggs.

He only knows how to eat, and doesn't know how expensive daily necessities are. He sighed and said, "I'd better change my career and raise chickens now."

Chen Yun heated the pan and added oil: "It's not like you haven't raised chickens before."

She actually remembered it.

Song Fenglin didn’t like talking about his childhood before, but now he feels a little nostalgic: “The first chicken I raised had a name, Qiangqiang.”

Wait? Chen Yun put down the spatula and said, "It seems like you originally wanted to give your son's nickname Qiangqiang?"

Song Fenglin: "Yes, and the chicken later grew to 15.2 pounds, and became plump and white."

His best wishes for the child were the same - good health.

The son is already four years old. Chen Yun: "This is the first time I know about it."

Song Fenglin hesitated for two seconds: "At that time we all suspected that you had some postpartum depression. I didn't dare to tell you for fear of offending you."

After all, it doesn't sound good to have a son with the same name as a chicken.

It was a wonderful morning. Chen Yun learned several secrets.

She asked, "Who said we?"

Song Fenglin: "My parents and me."

Chen Yun really couldn't believe that her mother's heart could hide such a big thing. She turned her glasses and asked, "Did I have a bad temper at that time?"

Song Fenglin: "Everything was fine, except that I didn't like to talk. I was better after my maternity leave, but your company laid off employees."

Chen Yun wanted to escape from childcare so actively at that time. She was more wilted than a cucumber after losing her job.

However, she would beautify herself in her mind: "It's not that exaggerated, I'm just a little tired."

Song Fenglin was very persistent on this point: "It's just different from usual."

Chen Yun said: "Then maybe, probably."

She was reluctant to admit that she had emotional problems at the time, and emphasized by pinching two fingers: "That's all."

Song Fenglin: "The doctor also said that it was caused by hormone fluctuations. Too much external stimulation is not recommended. Let your family focus on counseling."

Counseling? Chen Yun remembered something: "No wonder you brought me to Beijing to attend the wedding, I thought you and Zhang Ming were in love."

How could grown men have love? Song Fenglin: "We are innocent."

The more he clarified, the more unclear it became.

Chen Yun took the eggs out of the pot and enthusiastically recommended: "Do you want to support Chen Zhiwen with me?"

Even though she asked, Song Fenglin would never refuse. She asked: "Who is he with?"

Chen Yun: "Anyone will do. As long as there is traffic, we will take advantage of it."

The fans are working so hard, the real host probably doesn't even know that he has so many potential partners.

Song Fenglin: "Men, women, young and old are all OK?"

Chen Yun thought about it and said, "I still have some bottom line, but they have to be unmarried."

Song Fenglin: "What if Chen Zhiwen is secretly married?"

Chen Yun: "Then let's support a real couple. This type of couple is also very popular now."

Song Fenglin muttered: "We are a couple too."

Why is no one supporting them?

If they are not husband and wife, who would chatter away so much in the morning while frying eggs? Chen Yun nudged him with her elbow and said, "Of course, we have been married for ten years and have two children." She

then said, "Can you go wake up your children now?"

Song Fenglin looked as if he had just remembered that he had children and said, "I almost forgot."

How could he forget that? Chen Yun almost hit him, but her hands were on the stove and she couldn't free them, so she kicked a slipper and threw it at him.

Song Fenglin kicked it back and found some of the fun of playing football in college.

At that moment he decided that his first hobby after losing his job would be playing football.